11.8.2002  

Subjects explained:

Jade Fire requested the visitors to ask questions, but just in one word. He gave answers to  - Love  - how do we bring this universal love into our daily lives, separate the ego and  kill it,  let your limits of ego widen, expand -   Exercise to do this    / Jealousy - the root of which is greed of the 'small i' to increase its
importance  - green with envy & red with anger  / Moksh  = tearing of the skin of the Ego/Courage   is the power that you are and have always been;  it is THIS power
that you have to draw upon and use in this battle against 'YOU' = that which 'you have been' for so many embodiments /Patience  - the real face of patience, and tolerance and forbearance and endurance, my dear one, is ACCEPTANCE; when 'illusion' can be recognized there is only ACCEPTANCE and from acceptance there is ONLY SURRENDER; in this battle with yourself, YOU are all there is – you surrender to the 'REALITY' of  'YOU' /Soulmate - -  for you to fulfil your purpose, for you to fulfil the full potential of your SPARK, for YOU to EXPERIENCE the 'Not I', only to have a laugh, to help in your growth, you NEED another who helps you = 'Soulmate'
Harmony - there is no disharmony /Faith -  when you have a weapon, you must have a hand strong enough to hold that weapon and that hand is faith -  when in this battle there is only ONE, then you have to place your faith in that ONE - 'you' /Heaven - there is no heaven or hell -  you have all the tools necessary to 'make' your heaven or
your hell/Joy - depends on the CHOICE you make - even FEELING is a choice - when you say 'I am sad' it is because you have CHOSEN to feel this way - to shut out joy from your life -  KNOWING that you are doing this ONLY BECAUSE THERE IS an EGO-PHYSICAL REACTION you have the CHOICE to go BEYOND the three small stepping stones  and   ACCEPT/Star-seed  - those who have come onto this planet at this time to help the Earth in her work of Grid activation and help those who have been coming as embodiments ONLY upon earth, to AWAKEN the light within them-selves, and children born today are STARSEEDS. they come from different places in the Universe, depending upon the task they need to do / Silence -  is when the Mind  STOPS  becoming the monkey on the tree and becomes the tree
itself - the Bodhi tree, under the shelter of which you can find only the shade of wisdom and when the leaves pour their dew-drops upon you, the coolness is felt into the very core of your Being, from which awakens a golden glow

Good evening children.

Good evening Sir.

Today we wish to give many a chance to question us. But questions must be only one word. One word! You are in a classroom (Sir joked about this as we were all seated in a classroom).

LOVE

Would you like to talk about your love or the universal definition of love?
 

We will talk of both.  Jade Fire likes to joke. Let us talk of your love first. It is complete and it is whole. And so is universal love. It is complete and it is whole.  But your love is complete in its conditioning. And the universal love is complete in its expanse. Your love is whole, wholly towards Ego-self. Universal love has
no Ego. Your love expects and gives nothing without some return!  You have a very good saying for your love. You say "love is give and take". Love is only give. When there is the expectation of 'take', just as Ego has hidden 'Self' from it with the veils
of conditioning, so also physical love is hidden from the vastness of the universe by conditioning. Your love punishes. Your love makes another suffer.  Your love hurts and hurts another. Universal love has no Ego to hurt, knows no Ego to inflict punishment and suffering upon. Your heart beats, swells and falls with physical love.  The Universe has no heart, it is all love. You limit your love and place boundaries of family, and country, race and religion, caste and colour. Universal love cannot exist within boundaries. It is limitless.

What this child wants to know is how you bring this universal love into your daily lives. How do we break free from those chains that we have tied around ourselves? The chains are not the chains of love. They are the chains of the Ego. The simpler chains to cut are the veils of the 5 senses. The veils of conditioning are very, very strong. In order to break those chains there must be a willingness to die.  There
must be a willingness to cause your ‘death’ with your own free-will. It is much simpler to take a knife and stab it within you, than it is to separate the ego and kill it. As long as Ego IS, Love is not. The two cannot co-exist in one space.

But Ego is essential, as we have often told you.  And there is the dilemma. How can you kill that which is essential - you ask, must I choose always between Ego and love? Let your limits of Ego widen. Let them expand, so that within Ego there is not only one being, but all.  It is difficult to kill all at once. You must first makes its veils thin by stretching them further and further and further. And then one day the skin of this Ego will stretch so far and become so thin that it will part on its own.

