Good evening, All. You have heard of me, but this is the first time, I can greet you all. I am who this beautiful one of mine calls, The Infinite One. My symbol is the Rock. And often have I told her as I tell you now, when you need to anchor, and need a rock in your life, call upon Petra and I will be there.

Any book, any class, any lesson, any talk on miracles, is recommended. Every book, every talk, every person, will give you their perspective of miracles. What it is and how to attain it. Do not get lost in the differences. Rather assimilate all the differences and see a larger and larger perspective on a subject you considered very narrow. So go ahead and learn all that you can of miracles, only for one purpose; at the end, you are the only one who makes your own miracles. No author, no one else does it for you.

Because you have used the word "want." In every situation, this is what you do. You use the word "want." And it is wonderful, because through it you experience greater and greater unhappiness, which is how it should be for you. You must be unhappy. You have chosen to create your own happiness. So the world must always create unhappiness for you. Of course, your small ego voice is telling you, "I don’t have a lot of unhappiness." All we ask you is look again. Why so much denial? Why such suppression of unhappiness? Experience the want. Experience the lack you have. The lack in several areas. And now experience the unhappiness, joyously. Let yourself be as unhappy as you possibly can. Only after that acknowledgement, will come your endeavor towards happiness.

You have a very good word in psychology. It is called DENIAL. But there is a reason for this denial; for you, not for all. You are searching for meanness and miserliness and anger and selfishness in a very restricted dictionary meaning of this word. First understand, meanness and selfishness and anger and miserliness. Understand that it goes beyond money. It goes beyond relationships. It goes beyond material world desires. And then you will know why these mirrors are present in your life.

Good question. So many of you think so. Let us explain sex to you. It is one of the many ways chosen by your human realm to help you to experience energies of a completely different dimension. As human beings, you need a human experience to take you to a very real experience, in your perspective. For that human experience you have created this wonderful act of sex. That it is only one of the ways that can give you this experience. There are other ways. When you have transcended the physical experience enough, you can access this experience and be in constant touch with those other dimensional energies without the physical experience of sex. But your question is about preoccupation. Should we explain that word to you? Pre- occupation. Something that you have been involved in from prior lifetimes. An obsession with sex would certainly deflect, hinder, cause an obstacle, but then an obsession with anything would do the same. A preoccupation with sex is only a continued learning of a subject too vast for most humans to tackle.

In many. In fact the more and more one partner works upon ego attachments, desires, conditionings, and the other partner does not, the greater is the chasm between the two. But this chasm is yet another wonderful experience. How will you handle such a delicate issue, which can cause so much hurt and pain to another? How, with full love and complete balance, will you explain this situation to your spouse? A wonderful growing experience. Where you will experience this not only with sex but in so many areas of your life, where your growth leads to so much of conditioning that is dead, to be eroded. How will you work with those who are still, still harbouring those conditionings? Will you reject them? Consider them small? Will you try to change them? Will you think of yourself as having ‘arrived’? If you do any of these you know you have a big lesson to learn. Now you will ask "then how do we deal with it?" And I will tell you don’t cheat. Learn it on your own.

Let us explain these insects to you. In your realm they certainly don’t seem to have a role, we accept. But remember there was a time when you didn’t understand why fish existed. What earthly good is this finned creature that swims about aimlessly? But now you know. There was a time you did not understand the dolphin, the whale. Now you do. And till you do, you will continue to kill. And we will tell you "Go ahead." Do not do anything that is against your nature in this point of NOW. Because that is again a suppression. So if you need to go and kill that mosquito, do it. But now do it in the awareness and acknowledgment that "I do not understand the validity of its existence and therefore I am killing it." And then when you see mirrors of others killing, don’t judge.

By understanding that all relationships are unhappy ones. Those that are happy are not relationships. Those are bonds which do not break or sever. A relationship is chosen for the purpose of resolution. How would you resolve unless you felt some pain? But you acknowledge that this individual is close to you, that there is love. That itself is the most wonderful starting step. Accept that the love that you feel is not at a physical level. If it were you would not ask this question. The love that you feel has gone beyond a physical level.

