We’re starting today on Ray 2, the Ray of Love/Wisdom. This ray is going to need you to work on yourself. You’re going to first turn that ray inwards. For the next six weeks, everyday this ray has to be turned inwards but before you do that, today, Jade Fire’s told me he’s going to take you through a meditation where you are going to access your own Higher Selves and through that, you are going to identify an issue or an energy block, which you are holding onto; to have the wisdom about what you are holding onto, where it originates, why you still need it, if you do, and if you don’t, why you are still holding onto it and for the next six weeks to work on that with the power of Ray 2.

What I am being made to understand is that this ray will not work if there is no self-love. It cannot work. It doesn’t do its work well at all. You may be the most compassionate person and love everyone, be really helpful to all, but if there is no presence of self-love, then this ray is not going to work for you. So before you do any of the other work, it’s important for us to really ask ourselves and introspect do I love myself? And if it is a very hesitant ‘yes’ or an outright ‘no’, then first the Ray 2 has to be used on that. Forget any other issue you are holding onto; that’s not important then. First you must have the level of self-love because otherwise, the next few sessions of Ray 2 will not be meaningful to you. You will not get its full strength. You will not be able to understand this ray at all. So that is something that you will have to do first. If your answer is a very firm ‘yes’, then go on to identifying that issue and then to using that ray.

Aap mujhe Babaji ke naam se jaante hai.

I do not come with my full strength of power. I will today only work with you through the lower mental of this channel. It will serve two purposes: One, it will make her translate into a language you are more familiar with, and two, and more importantly, teach you that Master Energies need not only channel through the higher mental. More and more, as each, what you call ‘medium’, grows and expands, Master Energies will be channeled through the lower mental, so that you do not lose yourself, but are wholly and fully present along with the energies. Those who have grown enough are now ready to leave behind the escapism of Master Energies overcoming them. There must be full and complete, conscious and deliberate, participation in the process.

There were times when mediums were completely overcome physically, mentally, emotionally, etherically; and when those mediums grew, out of their comprehensive growth, came a fresh lot of mediums who were overcome only mentally and etherically. When they grew enough, out of their totalistic growth came mediums, such as the ones you know of, whose higher mental bodies were either overcome or suffused with the channeling energy.

It is now time for mediums to grow even more. It is now time for the lower mental to be suffused by higher realm energies; to be a medium consciously, with full awareness, with full presence and participation of the medium’s mind. When this new race of mediums grow, the final stage, you may call it, will be when there is no deliberate attempt, when the lower mental is constantly and permanently suffused with higher energies, whose merging and flowing in and flowing out of the medium’s own physical energies will be so finely tuned that no more will you be able to judge; in fact, what judgment can you pass when the medium’s lower mental is all suffused with all the accessed energies of higher realms?

But for you it is still difficult. Not only is it difficult to be such a medium, it is even more difficult to accept such a medium because you still wish to hear and feel and experience, what you call, Master Energies. The medium’s own energies are given no importance by you. And that is how you thwart your own growth. There must come a time when this medium must sit and show not even this limited outer sign of an accessed energy.

(To Sohrab) This medium still shows signs of an access, external to her own and this is part of the training of mediums and more so, part of your training as leaders, to be able to see, touch and experience only the lower mental of the one in training and then be able to decipher whether it is or is not an amalgam of all energies. And this you will not be able to decipher, unless you personally have experienced the amalgam, and then have the courage to leave behind the ‘escape route’ before all these who wish to experience the Master, but will only experience you.

That needs courage, and that is self-love and that is why the presence of Babaji…where the power of self-love is at a zenith, so unattainable by you with your present lack of it, to be able to voluntarily give up proceeding onto a higher realm, a realm where Masters are supposed to exist, in your lower mental judgment; and yet Babaji exists in your realm with the complete self-love and knowledge that lower and higher realms exist only as you make them. To have the strength to be in physical embodiment when desired, when it would be so much easier to be free of it. To have the courage to stand before the world and to state, "I am alive. I am human. I am ENERGY." This needs wisdom.

You must now have that wisdom: to sit before a medium who appears to you as completely or in very, very tenuous an etheric link with a Master Energy; to have the wisdom to recognize and know that this link appears, appears tenuous only to you because you have not yet reached a level where you would be able to access those energies with the completion of your lower mental. And it needs wisdom to recognize that there is no link at all and that, in truth, the lower mental is only suffused by the ego. But if a judgement or a derogatory statement of this has been passed by you, either verbally or in your thought form, you must know instantly that, in fact, it was not the medium’s ego that was prevalent, but your own, which lies unacknowledged, aiding you in the process of self-deception which you are in the grip of. It needs wisdom to decipher this, to decipher this when there is no tangible reason to state either.

