01.01.2006
Ellaeenah
White Brotherhood:
Greetings of the White Brotherhood.
(To Nandanie) Have no fear, we understand your anxieties. Have no fear. Your anxieties will not manifest. We will not permit them to. We know that which you fear and we have already taken care of it. Do not focus upon it at all. You are not alone. You have a family far greater than the one you know. We embrace you in love, always.
What should we speak of to you, on this beautiful new day? What would you like to hear?
Ernie: Of Babaji.
Then why don’t you close your eyes at present, and let him hold your hand. The one you call the Babaji is a vital part of the White Brotherhood (To all) and today as we speak, we speak as ONE, even though each individual strand of energy of the White Brotherhood is present here. And you may, if you should so choose as this one has, to link to one individual strand and feel it, and experience it, and ask it questions. So why don’t we take you through that? We will permit three questions that you wish to ask of a particular master of the White Brotherhood. (To Ernie) Yes, what do you wish to ask Babaji?
I am longing to see you. I have a feeling that I have seen you before, but I would really like you to manifest in my life.
It will not happen in this year, but it will happen. And that is our solemn vow. But we urge you to leave behind that which you conceive of as "seeing". You will not see us in the physical body, but you will have an experience so great and so powerful that you will know you have seen us. You have asked this and we will grant it, but it must be done at a time when your vision is strong enough to see. Were I to take a physical manifestation, it would be a cheap and simple trick, and not one worthy of either you or us. So we will wait. But It Will Be, It Will Be, It Will Be.
It has been my desire to go and practice Kriya Yoga.
And what is holding you back?
Just want the push.
No push required. You have the strength and the desire. Do that. The Kriya will work wonders with your illness too. It will give you not only an impetus with your spiritual growth, but your physical will manifest its benefits a thousand fold. If there is any push, any impetus that you require, let it be that the physical become the Divine Temple. Let it be completely cleaned of any residue that you may still carry with you from the third. Let the Kriya do this. Let it manifest in your life wonders which you have not even yet thought of. Please start. Do not wait. Do not delay. You have this urging, because you know it is time to start. It is your path right now. It will not be your path for always. Each time you move, each time you grow there will be another path that calls. And value that path as much as you value this and keep moving on different paths, trying different energies, doing different work, all of which has only one goal…. The Divine Light.
I have been doing it but I feel sort of disloyal to one and that I am in sort of many …
And that is exactly why we are urging you, and that is why we have brought up this, that it will not be your only path. So where is the disloyalty? There are different paths for this purpose only. There are different times in your growth when you need a different path to follow. And there is no path that you can be disloyal to. Disloyalty can only come to self, when self ignores the urging of the path that draws you towards it, and then you are disloyal to self because self knows where it needs to go.
I had started with the musical healing but it’s not taking off.
It’s not taking off because you were so trepid in your experimenting. You did not have the firm conviction in yourself. The kriya will give you this faith, this conviction, this determination, and you can once again restart upon the musical healing. You will do a world of good to all those who come to you. The power of sound for healing has not been experimented enough in your earthly realm. And the fourth dimensional energies can give you their added strength. So first develop the conviction in yourself, and then you will find others beating down your door. And if you have that conviction in yourself, the first thing you must do, is to tell people, you come to me. Go up to someone who is in pain. Like this child, for instance, and be firm that you can heal, and tell him to come to you, and do not take no for an answer. In this way, too, you will build up conviction and faith in yourself because you will reach out and pull the other into your sphere.
(To Shernaz) Which Master do you wish?
High Lord Maitreya
Why don’t you speak to him from within for two seconds? Hear the message. Now speak.
Could you tell us a bit about your life in the physical incarnation?
Ah! So far back. And which life do we tell you of?
Any that you choose to.
So far back. I was not the Master Jesus. I went way beyond. In fact some of the lives that have been attributed to me are not mine. But I will speak to you of one of my lives; the one not known to any, the one that was the turning factor, the one that made me The Maitreya.
I was born into a place that does not exist anymore geographically, so we will not give it a name, but it was in the continent that you now call Africa. It was a place, small and vibrant, rich and abundant with the glories of nature. Humanity was simple then. We wore no clothes; we only protected ourselves from the harsh elements of nature by leaves which were sewn together, woven into patterns. Patterns were important and were known to the women (and I was not a woman then). The women of the tribe, the women of the land, knew sacred geometries, so you can understand of how far back I am talking to you of. They knew of sacred geometries that when woven together in patterns would keep off the heat or the cold or the rain. And we wore those when we needed to.
