18.3.2001

Yukteshwarji: Ommm..Ommm...(to Y) Shubh din, mere bacche, shubh din. Aaj ka din tere liye bahoot bhagyashali hai,bacche. Yeh saal, haan, shayad kathin hoga, lekin iss saal mein tu itna aage badhega, ke jab yeh din aayega agle saal, to tu peesche dekh kar haseinga, "ki kya mai asal mein yehi tha?" Shubh din, mere bacche.
(to all) Pranam bacchon.

Good evening, children. (to Y) Happy birthday to you, my son. You want a gift? Be careful before you say yes, because then you will have to accept our gift. You will get what your heart desires the most, and you will get it within the next fortnight. My son, we have seen your effort, we have seen the amount of genuine desire that you now have to let go of the past. Today, my son, the High Lord, will once again give you his 'present'.

Sir, gently, I hope.

Do not fear it, Son. He gives it to you in the manner he knows you need. Today, child, do not obstruct. Accept it as our gift. Do not feel just the physical force, my son. Look beyond and feel the love that gives the strength to the physical force. Then you will feel no pain.

(to all) Why are you all so serious? What is the burden upon each one of you today? Give me a smile.
Children, the time has come for this group to expand, and to expand rapidly. And, yet, it is not time to move out from this place. We will ask you not to limit the number of guests who desire to come. We know, we can see, that it is not the best possible seating arrangement for a circle such as this one. Children, do not worry. If there are energy imbalances within your circle we will correct them, because it is our desire to continue in this place for a short while longer, and at the same time not to stop those who are desirous of taking advantage of such a meeting. Children, when there are too many guests, and it is not possible to seat them, even after moving that piece of furniture as I have suggested, let the guests remain standing. There is no compulsion that they must sit. If there is a person who is unable to stand, then that person may be seated. Others will stand. If they stand for a short while they are not going to be uncomfortable. But, any one who invites the guest, must first tell the guest that if there is inadequate seating, the guest may have to stand. In spite of this if the guest wishes to come, we welcome them whole- heartedly. It brings us joy to find so many, it brings us joy to find that our word is being spread. This child has often wondered at the purpose behind the voluminous knowledge that we are bringing to her door. There is a reason. In the future, which may not be as distant as you might think, this child will be responsible for the spiritual training of several. We will be introduced to many through this child. And she is not the only one. All over this world are so many like her, all of whom are being readied for this task. It is not a task of teaching, as much as a task of introducing us to others to whom we are strangers. And so she is being given all the information which, one day, will be useful to her. You children can make use of this information too. This child has a wealth of information already. All you need to do is to take the same from her. But, children, you must remember that the child must not be made to feel a financial burden of spreading the  information. Remember, children, if any medium, howsoever good the medium may be, is put under tremendous financial strain, this will certainly influence the kind of messages that will then come through. You know this child, and you know that very often if you tell her to accept a monetary exchange she will flatly refuse. Do not do so. A monetary exchange to this child will sound as though she does not belong to you. For this child her greatest lesson, as well as her greatest fear, is that she may not belong to her friends and her loved ones. If you offer her a monetary exchange she will at once consider this as 'not belonging to you' and this will cause her pain. What you need to do is to entrust this task to someone else, and this person from within the group can take whatever might be the cost incurred. You need not take everything, my children. Ask this child for a list of what she has. Take one at a time, whatever interests you the most. You do not have to be forced to read everything. You cannot force yourself to be interested in all that we bring to you. So make your choice, but take advantage of all this information that we bring to you. Son, (to Z) you can help us in spreading this information to a wide group of people. Use the knowledge and the skill that you have been endowed with and see that the maximum number of people get the benefit. Remember, children, knowledge that is not spread is no knowledge at all. It is not a secret treasure trove that you hide for yourself. The more you give of it the more you will get. So do not be selfish in spreading the knowledge. And fearlessly spread it. We have repeatedly told you that the more you speak of us and our ways, the more will people scorn, and sneer and jeer you. Will you let that stop you? Be brave, but do not be aggressive. You are to merely speak the word, you are not to force it into anyone's mind. Now for your questions.