Second, accept that you are still in the process of blaming and that is why you are looking at the other as causing the turmoil and upsets. Start with the foundation of a deep love of ages and build upon that a monument of personal responsibility. But here let me caution you. Often, you get into your own trap. You have been conditioned to believe that mothers, fathers, siblings, children, husbands, wives, must be loved. You have been conditioned to believe that. Now assess it honestly only for yourself. Do you love? And if your answer is "No." acknowledge. "My conditioning tells me I need to love my mother, but I don’t." "Yes, the human world believes that a mother must love her child, but I don’t." When you come from truth, you can only move towards truth. When you start from self deception, you can only move in that direction. So, before any relationship needs to be resolved, there must be that firm moment of truth.

Right NOW. Why don’t you laugh? Laugh aloud. Have fun NOW. There is no other time. The reason you have asked this question is because you are living in the past. You do not know that NOW has arrived and is here. Come out of your past. Live NOW. Have fun now. Come on everyone Laugh to come to NOW. (All laughed very loudly) And with KNOW that you have come into the NOW.

We have explained this but we will go with this again. This illness that you call diabetes, my child, will you complete this sentence, stems from acute……..Lack of joy. Lack of sweetness within you. You are not only born in one lifetime. You see it as your whole journey. We see it, and when you are not in embodiment you see it too, as one minute step in your whole journey. So the child has come with a burden, lack of joy and sweetness. It needs a physical reminder of the reason why it made the choices in its life. And therefore it chooses diabetes. But juvenile diabetes is not diabetes that needs to stay on. When a child chooses an environment, that is an important clue to whether the child wishes to completely overcome this lack in this incarnation. Sometimes the child chooses an environment that is joyless, furthering the lack, furthering the bitterness increasing the diabetes, because this soul is a wise soul, a strong soul, a soul that takes on a challenge. And this soul wishes to learn how to access the joy within in spite of no joy without. But there are souls who wish their environment to give them the support and structure to move towards a complete resolution, and they will choose a very, very loving environment; nurturing, understanding, tolerant. They will choose those in the environment, who will help the soul to nurture itself, not out of any awareness of what the disease is all about, but because the environment it has chosen has a natural energy of nurturance. And this environment will give him the pointers he requires; whether he takes them or not are his choices.

Whenever you meet anyone with diabetes, don’t attempt to change them. Don’t even attempt to explain things to them. First only attempt to bring sweetness in their life, in whatever way you can. A small hug, a little red rose. A telephone call to say "Hello, I remember you."

Ah! You are asking us to tell you what is vital and what is not. If we are to do that we will have to reveal our little secret that we are giving you a lot of irrelevant stuff. (Laughter) Yes, it is too much. We know. We understand. But there is so much to you. Can we help it? If you have so much going on, that you are such a wonderfully complex being of rays and energies surviving on so many dimensions, doing such wonderful work, letting go off ego, expanding your soul… Sometimes you tire us out. (Laughter)We are doing nothing else but explaining YOU to you. How can you blame us if you are so big, so bright, and so luminous? Everything is vital but you need not assimilate it all. Listen to it; let it first resonate with you. Out of this much information, only one tiny droplet will resonate. Only assimilate that droplet. Let the other be in a well. When you are thirsty, the well will be full for you. You can draw out then as much water as you wish. But why let your well be dry, just because you don’t have such a thirst at present? Let your well remain full. We are only the water bearers.

By not looking at anyone else. Now is that tough? It is, because you can only see others. Go about for 30 days with a blind fold on you. You will know what it is to introspect. Introspection is easy when there is no fear. You fear the darkness within. And that is why you look at the light outside. Stay with a blindfold for 30 days. Don’t remove it. After that introspection will be easy. You will have learnt to shut out the world. But you can’t do that. You have to live too. Can you place a mental blindfold for 30 days and not see anyone but self, even though your eyes are seeing? Your eyes are not you. Let your eyes see what they need to see. You put a mental blindfold on them.

What is introspection? An inspection, a looking over at what lies within. How can this be easy? In your human incarnations, you have conditioned yourself to look outside. You have to change a habit of incarnations. This can’t be easy. But it gets easier when there is determination, when there is purpose. A reason why most of you get caught in this whole cycle of what you call introspection, is that you do it without a focus. Introspection is not the purpose. It is the process to the purpose. How many of you have set for yourself the purpose of introspection? It maybe as insignificant a purpose as "I wish to introspect why I cannot walk about with bare feet." Now you have a purpose. Introspect only after you know the purpose.