How do you 'expand' your Ego? I can hear 'will that not make me even more egoistic'? We are not asking you to become more arrogant and vain and boastful. Every word and thought and action that you experience from the outside and every word and thought and action that you transmit to the outside must have boundaries that are very, very far.  Try them slowly. Let the boundary first move from one to family. From family to all those that you consider friend. From friend to all those that you know, however briefly. From acquaintance to stranger that you meet. And from stranger that you meet to stranger that you never meet. How does one do this? You must be aware that every word and every thought and every action of yours is merely energy and that this energy must permeate into the environment around you. Let this be your purpose:  First, let my word and action and thought not harm my family. Then it 'expands'.  Let my word, my action and thought not harm those whom I call friends.  Then it 'expands'. Let my word, my action, my thought not harm those whom I know, however briefly. Then it moves farther. Let my word, my action, my
thought not harm a stranger that I meet. Let my word, my action, my thought not harm all those who are in this embodiment, strangers to me but those who I know are all a part of me. And its farthest expanse at which the Ego will tear - let my word, my action, my thought harm no particle of the Universe.

It is not as difficult as some of you are thinking right now. Draw upon this large well of selfishness that exists within each ego. Do you have a word or a thought or an action that you know or that you did deliberately to cause harm to you? You are working from that same Ego-Well and now draw further upon that Ego-Well and expand it. Make use of the same Ego - that is essential children. Draw upon that same Well of selfishness that you are conditioned to use. As the Ego expands you will find, dear ones that Love resides not in your heart, it resides within every cell of your physical being. Every cell of that which you are. A large, large part of it. With your Ego will expand the experience of universal love and when Ego tears its skin, the
butterfly of love will fly free. And on its wings will be the colours of the universe. The butterfly seems to be small and just one and yet there is something magical in its
wings. The entire Universe seems to contract and become just one atom covered completely by the small gossamer wings of the butterfly.

Next word!

JEALOUSY.

When the love is confined only to the physical, when the Ego has completely enveloped the physical embodiment, there arises something else before jealousy, my dear ones.   And that something is…………

"Fear? envy? suspicion? anger? (each one gave different answers)

(Sir smiled) You have so many words to describe yourself? (Laughter)

Greed!  greed! The small 'i' becomes important. And as its importance rises and expands, its greed for further importance expands.  And then the small 'i' looks all around and waits for the smallest opportunity that will feed it and help in its monstrous growth. Why is there jealousy? If this child claims to love another and he turns around and pays attention for a while to another, she is jealous. Why is she jealous? Because, her Ego-Being perceives that here is an opportunity that ‘i’ could have used to enhance my importance, which is now being snatched by another. And it is greed that leads to jealousy. You dearly wish for a job and the job goes to another, who you claim is your dearest friend. Is there joy? There is a smile - yes. And there is back-thumping and congratulations…..and greed at the lost opportunity and there is jealousy.

Have you ever thought why envy has been called green? Why has anger been called red? Jealousy arises out of greed which arises because there is an opportunity lost to enhance the importance of the 'small 'i' that you are. With the release -- and this
chemical release has been explained (see 12.5.02) - with the release of this feeling, the Chakra that closes first, to protect itself from the toxicity of this chemical, is the heart. From its wonderful bright green emerald, it becomes a nasty ugly green.  Green with envy!

Anger is red. Why do you get angry? Just as jealousy has its root in greed, where does anger have its root?  Now everyone is keeping quiet! Anger has its root in acute insecurity and fear. And the ruby red of the chakra becomes either murky and dark or almost resembles and smells like fallen blood!  Red with anger!

Next word.

"Moksh"

The tearing of the skin of the Ego.

Next word.

COURAGE.

When you fight a battle you need weapons. And you must know how to use those weapons. When you fight your battle with that which 'you have been' for so many embodiments, you fight the battle with yourself! And in this battle where there is only one who is opponent and ally rolled into one being, there is also only one weapon, and that weapon is 'Courage'. But you must know how to use this weapon, like the true warrior knows how to use his weapons. And then what is courage?  Is courage 'when you stand up and shout’? Is courage 'telling a lie without blinking’? Is courage 'bullying another’? Is courage 'taking the law into your own hands' ?  Is courage 'intellectual trickery’? None of these is courage. They are only poor imitations. Courage is the power that you are and have always been. It is unseen and untouched, but felt in all intensity.  It has no beginning and no end.  And it is this power that you have to draw upon and use in this battle against 'you'!

