Subjects explained :

Workshops MUST continue / Feelings and Emotions - only Love is an emotion all else are feelings and  are the result of different chemicals released by the mind (Pineal Gland) & this release demands expression of feelings / When suppressed, chemicals get stored in ‘weakest link’ in body, change cell composition to cause ‘cancer’/ happiness is always linked with unhappiness / how to remedy hurt without words -
exercise for release of suppressed feelings/what we call love is nothing but Attachment and it’s always combined with expectation

Dyaneshwar

Mee Dyaneshwar. Kai ga? Too busnaar ani gaadi sootnar! Kavaan oothnaar?  Aga bhau!  Hi dokcha hai nai… Hai kayki nai? Hi dokcha hai na? Bus dabaaoon de. Rasta phaar laam! Aani too? Bus! Busto! Kai? Hai naa?  Chalaa Dyaneshwar saathi chalaa! Kai yaynar kai?  (to Roxanne) Nai! (Loud laughter as Roxanne said ‘no’) Chalaa! Raasta paar karnar!  Ataa too karel, ve parvaan cha deen . ..paar kassi karel ? Bug! Mi sangto! Bug!  Haath pakad aani oothoon ja.  Kavaan jaagto? Kitee ver jhali! Kavaan jaagto? (pointing to the mind) Dabaaoon bug! Bug! Dabaaoon bug!  Kai hoyel?

Syrus: Khali jhala.

Nai – bharlaylaa hai! Bekaar!

Syrus: Samdaachaa ?

Saglaa.

Syrus: Telaa kai karaichaa?

Dabaaoon day! Phekoon day!

Syrus: Tavaan kaaeej naai raahel.

Tavaanj rastaa too paar karel! Kitee ver jhaali! Kai? Bhauoo (to Yezad) Karel kai?

Nai karnaar! Hay pun nai, hay pun nai! Kon karnaar? Bagoo mi. Kon karnaar?

(Most raised their hands)

Chalaa mi jaato!  Enaar kai?  Mi jaato!  Enaar?

(Mixed response)

Syrus: Toomi vaapas enar?

Kai karoo?

Syrus : Khali karaichaa saathi.

Chal! Too chal! Chal!

Blessing all present, Dnyaneshwar left.

Jade Fire:

Good evening children!

Good evening Sir!

There is surprise. This child was made to speak in a language very strange to her. And that is why there is so much of resistance initially. But she will be trained in this language further, because this language she will need to use for her work.

Before we start our discussion for today, we would like to address this dear gathering of ours. Though we have very strictly asked that questions must be put to the
Masters only with the permission of the Leader, or one who is in the place of the Leader, we have noticed not always is this permission sought. We urge you again – no member whether Cornerstone, Inner Circle or public gathering, no member must ask without the permission of the Leader. In this way alone, little ones, will you ensure that a large number get the opportunity to ask a question. We are aware that many questions arise in the course of our discussions and no, we are unable to answer all. But you must ensure that the largest number of questions can be answered so that the disappointment in those who leave with their questions unvoiced will not be present.  Is everyone very clear about this?

All: Yes Sir.

No comment, no question without the permission of the Leader. Here if the Leader permits, we would like to make a small change.

Yes Sir.

We suggest, only if the Leader permits this change to be made, that this child of ours (Roxanne) be given the charge of this as this child can see all those who desire to ask.

Sir I will speak to the Leader about this. Sir, may I ask a question? Sir the Inner Circle feels that we normally give a chance to the public to ask a question. There are a lot of questions within the circle that we would like to ask Sir. When can we do that Sir?

We will extend the time of our Inner Circle meeting my son.

Oh yes Sir.

Only for this purpose.

Thank you.

Not for personal questions! (Laughter) Write your questions and keep them.  And we will answer them.

Thank you Sir. Sir for this meeting till the regular leader returns can Roxanne take the questions today?

Sir nodded.

Thank you Sir.

Syrus : Sir I am sorry, I am one of the ones who is usually transgressing this rule, but it so happens that when you are speaking on a particular subject, at the particular point the question arises which would be of later benefit to all, what do I do Sir ?

Sir makes the action of putting his hand up.(Laughter)

We will ask this child (Roxanne) to be a little lenient towards you. So many questions he has. He can fill up an entire meeting on it.

Syrus: Two meetings Sir!

And that will lead to further questions!

Syrus: That is what these meetings are for Sir. That is how we learn Sir.

And that is why we wish all to be given this chance.

