Good evening.

It took me a long time to be with you; much longer than I desired. One of my tasks as the Cosmic Master is to hold within my palm, the keys to each one’s individual cosmic blueprint. So when I see you, I do not see you as how you see yourself. I see you as your cosmic fulfillment. If that were how you saw yourself, you would get a little bit of a shock. But you have been given a small peep into this. Through the Astrological charts that this instrument has been trained to prepare, a small look at your cosmic blueprint is given to you. Often, when you have read that, there is a feeling of doubt of your cosmic blueprint being so diametrically opposite to all those traits that you portray today, that somewhere it does not seem to fit. But that is who you are. Hidden deep inside you, that is the essence that is waiting to blossom. Now with the further training, which the child has received, she is able to tell you the different smaller tasks that you have undertaken in this lifetime, which harmonize and move you towards the cosmic blueprint. Furthermore, you are able to see yourself as the spirit that you are. (To Roxanne) She (El) hasn’t understood that that was the purpose of her training in the rays. This is the reason.

Through the rays, each one now sees the full spirit essence, that which you are in completion. The Astrological charts now tell you your physical traits and then tell you your spiritual characteristics. What you have in the physical are seven bodies. Each of these is connected to a ray. Just as you are complete in the physical, you are complete in the spirit. But you didn’t know where to look for this spiritual counterpart. We use the word "counterpart" with great discernment because for all of you in the room, the physical and the spirit have not blended. You still look at yourself as physical and the other as your spiritual counterpart. So we use the same word. So your spiritual body also has its important layers. Each of these is a ray. That is the science of rays. When you study the science of rays and now when you (to Roxanne) take workshops on this, they (the workshops) will go into this aspect. They will still be interactive but they will ask each participant to look at the ray that makes up their body. In doing so, there will come a time when the spirit body is not a counterpart but IS you, blended.

The densest of all those rays, and when we use the word "dense", do not at all think of them in the denseness as you are used to, in its most dense form, the ray is finer than anything you are used to. So the densest of all is the physical. Your spirit body has a physical. Haven’t you wondered why Masters, both from the terrestrial and the extra terrestrial world are able to show themselves in some physical manner? They are able to access the energy of their physical ray, join that physical ray energy to the physical ray energy of the earth and then take on a form, as whatever they desire. Why is it essential to join to the physical ray of the earth? In the physical ray energy of the earth, lies the energy of all that was and that is and that will be on this earth, so they just need to access whichever part they require and show themselves to you as that. If you want to see Master as a female and you have already in your mind a certain image, the physical ray will access that part of physical ray and show you the image that you will be able to readily accept. You can do this too. If you wish to show yourself in another part, your own physical ray will access that of the physical ray of the earth, but that part of the earth which you occupy with your energy, and you can deliberately and consciously be at another place. Haven’t you heard of living Masters doing this? It is only a question of knowing the energy usage. They access the physical ray, connect it to the physical ray energy of the earth, the energy of the earth that they occupy, that is distinctly theirs and manifest themselves in another place. And you can do this over and over again.

Then your spirit body has a second ray. It has an astral ray. As you have an astral body, spirit has an astral body. What do you do with your astral body? Healing of self and others. Communication is also directed through the astral. That is exactly what the spirit body does. You see, we are really explaining it to you all backwards. The truth is that the physical body does what the spirit body does but we must explain it backwards to you. So when the spirit body needs to heal, not itself, the spirit body needs to heal other spirit realms or your own physical, spirit ray of the astral sends down its energies into your astral body. But healing cannot be completed just by this. When your physical astral body is ready and willing to access that energy, only then does healing take place. So often you have complained, "I have been healing myself for so many months and nothing is happening. I don’t think I know how to heal." It is not that you do not know how to heal. That is impossible. You are spirit and all energy heals itself. So there is no ‘not knowing’ how to heal. That is as natural as breathing. What you are not ready for is the healing. You still, sometimes stubbornly continue the process of ego direction. If there is one effective defense against the astral body and the astral ray energy, it is ego. Conclusively, you can close yourself in, without any difficulty. No amount of your healing or another’s can penetrate that. It is a defense mechanism so strong that the highest of Cosmic Masters will respect that shell and move away when it is presented. The only problem is that often Master energies have been blamed for not helping. They Cannot Help. You have put up a mechanism that states very boldly, "Keep out"! And there is no word "please" about it either. (Smile) So we keep out. That is the astral ray.