In this battle, you have to first find the pattern the 'enemy' has been following, so that you then know the enemy's next move and trap him there and kill him with one swift blow of your weapon of courage. But who will help you to find this pattern that your
'enemy' has been following? You are the General and you are the Soldier!  You have to make your plan and you have to execute it. You are the 'enemy' and you are the 'friend' and who else but you know best the pattern of this 'enemy'? Is it sheer coincidence that you are born the way you are? Is it sheer coincidence that you have the parents you do? Is it sheer coincidence that you have the
husband you do and the children you do? Is it sheer coincidence that you are here? It is in all these faces around you that you will see small parts of this pattern that is yours. This one large universal mirror has cracked and its small pieces are those that you know and love and in each small piece of mirror you see your pattern. If you have ever given up a particularly complex jigsaw puzzle, we urge you not even to try this one! (Hearty laughter)

But once you determine, that ‘this mirror I will put back’, what you will find will be a beautiful secret. Though the mirror cracked into a million pieces when it is put back, it has not a flaw. What you will see reflected in that mirror is perfection. But first you need that weapon.

Next word.

PATIENCE

Patience is physical. Endurance is physical. Tolerance is physical. They are wonderful stepping stones to start with. But you, little one, have gone beyond those stepping stones. Now you take a leap and go that which is real. The real face of patience, and tolerance and forbearance and endurance, my dear one, is acceptance! When there is acceptance, how will you be impatient? In your acceptance is the wisdom of no time and no space and all here and all now.  Then where do patience and impatience fit in?

What is patience? Someone is late. And you have to wait (Sohrab laughed) He is laughing because it rhymed! (Hearty laughter) And you sit looking at my son's (Yezad's) favourite toys. And every moment you register and when that person walks in, you remember wise words 'I must be patient'. (Laughter) And so you smile (very hearty laughter). But when you see this smile, do not now forget to observe, one small action. As a sub-conscious action, the person will cover the watch. The Mind is being told in this one action 'do not look at time, then I can be patient'.

When will I become successful? (Jade Fire now looked at an imaginary watch on the left wrist) One year! And another! And another! But my little one, you are so busy with your wonderful toy, that you have not even realised the beauty of no time. Let Time do what it will.  'Self' knows and recognizes and in its greatness permits the 'illusion'. It is a source of much amusement for 'Self' to see this little 'Ego-i' dancing and playing with these little toys.

When the mother watches her little one tearing across the room and becoming an aeroplane, she stands back and watches and enjoys the laughter of the little one who is
lost in his little illusion. And she permits this illusion, but she does not 'believe' it. If you 'believe' the illusion, little one, you will strive for patience. When the illusion can be recognized there is only acceptance and from acceptance there is only surrender. And surrender to whom? There is no God to surrender to. In this battle that you fight with yourself, who will the 'enemy' surrender to? You are all there is. And you surrender to the 'reality' of you. And then the small little games that you play you will outgrow! Why don't you tear around the room like aeroplanes now? Because you have grown enough, not to be lost in that illusion and therefore you have stopped the game.

And that is what is required. Constant Growth, so that slowly you grow out of one
illusion and then another and then a third. And then you face the reality of 'Self' and then you accept.

Next word.

SOULMATE.

That who causes the greatest harm to you! (Laughter) Not understood!

No

Little one, (to Roxanne) tell them the story that this child has often repeated.

Soulmate!

There is no disharmony! For you to fulfil your purpose, for you to fulfil the full potential of your spark, for you to experience the 'Not I', only to have a laugh, you need another who helps you. 'Soul mate' Yes there are some soul mates who undertake to be there for you in full support. But their work is much easier. That soul mate who undertakes to undergo an experience for that soul which will not be very pleasant, and it undertakes this only for one purpose - to help your growth - it is in this most difficult task that you have your greatest soul mate!

Next word.

FAITH.

When you have a weapon, you must have a hand strong enough to hold that weapon. And that hand is faith. But faith in who? Who will you place this faith in?  When in this battle there is only one, then you have to place your faith in that one.

Next word.