I grew up as a prince, and I grew up tall and strong and very arrogant. I ensured that my father met a rapid death, far quicker than he would have when he was ailing. I ensured that. And then when once I had the control of this land, I ensured that the geometries were erased from the minds of all. Even then I realized that the knowledge of another world would not give me the power that I desired. That the power of another world cannot compare to earthly power. And so those patterns were stopped, forbidden. And as the older women died, the younger ones were never taught and the sacred geometries, patterns, were removed from the mind and memories of human existence of my land. And I aged, and as I aged, there were far more enemies than friends. And now there were no sacred geometries to protect me, to help me. I had even forbidden the medicine men of my clan to stop. They were not to heal out of sacred knowledge, and so only the basic medicines were permitted to be made. And it was then that I suffered. For as I aged, so did the aged medicine men, who died with this knowledge, and now there was no one to give me the aid that I needed.
And I suffered, but I was still arrogant, still boastful, still vicious and proud and aggressive. And I tried to beat off all my enemies but just couldn’t. And, one day, in severe battle I fell. As I fell, my own people could see that there was a thin thread of life still in me, but they had suffered at my hands, and they preferred to believe that I was dead, and they left me there to walk back home. But as I lay there that thin thread of life was that thread of divinity that made me the Maitreya. That thread of divinity, for a reason that I could not explain then, expanded, came out of my body… and I was aware of it. It expanded, came out of my body and was held gently by a Master who is now Cosmic Master of pure energy… held in the palm of his hand. And as he held that thin thread of life, I rose to my feet, and looking down I saw that I was healed, that there was not a single wound on my body. And as one who is blind, dumb and deaf, I gently followed the footsteps of this master as he led me into the great desert, the desert that had never been ventured into by any human inhabitant; a desert that had never known food and water.
And there I was led by this wise, wise Master. And this was true compassion. Led into the middle. And there I know not for how many days, or weeks or months or years, I merely sat in silence. I needed no food, no water, for the thread of life was still in the palm of the master’s hand, and I had to do nothing else but sit in silence. But as I sat in silence, every moment of silence was like a raging war within me, where I was made to live and experience my entire life, and this time, not as I, but as my father, as those women whom I had forbidden, as my enemies, my friends whom I had betrayed, as my land which I had conquered. There was a raging battle within me but my life grew stronger in the palm of his hand, and for I know not how many years, I sat in complete silence, till I had forgotten what a human voice sounded like, and certainly did not know my own.
And then there came a day when I opened my eyes and there was nothing around me. Only Light. I saw no desert. I did not even see myself and I did not see the Master. And in that moment of Light, I knew not how I left the body and returned to the Spiritual Home. And it was then that the Maitreya was born, gently, as a small seed. And then came all the other lives, only into the preparation, in the training, of the Maitreya. But the birth took place with that one lifetime.
Thank you. What is your connection with Master Jesus?
Just as that wise Master held my life in his hand, I held several times, the life of the one you have called The Jezu; guided him through. You must understand that your Master whom you call the Jezu, has lived several lives, as I have, and not all you would call commendable. But each time we lived a life which was not commendable, there was one who held the life in the palm of their hand. And then when you become what you are destined to become that Master releases the life and overpowers you with his own energy, and in that release the energies of the Master and you become ONE; one, not only in the spiritual, but also in the physical. And this is done, time after time, Master after Master. What I have done for the beloved that you have called The Yezu, who is now me, and who is now ONE, he now does for this child (Ellaeenah), and holds her life in the palm of his hand because when life is lived, not all moments are commendable, but it is that time when that spark of Divine Life must be kept sacred and pure, and it is kept so in the palm of your Master’s hand.
You once said that "we walked in fields of corn and I was a sheaf of corn" what does that mean?
Haven’t you understood?
Not really.
You and I have spent so many lifetimes together in far greater and remembering consciousness than this one. And you and I have walked in corn fields; the bright gold corn of Spiritual Life. And every time you grew into that sheaf of corn, I was there to collect your golden harvest, so that it would never be lost and this treasure we have kept, we have kept, till you open your arms and demand it back. And then every sheaf of corn that you have been and each golden harvest that we have collected, and treasured, will be returned to you, so that you too might be the Maitreya, so that you too might walk a corn field with others, collecting their golden harvest to keep them precious for that moment when their life can be returned.
(TO Nandanie) Yes, little one, which Master?
All
Ah! She is greedy! (Laughter)
When you say the Earth has moved into the fourth dimension, what exactly does it mean for the human plane and the earth plane?
Do you have other questions because this will take long to answer.
No.