(To Sohrab) It is your own self-love, which will give you two, greater and greater amalgams of these energies and bring with it an experiential wisdom so that you can make a right assessment, as trainers, without any external cause to give you justification.

And all those of you wishing to be mediums will now be trained for this. How, without wisdom and self-love, will you recognize yourself as a complete medium when the world will give you no validation of the same? This wisdom will be very slow in coming. Your work still needs the trappings of mediumistic abilities. Were we to materialize something today out of nothing through this medium, by tomorrow, you would have a crowd that would fill this place. But can you go above those trappings? Question, are you ready to sit there and accept the words of your mediums, if you did not see even these limited signs of accessed energy.

(To Sohrab) Are you ready?

Within a few weeks, there will gently be a trickle of people leaving you, having passed a judgment that it is you and no other Master. But would you first have that courage? It is the medium that first requires the courage, the self-love, the wisdom, to allow this growth to take place, knowing full well that as you grow, those who do not understand will condemn. Do you have the courage?

And the only way to find out is to do it. The only way to find out is to look into each one’s eyes and see the disbelief and be ‘Babaji’, who does not need to leave his human body in order to claim Masterhood. You do not need to leave the lower mental; you only need to make it strong.

And this is your lesson for the next 6 weeks: to be aware of the judgments you pass on all mediums, non-mediums, friends, enemies… and to apply the power of Ray 2 to understand that you have judged out of ignorance. Judgment can never be passed in awareness. And be careful of the tricks: you will say that this is not judgment; it is only what I feel. In these next 6 weeks, your biggest challenge is, are you willing to let go of your ignorance? You have a very telling saying: Ignorance Is Bliss. It is. It is the bliss of a comfort zone.

Awareness brings shift and change and growth. Awareness removes separation. Are you ready for that? It is very easy to be separate. Wisdom of the lower mental entails embracing the worst human being on earth and claiming with pride and joy and honour, "This is I. This is I. This is I." Very difficult. Ignorance is truly bliss. But you have chosen to be here because you have chosen awareness. There are those who have chosen ignorance and for them, ignorance is the right path at present.

And out of that ignorance must come judgment and condemnation and this you (Sohrab) must make her (Ellaeenah) understand. When you permit another’s ignorance to cause you to question yourself, you show you are as ignorant as they. When there is complete awareness, can there be doubt? If I, as Master, were to point to you and state, in complete truth of my being that you are no woman at all but a foul attempt of humanity that’s gone wrong, will you believe what I say?

NO. Because you are ‘aware’, and even that level of awareness makes you say, ‘no’, without a moment of doubt. Do you understand?

Examining and Doubting…..Different. Examination and investigation of self comes out of awareness. Doubt comes out of ignorance. I ask you a question, which you might help her to answer. Is she being made to experience all that she is at present, in order to mirror her own ignorance of who she is? If you don’t know who you are; if you do not accept and acknowledge who you are, you give a Divine Right to all to question who you are. And when they do, you do not have the Divine Right, then, to be angered or hurt.

Love/wisdom is not a gentle ray. It is firm and commanding. It compels complete and utter Truth; not universal truth, your TRUTH. And with that truth, comes a detachment of the highest order, where if she were to doubt your veracity, you would gently embrace her, knowing that the doubt appears out of her ignorance, giving you the opportunity to strengthen your own awareness.

But how few of you take these opportunities that come your way that you create for yourself! (To Yezad) Do you understand the role you played for her? By revealing to her what you did you brought her face to face with her TRUTH. When it was revealed by others, being not so close to her heart, she was not moved because her level of awareness is high, but not yet complete. And you played that role by revealing what happened in a past and instantly, her ignorance, lack of self-love, lack of ‘Complete Wisdom’, all was mirrored and how she floundered.

And you all do that. You create situations for yourselves to test, to experientially be aware of your own awareness levels, and so these situations are first created with the help of those not so close to you, and when you have understood that your awareness levels are high, then you bring the experiences closer, and often, that is where you fall. You (Sohrab) may not need the validation of all, but you need her (Ellaeenah) validation. Would you doubt if she were to tell you your channeling was extremely impure today?

And so what?

(To all) We ask you now to enter with me. I take you to a place where very few are invited. I ask you to come with me to my Himalayan cave and there I will be with you in the fullest strength of my power. You will see me, touch me, hear me, experience me in whatever way you may desire. Come with me.

