Ellaeenah: (in full-bodied connection)

Today we will take you to a space within yourselves that is more sacred, more private than any space in this cosmos; a space where your inner child dwells.

Each one present in this room must enter that space, for it is through that space that the merger will be completed within you.

I spoke in the class today on soul and Spirit. What is this soul? It is the combined energies of our Inner Child. We spoke of sketching in our personality. What do we sketch? The colors of our personality do not come from some random realm. They are filled in by the memories held by our child. The complete sketch is never over; it is ever in modification, ever in change, ……………(inaudible)

The Christ lies within, and yet how few focus upon the Inner Christ; how few of the colors of the personality are drawn in by the Inner Christ. What does it mean to come into Christ Consciousness? The consciousness of the Christ arises not in the mind, not in the heart, not in the body. The consciousness of the Christ awakens in the joy and bliss of the Inner Child.

When the inner child wishes to protect itself from harsh colours and painful hues; when it faces a threat from the very picture that it itself has drawn, the Inner Child places an energy cocoon around itself. The consciousness of the Christ does not disappear, but it stays dormant, untouched, waiting for this cocoon to be opened; and there is only one key that can release the consciousness of the Inner Child…. and that key is FAITH.

We run for knowledge. Every question that we ask of the Masters is to do with knowledge. For example "How do we use the Sri Chakra? What are Rays? What is the Union ray? What is this meditation? What is? What is? What is?" And none of the answers, none, not one, awakens the consciousness   of the Christ as it sleeps within. Why? Why is it that even the power of Ancient Wisdom is impotent and cannot open this door to the Inner Child? Because you seek it not with Divine Faith. You seek it so that you may add one more colour by this to your sketch of personality and ego. And that colour that you paint remains on the top of the canvas, never absorbed, never assimilated. Let us not ask any more questions, but only awaken our Inner Child.

One Inner Child is lying asleep like the Sleeping Beauty who slept for so long till it took one Prince to come and give her one kiss. And you are the Sleeping Beauty. You are the Prince, you are the White Horse, and it is your Kiss that you need.

This Sleeping Beauty is that soul, that Essence of Spirit that is lying asleep, unconscious, because the Christ in us is not awakened. The Christ in us lies asleep, as though under a spell. And, yet, who has put that spell? The spell was put when the soul began to take a marvelous journey, a wondrous and yet strange journey, not undertaken by all; a journey that decided to be in sleep, a journey in forgetfulness.

And now you, the Prince…… and is it any wonder, any surprise, that it is a Prince who kisses a Princess? The Christ Consciousness   is the Male / Female Energy which is guided and directed by the Feminine. Up to 2005 it was the Male energy that dominated. From 2006 to 2012 the Devi must come forth; in all forms, through all people, through different creations and different aspects, She must speak, She must be heard, experienced, felt deeply… and so it is the Prince that comes, The Male Energy, that comes forth carried atop a White Horse, and that White Horse is the horse of our KNOWINGNESS. It carries us through, it helps you to understand that this Prince who sits atop must now merge with Shakti, Mother, Female, Feminine, Yin…. call it what you wish. It is when the Prince stoops down in surrender to kiss in Reverence, Devotion and Love, the Sleeping Goddess, the Christ Consciousness, in that surrender consciousness is awakened, and the Inner Child is in Blossom.  But before the Prince can surrender, the Prince has to walk through, ride through, a thorny forest overgrown with weeds, and the undergrowth so thick that often the Prince has to wait and stop the journey, for he must cut the undergrowth, he must hew the path, because he knows, the path will lead to the Sleeping Divine Beauty… and that is where we are right now, cutting, chopping, removing the weeds, so that the forest that threatens the Beauty within is cleared… and the Prince must do this.

The dominant Male Energy, the male energy which we once used in order to alienate, in order to separate self from self, today, that same male energy must be used in its Divine Power, in its Divine Will, so that eventually in the year 2012, the Prince will surrender, will be able to see the Full Beauty of the Christ Unconscious, and then in its kiss will be full and complete merger of the Beauty and the Will, Strength and Courage, Power and Justice , Mercy and Love. And in that Christ Consciousness arises, so that Prince and Princess together might rule.

So let us today be strong Princes. Let not the forest that we have to hew and cut and axe down, threaten us, make us insecure, for you know as the Prince that you have the Power. You have the axe and the sword in your hand, not to use as weapons of war or destruction but to use to cut a path along which you can walk and see your Christed Being.

Touch your Inner Child; feel it, let it speak to you. Let it talk to you of its pains, of its fears, of its insecurities, its threats. It needs to be heard. In six short years the Sleeping Beauty will awake. In these six short years, the Prince has to hold his axe with more strength; take every part of that weed and hack it through. We have allowed the forest to overgrow. The forest has grown all around the Sleeping Beauty and though the Prince knows that Divine Beauty lies at the end of the Path, he knows not where, and yet, because he rides the Steed of Faith, of Knowingness, his Faith carries him. He does not need to stop and wait and ask for an answer "Where is it?"

Faith will guide us there, take us Home. Faith in I that I AM, I AM, I AM.

Meditation to touch our Inner child, to feel it and experience it.

Each one of us, whether man or woman, has a womb, whether it is physical or etheric. Touch your womb with Joy and Love. Touching the Child within, feeling it, like the Mother feeling, thrilling, for that first little kick, for that first joyous movement. Feel the Beautiful Child that you hold, that you nurture. This child feeds upon you, draws its strength  and courage, its power and growth from you. It is conscious only of what you are conscious of. It hears what you hear. It feels what you feel.

Be careful what you feel and what you think because the child is conscious.

Turn your focus inwards and be the beat of your heart, be the Pulse, the Rhythm. Be the Gentleness and be the Strength. BE your Heart. If there is one sound your child hears, constantly and strongly, it is the beat of your heart. Be a strong heartbeat.

Expand yourself, so that you can hear and touch and feel the Inner child as it plays there within you. Let there be only Love, only Joy, the joy of Motherhood, of Creation, of holding within you Life. Completely merge with this Life, with Christ.

Speak strongly – "I AM, I AM, I AM" repeatedly, so that the Inner Child hears this like a chant, a hymn, a prayer.

And now gently wait, for as your Inner Child hears your prayer, it will answer to you. It will talk to you. Be open to what it says.

If your Inner Child experiences a fear and insecurity, instantly rock it, embrace it and rock it in your arms, so that it knows in the gentle swaying movement, that you will take care of it.

Cradle your child and begin to rock, very gently, taking care not to hurt that little one. Rock. Rock. Soothe and comfort. Embrace and nurture. If you see any small tears running down, kiss them away.

There is no need for pain, little one. I AM, I AM, I AM. Do not fear for I AM, I AM, I AM. You are not alone for I AM, I AM, I AM. Talk to me. I listen. Feel me for I Love. For I AM. I AM, I AM.

You can soothe and nurture and embrace your Inner Child as long as you need, and if you do this everyday, you will hear the tiny voice of your Inner Child speak to you.

Everyday touch your Christ Center, your Christ Self. Nurture it, fondle it, embrace it.

Each day awaken its unconscious state. Your kiss of Love, your Faith, will soothe it.

Make this your prayer to your child. ……. I AM, I AM, I AM