Then let us take this. What does it mean that the Earth has moved into the fourth? You know the third well; you have experienced it long enough. So we need not describe that. But let us explain to you the fourth. You are at present, little one, really speaking in ‘no dimension’. (To one of the sitters) Do you now see what is the significance of the fifth dimension grid? You are in a "no-man’s land". We are using our words with care; a No-Man’s Land. No humanity has come to the fourth, not even Atlantis. You have attained what no other human race has attained in living embodied existence. Humanity must take a common bow.
But now you are in unchartered territory, and you need a framework in which you can live and survive, because although you have moved as humanity into the fourth dimension, the physical will still remain in its three dimensional structure. The structure will remain, not the energy. So you are going to have a three-dimensional structure, housing energies that are rapidly going to evolve. And so you can expect physical upsets from time to time. This is now a very poor house for the fast evolving energies, so you must attempt to do all that you can to strengthen this physical structure. Do not ignore it anymore. Do not play games with it. Do not experiment with it. You have to do all that is within your care to ensure that this physical structure becomes strong. The stronger it is, the greater it will be able to withstand the rapidly evolving energies. And this is what the fourth dimension is… rapidly evolving energies. There is no dimension. For a dimension to BE energy must stay as a constant structure. But now there is no dimension, so energies are fluid.
Energies are free playing, free flowing, and they will flow and play as you emanate energies, as humanity emanates energies. Now this is where the fourth dimension gateway, passage-way, call it whatever you wish, becomes a slightly uncomfortable experience. Energies take on strengths from that which you release, emanate. Initially you are releasing third dimensional residuary debris energy. And that is what will be churned out, and that is what you will experience and manifest. But, you see, we have groups like you all over the world, who are our Sentries. You will be the Sentries of this Passage. Whenever you experience that the energies churned up are predominantly of the residuary debris, you must then emanate energies which are finer, stronger, more powerful. And then you have to do nothing else. Those finer, stronger energies will encapsulate the debris and move it away. But you have to constantly emanate the finer energies. You have been trained to do this. You have been moulded, sometimes gently and sometimes severely, and now you have the power to be the Sentries.
And we have such groups all over the world because were it not to be for the finer energies, the debris that you bring into the fourth would churn out complete havoc. So you see what manifests in 2006 is now, almost completely, reliant on you. Let us bring in your fifth dimension grids here.
In third dimension embodiment many of you now have a fifth dimension grid. Firstly, the fifth dimension grid removes the third dimension energies (Note from Ell: referring here to the personal release that takes place) and debris very forcefully, but does not allow it to emanate outside the grid. Nothing can go beyond the fifth dimension grid which is not fifth dimension. So although you will release your debris, it will stay within your grid structure only affecting you. It will never manifest for another. That is one important aspect of the grid.
Second, the fifth dimension grid that exists around you gives you the power to emanate energy not of the third, not of the fourth, not of the fifth, but up to the seventh dimension. The more you get used to using your fifth dimension grid, the greater is the energy, the finer it is that you will emanate. (To Divyaa) And that is what you are experiencing at present, because you are consciously and willingly using your fifth dimension grid. So what you are emanating now is the seventh dimension energy which must therefore, create problems in the physical, mental and emotional, because now you are rapidly and more rapidly releasing volumes of debris. You cannot fight this, because if you were to wish to stop it, you would have to take your energies back from the 7th, which we do not think you have even considered.
(To all) So your fifth dimension grids are going to be used now to emanate finer energies through them. The other work that you have been given is of a purely esoteric nature, because you have taken the responsibility to live in two planes simultaneously, and one plane works with the fifth dimension grid as has been explained, and the other part of you works in the esoteric manner which is explained to you by the Master.(Note from Ell: referring here to last session of grid restructuring when the Master channels and speaks directly to you) And you will find, as more and more people evolve with the fifth dimension grids, the fourth dimensional passage will clear. But you will say "is there anyone else doing this kind of work?" (Grid restructuring)Yes, there is. Of course there is. But they are very few, very few. Because those who have to ‘enter’ grids and change them from third to fourth to fifth which is the full process, have to have personal energy structures much beyond the 7th. A fifth dimensional grid cannot enter into a third, fourth and give you a fifth. It has to be 7th and beyond. So there are very few in your world doing this work.