HEAVEN

Non existent! There are no pearly gates, there are no fires to burn in - ah - but when you enter that chamber, (looking at Kaushal) - we are just teasing my little one,
(hearty laughter) because she still considers it 'a room of horrors' (laughter). So we like to tease her. (Laughter) But when you enter and you review that which you have thought, and spoken and acted, it is that heaven and hell that you will experience. There is no other heaven and there is no other hell. You have all the tools necessary to 'make' your heaven or to make your hell.

Next word.

CHOICE

Were you forced and dragged here?  Choice! But the choice was not only to come and listen. There was another choice, which you may not be consciously aware of and that choice was to fight this battle. Every small moment in your life is a choice.  Even feeling is a choice. When you say 'I am sad' it is because you have chosen to feel this way. You have chosen to shut out joy from your life. You have chosen to feel unloved, you have chosen to be rejected, you have chosen to be a failure.  but you can choose love in its truth, joy in its truth,  success in its truth.  There are those amongst you who believe that because a blueprint is set, there is nothing that you can do. You can do all. Let Us Give You An Example: Consider the boundaries of this room to be your blueprint. Every piece of furniture is placed as is and cannot move. They are your cornerstones. You have a choice to sit or stand. You have a choice to put you arm here or there, you have a choice to move back and front. You have a choice to cough or not. You have a choice to turn, you have a choice to shift, you have a choice to itch. Every moment that you are here, you have a choice. You have a choice to hear these words you have the choice to leave.  Who is exercising these choices?

(To Sohrab): my son, have you kept anyone tied? (Laughter)

No Sir.

Then he is a poor leader!( Very Hearty Laughter)

Blueprint! Cornerstones! And all the space within - CHOICE! You may be very, very angry with this child of ours (indicating Silla). And you have a choice to stand up and abuse and call her a wicked old witch. (Laughter) {But my little one has Grown So Much, I warn you, she will only bow her head and say 'alright'!} (Laughter). You also have a choice of coming up to her and acknowledging your anger is ego-oriented, still complete the entire feeling by telling her about the anger and about her word or thought or action which caused that within you. But you have a choice to do this, knowing that you are doing this only because there is an ego-physical reaction.

My dear son (Syrus) is seated in that corner and we will assume that he has no choice and cannot move from there. All these are the cornerstones who will not budge. He has a choice to sit there and fume and fret and complain of suffocation. He has a choice to go beyond the three small stepping stones and accept and peacefully go off to sleep, till the cornerstones decide to lay themselves down. Choice!

Next word.

'STAR-SEED'

(To Roxanne) Stand up child and let them see you! (Laughter)

And all of you can stand up and look at yourselves!

'Star-seed'. In this point of here, there are larger and larger number of those who have come onto this planet at this time to help the Earth in her work of Grid activation. To help those who have been coming as embodiments only upon earth, to awaken the light within themselves. Children born today are starseeds.  We will make this very simple for you. When you plant a seed, what grows is a tall and healthy plant. These Beings that have come from places not on earth, are sewing their seeds so that from these seeds grow 'stars', illuminating and radiating the Light that is Divine. There are many, many in your midst who have in many, many embodiments not been on earth. ETs!  (Laughter) They come from different places in the Universe, depending upon the task they need to do. Activation of the Grid is very, very different from awakening a Light, which is again very different from awakening the true intellect of the Mental realms. Very, very few remember their origins. But they would remember it in a regression, if they had to undergo one. Often, if it is found that a memory will enhance their own growth and their purpose will be quicker attained, the memory will be given. We do not wish to go into a very long dissertation of these because then there will arise very complex questions of their own spiritual growth, their conditioning, and their karmic resolutions, all of which many in the group are not yet ready to understand.

Last word.

SILENCE

HE is asking! (Hearty laughter because he's the one who always has the most
questions)

Silence is when the Mind stops becoming the monkey on the tree. Silence is when the Mind becomes the tree itself. The Bodhi tree. That tree, under the shelter of which you can find only the shade of wisdom. And when the leaves pour their dew-drops upon you, the coolness is felt into the very core of your Being, from which awakens a golden glow. And when this golden glow is experienced and expands, the body becomes still. There is no movement of any part that is physical. And all movement is only within. It is this that is silence. May you all dwell in its sweet nectar.

Be Light!

Jade Fire gave his blessings and the meeting ended.