It’s like opening a cupboard that is very heavily stocked and rather untidily arranged. ‘I do not know what I am looking for.’ When you open the cupboard and you look at it you are scared by the sight. ‘Do I have to go in there into this chaos, into this dust, into the grime? And then not even know what I will find.’ Now when you open that cupboard, ask "I wish to look for this object." Then you will be able to search in the right place "Ah, this object seems not very small. I don’t think that shelf is large enough to take it. Maybe I need to look on the top shelf, it seems much larger." You do not have to look at the whole cupboard anymore; only the top shelf, because now you have a purpose.

Question 12: I have often wondered why only India is so overpopulated. Can you throw light on this?

Should we bring sex into this answer? (Laughter).Yes, there are certain places in your Earth and not only your country that are overpopulated. And even in your country, there are certain areas that are far more densely populated than the others. You will be surprised to find that the answer is two-fold.

One is densely populated areas are those areas with dynamic energy changes. Those who wish for dynamic changes in their own energies will choose Earth locations that will enable this. With every shift in the energy of that region your energy must also shift and cause you great amount of discomfort initially.

And two, not only are these regions of powerful dynamism, but the energies are cosmic. You will be surprised isn’t it, that your undeveloped poor economies are mainly the ones who are populated and yet they are the regions of cosmic energies of dynamic effects. And does this not make sense to you? Who but one requiring accelerated growth in energy would choose to incarnate in a region such as this, where its energies add to your own energy growth and the environment gives you the opportunities to let go off ego attachments, of judgments and beliefs and conditioning. So thank your higher soul, for placing you here, in a place of dynamic energy shift.

Of course they cannot. It is energy shifts with dynamic effects. They are in a constant state of flux. Spiritual retreats must harbour stable energies. Spiritual retreats are those that anchor cosmic energies onto your planet.

Let us take the sea salt first. Sea salt has the energy of water; that is the energy of your planet. Isn’t it surprising, you consider the energy of your planet as the energy of terra, when it is not? Your planet is the planet of energy – water. All those who are born with water signs at this point in the NOW, have taken on work which connects with the energy of your planet. Sea salt is that energy. When you place it in water that has not come from the sea but is still the element of water, you take the very essence of your Earth into your auric field. It is not truly as you have understood it, meant for cleansing. Many healers, tell their patients to have a bath in sea salt to cleanse their auric fields; that is not the purpose. It is to imbue, infuse your auric field with the energy of the Earth which cannot ever be unstable. Its energy brings stability in your auric field, which naturally results in a healing process.

Now microwave cooking. Certainly injurious, certainly. You are using those energies which your foods cannot assimilate. The purpose, the understanding is essential. Foods cannot take in certain waves, of which the waves emitted by a microwave are one. The energy of these waves remain in their nascent form in the food that you take in, and are then assimilated by your cellular structure. Constant inflow of this will certainly harm the cellular structure when it has not effectively increased or changed its own light activation form. And when they are in the process of light activation changes, the change can some times get into malignancy because two individually distinct energies conflict in the cellular structure. Now don’t run home and throw away your microwave ovens. (Laughter) Remember like all gadgets, like all discoveries and like all inventions, nothing has come from the human realm alone. It has first come in the etheric and has been translated here. So there has to be a purpose which is not harmful. Use it like you use everything… wisely. Now you will ask us ‘two minutes a day?’ (Laughter) ‘Five hours a day?’ and again we will say "Don’t cheat." You are wise, ask yourself. If you don’t know ask the right questions and find out. We will only give you a guideline. The less time the food is placed under the influence of these waves, the fewer will be the energy wave patterns imbibed by you.

You can never be accused of something you are not guilty of, because there is no one accusing you of it but yourself. So, if you have called yourself "a thief", we wonder why. Easy to blame isn’t it? Isn’t this question all about blame? Is it about personal responsibility? Is it about looking at mirrors? No one can accuse you falsely. No one. Only you accuse yourself. Ah! She can tell her something but she hasn’t accused her. She has every right to state what she has observed from her perspective, just as you have the right to state that "As I sit here I can see a sea of faces". But my child there will say "I disagree. I can see a sea of heads and some of them not very pretty ones." (Laughter) Accusation? If it is, ask yourself why you have accused, yourself. She has only stated what she can see.

