Greetings. You have heard many words of wisdom today. (Referring to Sohrab and Elaeenah’s talk to the group.)Listen more closely to what these two say out of trance than when they say in trance. When they speak to you, they speak to you as true leaders who have understood leadership, who have accepted the failure of leadership, who have grown in this failure of leadership. Leadership does not come easy. It brings responsibility of the growth of so many. How does this growth come about? When they fail in their personal lives….and more and more failures are pointed to them than to you, not out of anger, but to make them aware that they are not above failure. And how do these two respond? Only by one process; they look within. (Some part of it could not be heard) Your very word ‘negativity’ ……………….

How can there be any ‘negativity’? When you are divine, can there be any part of you that is not divine? So what is negativity? We explained that to you, but you have forgotten; that every thought and action creates energy. Some of this energy flows in harmony with the spinning of the earth and some of it, by its very nature, flows against the spinning of your earth. That is what you call negativity. Masters have used this word time and again but you have not seen the truth of the use of these words. We have to perforce use words that you will understand, otherwise words like negative, bad, wrong and evil would never be used by us. But we are limited too, limited by your understanding, and we have to talk to you in words that you understand, but as often happen you begin to believe that the masters are using the words in the way you use them.

When we use ‘negativity’, we are only looking at an energy spiral. Do you look at it like that? You look at it to put yourself down, do you not? And you look at it to put others down.

Look at it realistically, my beautiful ones. When there is energy will it not flow in both directions? Why is one good and other bad? Why must it cause you shame? Why must it cause you guilt? You only give the spiral more strength. If you do not like the flow of a river which is flooding homes and fields what would you do? Would you not change its course? Would you blame yourself for the flow of the river? Would you not harness all your power to build a dam? Then why do you not do it to this energy?

We’ll teach you how. You have never asked us how. Not ‘how do I change this’? You wish to learn and we will teach. Why must there be shame and guilt? You carry so many burdens and the truth is you need not carry so many of them. You have chosen only about 1% of the burdens you carry, all the others you have created by free will choice; and then you complain that ‘our lives are so difficult’. But, my little ones, your lives are easy, you decide to make them difficult and we, who have chosen to work as masters of a planet that has free will, have to be limited by your choices.

So the next time you recognize what you call negativity understand what you have done by thought or a word or an action. You have created an energy that is spinning against the spinning of the earth. Intelligence, which is your strongest fort, will tell you if something is going in one direction and you wish to stop it, the easiest way to stop it is to erect a dam. But this energy is pure energy, without material form, so your dam has to be constructed with energy without material form. So you erect a dam with light.

How is this possible? Now with light that has entered you, the simplest way to do it, is to place a crystal star in its path. Do not forget. This star will stop its on-going direction, but that is not enough. You wish to really change the direction do you not? Once this has been stemmed now you can work on changing completely its direction. How? You can take this energy strand and place it back in your heart. It must go back to where it originated from. If anger is diverted towards this child, it has been stemmed but it is directed still towards this child. Energy has to be consciously taken back, placed within your own heart and now studied. Understood?

Energy must be understood. When it is taken back into your heart, if it has not been integrated correctly it will at once cause physical imbalance. And this you must accept because it is your own energy. Simple to change. We remember when energy spirals were spoken of you had asked how to change, we had not answered then. Do you recall little one?

Is it not sad that none of you got the answer even after so many meetings? Why? Because you just don’t wish to have vision. Vision is inside. Sight is outside. Who is a visionary? Can he really see what he is talking of? Not with his sight, he cannot see the vision. It is simple to change energy spirals. Energy flows much easier with the spinning of the earth. Its natural structure makes it flow with the spinning, not against it.

There is still anger. My little one, anger need not be directed at another. The greatest depression occurs when anger is directed at oneself. Once again be aware that you have placed an illusory expectation of yourself outside of you and that is what you are striving to meet. It is human…... So a picture is created – (JF now goes on to give an example) This is me. This is Sohrab. And when this (illusion) does not match with that (reality) there is anger. Why am I not psychic as this? Why am I not successful as this? Why am I not beautiful as this? The truth is you can never be, because you are truth and that is fantasy. How can become fantasy and still exist?