Sir, how do you face such situations, when people look at you sarcastically and scorn what you say?

Child, if you have to ask this question to us it means that there is lack of self-confidence and faith in yourself. If you, my child, have a firm belief in your truth, if you know that you are honest in your work and in your attempt, then whether that person sneers or that person claps, neither will move you, because your confidence and faith in yourself, and in the information given to you by your higher self, will be so strong that it can be moved by neither a snide nor a smile. Do not think, children, that only sneers and your reaction to them show a lack of self-confidence. If you are happy that someone has acknowledged your knowledge and your belief, then that happiness, too, stems from a lack of self-confidence because you needed the external appreciation in order to have the faith in yourself. So both your reactions, my child both show the same thing.

Sir, sometimes there is a disrespect shown towards the masters by some people...

Child, leave that to us. Is the disrespect for you and is that bothering for you? If it is so, then it is again the question of the lack of your own self-confidence. If the disrespect is for us, we are absolutely fine with that. We do not ask for any from any.

Sir, may I ask a question on the behalf of the medium? She feels that there is a similarity between the description of the Lord Maha Chohan that she has read of, and the Lord Maitreya as we have experienced him. Could you explain this please?

All have experienced the severity of the High Lord. Child, the description that she read of the Maha Chohan was written a long time ago, when the High Lord was the Maha Chohan. The Maha Chohan now is the one you know as St. Germaine, and he is a teacher of infinite compassion and yet, a teacher who expects nothing less than ALL. The High Lord shows his compassion in a different way. You can think of him as a very stern father who has so much love for his children, that he cannot endure to see his child waver. He cannot stand aside and allow his precious child, whosoever it might be, to move away from the path that will bring the child joy.

What is love, my children? Why do you all think of love as only tender, as only kind, as only compassionate, as only meek, as only soft? Children, the severity of love lies in its strength. It is when love is the strongest, it gets to be the most severe. Yes, the High Lord does not permit any wavering, any faltering. And the more time passes by, and the closer time comes to what is eventually to happen, the more love from the High Lord comes to the fore and the more you see him as 'harsh'. Children, he is not harsh. His love is evident in the simple fact that every time you meet, the High Lord is present. His energy is with you, not only during this meeting, my son. The energy of the High Lord is with you all the time. In that, my son, he shows you his love. You may find him to be, in your words, a man of less understanding. Firstly, he is not a man. So, yes, he will not understand what you wish him to understand. All the High Lord understands and perceives is the path, the direction of Divine Energy. That is all he sees and that is all he understands. And he will not move his sight from that. If you are to be helped by the High Lord, sometimes the hand is held this way (holds N's hand very gently) and sometimes this way (very forcefully pulls N's hand). It is when he sees that you move away, he then pulls you towards the path. What you perceive as harshness, my children, is your resistance. If this child did not resist my pull, I would not need to pull this hard. But when my love is great, as is the love of the High Lord, as your resistance grows, so does the love. And as the love grows stronger so does the pull. But, yes, the High Lord is not an energy to be taken lightly. His energy is so strong that if you surrender to his energy you will find yourself in a state of joy and love that you have never experienced. And when he wishes you to surrender and you do not, you will find yourself in a state of discomfort which you have never experienced. He guides his fold with love. HIS love.. not your definition of love.

Sir, last Tuesday when the High Lord spoke to the visitors, some of us felt that he was being, I'm sorry to again use the word harsh, when those people had no background of what he was talking of.

