14.06.2003
Sai Baba: (through Elaeenah)
Sai blessed everyone and then spoke softly and privately to Dianne and Diana. He asked both of them for a ‘bheek’ which both readily agreed to do. He also asked Diana to sing a song from her heart; a song that would tear open the hearts of all. Diana beautifully sang ‘Aye Malik tere bandhe Hum’ which reduced everyone to tears.
Showering his blessings on all Sai departed.
(The following poem/plea came through Elaeenah from an energy that was a combined energy of all our deeply hidden selves which we do not see, do not acknowledge and do not love. This is the cry from within each human being.)
I have no clothes.
Clothe me with your love.
I starve.
Feed me with your light.
I am crippled.
Carry me with your strength.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I have no words.
Give me your tongue.
I have no thoughts.
Fill me with your wisdom.
I have no control.
Do not let me fall.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I fear the dark.
I hear voices at night,
The monsters scare me
And I retreat in fright.
I ask for your courage.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I am confused in thought
The ways I cannot see.
All around me grow thistle and thorn
And all my flowers die with me.
I ask for your love.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I have no strength.
I have no courage,
I have no truth.
I have no support.
I ask you to be my staff.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
When you turn away from me,
I grow weaker still.
When you heed not my call,
My light fades.
When you blind yourself to my pain,
I cringe & grow small.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I have thirst,
I have hunger,
I have cowardice
I have fear.
I have anger,
I have jealousy,
I ask of you to forgive me.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I ask for respect.
I ask for love.
I ask for adoration,
I ask for worship.
I ask for reverence.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
You give your love to all who are lost
You feed and clothe those who are hungry.
You give your water to those who thirst.
But you do not see me.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
Look within and find me there.
I am the one who cries alone.
Look within and hear my call.
I am tired and defeated.
I am lost.
Save me.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
Did I do you such great harm
That you turn away from me when I call?
Did I slap you so hard
That you heed not my prayer at all?
Did I let you down?
Did I let you fall
That today you do not pick me up at all?
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I may be small but I am here.
I do exist in this same sphere.
Your every word I hear
But you do not know me at all.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
When you love you,
You will love me.
When you respect you,
You will respect me.
When you feed you,
My hunger is gone.
For though you recognize me not.
I am only you.
I come to you folded hands in prayer,
I ask not for riches,
I ask not that you even care.
I only beg that you look at me.
I only beg that when you do, you see me
And yet when you see, you recognize me.
That I am only you, only you, only you.
St. Germain (through Sohrab):
(To Diana) So you sing for others and you don’t sing for me? In my own house? (LAUGHTER)
Elaeenah: She’s being unfaithful to you.
When you sing for others, you sing for me.
(To Yezad) Are you ready, son?
Yezad: Yes, sir.
We wait for you. (St. Germain asks Yezad to come toward him) To start, you will be given the gentlest most nurturing of teachers. Do you accept?
Yezad: Yes, sir.
Do you accept?
Yezad: Yes, sir.
Do you accept?
Yezad: Yes, sir.
You are so special, you get two to start with. (To Scherry) Do you undertake to train this child at the initial stage?
Scherry: Sir, if you will guide me.
(To Khursheed) Do you undertake to train this child at the initial stage?
Khursheed: Yes, sir.
Elaeenah: Sir, just one question. They are both in Poona.
Some work he must do. It will begin gently at your pace. Children,(To Scherry and Khursheed) there must be no coercion. He must be allowed to proceed at his own pace. You are there to support him and guide him but he must be permitted at his own pace. There must be no fear. Is this clear? Love him and guide him. All will be revealed to you. All will be revealed to you.
Elaeenah: Sir, just one query. I’m sorry to be the doubting Thomas but Scherry is herself under training.
These are the teachers at the initial stage. This loved one of us must be gently guided in, not pushed. Who better?
Elaeenah: Can’t I give him a little push?
You will simply push him over the edge. (Laughter)
Child, (Khursheed) we have a further task to ask of you. This group (Poona) needs to learn about energies. Would you be willing to undertake a series of short workshops on energies, recognition and use of them?
Khursheed: Master, we already are under your training for 9 weeks. May we do that after the 9 weeks are over?
Yes. A simple, easy to follow course is requested. Who better than you? You may proceed with this in your own time. It is only a request. We thank you.