That is when the true process starts. When the questions change from why to what, and then progress makes you ask them how. What am I? But first you must understand that you are not this (physical). My son, Sohrab, is not this tall, handsome young man. He is not; he is really a very boring spark of light! (Sir smiles and the group has a very hearty laugh) He has no ‘sense’ and he has no ‘intelligence’! (Laughter again) But when he sees that he is not that he asks, ‘So what am I?’

And the first answer that your mind will give you out of all your knowledge, and you have tomes and tomes of knowledge, will be "I am love". And then you will feel content, ‘I am love’. And then the next day you will look at the mirror and say ‘I hate you’. (Laughter)

You, my dears, are love. But let that not be the answer. That is an answer you can honestly give yourself, when you are of completely crystalline energy, not yet. So you must use illusion to fight illusion. Son (Syrus)what do you say – Send a thief to catch a thief. My son, Soli, has all these sayings which make him very wise and when he complains he becomes a small child throwing a tantrum. (Laughter)

Syrus: I don’t complain Sir, I debate. (Laughter)

See how he uses words. Very intelligent. (Laughter)

So you have illusion to kill illusion. So your question, ‘what am I’ will not be answered by truth. You have to look within your persona. As a soul, you have come with a persona. Recall, old, old lessons about forgetfulness and veils and soul patterns and conditioning and soul memory. Recall them, read them again and integrate them better. Your persona is all this. What is the main purpose of persona? Why has this brilliant one (Sohrab) not come as a spark of light? Why is his persona making that radiant spark seem dimmer than it is? Because this soul, as each one does, wishes to go away from the clutches of soul pattern. The free will world starts from the extreme point of I am not. This is where you start your journey. Seems whimsical. (Smiles at Yezaad) But it is the way of a free will planet. You, when you started your journey on this planet, were in full awareness of the workings of this planet. You were also told about the blueprint of the planet. Not one of you here has originated from this planet. You have come from different universes and several, several, several of you have merged and separated many times over. Why do you think when merging with divinity as a concept is given to you, there is at once a sense of calmness? Because you remember what it is to merge. And have you done this merger and separation only on this earth? Not at all. One comes to earth as an experience, when one is very highly evolved. Why? Because in universes and planets which have no free will evolution is simpler. So you now as a soul wish to experience the strength and power of who you are. ‘Do I have it in me, as light, to go through this severe experiment?’ And you all said ‘yes’. You all said ‘yes’, with great pride and glory and respect and honour for your own light, you said yes. No soul comes to earth first. It is only after many mergers and separations that a soul comes to earth, or in other times planets like earth, but in every evolution cycle there will be one planet, at least, that will have the free will experiment on. So you see, you knew that you started your journey, and when you say ‘journey’ we don’t mean this one lifetime. Your journey on earth can be as many lifetimes as you desire but really it is very short. The truth is that as souls go on and on and move in this journey on earth they begin to get bored. There is really no challenge left ‘I think I can now move on because free will is really not that difficult. All it requires is recall.’

Re-call that which you are, to become that which you are not, and then this disguise of that which you are not lives as that which you are. So simple. Its a little trick.

So what are you? When you started your journey you started with so many veils; such thick ones that you began to pick up the debris of the energy you had created. No one, no master, can clear your debris. We can be of assistance. This debris is your persona. So what am I is in fact this persona. ‘What particles have I collected which are within me?’ And you give them names…relationships. You call them karma. You call them trials. You call them tests, you call them lessons and you call them anger, and fear, guilt. A whole array. Your dictionary is filled more with words of this nature.

What are you? You have to find out the debris. We will guide you; we will help you by bringing people and situations in your lives that will mirror your persona. That we will do. We can’t help you to see it. Everyday you are being helped and helped. Your greatest help are all your very close relationships, whether at work or in your personal lives. They reflect your persona, not you. You and that person are already one, there is no other reflection.

My son here (Yezaad) has always prided himself in being not angry. Ah, but who is his wife? This little thunder ball of fire. Is he really not angry? Does his soul persona not have that debris? Then why choose a soul who has a soul persona of this debris?