There is yet another point. We have instructed this child and our two other dear ones to hold Workshops on a regular basis. This work must continue. It is one way of bringing those who are completely ignorant of spiritual laws, to some level of knowledge, to take them through a cleansing and purification process, to make them aware that there lies a world beyond the human!  That the elements of nature are awaiting your commands. We ask all those who come, to spread this word to bring more and more people to our meetings here and to these Workshops. The quicker is the movement of your energy spirals upwards, the quicker will the Earth be able to release negative energy in a calm, non-violent manner. And when the time approaches for the movement into the Spiritual Dimension, this sudden transition will not come as great upheaval but will come as a natural course which you all will be ready for. We
desire you to be ready for this change. When you personally are ready, in turn you will be able to make others ready. And the transition will be smooth. We are now ready to discuss the subject for today.

I’d like to ask a question about Emotions. It’s a little complicated again. Why are some people more emotional than others?  Do we control the emotions and if we do, how do we do it?

Before we answer this question, dear one, we would like to explain the true difference that lies between feeling and emotions. And you will then realise for yourself, that many times, what you call Emotions is only a feeling. Let us first explain to you feeling. When a word is spoken to you or an action is performed, you, with your ego-self, which is predominantly body and mind, you react to that word or that action. When another, questions you about your reaction, you answer: "I was angry. I was
hurt. I was irritated. I was scared. I was happy. " All these, dear ones, are feelings. They arise only when the physical body and mind react with the help of the Ego-Self.  When Ego reacts to that word, to that action, this reaction comes first from the mind. It is not the body that reacts first, dear ones. It is the mind. And the first reaction of the Mind is a release of a particular chemical.  This chemical is transmitted into the physical body system, which then makes use of the physical ‘heart’ which is the storehouse of feeling and each chemical that is released will result in that feeling that comes uppermost. So it might be anger, or fear. It might be irritation, it might be happiness.

When no chemical is released at all, it is in that moment of non-reaction, it is in this moment of non-reaction that emotion is allowed to come up and be expressed not through the soul, but through the spirit. It is a direct response of your spirit that brings forth emotion. When there is emotion, the Mind does not come into play, does
not release any chemical. And because the Mind does not release any chemical the physical does not react. So little one, when you say that people are very emotional, they are not. They are, yes certainly ruled excessively be feeling.  The more you are ruled by feeling, the more you are ruled by your ego-self. Now why are some ruled more by feeling than others? Is it because they are more ruled by Ego and the other is more ruled by Spirit?  No. Both are ruled by Ego. And both are ruled by Feeling. And now here is a little twist.  The chemical that is released in the brains of some is different from that chemical released in the brains of others. For one who has conditioned the physical mind and body to be intellectual, to be only knowledge-oriented, the chemical that is released will be one which will suppress any reactive feeling that can be easily expressed. Then which feeling does this one express? Because it is a feeling. There has been a chemical release and therefore a feeling must come up with the action of the physical.  But what is this feeling? This feeling is one that is consciously put on by the physical. It is a feeling of either indifference or one of superiority.  Superiority is a feeling. Indifference is a feeling. It is not a lack of caring. But it is expressed in a manner that is so completely different, so completely
the opposite of the manifestations of other feelings that you will be led to believe that ‘there is no feeling’.

Now let’s turn our attention to Emotion. Which is the only Emotion that
there is?

All: Love!

My wise ones! Love is the only ‘Emotion’. And that is why it is sometimes called the only true emotion. Little ones, there is no true and false; it’s an emotion. All others are feelings. But haven’t you often told yourself: ‘I feel loved’? You have spoken the truth. You feel loved. A chemical has been released in reaction and therefore the emotion of love is absent and this feeling that you call love has come to the fore. Then what is this feeling?  It is attachment! You can never feel love.  You can be love. You can love.  But you cannot feel love. You can feel attachment, yes. And that is why you claim to love your children. But when you look at another child that is not your own, there is no love. Because dear ones, what you feel for your child is
attachment. And you do not feel this attachment for another. If the spirit responded to all, with the only Emotion there is and that is love, you would not be able to control yourself, little ones, you would love all.

Take a minute of silence now to ask yourselves: Am I love?  Have I ever loved or have I only felt bonds of attachment?  And yet it is not true that you have never loved. At those few moments that some of you have felt because that is what the Mind is conditioned to believe, that it is felt. But when you have been overcome by this emotion of love so great for another, that it truly goes beyond the bonds of attachment, in fact at times there is no attachment, and yet there is this over-powering all-suffusing emotion of love that pours out from you. Those moments are when your soul due to its ever present connection with its Spirit recalls brief and yet complete moments of love shared by your Spirit and the Spirit of another. And this memory brings this overpowering ‘emotion’ which you call ‘a feeling’. But it is not a feeling. Because it is not a reaction, but a response.   Love transcends attachment. Love cannot be restricted. Feeling can. Love cannot be suppressed. Feelings can.

Now let us discuss something that is very important for you to understand.  When the chemical is released, when it is transmitted into the physical, it demands expression. It demands expressing as feeling. When this feeling is suppressed, remains unvoiced, unexpressed, there is a reaction to this suppression. What is the reaction? The same chemical gets released in larger and larger volumes, demanding expression.