Now you question so what about humanity at large? They haven’t been forgotten; you have been given an easier option certainly. But you have chosen it, and in several cases you have earned it. So you are given the easier option of the work being done for you. The others will change their grid by work being done on their own. And as greater and greater resolution takes place, the energies of the third grid, will gently and gradually change to fourth and then to fifth. But, yes, it is a stronger process, a little uncomfortable, and far longer. But each one will have that grid. And as more and more all over have their fifth dimensional grids in place, the fourth, which is not a dimension, will clear, and the clearer the emanations in the passage are, the quicker can humanity move through this passage. You can, if you wish to, envision it as one gate (third dimension) and another (fifth dimension) and No-Man’s Land in between. And you may say "How long is this? How great is this distance?" and we tell you there is really no distance at all. You will create your fifth, as you have created the fourth. You will create your fifth. And now you all can enable humanity to make this quicker. Just as you have played a role, each one here, just as you have played a role in the third dimension gates being shut, you will play this role too. It’s just that your task is now changed.
Resolution will now be quicker as you move into the fourth dimension. And this is another Earthly problem; resolution is quicker, more instantaneous. "Do unto others what you would like them to do unto you" makes a very important statement now. You will instantly manifest in another, what you have done to another… instantly. So be cautious. You are now players of far greater energies. You have been given greater responsibilities. What you say, what you think, will manifest at once, and you have a fifth dimension grid to make that even quicker. Careful of what you say even in jest. Energy knows no joke. Energy is humourless. Do not speak lightly or in jest, because you will instantly manifest what you speak, what you say and what you think. If there is one word to describe the fourth dimensional passage, that word is RESPONSIBILITY. It is now crucial, critical, vital, imperative, urgent, and yes, mandatory, to be aware of every moment of your existence.
By moving into the fourth, humanity has made a loud statement. Humanity has affirmed to the rest of the Universe "We have left behind all patterns." And now you must live up to this affirmation. No patterns will now be endured. No, not by us; we do not even come into this equation at all. By You. In fact our task is done. Our task is done. We cannot take you through the fourth; you have to do it on your own strength.
And why is moment to moment awareness so vital? Is the universe playing a little mean and nasty joke upon you? (Laughter) No. What is the fifth dimension all about? The fifth dimension is complete awareness of Beingness. And that is what you are training yourself for now. Consider the fourth like a holiday period between one class and another; your summer break. But, remember, it is only a summer break; school is not yet over completely. So you cannot be too lax in your summer break. You have to gear up for the New Year, the new class; the new books have to be bought, new clothes and new stationary. And you have to get into the frame of mind and body and thought and soul and feeling of a new class.
Many of your Earthly schools have a practice; when a child leaves a primary to go to a middle section, or from a middle to go to a senior section, the school gives them a complete new change of clothes. Why? The change of clothes is comparable to the change in your grid energy structure. It makes the little child aware "I am now older, worthy of these clothes." You are now older, worthy of a brand new grid.
The more you live in joy, the less you criticize, the less you judge, the finer will be your energy emanations. Acceptance is your key. Accept ALL. For who else do you reject but self?
Be particularly careful that you do not indulge in loose, unaware, unconscious talk. This is a very difficult pattern to break. In fact, watch yourselves outside this room over a cup of tea… and ensure that you are listening to everyone else. You will find so many have gone back to patterns in less than an hour. A social occasion is your greatest test and challenge.
Why did hermits of old live in seclusion? Had their ashrams so far? They knew that when you are in a group, the group tempts your patterns. It is Satan calling out three times. (Laughter) It is Satan calling out three times. But where many of you are concerned you it’s even easier than that. Satan need not call out more than once. Be cautious. Be cautious of social situations, when you are with friends, when you need to vent. Be cautious now, how you vent. So if you wish to complain about this beautiful one, be careful. Vent of course; you will need to. But be responsible about your venting. As soon as you start venting, you will state very strongly, that "This is I in discomfort and that he has done nothing to add to it" He has to say the same for you. Isn’t that the truth? Are you this powerless that someone else can affect you this strongly. So if you need to vent, do that, but make that responsible affirmation, "I have temporarily given away my power, and this is all about me" Then there is awareness, there is acceptance, there is responsibility, there is Beingness. The however much you vent, the energy emanations will still be fine, because you are breaking through your greatest, strongest, most powerful pattern of Blame and Judgment.
Remember the tower of Babel fell by the word. There are too many languages, and no one heard. And you have what you term as one language, but you have too many, because when she says something, he hears it as a completely different language that he speaks, and she doesn’t know his language. And if two who live in such close harmony for years do not know their own language, what about you and the stranger? Often it is wiser not to speak, but to BE. Speak less in the fourth; that would be good counsel.
Every time you speak, understand that every word has manifested. It has manifested. So if you must speak, speak in joyous terms. Speak of growth, speak of human progress, speak of society merging, uniting. Do not even focus on what you find the not commendable. Let it be. Let it BE. Speak wisely. Speak joyously. Then the gate will seem to move closer rapidly, and there will come a joyous moment when the Masters will again announce, that as this year ends you have moved into the fifth. Has this answered your question?