You have one. Have you not been intolerant of people’s views? There was a time when you would have said no. You did not accept. You thought you were very accepting. Look around you. The universe gave you people, all of them who were not accepting of any views but their own….to reflect your debris, not to make you feel small; that burden you created for yourself. Do you understand?

What am I can’t be answered in a day. It takes a lifetime but every time you know one more about the answer there comes a question. How? ‘Yes, I recognize this thing in my persona. How do I remove this debris?’ How cannot be evoked by illusion. What can be answered by illusion. How can it be removed? By truth. But the greatest debris in the persona of each and every one is deception.

When you say I am love you are really deceiving. Why? Because you don’t really believe it. There is belief here (head) there is acceptance here (head) but when you are love there is no verbalizing. You just become it. How can take another lifetime but it is ……..

You have a master amongst you. Why do you think this beautiful child of ours has been put as your master to give you a new energy? (Jim) Ha, now you say, ‘he is more special than I am’. ‘Maybe he is more evolved, larger certainly’ (Laughter). He has been brought to you, to help you answer what. What does he do to help you answer what? He has accepted to be a channel for this energy for which his physical system was changed from birth. Is he the only one? Of course not. There are so many like him on earth, present living ordinary lives. Energy has to be transmitted through the physical because the grid has not changed completely to crystalline. It is right now in a phase of change. Electromagnetic will give way to crystalline. He is one such. Whenever you sit with him, what he is doing, without conscious knowledge, is merely opening himself as this channel so crystal energy comes to him, enables your persona to come up to be seen by you. So has he not helped you?

(To Irawati) Confused still?

You work in this pattern. Stay. Do not think about this. Let what you have taken in come up now from heart to head. Don’t try to push it up. It will never happen. Take our word for it. It has been accepted. It will slowly rise to your consciousness and then you will make sense of it.

Yes,my little one.

Is there any ‘god’?

Is any there any god, that monarch who rules the world? You are god. Why do the ‘I am a being of god" come to you? To show you an illusion, to show what is your soul pattern of functioning now. The day when you at once see the words ‘I am God’; the soul pattern will have changed. You are still believing in your very self that you are a being of God which means, little one, there is an outside God that is still part of your reality; which is part of all your realities. Your entire attempt to grow, to evolve, is from this belief ‘I am a being of god’. This is an illusion but is an ……., it has aided you to move away partially from anger, partially from judgement. Why? Because you, like this son, are ruled by intellect, and so ‘I am a being of god’ at once translates to the intellect that a being of god must not judge, must tolerate, must love, must be patient. When this is an illusion that you are following, it is natural that your inner persona that you have not taken away the debris from, will slip into this intellectual process by which do judge, by which you do become selfish, …..A soul pattern still exists because this statement itself which is your very belief system is ‘I am a being of god’. Do not remove this statement. It is vital in this stage of your growth. It has brought about a change in you very rarely found in humans. Work with this belief, but now be aware that the truth is ‘I am god.’

Do not even attempt it.

I first work with my head, then my heart.

You all do. Except for this wonderful one (Silla) and this little child (Sanaeya).Do not even attempt it because the truth is, my little one, you do not even know what balance you have to find. These are just words to you; head and heart. Which means that once again you are caught in an illusion that one is more important than another. If you were only ruled by your heart and not by your head, you would not be able to survive in this world. Discernment is very essential. It is discernment that makes you see in your three dimensional world what you have called right and wrong. Even though the same intellect tells that there is no right and wrong, it makes you wise enough to discern that this which I am calling "wrong" is a situation, an event, an incident, a person, a thing, a feeling I do not wish to experience. How can you find this ____. Do you think love is only a feeling? If it were, the Masters would be completely without it. What is love?

Again recall, recall what we spoke of energy. It is an energy. And why do you think it resides in your heart? Is that the only small place you are going to give this enormous energy? Again these are words, these are illusions, these are picture associations given to you for understanding. Do not get caught in these words. Know that words are used because there is no other way that we can speak to you. Do not get caught in these words. What is the word you all get caught in? We have a good laugh. At every meeting of yours, good laugh. Every visitor is told very seriously to leave their negativities outside.

