Good Evening Beloveds

A child cries, and in response a mother holds it close to her breast, and gently places a bottle of milk in its mouth, and the child stops crying.

A child needs admission into a college, and the worried mother asks a friend for help, and admission is granted.

A teacher has knowledge, and desires to share the knowledge, by starting a ‘class’.

And they didn’t sound like games, did they? And yet, each one is a Game; a game played in order to ensure that a semblance of harmony must prevail.

If the child cried more, there would be no semblance of harmony; if there was no ‘admission’, there would be no semblance of harmony. If there was no one to teach, you would have to teach yourself… certainly no semblance of harmony—Games People Play, and so subtly, that not even they are aware that they play the game. In fact, none of these appear games; they appear instances of concern, of giving, of sharing, not of ‘gaming’.

How many games do you play of which you are not aware; which you have convinced yourself, are for the good of others? But as soon as you NEED to do something for the good of another, it is a Game. This makes your ‘service’ definition stand up on its head, does it not? Because in your society it is of great ‘credit-ability’ if you should serve another, and it is that same society that encourages you to believe that it is through another that you grow; so you must help, you must be available when you are called upon, and that if it should be inconvenient for you to help, then you must bear the inconvenience. And eventually, what did that game give you? Momentary satisfaction, certainly; you cannot go away from that truth… But has it ‘served’ you?

The more knowledge you get, the more you propound it, the more you wish to teach it to others, and the less time you thus have to look at self. And yet society will look upon that teacher as one constantly in service…. and the Universal Response to that is Games People Play.

Service to ‘others’ does not impress the Universe. It sees the façade behind that which you hide. You can be of no service to another when you are ignorant of that Which You Are… and Non-Ignorance is not Intellectual Awareness.

If each one was asked, "What is it that you are?" each one would give a very ‘wise’ and true reply…. Spirit, Light, Love, Soul, Divinity, God, Universe, I Am All, Nothingness, Everything…. anymore words of wisdom you want to add…..Aatma, and what about Paramatmaa……And our response to that…. Games People Play. How many cookie points for the right answer? None…..because the right answer was not given!

The right answer would have been…. human, judgmental opinionated, critical, ignorant, boastful, conceited, and powerless…..

And when you have played that game long enough, and have made yourself believe that the answer that you have given, is truly the one that you believe in, then you begin the Process Of Creation For Growth…….And that is why we have come.

For You, for You… YES, You Create…..because your Soul being Conscious of you as ‘Matter’ is Conscious of the games you have played, and are playing, and have believed in. And to breakthrough that barrier of the ‘game’, you, the Soul, ‘create’ for growth. And you create All That Which You Are …..if you wish to call it Beauty, you create it. If you wish to call it ugliness, you create it. The Universe makes no such definitions. It only calls them Experiences.

And, yet, though you create, the universe calls you a Co-creator. Hasn’t that ever seemed paradoxical to you? Have you ever questioned ‘Why’ if you are the UNIVERSE and the CREATOR, why, you have often been called co-creator. Have you ever questioned? ‘None’. Why Not?

Co-Creator sounds, so wonderful. What a beautiful game to play. Why question it?

You are called Co-Creator, and not Creator, because only your Soul participates in the Consciousness; personality is ignorant, absent, dead. For CREATOR no part of Beingness is absent. Only your Soul Creates so that you can see through the games you play. The Games of Doing Things…. so you must do constantly, being ‘active’. God forbid…. how ironic, what a term…. God Forbid that you should be CONSCIOUS! But as soon as you have created for growth, you are instantly aware of the creation, and then you cannot but look at it. WHY? Because it out there for the physical eyes to see.

The Games that you play, you play through your SENSES; the creations for growth are therefore meant for you senses.

So, when you see that which is ‘ugly’, you hear that which is ‘hurtful’, those same senses that you used to play your games with, are under attack. So ask yourself, honestly, why you undertake any activity.

Should we start with you (Sohrab).Why do you have your Thursday meetings?

Really?

And what about the attention it gives you? What about the gratitude that you receive, week after week after week from 15 persons in that room? What about, for the first time, feeling ‘wise’ and not ‘small’? What about for the first time, feeling part of a group and not alone?

Aaaah… It is….

(Looking At Divyaa) (Laughter in the room) So why do you wish to have your class?

What about the power that you can wield over them? What about the feeling of being ‘right’ when all else are in ignorance? What about sitting on that pedestal, with all waiting to hear your clarification….? Do we need to proceed with more….?

We will. If we are One, would you need to ask? We have only come to today to cause conflict…. (Laughter) Go on…..