(At this point, the Medium started coughing and asked for water)

The chemical release demands expression. Did you all notice what we did? It will be expressed through the physical.  We gave you a small example. The physical must express it.  Does it always express through the throat?  No. the throat in this child is a weak physical area and all suppression will first attack the weakest part. All have their weakest areas: Head, eyes, throat, mouth, heart, lungs, stomach, liver, spleen, joints, feet, back, skin, and hair – yes hair. And yet this ‘expression’ does not completely remove the chemical that has been released into the physical.  A part of this chemical is absorbed by all the organs and it builds up for a time. Sometimes the organ completely stops functioning. Sometimes this chemical gets into the cells and changes their composition entirely and you get a manifestation of what you call cancer. Feeling must be expressed till as long as you have not been able to overcome feeling. We will not go into how to overcome feeling because we have at length discussed ego and self. But feeling is nothing but a reaction of the chemical. Son does this answer your question?

Yes sir. Very clearly. My friend here wants to know how to overcome feeling, but you have already answered that question. I was wondering in fact, do we need to control feeling or should we . . . .

Never control feelings, because control leads to suppression. But, little one, you can control its expression! Freely express the anger, without rage and aggression. Freely express the fear, without becoming a victim.  Freely express happiness without being caught in its limited illusion.

What do you mean by the last statement about happiness?

Happiness, little one, is dual. It comes with unhappiness. And when you are trapped in its illusion, all you will seek is happiness. Without the true realisation that with happiness you will get unhappiness. What you need to seek is joy.  That is truth and no illusion.

This feeling of hurt, is it OK to just talk about it or you don’t talk about its expression . . .

You have misunderstood. We did not say that the only form of expression and release is to talk.  But if that is your way, it is the way you must follow. And yet it is not the only way. It is an easier way certainly and for some this way of expression gives a complete release of the chemical. And if that is so, this way must be followed. But there is another, a more difficult way. That is to express it to that person or to yourself, without the use of words.

Let me lead you all through a small exercise that will make our
statement clear. Stop gazing with the physical eyes and to turn your sight inwards. When you have turned your sight inwards, look carefully and pinpoint that one feeling in you that is uppermost at all times.  In some it might be fear; in some it might be anger, in others it might be rejection.  Only you will be able to pinpoint this uppermost feeling when you look inwards. Now that you have focussed upon the feeling, look with your ‘inner eye’ and see the image of one person who is able to bring out in you, this feeling. When this image has become clear, again look within yourself and from the past suppressed memory, bring out one incident that you shared with this person, which resulted in this feeling that you are focussing upon.

Now we are going to ask you to do what your mind will rebel against. We are going to ask you to re-live that incident in all clarity again. Do not delude yourself, do not try to be holy and wise and say that you do not feel this. Permit this base feeling to be felt in all completion. When you have felt it, now with your inner eye become your physical self. With your inner eye become your physical self and react with that
inner eye in that same physical manner that you wished you had, but you had suppressed. If you wish to push this person away, because this person causes fear, give a mighty push!  If you wished to physically hit out against this person, which you did not do then, do it now. Did you wish to say something to this person, which you had suppressed; say it now. In whatever way you desire, completely express the feeling.

(To a visitor) Yes dear one we can see that two have made their appearance in your image. Let both be present.

Having completely expressed this feeling in all its entirety, we now ask you, with the inner eye to leave your physical self and with the inner eye to look upwards and a little to the right. And there you will perceive either clearly or in a haze your Higher Spirit self. Link to that Higher Spirit self and command the Spirit self to fill you as a
physical being with the emotion of love.  With the inner eye, look into your physical heart and see it expand as this love fills it. Now you must take a conscious free will decision; to either release this love or engulf this person or not. Do not force yourself to take this step unless you are completely ready. Or you will once again face the consequences of suppression. When it is done, you may now gaze outwards with your physical eyes and be aware this world of illusion around you.

 How can one be in love at all times?

One cannot be ‘in love’. Because dear one, if you had to be ‘in love’, you would first have to separate yourself from the love. When you are ‘in the water’ you have to separate yourself from the water and only then can you then be in it. Instead strive to be love. Then you are one. Then you are your spirit self. And to attain that stage, takes a very long process, transcending physicality. In order to transcend physicality, one has to transcend feeling. In order to transcend feeling one must first express completely all that is suppressed. It is a long process. But start!

Sir, may I ask please, how the chemical is released by the brain?

By the pineal  gland.

No, but are different chemicals released? Depending on the catalyst, different chemicals are released?