Can we ‘cancel’ what we have said?
Never. Never. But what has been emanated as energy can be restructured.
How?
You have to find out for yourself. Energy cannot be destroyed, it can be restructured. But to restructure it, the first step is to take it back with complete responsibility for whatever manifestation it might take, when you take it back. And then restructure it within. Each one will have a different process.
It is now your world. It is now YOUR world. We had told you years ago, there will come a time when the Masters will only stand by. This is it. It is your world. You can share with us our strength, our power, and we will give it to you abundantly. But that is all. You have a beautiful world to create. Let your thoughts, your visions, be the most bright that you have ever dreamed. Remember ever dream has its own emanation. And every emanation is instantly manifest. So dream; dream the best, the joyous, the loving, the powerful, the most healing dreams that you have ever dreamt. Dream what others will smile at you and say "How foolish… you are living in a fool’s paradise" and smile and know that you have manifested. Dream. Create. Create. Do not let a day pass by without creation… The creation of the Fifth.
You may now ask when is the fifth. You will create it. We cannot answer the when. Create it together. The power of one is magnified by the power of 2 and 20 and 2000. Dream together. Speak together. Prayer recitations together with the focus of creating the Fifth are immensely powerful. Pray together. Sing together, paint together, play together, have fun together, but never speak together of any ill will, however lightly you may consider it.
You have often called your Masters humourless. We certainly are from your perspective. We find no amusement in talking foul, in thinking small, in being less than Divine. We find no amusement in that. The day you find no amusement in the same, you will understand our humour. Dream.
Yes, little one.
Then we have to stop talking.
If you desire, then do not, but when you choose to talk, talk with responsibility, and with every word that you speak of self and of another, know that you now manifest it. Know that you now have that power.
When we fear something will we attract it?
You will attract it instantly, because what you fear is what you think constantly. The fourth is a place to leave the patterns. How can you fear when you have the strength of a Creator? What does the Creator fear? How can the Creator fear his own creation? He can change what he creates instantly, if that is what he desires.
I would like to speak to Lord Buddha, please. Is everyone all humanity now completely into the fourth? I would like to ask about all other creatures on earth, animals, birds?
Earth has moved into the fourth. Earth. All of it.
What about nature souls, spirits and all the other creatures?
They don’t have your same dimensions. They exist wherever you exist and however you exist. They do not have your dimensions, but every single.
Is it our responsibility for all the vertebrates, birds and everything? They move as we move?
Yes. They have no responsibility for movement. It is only humankind. You are responsible for Earth. But you have done it so easily already. You have done it so easily, without so much effort; you went along and just walked out of the third dimension. And the fourth is not even a dimension . You won’t even take so much time. It’s just a narrow passage way. Just walk it. If your vision can only be focused upon the gates in front, upon that energy of the fifth dimension, shining bright, beckoning you like this strong beacon, you will not go astray. The fourth is too narrow for you to go astray. (Laughter) Just focus ahead. Where you are going? What you are creating? Not ‘will create’, what you ‘are creating’.
What happens to the blueprint and will the thoughts manifest?
Completely. Thoughts will manifest even stronger than words.
What will happen to the blueprint?
Good question. What will happen to your blueprint now in the fourth? It remains steady, but in a state of flux. As the energy of the fourth dimension gets finer and stronger, the energy of this fourth dimension will work automatically, naturally, upon your blueprints and, without you knowing it, will change the energies of your blueprints. Do not focus so strongly upon your blueprints. Their energies will remain in a state of steadiness till the fourth dimensional energies get strong enough to make them into a state of flux, and from a state of flux they will go into a state of, what you might call, evaporation. When you reach the fifth dimension it must be without blueprint. Completely without a blueprint. It is then a MOMENT TO MOMENT AWARENESS LIVING. No past, no present, no future. The blueprint gives you your past, present and future, and therefore it now moves from ‘steadiness’ to ‘flux’ to ‘evaporation’.
Avi: Thank you for making us aware, making us aware of the fourth dimension and our responsibility.
(The White Brotherhood bowed to Avi) Gratitude is the easiest way to make the energies finer, more powerful. If you are in gratitude every moment, you CREATE.
(To a sitter) Be grateful for all that comes to you, little one. All. Were it not for those circumstances that brought tears down your cheeks, today you would not have opted to be here. You would have been one of those who would have decided, chosen, to leave the third with the third. Your tears, every tear cleansed you. Every tear brought you that little closer to that threshold; that threshold that you had to reach with humanity to move into the fourth dimension. And of course you will cry more, but every tear will again cleanse, and every smile after that will create.