You are unfortunately in a realm of harmony through conflict. You learnt of the Archangel Gabriel today. You learnt that he is there for purification and guidance. Do you know what his ray is? Ray 4. Do we need to say anything else?

What is the use of inflicting this blame upon yourself and playing the martyr game, is what we wish to ask. Did you expect sympathy, compassion, from us for being a martyr? Go ahead and whip yourself and inflict the wounds you need to; we will go ahead and laugh. What do you wish us to tell you, that you have grown? You wish us to put balm upon yourself and your inflicted wounds? We will do nothing. You know too well, you know that no lesson is ever learnt too late. Too well you know. We refuse to be the victims of your martyrdom.

That is eye water. (Laughter) Do not kid yourself. You are seeing no energy. You are seeing no entity. You are seeing no extra-terrestrial being. This is optical liquid without which your eyes would soon be blind. When you see the globules go and have an eye-wash. In everything you search for ‘holiness’ and this endeavor drives you a little foolish. Seeing globules in front of you is not indicative of your growth. Taking personal responsibility is. Allowing the crucifixion to take place without a whimper is. Knowing that the resurrection is near is. Not globules seen in front of your eyes. Stop playing games with yourselves.

Understanding that the globules are only globules. (Laughter)

By spreading wide. You can never center with constriction. (To Kaushal) Come, my child, we will explain. Don’t get scared… we will leave you at the right moment. (Proceeded to press her throat hard.) Are you feeling centered? (Laughter) She is fighting for breath. You cannot be centered when you restrict. Open wide, let yourself spread wherever energy needs to go. In that expansion is centering. Centering isn’t here (pointing to the small region of the physical heart area.) It’s there. (Spreading his arms very wide open)

How many more times do we explain ‘co-incidence’? And here again we are going to turn a little ‘nasty’ because we are going to ask you to have a look at your ego, that has made you ask this question, because you know the answer. Ask yourself why you needed to ask this question. Often when you ask your questions to us, the danger is we know why. (Laughter)

Is there a difference? Is there a difference? We didn’t know that. We just assumed you progressed. We didn’t know we had kept a time separate for progression and a time separate for work and a time separate for study. Why are you making yourself a timetable? Are you comfortable progressing only one hour a day when you can take the time out from the rest of the timetable? What is progressing? Being a hermit? A recluse? An ashram? That is only one method. LIVING is the main way to progress. Are you asking us that ‘I don’t have time for meditation and prayer…what should I do?’ Then we will tell you. You are never meditating. Those few minutes are attempts at silencing the mind, you are not meditating. The prayers are attempts to reach a higher energy out of a very, very tight ego. But you are not praying. Meditating and prayer is LIFE. How can you separate it? Home, work, children, finance, cooking, playing, partying, falling, rising, running, stopping… all is meditation.

We had said we were going to answer insignificant questions. (Laughter) The reason why we answer is we know that for you it is not vital as an abstract question but as a question of personal growth and we respect that.

The matrix does not change. Yes, you do exist multi-dimensionally and you constantly will. The dimensions will keep growing in their energy matrix but the overall energy matrix remains the same frequency because it can never be otherwise. The overall energy matrix is always the energy matrix of the divine cosmos. So yes, there will be frequent jumps and you might experience those as changes in the energy matrix and you would be right from a very restricted point of view, but from a much larger perspective, dimensions keep expanding and the matrix remains constant.

Again we ask you to look at your ego, little one. But we will still answer because it is vital that you all know. When you are healing of course your grid is touching more than one. Every part of your grid is linked to everyone else’s grid. How can you restrict yourself to one? You are only conscious of one or two, but you are healing a larger number. Far larger than you can imagine. Do not attempt to use this energy matrix to heal one. You limit yourself when you use this energy matrix to heal only one. Allow the healing to be on a vast cosmic level, no one person alone being your focus. Your focus is the matrix. You are not using the matrix. Your focus is the matrix. When you focus on the matrix and expand, instantly all others who are touching your grids, every animate and inanimate object, are also expanding. And isn’t that healing?