You also have a mental ray. That which you have called the Higher Mind is really your reference to the mental ray of your spirit body. You have a mental body too. If you didn’t, you would not be able to access any knowledge, however basic. So the mental ray of the spirit body stays dormant; dormant in the sense that it continues to gather its own energy and its own force. But it does not come down to the level of your mental body in the physical till it is consciously and deliberately accessed and asked for. Gathering of wisdom and knowledge is one of the most important areas of free will given to you. The universe will place opportunities for each one equally and when we use the word opportunities, we are not at all looking at books or meetings such as these. They are only a small part. We are looking at every day people who come your way; a servant who talks to you about her problems and tells you how she lives, day in and day out, with a drunken husband and yet stays strong. A learning for you. You may be in a bus and the one who hands out a ticket may be talking to another passenger of how he almost died the day before because the bus gave him a jerk and he was hanging out to help another passenger in. A learning for you. These are books that you never open and they have more knowledge than any in the written word. So your Higher Mind, that is the mental ray, gives you opportunities to learn but it is a free will choice when to learn, what to learn, how to learn, how much to learn and then, how much to apply.

You cannot condemn another for not applying knowledge. That is what you do most often. You expect that in garnering knowledge, there must automatically be application. Not so. Knowledge may be garnered to be kept and applied in another lifetime. Have you applied all knowledge that you have learnt? As children, you learnt the basics of electricity and some parts of anatomy. Have you all become electricians? In fact, do all of you even attempt to change a plug? It is simple. Needs only basic knowledge of electricity, which you have. Have you applied it? No. Isn’t it simpler to call the man across the road? Why must you have different principles for different knowledge? They are all parts of one knowledge and if you are too lazy to apply the laws of electricity, why can’t someone else be lazy about applying laws of spirituality? So the next time you point a finger, first ask yourself, "Did I change the washer in the bathroom on my own"? "Did I repair that plug"? "Did I paint my wall"? How simple it is to paint a wall. All it needs is a brush and paint and a steady hand, but did you do it?

Do you understand how you apply your principles to different aspects of your lives and those of others? And that is because you consider knowledge to be more important in certain areas. To the farmer, reaping and sowing, fertilizing, irrigation is far more vital than knowing about energy and light. To the carpenter, knowing about different kinds of wood and polish and nails and screws is far greater importance than it may be for you. Are you then not judging again?

So the moment you consciously with your mental body, which is confused very often with the Higher Mind, which it is not, the Higher Mind now you must remember is the mental ray. When your mental body consciously desires to access that mental ray, only then will the Higher Mind energies influx themselves into the mental body. Please note, whether the higher mind energies enter or not, this has nothing to do with mental body growth. It has nothing to do with accumulation of knowledge. Accumulation of knowledge is accumulation of knowledge. It does not signify mental body growth or stability. Mental body growth and stability comes from a persistent attempt not to judge, not to expect. That is the only way mental body can first stabilize and then grow.

Then you have your soul ray and you have a monadic ray, which are easier to understand. The soul ray gives you a far clearer picture of your cosmic blueprint. The monadic ray gives you the picture of your monadic family. Sometimes, the soul and the monadic ray seem to be different in their characteristics. Not so. It’s how they use themselves and the energy that is different. So although you may be part of one monadic family, your soul ray is different. Within the broad expanse of the energy of your monadic family, you can now come down to a focus on your cosmic blueprint. You will use your monadic strength to go ahead with the cosmic blueprint attainment.

And you have another ray, which is very, very interesting so we’ve kept it for the last. That is a personality ray. You always consider personality with physical, do you not? Then how does spirit have a personality? Furthermore, the confusion is that you have been told that the physical personality is ego directed. Does this mean, spirit too has ego? You’re learning to battle one ego and we’re presenting another one, even more potent. (Laughter) And that is exactly what we are doing.

Each spirit has EGO. Not the one you are considering. Each spirit has Energy Going Outwards. That is the E-G-O of your spirit body, the energy that goes outwards. Now you must understand, when you talk of energy, you are all talking of it, as one divine energy and that is the truth. But each one has its own aspect. That is why separation, so that unity can express itself in its wonderfully different aspects. But when the spirit body expresses its ego, in its separation, there is a complete awareness of the unity. That is why your ego is different from the spirit body ego. In your separation, you experience completely the separateness and so it becomes "me" vs. "her" and "her" and "her" and "he" and "he". The spirit body ego only uses, (again we’re really telling you a lie because we do not use words but we have to use words that you will understand) so the spirit body only uses the word "we". There is never "me" because who is "me"? In this vast expanse of the "we", there is a choice. You are now looking at choice in its highest expression. And you thought there was no choice. (Smile) In its highest expression, the choice is, "What of the unified energy do I want to give out"? That will choose the personality ray. But here is another interesting little twist. How we love these games, do we not? That which your ego, in the physical, gives out is that what your ego in the spirit gives out too, the difference being in separateness or in unity.

Arrogance is something that you always associate with the physical ego so let us take that first. Arrogance. When focused on separateness, it is arrogance, vanity, superiority. When focused on "we", it is pride; pride and honour of the "we", not arrogance of "me". Why don’t you throw me a few of your ego traits and let me explain what your soul personality wishes to give out?

Ah! Being bossy. Wanting your own way. Dominating, haughty. Her spirit ego emanates the energy of true leadership, command, fearlessness at being alone, at the top.