(To all) And that is how each one of you will live; cleanse and create, cleanse and create, in complete gratitude of it all. The Creator is most grateful for his power to create.
Joyous living.
Be our strong, strong sentries. Our work is done. You now must pick up the mantle. Your world is now in your hands. Take on this task joyously from us. It is time for us to work with other planes, other dimensions, other worlds. We have done, most joyously, our task with you. It has been joyous. It has been fulfilling. And as you have moved away from the third, the entire White Brotherhood has risen, risen in strength and power and energy. And now new work awaits us. But you have your friends who will still be with you. You have the commanders who live in embodiment (pointing to Zafar) You have the master Yezu who lives and guides each step you take. You have your planets that are with you in joyous union. You are not alone. But you alone hold the reins. We joyously relinquish them into superior hands.
CREATE.
Divyaa
On this very momentous morning as I sat for my meditation I was told of something which I am going to share with all of you because it helps all to see where we are on this journey, other than intellectually. Where are we really in the practicalities of our day to day life. A concept which made a big impact on me in the last month, it came up during my truth seminar, and it plays itself out in my meditations day after day, and actually its been summed up so beautifully through Ellaeenah’s channeling today, about let’s make it different by making it all the same. What I call "IT IS, IT IS."
And today it sort of adapted itself into a new year intent or resolution; let’s make this year different by making it all the same, because through this one resolution as a group, we can encompass all that the Masters have been sharing with us.
"Making it all the same" what does it really mean? It doesn’t mean we enter into some abstract sea of sameness. We don’t become one with love, light and God, which is very easy for all of us to do, it is very abstract. It’s the complete opposite. It is a state where in our day to day life we accept everything around us, all the differences, all the multiplicity, the diversity, completely without judgment, completely without conflict, completely acceptance. It is, it is. And maybe for the first time through that we will embrace ALL THAT IS. All that we are, all that I AM, instead of parts and portions that we have been through years or through existences probably.
And again and again Ray 4 plays itself out in my meditation with this, that Ray 4 which is harmony through conflict, and on this plane of duality, through the polarity, through the difference, experiential, not intellectually, we have to dis-empower every judgment, to the harmony of It Is, It Is. That is what Ray 4 is. It is nothing to be frightened about, as sometimes we think.
And what does this really, this sea of sameness or making it all the same, what does it really mean? It means moving towards, or being in a state of complete non-judgment, complete acceptance. We see all the words becoming synonymous, where unconditional love IS. Because unconditional love is not an attempt. I can’t make an attempt to love unconditionally. It just has to be there. It will come through non-judgment, through acceptance. Unconditional love is like God, is like universal energy. Like space allows everything to be, like time and space, that is unconditional love. And where unconditional love is and where forgiveness isn’t .It is a strange thing to say, where forgiveness isn’t, because we have reached the eureka that there is nothing to forgive, there is no body to forgive, if we really have no judgment and conflict. So where unconditional love Is, and where forgiveness isn’t, because forgiveness will be replaced by gratitude, by thankfulness, what the Masters have just told us. Because for every tear, every not so good experience, where we needed to forgive now, we are in a state of gratitude because it has got us to the fourth dimension.
And for the first time today, I understood self love. So many times people ask me what is self love. And I have always thought self love is accepting and loving myself. But truly self love is when I can accept and embrace everybody outside me; when there is no judgment, unconditional acceptance of everything, because we all know that there is nobody outside us, it is only me. So every time I judge and condemn somebody, it is self. Every time I embrace somebody it is self. So truly, self love Is IT IS, IT IS; non-judgment, acceptance, nothing to forgive complete thankfulness. And when we can do that for everybody around us, when we can make it the same outside us, we make that difference within, which is self love. And that is why self love is such a ‘biggy’, and I think it’s what we now require to move on from the fourth dimension to the fifth. This became clearer as Ellaeenah was channeling. Because self love is going to be the vibration of unconditional love. We are going to be vibrating at that frequency. It’s not going to be thoughts, feelings. It’s going to be what we are. And it is only through self love that we can be God-self, that we can be our Masters and we can probably move from the fourth dimension to the fifth.