Khursheed: Thank you. It is an honour that I have to deal with these beautiful souls.
Elaeenah: Sir, is it for only the inner circle or can anyone join?
Anyone. Children, it is time you started acknowledging, recognizing and working with the energies in the current atmosphere. The 1st step is to acknowledge that they exist. The 2nd step is to recognize the difference between what you term, positive, negative & neutral. This child will then lead you on to a series of recognition exercises where you will start sensing physical objects around you, moods, feelings, collective and individual emotions and the sense of a city. Once you are able to identify and acknowledge them, you can then change them. That is an advanced level which must, repeat must be done with full responsibility. The power that you all wield is immeasurable. This child will be guided to instruct you how to channel the power.
Come, let us begin now for a simple instant. Close your eyes. Sense the vibrations within this room. Many, many Masters are present. Some may use physical sensation, others may use intuition, yet others will be reached by smell, sight, sound, touch, yes, even taste. Allow your own physical body to connect in the way most appropriate for you. Still others may not use the senses but may simply know.
Now, for a small second exercise. Place within your palm, any object belonging to you and cup your hand over it. Any, any simple object belonging to you. Allow yourself to feel it. Allow any vibration it is releasing into your body. Think how it makes you feel. At this given instant of time, does it invoke any response within you? Every object, every object has a vibration & a life of its own. Now, raise your consciousness beyond this room. Lift it up, up, up into the atmosphere, directly above the physical position in which you are placed. Way, way up into the cosmos. Sense, see & feel what this experience does to you. Slowly return to your physical bodies.
Children, there is not much time left. Your help will be needed again and again and again. Harness the tools at your disposable Be aware, be alert and ready. Ready with the tools for your journey.
Germain blessed the group gathered there.
Sohrab: St. Germain wanted me to explain that he was using me again in a different form of trance. We as mediums, are all being trained to connect in completely different ways because when we are so called "out in the field", we may have different adverse circumstances which will not permit full easy trances. As you all know, sometimes the entity is within the body, sometimes the entity is behind and a connection is established. Sometimes an entity can be in a chamber of work millions of whatever you call it away & a connection is established with the medium. What happened today, which I have not experienced before, is somehow St. Germain was tapping through my cells. I don’t quite understand what this means but he was working through charged particles within the cells. So even the voice, even the feeling in my body was partly him, partly me, partly cells. It was different & he wants you to be aware of this to understand that different mediums at different times function in different manners & you need to be self aware enough to be able to judge what is happening. This is also your responsibility.
(To Elaeenah) Can you explain this cells bit because I don’t understand it?
Elaeenah: What I got was that each of our cell has a charge, an electrical charge which in most people is now not an electrical charge anymore. It’s different. It’s in the process of still changing but it has definitely lost its electrical charge and it is most prominent in those of us who are doing a lot of energy work constantly. The use this different charge, which is like their own charge & they are able to cohese to one cell of his.
Khursheed: We have different levels and the highest level for energy on earth is something called catheric template and where he was today with the energy was the highest level which is the catheric template. For us in our evolution and what we have to know right now is that is the highest. We don’t know more than that. One person in the room apart from Sohrab also got this experience of the catheric template. This is the energy you were receiving because it deals totally with your cellular structure.
Sohrab: I’m getting a sense that this is very important for us to all know as we are working in groups like this & advancing. We are going to be contacted more & more, everyone here, everyone who is going to get involved in this by the Masters. In different forms of mediumship. It may not be sitting in a chair like this and talking. Slowly, if you’re willing, this will start happening to all of you.
Elaeenah: It’s when these connections take place, this Master energy that enters into your cell makes it impossible for you to then run away from issues, deep-seated fears, deep-seated angst that we all have & have shut off so completely. When this merges with yourself, the defenses that we have made up break as they can’t withstand that energy anymore. So things come up but the Master energy will not stay with you till you deliberately make a choice that you will accept it with all its other formats.
Khursheed: There is a connection between the Master that came to you and St.Germain. You took everybody’s pain and suffering out in your (Elaeenah’s) channeling.
Elaeenah: So one removed it and the other told you what to do with it.
Khursheed: It is a connection between the both of you. One for releasing and one for filling us again.