Stubborn. Another good one. Rigidity to move. That is stubbornness. Being obdurate. What is the spirit wishing to emanate through its ego? The strength to stand by truth, when all around you untruths conflict. It needs firmness, not rigidity. Do you see, it is the same trait physically expressed as rigidity. Spirit expressed firmness, determination, courage.

Being critical. Listen well. Being critical. When you criticize, you use judgment. When you discern, you use truth. Your spirit has the strength of discernment but the physical expresses this, because it comes from separation, as critical.

Opinionated. How that one annoys you all. Someone has to open their mouths and spout her word, and suddenly becomes opinionated. A strength of such a person is the courage in the face of all condemnation, to proudly and openly acclaim that which is truth. Oh! It rubs you the wrong way but that is the spirit strength. The physical has the same strength but comes out of separateness so the physical expresses it as a boastful acclaiming of the truth. That is what bothers you.

Tough one you have chosen. Tough because its physical manifestation is a very complicated one. Passive aggression. One (we will explain this first from the physical and then the strength). It comes first from a desire to hide. It comes from several lifetimes of having no courage to accept in you, that which is present, which you do not approve of. Again judgment, this time of self. For one who is passive aggressive, that which is judged and condemned within, must be judged and condemned without. All those who are aggressive in this passive manner must be first asked to list all characteristics that they find worthy of their condemnation and let them judge them as vastly as they wish to judge with their ego. It is important. It is when they elucidate all that they condemn in others that they must then gently be made to look at within them. The tough part comes in how it is manifest. I can control this child by placing my heavy hand over her and saying, "Sit because I tell you to"! Bossy. I can also look at her very disapprovingly every time she stands. Would you call that bossy? (To someone in the group) You see, here the passive aggressive person has an ‘out’, which you do not have. He or she has an out of complete meekness. You cannot hide behind that one.

And judgment!! (Laughter) Now what is the strength of such a one? It is the strength of meekness. Not everyone needs to command with outward strength and assertion. There are those, like the beautiful Master you all love, who commanded with such gentleness and such meekness, that even the smallest child had no fear approaching him. That is the strength of meekness. The lamb that is slaughtered by the wolf has a greater strength than the wolf. The wolf, in its ego, does not see that the strength of the lamb lay in laying down its life in sacrifice so that the wolf’s ego can be furthered. The strength of the meek is a strength that no aggression can reach. The physical uses passive aggression to hide that strength because in its separation it is not called meekness. It is called weakness. And it is not. (To Yezad) How often you have been told of your strength? You have never understood it. You look at strength from the point of view of the strength of this child. Hers is different. She wishes on the soul energy level to emanate the strength of command, fearlessness. You do not. Your Spirit body wishes to emanate a different strength, that of meekness, vulnerability. You have the strength to accept blows because you know you have the strength to fend them off.

Getting angry at oneself.

That is self-condemnation. Never finding yourself worthy in any task. That comes from a different discernment. Same strength. Her soul will wish to emanate this discernment outwards. Yours has the power to discern itself. In this strength lies the ability to see all that you were, are and will be. You. No one else. To scan this vast array, this vast landscapes of selves and then to discern the strengths that must be brought to the surface, emanated outwards. Huge strength. This ego does this too but the ego does not look at the strengths that need to be unearthed. It looks at the flaws or all that the ego considers to be flawed. Focus is different. The separateness comes, not from separating self from self. Separating yourself from yourself.

Just one more we will take.

That is not at all a trait or characteristic of an ego. It is when the mental body of the physical has been so deprived of your own personal energy that it communicates no longer, even with the physical. The manifestation of that is despair and depression. But it is essential to understand how the energy channel has been cut off in the first place. Anyone here, who is dealing with those who are undergoing depression, and this is for all of you who undertake such beautiful healing work, whenever you find a person with depression, you will find behind that a person of arrogance, judgment, expectation, condemnation. These cut off channels of energy. The more the channels are cut off, the greater is the disconnection of the mental and the physical. Depression. Ask yourself this question when you return. Yes, you my child (Dhiren). You underwent a long period of depression. Behind that was arrogance, judgment, expectation, condemnation. How did the depression lift? When you began to study each one separately, honestly. As soon as you began that process, energy channels opened up. Mental body was rejuvenated.

An important one for you all to understand. Today in your world, depression is rampant. There are children, teenagers, as well as adults, suffering from depression. You must understand that they come from incarnations of these four. When a child faces depression, you must know that the soul has carried this baggage for so long that it has manifest so quickly in just the first few years of childhood as depression. The baggage is of the past, but that is because you consider it the past. The physical body being here or not, does not make it a past or a present. The mental body energy channels can be cut off at any time, not only in this lifetime. The later the time period that depression sets in, the greater is a possibility of these four having come into active play in this lifetime, too. But one lifetime is not enough to stop the energy channels. One lifetime is not enough.