I am also going to speak a little on why there should be nothing to forgive because through so many classes and channeling we have been taught that forgiveness is a beautiful spiritual quality and it does not mean that we should all stop forgiving. We should forgive wherever we have the need to forgive but keep this in mind, the higher concept. Whenever you keep the higher concept in the mind, you move towards it. And there is nothing to forgive because if you have understood through the many years, through the channelings that "I am creator", that the people, events, things outside me, my personal reality, the environment, the world, is my reflection, or my creation. The masters have taught us in so many ways. We can call it our creation, but I have created each and every thing, every person, every problem, where we would have needed you to forgive. So where is the question of forgiveness? Also we have understood that at every level from God-self to monad to soul to current self, we choose what we want to create , we choose our blueprint, we choose our learning we choose our lives, we choose the lessons the way we are going to learn. We put in the people. We understand that if don’t work on a certain aspect somebody will come and make us cry and move on. So at every level it is with free will. I have chosen that person to come into my life. Again where is the question of forgiveness?
Another very important way to move away from forgiveness is to really understand that everything is for our growth. Everything is for evolution, everything is for the better, everything is going back home, everything is god-self expanding itself. Today the White Brotherhood told us so beautifully that they are more fulfilled for what we have done. So at every level when it is growth, when it is expansion, even if you have come and hurt me, where is the forgiveness, because I have grown through that. So I can call all these problems, issues, hurtful things, horrible things, I can call them my mirrors, I can call them my karma or learning what I have chosen to empower or dis-empower. I can call them my teachers, guides, tools, triggers, so many ways the Masters have taught us. But everything is for our learning, for our growth. I, as creator, have created them. I have free choice. Whom am I going to forgive?
At this point, what happens is a very subtle shift. Lot of people call me up and say "You know we can’t blame anybody outside us, but yuck I am horrible" so many people call me up and say "Oh God, I have got such horrible qualities. I am just seeing all these horrible traits." And it is equally important that there is nothing to forgive within self either otherwise the whole purpose is defeated if you are going to go into a guilt trip. And again how do we truly know that there is nothing to forgive within us. We know, we know, the masters have told us so many times that this whole journey is god-self being god-self. God-self knowing itself, actualizing itself, realizing itself. So how much love, how much love that I have become individuation or separation or ignorance. How much unity, how much confidence that I have played the game of separation. And that is why every time I see, a not-good quality in me, I now actually tell myself "Oh! Wow thank you that I can see you, at least you have come from the unconscious to the conscious and now I can dis-empower you and I can dis-empower you for self, for humanity, for god-self itself." If you really start thinking of this, you are not going to feel guilty. And we are going to know that every bad quality that you see and you are releasing it, you are in service to existence itself. This is pure devotion, that I as love and unity am playing the game of separation and ignorance. So of course those traits are going to come up in me, and of course I am going to view them and I am going to dis-empower them. Where is the question of guilt or horrible? All this should now become a knowing within us more than intellectual.
Also what’s coming to me more and more in my meditations is the word "Wisdom" and of course judgment. We are moving away from judgment completely. We all know now that we come with so many purposes. We come with Monadic, soul, current. So where is the question of judging somebody? We never know why that purpose is being played out, whether it is an Abu Salem, whether it is a disaster, there is some purpose which we cannot see at the moment and we must have this surety of world disasters especially. Many of us go heaving, "What’s happening?" we all know that we have created it. We have created it out of choice; we have created it from moving from the fourth, to the fifth, to the sixth to the seventh.
Also where is the questions, when we understood that desires are not to be suppressed , condemned, that they are a voice from beyond the veil, in fact telling us whereto go, what to empower, what to expand. In the same way, I would like you understand fear because a lot of us have a lot of guilt feelings about the fears we have. Our fears are so horrible. But it came as a big eureka to me, that "Oh! My God our fears have an equally important purpose in life as our desires, because like our desires help us expand what we are, our fears help us dis-empower whatever we are not, for self, for humanity, for god-self.
Right in the beginning, I am going to call it original fear, when I as God-self decided to view myself or actualize myself or be myself. We have understood through different ways, there are no real words to explain that. In that split moment of separation and ignorance, original fear, what I am calling original fear, arose. But it is a multi-purpose. All of us as monads have chosen to expand a certain part of "all that I am" and to dis-empower "all that I am not" Wherever I as a monad, say this is "I am my god-self" and wherever I as a monad, have chosen to expand, to fulfill, that opposite I have chosen to dis-empower. That is my fear. That is original karma. Lot of people say, where does karma come from, that’s split second, we chose to empower a certain part, expand a certain part and we choose to empower the "I am not" .And in every life from that original fear, that original karma, that original anti-spin we choose in every lifetime a certain portion in our blueprints to dis-empower. So fears are equally important because we have chosen to dis-empower for self, we have chosen to dis-empower for humanity; you have chosen to dis-empower for god-self itself. So every time you view a fear, please become aware that it is not something horrible. It is your purpose to be, to dis-empower and you will move away from guilt. Every time you view a fear, you understand you are in service. What service? What devotion that I have allowed myself to dis-empower all these fears. It is a very important understanding for us to have. And this is what wisdom is. Because what is god-self really doing? God-self, I, actualizing its potential, realizing itself, knowing itself, being itself. And in human terms that is wisdom, because wisdom is beyond thinking, feeling, it is knowing, it is being, it is what you are. It is an energy signature. It’s what you vibrate at, that’s your wisdom. So on human terms we dis-empower and we empower. We are disempowering all that I am not, all the fears, what we call negative beliefs, or limited beliefs, we can call it negative karma, what in our astro-charts come as our blocks. Those are your original karma, your fear, which you as monads have chosen to dis-empower.