When the ego convinces you that it is your spirit essence. Big term. Introspection… for the purpose of understanding the spirit essence. Not for the purpose of leaving ego. Let ego be. Let it do its work. Only you will not be deceived by it.

They are your intermediaries into the 5^th dimension. Every time the Earth has moved into another dimension, a creature of the Earth itself has been used. Not always were the dolphins intermediaries. They were like the mosquitoes, had no ‘apparent’ reason. But they were there because they were the right conduit to be the intermediaries when the time arose. And they are the intermediaries now. Inter-dimensional intermediaries. They have the right energy structures for inter-galactic work to be done.

So that you don’t turn round and say "You are very boring." (Laughter) When you were in the 1^st standard, you had a teacher. And like all young ones you loved her dearly, carried her bag and her books. Wanted to touch her skirt and sit next to her and get her attention and every time she said "Good" you went home smiling. And you did not want that year to end, but it had to and you had a holiday, between one year and the next. And in that holiday you somehow got used to the idea that I will have a new teacher next year. And you went back a little fearful but all excited wondering whether this teacher would be as kind. And all over again you fell in love and you were certain that this teacher was far better than the one last year. But all too soon the year ended and again the holidays, no teacher, only time to get used to the idea of another one. But as you grew, suddenly your teachers became more strict. You couldn’t quite stand up and have a race around the class if you so desired. They insisted on structure and discipline and you looked back fondly and said "How I wish I had those teachers again. This one is rather cruel." But then you went to a new class and suddenly this cruel teacher’s lesson became useful and years after you had finished school, you looked back at one particularly harsh teacher, who gave you nothing but pain, and suddenly in a moment of understanding, you knew why she was there when she was and how much she had helped you to see and experience and learn. Does this answer or have we been very abstract again?

Harmony through conflict. Ray 4. It’s not difficult to go through. You make it difficult because you REACT. Do you remember several years ago, when your core group was in its nascent stage, the Master took you through a physical experience of fire and you were not permitted to leave that candle flame till you had accepted in your heart that fire does not burn? Worldly life. When you allowed your hand to BE and did not fight, the fire did not burn. There was only one who went back with blisters because he had fought so hard. None of you even had a red sore, because you knew, fire does not burn. ‘I burn when I react to fire’. Let your hand be over that flame. It truly doesn’t burn, it only purifies. It removes the dross. DON’T REACT.

Because one is greedy. (Laughter).How can you not want it? Should we ask you to rephrase your question and not say ‘want’? Should we instead ask you to say, "Why do we all intend for joy and abundance in our lives?" Because that is the only state known to the spirit. Spirit knows no other state but that of joy and abundance. When you go home, do you not go to the place that you know? Or do you look for something unknown to you? The spirit is going home; to a place, to a state it knows. Joy and abundance.

The energy of Shri Satya Sai Baba is non-human. It is in the process of changing from human to non-human. Although he is in human form the energies are in a state of very rapid flux. Once they have stabilized the energies will be used to anchor other energies on earth at the right time. The man you call Satya Sai Baba has fought his own battles. He too has gone through his worldly fires. But he hasn’t been burnt because he allowed the fire to purify him, constantly. And in that constant purification was the acceptance and the acknowledgement of the purpose that he had taken this incarnation for; the purpose of anchoring a new strand of cosmic energy to one region of the Earth. There are others less famous than he but equally powerful. And they are all working together forming a matrix within a matrix. And all their energies at present are in flux. They have completely changed their cellular structure. And therefore the human energy is changing. We cannot go into further detail, but there will come a time on this Earth when you will yourself witness this anchoring. At that time, do not acknowledge the efforts of only one, but the efforts of all who have made this matrix.

We can leave? (Laughter) Thank you for calling us today.

(To Kaushal) Thank you. It was a job well done. Initial hiccups, but you understood, without anyone telling you how. This is how you constantly face difficulty, my little one. You want to understand here (pointing to the head) how, and there are certain things which you can only understand here (pointing to the heart), which cannot be verbalized. You have to be strong enough to say "I jump. I will sink or swim but I have the courage to know that I can swim.’ Just jump. Remember to call upon Petra. I will be your rock when your foundations start to shake.

Greetings to you all.