The word reaction works as that catalyst. The pineal gland reacts to that catalyst and the chemical that is released due to at that reaction, and changes its composition. This change in the composition brings about the feeling. Sometimes the catalyst might remain the same, and yet the chemical that has been released due to a change in its composition, will not result in fear, but in anger. This same chemical, little one, sometimes gets released and results in acts of bravery, which the physical mind and body of that person is not quite capable of. Where did this feeling of bravery arise? The chemical.  This works best in instances when parents wish to protect their young ones. The chemical that is released is a spontaneous reaction. The ego-self does not
pre-decide which chemical must be released.

Sir when you spoke about emotions and feelings you said feelings are related to people, emotions are related to Spirit. The word emotions, E means external motions?

No. There is no external in emotion. It is always inward searching and inward looking. And even in its expression, little one, it is an inward expansion.

Sir, I go through feelings of anger and impatience off and on. Today when I did the exercise, the emotion that was uppermost was just peace. I saw nothing but love in myself. Is it a delusion or an emotion that I have tried to suppress?

The question has been answered by you.

Sir even when we say that we love somebody very dearly and genuinely, there is always an element of expectation.

Because little one, the feeling is part of attachment. Attachment is very closely linked to expectation.  Because little one, why do you attach?  Because you expect. The two cannot be separated.

Sir when you say you live through an emotion of love,(?). .. . . .    there is no element of expectation.

There is nothing beyond love.

Sir, I don’t think any of us are capable of this.

Capable yes. Each one is. Each one is a wondrous spirit of Light.

You have answered my earlier question in my mind. I just want to know, when you don’t have the freedom to express feelings at home, do you mean to say we should immediately go and do this exercise in a corner or your room?

Do you need a corner?   (Laughter) Anywhere you want, where you are safe, secure. Where your Ego-Self will permit itself to sit aside for a little while and to turn inwards.

I want to ask, when we hear this expression I am loved, what does it mean I am loved?

Who is ‘I’?

I (Laughter)

‘I’! ‘I’! When this vastness is experienced there will not be a question.

 In life, there are a lot of people you love, they are very dear to you and from within you know it is wrong what they are saying and telling you. I would like to know Sir, how do you accept that unacceptable?  . . . . Which is very wrong . . .

Your question is related to attachment, but you placed the word love upon it.

But you love them.

Do you FEEL that love?

Because you know from inside . . . . .

Do you FEEL that love?

Not completely Sir. . .. . . .

Answer that question first and then we will answer yours. Love, little ones, is an emotion that we cannot express to you in words. It can only be experienced.  It is a state of being. It is not restricted to one or two.  It is not felt.  It is ever-expanding. Love is a state of being.  You cannot attempt to be in this state. You can attempt to remove the barriers. When there is an attempt or an endeavour that is made, the physical must be involved.  In the state of love the physical disappears. And not because it has been overcome by love but because it just gives itself up into this nothingness of everything that is love.  It is an experience and the experience is so vast and magnificent that we have no words to describe it. The reason is that this experience goes beyond the comprehension of the mind. Why does it go beyond the comprehension of the mind? Because when this state of being is experienced the mind has already lost itself.  How can it then comprehend?

When you have to communicate with someone you need to arouse the emotion from the person who you are communicating to, in order to be sure that you are successfully communicating, what is the art of arousing emotions?

When you, little one, can arouse emotion within you, you can do that to others. But remember, to arouse something within you, you are distinct from that emotion. Love is the only emotion. Do you wish to be distinct from? For effective communication you need to experience a brief moment of ‘love’. In that brevity of moment you will communicate all to another. If you require intellectual communication then what you need to arouse is the correct ‘feeling’ little one. And then you should choose your words with care.

Sir why do people undermine what you do? You are doing things with good proper intentions and things are twisted around . . . .

And what does that make you feel?

That makes me feel dejected – definitely . . . .

Little one, just as your Ego-Self is at work all the time, so also is the Ego-Self of others. Why waste your time sitting in judgement over another’s Ego-Self? Why ask these questions? Why does the Mind want to feel ‘liked’. Why is there a need to be ‘validated’?  Little one, can you see your own Ego at work? This time can be spent in working upon your own Ego. Another must be given full freedom to express their
Ego-Self. And when intentions, all my dear ones are good, why does it matter to the Ego-Self if they are outwardly validated or they are twisted. Do you intentions become good only if another validates them? Why do you feel dejected, when there is no validation? Are you all able to clearly see how your Ego-Self is at work here? Transcend the Ego loved ones. Transcend.

Feelings like peace are clearly positive .. . are they therefore – are they also caused by the needs of … and are they of a higher order than other . . .

Certainly. But what you speak about is ‘peace’ little one but is not peace.  Like Love, peace cannot be felt. What you feel is a sense of calm. And yes. Because their physical manifestation is one that permits positive energy to be welcomed in your auric field, they are certainly of a higher order.

Be Love.  Be Light.

The meeting ended and Jade Fire gave his blessings.