Greetings from Kwan Yin. They call me the Mary of the East. I have been sent here for a special reason, to bring forth from you the fountain of tears. Yes. Your bodies have to be readied for this new energy that you will all receive, but if you receive it with so much emotional blockage, you will find the coming months very difficult to go through.

If you will do this simple exercise that I will lead you through, your conscious releasing of blocks will make it easier to traverse a hard path. We request you not to hold back. You’re embraced with love; our love and the love of each other, and there is no one here, only you and your pain. Do not be scared or ashamed. You can show your feelings amongst this group. There is no stranger who enters this door. They are only kindred souls.

Close your eyes and go into your heart. Each one must do this. In your heart lies a memory of a face, a place, an experience that is painful still to recall. It may have been in the past or you are still undergoing it. Go to that face, that place, that experience. Relive it, every loss. Relive the separation, the emptiness, the loneliness. Why? Why do you feel so small, so unworthy, so lost? Let those blocked tears flow out. Let them cleanse you as they flow. Remove this pain. Feel the complete sense of desolation. Feel the fear. Relive the words of abuse again. Experience that lack, that emotional abuse, that hollow, that emptiness.

You feel no one loves you. Feel that completely. How small you were made to feel when your thoughts and views and opinions were completely discounted. How alone you felt when you walked out that door. How torn when she looked at you and you saw no love in those eyes anymore. How unwanted when that child that you had reared said those words of ingratitude and neglect. How alone when there was no family, no parent, who adored you. What a sense of desperation when the one you loved so much chose another, and not you. Why did he die and leave me alone? Why is she not there? When did my children grow up so much that today they find fault with that parent who reared and nurtured? Why does my son constantly feel anger and irritation for me? Why can my daughter not be there to hold my hand? Am I so ugly? Am I so cruel? When will I find the peace that I seek with my husband? When will there be some contentment in my life? When will someone say that I am not stupid? When will I belong to someone? When will they hold out their arms to embrace me, to say that it is OK, that all is not lost, that a fault is not a grievous sin, and that an error does not mean that I am lost? Why did I get no chance to say goodbye, to say I love you just one more time? Why was I kept away? Why did the moment of death strike so soon? Why is it that every time I open my mouth, I only say something that is wrong, something that is misunderstood? Did I make a mistake in marrying this person who does not know who I am; who does not walk this path with me; who looks and sneers at my beliefs? Did I make a mistake? Why does it seem like a mistake? Why is there no sense of bonding, no compassion, no kindred ship? Why is it that all that I touch fails? No success, only harsh words that I hear. Am I really as great a failure as I am called? Will I ever be able to hold that child that I lost, held my child in my arms as she breathed her last, watched my little one slip away through my fingers?

(Many in the group were crying profusely Release it all. You need to do this everyday, every single day in the quietness of your home. You can do it with a friend, a loved one or alone. Whatever brings you the strength to go through this everyday. The more you willingly deliberately release, the more you will open yourself and ready your body for this new energy.

Now, before your mother leaves, will you smile at her? You do not shed one tear alone. What mother would I be if I left you alone? Call upon me when you are doing this exercise and know that for every tear that you shed, I will shed my own. I will hold you. I will give you my strength and there will be no pain that you will find too hard to face. My love resides in you all, all my beloved ones.

Mara baap re. Badha atla serious chhe aaje. Ha. Meher Baba chheoo.

You all came to my house yesterday and you laughed, ni? (Laughing) Te loko soo soo rakhe mara cupboard ma? Nakh, ne kan no kuchro rakhe te loko. You were all asking why they keep that rubbish in the cupboards. Pieces of cotton wool, chappals, sadro.

Ha. My divine finger nails. Kachro chhe. But understand, a wonderful test for you all. For those of you who need something to hold on to, there is a link. For those of you who don’t need something to hold on to, the test is to see beyond and feel the energy and not get distracted. Were you able to do that? Ha? This one (Sohrab) was not. He got upset. He said what is this rubbish but he felt the energies. So did you. (To Binny) You got upset ni? No message for you yesterday. Chalo. Publically apre message apye. Soo message joyech?

Shall I repeat my joke? I am in you…spiritually. Ha. Did you feel me yesterday?

Ka? In your heart? Ha? Nahi? You rejected me. You said Baba didn’t give message. You didn’t hear three messages given yesterday.

You tell me.

Never mind. Today you will do. Next time you go, feel the energy in the well.

You felt me on the chair? What is this girl saying? (Laughter). See, I don’t have to make the jokes. She is making the jokes. That stupid perfume bottle. But I like perfume. So next time you come you wear strong perfume for me. I am there for you.

(To Zafar)Tell your friend to connect with me. Tell her.

(To Binny) Jaa ni, jaa ni. Soo karech? She thinks, by sitting here she gets more energy. How can you think that?

(To Naval and Roshan) My blessings on your journey. Think of me. I will re-appear there in some different form. The task will be to recognize my energies. Have fun.

(To Piloo) Now she has forgotten me. Big, big Masters come to her.

Piloo: Not at all, Baba. You are always my guru.

Nahi, nahi. Ave, kay High Lord by lord badha avech, mara matay jaga nathi ayeea.

ha, ha, pun he is very big. You have no space for me now.

Em? Lassi piyo mara matay. Lassi ha. Daru ni saathe.

(To….) Have a little fun in life. Not so serious. For me. Have fun and draw my energies.

(To Captain) Kem guruji. Kem chho tume?

Meher Baba blessed everyone.