How?

The energies that you have emitted stay with you. How can you leave them outside?

What are you then? We fail to get a better word for this; energyless beings! (laughter) You do not leave the negativity outside. You leave the matter that is causing this. You had a fight, and you come in rage, you cannot leave the energy spiral outside. When we have asked you to place that "bin", there is no bin. Again it is only a symbol.

What the person is being encouraged is to come into complete focus for the channeling, for the energies that you get from the channeling because if your energies are scattered and the fight that you have had still lingers with you, if the medium is not strong enough will hamper the channeling but that is not important. What is important is you have not received the full benefit of energy, of healing, of the spiritual helpers who are with you at every meeting. So now don’t tell people to leave their energy outside.

Funny? Try it. Leave your whole energy outside. You see how you get caught in your own words. Because like we have told you so often, you use words without understanding what they mean. Words are your friends and your enemies and we have to use these words and then you catch them and never let them go. But the Master has no other tool, he has to use your limited tools. But at so many times we have explained to you how we use words. What is their true meaning? It has not been remembered that is why today love is still spoken of as a feeling. Love thinks, feels, acts, speaks, lives, is. How can it not think? It is the energy that ever is.

There is no creation without idea. What is an idea, if not thought? You still want a balance?

My beloved ones, attempt, attempt everyday in however small way to be aware of one more illusion, not outside of you, inside. Each day gives you so many illusions that you can see and you let them all go. And you come with this much burden, again we are using your words, we do not believe it’s a burden or you will say He said "burden", and add till one day you collapse and then you blame it all on karma. That is the greatest crutch that you use to feel comfortable. It is karmic, what can I do? Let me accept.

Is accepting being passive? If it is karmic between these two that this child will play the abuser. IS acceptance passivity? To accept the abuse or is it to understand the process of this abuse. To understand the abuser and yourself.

From this understanding, to understand your soul pattern persona, the debris and to remove it. Once the debris is removed, the abuse cannot attract itself there because there is no such attraction force. That is acceptance. Is acceptance becoming rebellious and saying that I will walk out? Do so if that is your comfort zone but then begin the process of acceptance.

Acceptance is not being submissive. There is nothing holy in taking abuse. There is nothing sacred about taking on the pain of others. That is not love. That is counter ego. If that were love then none of your masters know how to love, because we have done nothing to take away your pain. You must think.

Be light, my beautiful ones.

Through Sohrab :

Meherbaba:Ai loko kaetla vat kare, pachi mane baeke tun minute male, bas! (How much is he talking, then I get only two minutes that’s all)

Alena :Tame to push karine agal avi jaosh na? (You should push and come in front.)

Meherbaba: I push, but this boy is very big to push.

Alena: We agree.

Meherbaba: Bap re. Soo crystalline energy chhae. Implant baddha mulya. (What crystalline energy! Everyone got an implant)

Tame lokonae umna implant malya nae? 40 years, 50years, 60 years and you get implant.

I was very spiritual, I got implants when I was 3,4,5 years.

Alena: Tame kharekkhar boloch, kae kaibhi?

Meherbaba : My Papa used to pick up his chappal and I used to get one implant, 2 implant (loud laughter)…… I did not have to wait for 50 years.

Chaal, I will give you all an implant. Not like Papa! I will give you one implant. No, no, you don’t have to sit up. You have to activate this in yourself. Everyday, once at least, you have to have a jolly good laugh at yourself, at least once. Will you do it? Look at yourself at least once and say "What am I doing?" and laugh.

Then slowly you will be able to look at other, what you consider, serious situations. Suppose you bang your car, suppose you trip and fall and you can look at that and laugh. Laughter does not belittle the situation, it makes you stronger, you find inner strength, you can laugh in the face of pain and laugh in the face of death. Now my friend is telling me they will think "death" means death. "Death" means the death of old ideas, making way for the new. So the implant is complete.

Alena : This is the easiest one that we have had.

Meherbaba: Is It?

Alena: No, not really. Not when we are going to activate it.