And that is what wisdom is. Wisdom is actualizing all this what we are doing into your energy signature. There is no use feeling thinking, it has to be what you really are. Of course initially it will be intellectual. Then it will be the way you think. Then it will be the way you feel. Then it will be the way you are. Then it will be what you vibrate at. And that vibration as we increase, we are now moving from the fourth to the fifth and that is why we are all ready now to move into unconditional loving. Total acceptance. No judgment. It sounds very, very high-funda, but it is a possibility, and that is the way we are all moving and when that becomes a part of our vibration that is what fifth dimension is going to really mean.
So let us be aware of what making everything the same means. Why does it make a difference? How we made so many empowering shifts, so many loving shifts, by making it all the same, by accepting all the same, by not judging anything. We move from guilt to true at one, we move from judgment to acceptance of purposes, we move from problems and issues to tools for growth. We shift from desire and fear as what we had chosen as god-self to empower and dis-empower . We move from death to eternal life. We have moved form so many things. We have moved form forgetting who we were to remembering who we are. We have moved from asking god, do this, do that, change this, change that, save the world, change him, save me, save him, to being the creative force in the here and now.
And truly today, my whole meditation was, who was I a few years ago? Who am I now? How much am I actualizing my highest potential? God-self, how much am I claiming god-self? How much god realization is happening within us? Realization is not going to happen if I am going to be one god sitting here in gold light. It is going to be as Divyaa living, in 5th dimensional energy. That is god realization. It was a big, big, big, very potent feeling and we are all ready for that. And then we are going to create heaven on earth, because when we are all god realized we can choose whether we want to transcend the human experience or people like me who are very connected to earth may choose to return again and again so we can be heaven on earth. And we have this opportunity, today, the Masters’ entire channeling, I was saying "Thank you, thank you" because it’s everything that you told me and I still require the validation. But this is where we are moving. This is what the fourth dimension is. This is where the fifth dimension will take us, and it comes to me repeatedly in my meditation, that for the Jade Fire group, as a group, our purpose is to create heaven on earth, everywhere we are. Each of us is going to create heaven on earth by personal example. By wisdom, actualizing your potentials, realization, not by fancy words , concepts, words intelligence. Each one wherever we are in different ways, each one is going to create heaven on earth in different ways. And please making it all the same doesn’t mean we all have to be the same. Because we have chosen to be different as monad, yet appreciate everything as one and that would be true harmony through conflict. It will be fifth dimension. It will be heaven on earth.
I am very strongly now in my meditation getting Hanuman energies whenever I think of "It is, it is." And it used to surprise me because it’s not a deity I particularly ascribe to. And he has been with me for those last two three weeks with "it is, it is" and I said "Ok now today tell me so that I can share with the group, what it is about you." And I am going to speak a little today in the first person, and this is what I got on Hanuman, and it fits in very well. Hanuman is that energy in our god-self which is in our scriptures we call it air, akash. It is space itself. It is an energy of complete non-judgment, complete acceptance, that’s why devotion and service to Ram or to existence itself. And he allows his body, his body to be the space, to be the akash where may be unconditionally. What strength, that is Hanuman. And, that is why Ashtaar is always connected to Hanuman. They are the same things. Devotion, service acceptance, strength. And we have beloved Zafar sitting here who emanates Hanuman. And what I got was that whenever any of us are feeling unable to get out of judgment, when we are feeling unable to do this, tap into Zaf. Yes, and now I understood why he is dealing with relationships; because that is where it comes up most. And I am going to speak for all four of us. Our energies are combined and you can tap into us at anytime, for anything. For whatever you require, for Vishnu, for Jade Fire, Kali, St Germaine, Hanuman, Ashtaar, anytime. Just make an intent. And of course the Cosmic Temple is there.