Child, at that time the High Lord came though me. In a meeting on Tuesdays, when the High Lord is present, he will not directly channel through this medium. He then uses me as he did once when I was in the physical. My energy is overcome by his and then
channelled through this child. About whether it was required..do you think if it wasn't it would have come through? Son, in that Tuesday gathering of persons, every single person there, my son, had come there for only selfish motives. We are not questioning the fact that every human being has his or her 'human' problems. And the Tuesday meeting is, yes, meant for those human problems. Certainly. Son, if she asks me a question about her daughter, and she asks me a question about her daughter, to you it might sound the same, but we, my son, know that here there is only an unselfish concern, and that here the concern is only masking selfishness. That is why, my son, the discourse on responsibility. Selfishness, my son, is the best evidence of the lack of responsibility. And there, my son, there was not one in that gathering that was not selfish. They came, my son, with motives that were base. Some came, my son, because they desired to test. Will we stand aside and permit that? We look after our mediums. Yes, our mediums, all our mediums, including this child of mine, go astray sometimes. They all make mistakes, they all misinterpret our messages at some time or the other, and they will continue to do so in spite of the fact that they are all strong mediums, because, do not forget, my son, that the mediums are also human beings. But these human beings are trying hard to put aside their own needs and to think of our needs. We will then look after our mediums. Do you think, my son, it is always easy for this child (referring to R) to put aside her personal life and to heal the several persons who ask her for healing? Do you think it is easy for that son of mine who is at present experiencing so much personal hardship (referring to R) not to think of himself but to think of all the others who are coming to him in their time of need? And do you think that then we can stand aside and watch selfishness at play? Do you now understand, my son?

Yes, sir. Sir, your discourse on responsibility... could I ask you to please give it to us once again so that it can be recorded?

Son, when will you learn to take responsibility? By getting used to a recording device, is it not convenient to place your the responsibility upon the device? But we will do so. But after that, my son, we expect you to follow it. If there are no more questions today we can do it right now.

Sir, some of us were wondering if you could take a soul mission finding and a guide identifying workshop with us?

You wish ME to do that?

Yes, Sir, please.

Next Sunday. But, children, you must start earlier than usual. The format for next Sunday will be a five minute trance for the child after which this child will be in a semi-trance through out the meditation. If we leave it all to her, her fear will block your own meditation. My child is one who also has problems with responsibility. But her responsibility problems are different. When she has to take responsibility for her actions and her words, it is easy for her. But when she has to prove herself as a guide or a medium to others, there is no self-confidence at all. My son (to S), you must be stern with her about this. She will not progress fast if the doubt within herself continues. She is constantly looking outwards for evidence that what she is saying is the truth. In this way not only does she doubt her words, my son, but ours. We cannot, my son, for long, use a medium filled with doubt. You must, my son, be very stern with her about this. You, my son, in this entire gathering are the only one whose words will hit home. Do not praise her, my son. That is not what she needs. Make her see that what she is doing is nothing unusual...it is very, very ordinary. Once you get that, my son, she will stop doubting herself.

Sir, I will take the responsibility to ensure that she understands this.

The High Lord will now tell you of responsibility.