Deep in the tallest mountain, under heaps and heaps of snow, well hidden from prying eyes, lies my Himalayan cave, Kailash. You must find this cave. Do not be mystified by the amount of thick snow that covers all. From a spot in this thick snow, you will feel my energy as I call out to you. If you wish to hear my call, ask for the right hearing. We wish you to see my abode with as much reality as you see all else around you.

When you have located my hidden abode, stand still and almost mysteriously and wondrously the snow will part. Yes, you may see all those who are with me, all those who work with me. They all live and exist with me.

Enter my cave. You may be surprised to find that though it is a cave, there is bright light: strong and vibrant, pulsating and alive. At one end of my cave is a large rock. This is the rock upon which I sit. It is on this rock that I sit and send my energies to encompass the Earth and now, to encompass the universe around the Earth. Today I give up this rock to you, for a short while. Today, you will sit in this spot, in lotus position. As soon as you sit, you cannot help but expand and grow. This rock only knows how to spread energy. But today, you must not spread it to the world; spread it to you, all the ‘you’s’ that you have been, that you are, that you will be. Spread it to YOU.

Now look above you. As you sit on the rock, a shaft of light appears from the roof of the cave; brilliant, powerful. This is your light of Ray 2. If you have a Monadic Ray 2 or a Soul Ray 2, let this light now enter your very cellular structure. It is time for you to access the power of your monad and soul.

For those who are unaware, or for whom Ray 2 exists at other levels, allow Ray 2 to suffuse your etheric being and through that, to touch and suffuse your physical being. Now this next is important. I will now command Ray 2 to take on a physical, geometric form. Each one will get a Divine Geometry, best suited for you. ‘Ray 2 must now take a Divine Geometric Form!’

Study this form. Study the geometry. It may be a figure unknown to you, unseen by you. Study it. Draw it out in your mind. Draw it out so that you know how to draw this. It is important that you know every line, every structure. If you need to, you may open the pens and papers that you have with you and draw it. You will be working with this physical geometry of Ray 2 and you must remember its every ray and every angle.

In all your past ‘you’s’, there is one, or more than one, responsible for some of the restrictions of your present growth. This geometric Ray 2 now must be used by you, like a disc, sharp and cutting. Feel it in your very palm. Hold it. Feel it and with all the strength of your being, throw this geometric pattern, like a disc, towards the past ‘you’ or ‘you’s’ that hold you back, lacerating, cutting, removing, throwing. If you do not wish to have conscious knowledge of that which holds back your growth, you need not. A constant removal with this disc of the past ‘you’ is enough to remove that obstacle entirely. Like a boomerang, that disc comes back gently into your palm when its work is done. When you sit with it daily for the next 6 weeks, you must give it time to lacerate and remove, lacerate and remove, all that it needs to.

When it returns, gently, into your palm, now focus your attention on’ you’, present, living. Place the disc in your heart and in your mind. In your heart, the disc will help to generate love for yourself; a love so strong that external validation of even those closest to you becomes non-essential; a love so powerful that you welcome, you welcome, yes, welcome external doubt; you welcome it so that you can see it, and in its face, proudly smile in the joy of your own TRUTH. When you take away the power of another’s doubt of you, you finally regain your whole.

Take back from all those you give this power to. Reclaim it.

In your head, brain, mind, the disc will bring wisdom; a wisdom whose seed lies within you; a wisdom that is not external; a wisdom that knows that all dimensions and realms exist within you; a wisdom that helps you to honour your lower mental mind so that never again do you escape and ask for others to believe in you because a Master has spoken. They will believe because you, the master, has spoken. This disc in your mind brings this wisdom, the wisdom of the honour of who you are.

For the next 6 weeks, every day, one cup of water will be taken by you, in which you will infuse your geometric pattern Ray 2. This cup of water will then be thrown away, randomly, freeing you from ignorance. Do not be careful where you throw and how you throw. Have fun with it. Throw it away. Scatter it. It is not yours any more. Let the Earth take it back and have fun. Let your heart laugh as you throw away this cup of water, knowing that every day, you remove one cup of ignorance. As soon as that is done, fill the cup again; infuse Ray 2 and drink of love and wisdom.

(To Yezad) Do you recognize me? You know me well. Don’t you know me, Yez? I am Ellaeenah. This is I. This is I. This is I.

Thank you, Khursheed. You have seen me in etheric and now you see me in physical and I promise that you will see more and more often.

You (Yezad) have walked with me and I have not seen how strong you are. I see you. I see it. And now take my strength because I give to you the same strength you give me. I am surprised you didn’t see me; you didn’t recognize me. Did you recognize me, mum?