HLM: HAIL!! RESPONSIBILITY..'spond' means to act. To RE-spond is to act as an exchange to another act. RE-ACTION is a physical action and a physical exchange of that action. When you RE-spond you can never RE-act. Act is physical...physical mind and physical body. 'Spond' is soul..physical soul, not higher soul. When you re-spond you look at the soul of the person and your own soul re-sponds. When a child is ill and you ask that the child be cured, you think you are doing so because of the care and love for that child. THAT IS NOT TRUE. You ask for a cure because you re-act. The physical illness of the child brings out from you the physical fear of losing the child. Now, who are you asking help for? Yourself, or your child? Can you see that selfish seed? It is not a conscious selfishness, I will accept, but the mind is selfish. When you respond to the child who is ill, your soul will then observe the contract taken by the child to, through the process of an illness or a disease, which may be crippling, yes, but which is meant to help the soul. In response, your soul will then offer strength to another soul. It will not desire a cure for a selfish reason. If there is a parent, or a loved one who is going through turmoil and stress in their personal life, and you ask that the problems be reduced, you do so because you, in physical form, are unable to see the turmoil and stress. So you REACT and you ask for help. But that help is for YOU. But, it is masked by making it sound as though you need the help for the loved one. If there is responsibility, you would, in soul form, give strength, courage and fortitude to the one in trouble. You would not ask for the trouble to be reduced. Why do we, so often, children, tell you that when you heal do not ask for a cure? When you ask for a cure, remember, children, sometimes your plea is so fervent that your guides give in to your prayer. But, you and the guide, my children, have then come into a karmic link because you have then interfered with this person's karma. To take responsibility, my children, is to look at yourself as a soul and to see all others as a soul. When a harsh word comes out of your mouth, and you take responsibility for that harsh word, you will never say that the harsh word came out because she did something or that he invited it. You will look within your soul and you will see the origin of the pain due to which your soul, with the help of your physical body, uttered harshness. If you hit, or kill, or harm another, you will not say that he slapped me so I slapped him. But you will then turn inwards and find out the true origin of the pain caused by that slap. Responsibility, my children, is looking inward. Reaction always looks outward. To take responsibility, my children, you must know your soul very well. Remember, children, the spiritual path cannot be tread upon if you have no psychological knowledge of yourself. See the words..psycho-logical. There is complete logic, there is a complete reason for what you do, but the reason is inside.psycho..It is an inside knowledge, it is an inside reason. It has nothing to do with this point of time or place. The inside knowledge, the inside reasoning, can go back to when you were an infant, it can go back to twenty lifetimes ago. The spiritual and the psychological path always move hand in hand. Without treading both these paths you cannot accept complete responsibility. There will always be some reactivity. Children, those few who had gathered there, not only had no responsibility but each one had a very obvious selfish motive. It was not a selfishness lying deep down. It was a conscious, deliberate selfishness. There is a difference when you ask for something, genuinely feeling the love for that person and not realizing the selfishness within. Yes, that is an error, but it is not as grave an error as knowing that you are selfish and deliberately masking it with concern. Do you see the difference? Do you have questions on responsibility?

Sir, when you realize that you have erred and you take responsibility, does this change what has happened? 

No, child. It changes nothing of the past, but, child, think of the changes of the future. The future is what you have. Let karma take care of the past. Do not, ever, my child, do anything with the selfish motive of trying to erase karma. Do all because you do not wish to have more karma.

Sir, when we heal a person, how do we help that person?

You give that person strength to heal himself or herself in a manner that is best for that person. It might be death, which in your eyes, may not be a healing, but which is one of the most compassionate forms of healing of the Divine Energy. Sometimes, children, and this may surprise you all, although the moment of death is preordained, there are times when the moment is brought forward, because that person deserves the healing and the healing best is death. The moment of death is then brought forward. That is healing. Would you as a healer ask for death?

No, Sir.

Then you do not ask for a cure either. Because you do not know what to ask for, so you leave it those who know. And you ask those who know to heal in the best manner possible. You as a healer will merely give added strength. The person, the person's higher soul, and the person's guide will do the healing. Not you, my child, not you.

Sir, if my wife and children whom I love so dearly are in pain and I pray for the pain to be relieved, am I being selfish?

No, son, you are not being selfish you are being immature. If after all that we teach you, you can still not see that the soul must take the path of the soul, then you are immature. Where is the knowledge, then, my son? Remember, son, it is easy to remember knowledge in times of peace. It is in times of your greatest stress, that it is your test also.

It is also the test of my love, Sir.

Yes, you are so correct, my son. But you will fail the test of your love if you do not permit their souls to take their paths. Because then your love, my son, is a selfish physical love, not a deep soul level love.

(to S) Shut your eyes and remove these.(referring to her glasses) 
(HLM worked upon her third eye chakra)
It is open.

(to Y) Son, before we start we need one answer. Will you resist?

No, Sir.

(worked on his heart chakra)

Son (to S). Hug him. Make him feel love.

( a long pause while S hugged Y)
(to Y) You are loved.

GLORY be thine.