Thank you both (Piloo and Syrus) Thank you both.

The power of Ray 2 gives me an awareness I would never have had. Thank you.

(To Sohrab) You are my Ray 2.

Thank you all.

Kaushal, don’t bow to me. When you bow to Ellaeenah, you separate yourself from her.

I AM the POWER. I AM.

MEHER BABA through Sohrab):

Pride and envy have entered your life, dear one. It is time to examine this.

You, dear child, your growth has plateaued. It is time to examine why you have placed these blocks around yourself. Break free.

Focus and dedicate yourself to your truths. You are, once again, caught in the trap of old patterns.

You are losing courage. You are losing confidence. You are losing your path.

Many depend upon your advice and guidance. It is time to work for them.

You are trapped in hearsay, gossip and others malicious words. You must release these energies from your field.

Concentrate on your goals; you are losing focus.

All, but two of these statements, are completely false. It is time for you all to stop the doubt, and decide which one was appropriate and which was not. All, but two, were completely false. Ready to accept the challenge? Too late! You already have. And she (Ell) was ready to fire the leader, on your behalf. (Laughter)

Examine the statements made; each one. Examine them with courage in your heart and if they do not fit, throw them out. And if they do, well, simply acknowledge you have made a leap of understanding. That is all.

There have been classes after classes on the rays. It is now time to understand that each and every one of you have a distinct and personal ray; not Ray 1, 2, 3 or 4 but a personal ray that belongs to you and is created by your energies, thoughts, desires, growth, wisdom and it is this personal ray that you are anchoring in our temple. That is the column. The column is your unique ray. After your turn has come and you have personally anchored the ray, you may visit your own ray at any time; in fact, it is encouraged that you do. By seeing your own ray, externally, you will learn about your own self, internally. You will, therefore, be exercising Ray 2. Enjoy your own strength. You are being given an opportunity to visit it externally.

I have appeared in a different form but I am the energies of the one you call Meher Baba. Thank you for playing the game.

That will be your job. You will rate each one, next time and you will tell each one their faults, not their good points, only their faults and you will watch how they fling their chairs at you. (Laughter)

Do you see how fear gripped your hearts when I spoke? This is what this dear one (Ellaeenah) was saying earlier. But it is alright to fall because you are a Group of Love and a Group of Awareness and you must examine what others say. You must examine, but you must equally quickly establish your own worth within yourself, and be able to acknowledge that from their perspective, that may be their truth, but it is not necessarily your truth. And you must be able to embrace them willingly and accept their truth, which is their perception of you, is as valid to them as your own truth is to you and therefore, if someone chooses to call you to your face, a liar and a cheat you must accept their truth but you need not accept it for yourself. A fine line of distinction.

Sohrab: I have to release his energies and answer it, as myself. Give me a minute because now I’m doubtful of my own answer. (Laughter)

This is precisely the point. It’s this doubt, where we have no clarity about whether it is an external view or it is our own view; that is our growth process and so the best way Sohrab can help you with this is the way Sohrab is now going to attempt to do it, which is to sit for a moment and not receive the waves of pain that come, because the moment someone says something, just as I think happened to all of you, you receive a blow in your solar plexus and you start quivering and saying, "Oh God. I’m this horrendous human being." That is your instinct. The moment something negative is said about you, your instinct is to believe it, not to reject it. That is human frailty. So take that moment to just place yourself in (I won’t use the word ‘meditation’) but in a sort of calm area where you say, "This is come from that person’s perspective. Does it resonate in my gut?"

Absolutely. So you have to let it sit for a bit. You can’t make a spot decision of this. So you say, "OK. This doesn’t fit right now, but I am laying myself open to really examine self. And examine self in all my glory, not examine self out of lack." This will take a different period of time for each person, but then you need to allow yourself to move through that and finally say, "Yes. This is something I do need to acknowledge", or, "I’m sorry but it still doesn’t fit, therefore I need to release it for this moment in time."

Ellaeenah: Ego is something that we cannot do without. Were it not for our ego, we wouldn’t be able to experience the 3D reality that we have chosen to experience. But when ego expands itself and makes place for Spirit to, not only co-exist with it, but to willingly encompass the ego, then that is self-love; that expanse of ego, and again I reiterate, ego is not what many people still believe it to be, the vanity, the pride, the arrogance. It is separation. ‘Self-love’ is expanding so vast that you are no more Ego and Spirit as two diverse selves but it allows itself to be so big that it touches Spirit and opens itself up for Spirit to enter. And that is the process of self-love.

Ellaeenah: Self-love is embedded into ego.