And how attentive! You said something about ‘service’ …. was that in Awareness? Consciousness, certainly not. Yes, we have come to put you on a spot, because we know that in a spot, you fight back. You experience your Power. YOU MANIFEST THAT WHICH YOU ARE….. but sometimes you create us, to put you in a spot. Now you may question……

And you heard right, and you heard right. In the process of evolution, Beautiful One, service to another is a significant step. In that stage of evolution, when the ‘other’ is still the significant ‘other’, and expansion of evolution has not reached the phase when the ‘other’ and you can Consciously Be One, then through service to the ‘other’, you begin to open yourself up to the Reality that in ALL THERE IS DIVINITY. And that is the purpose of that phase. So it is vital, and yet the books, the sages, the teachers, have told you of the one ‘phase’ of evolution, which you have transcended.

Now comes the more difficult phase…..

Doesn’t it seem with your limited mind, ironic, that service to Self should be more difficult than service to another? In fact has your society not conditioned you to believe, that service to another is more difficult, and service to self is that only that….an act of selfishness. That is your conditioning. That is the conditioning that comes out of an in-adequate understanding of a Truth propounded at a time in evolution when it was significant. The Truth was propounded- Serve Another, Serve Selflessly, Live for Another, Sacrifice for Another. But, what you didn’t hear as society is…. Why? And, the ‘Why’ is, so that IN ALL YOU CAN EXPERIENCE DIVINITY.

Once you have experienced DIVINITY IN All, then who is there to serve, but I? Then you move to that phase of evolution where you are at currently…. Where it is only through service, TO SELF, that you can be of service to another, because when you SERVE SELF, you can BE service to another, because when you serve Self, you overcome SELF-ISH-NESS.

You are not like Self, SELF-ISH, like self, but You ARE Self. And in this stage of evolution, the definition of ‘Self’ is left to you.

What aspects of the Universe do You place in this definition of Self? All those aspects that you place in the definition, YOU ARE. And, when you truly manifest all those aspects, that you have placed in your definition, you naturally serve others, because there is no ‘other’ existence. Then it is NOT "Bhakti’ path. And here again we dare to place truth upon its head.

Has that answered you fully?

So, stop playing your games. Go beyond to the REALITY that rests here. To learn, to grow, to be used as an instrument…. came easily as an answer. Understand that as soon as it comes easily, it’s not the answer.

Whenever you question, the answer that comes very easily, write it down. It doesn’t mean that it is not true. Oh! It is a very vital, vital truth. It is a part of the whole truth. But, because it is the only truth that you can access, you play games, so that you do not access the root truth.

And now (looking at Sohrab) you will experience, how your Thursday meetings will be different for you. Not for others… for you.

NO, IT IS NOT ‘WRONG’ TO PLAY GAMES. No, it is not contemptible, and No it does not make you small…. It only makes you HUMAN… and fighting against the acceptance of ‘creation’ also does not make you rebellious or small…. It just makes you human, for to accept that every part of your life is your creation, is the most difficult truth to Assimilate.

If you can assimilate that one Truth, you would move beyond all soul and society conditioning. And yet, this IS THE TRUTH YOU MUST ACCEPT. Every moment, you must accept, is what you create.

Why did you create a stressful situation of your son’s admission? Beautiful One, you created that situation, and then you played a game to overcome it, and it is not the game that we have any difficulties with, any judgment against. But, we do ask you to acknowledge, that you ‘lost’, because you created for a purpose, and did not question it.

What would have been a better way? To play the game, and simultaneously, question the creation.

Ah! Maybe you should listen, maybe you should listen. It’s not too late.

That is exactly, what we just said, but you didn’t listen then either. No you did not. Play the game, do the action, do all that you need to do to get into your semblance of harmony… but simultaneously question why you created the situation? You didn’t hear us then, but now that we have shouted, she will. Do you understand? (To another)

You do not listen.

Why does one expect, that, there is always a male energy here…….

Aah! That we are most Joyous to explain, because in that question, there is TRUE ACCEPTANCE, because you did not question ‘Why do we create?’ you questioned the process. We Honour You.

How do you create? And for that, our answer has to be necessarily, based on Truths that you may call abstractions, but which are the only way we can answer.

The first process, or the first step in the process, is when the soul understands that from all the parts that have been suppressed, this part of the suppression, this un-assimilated energy, can be smoothly and conveniently assimilated by the expanded energies that you currently hold. In that recognition, it then begins to release into your energy matrix, the un-assimilated energy.

Un-assimilated energies lie within your matrix like tiny hard seeds. They are hardened there. By a process that we will not go into, the seed is exploded and the energy, that now must be assimilated, is released rather violently, due to the explosion, into your energy matrix.

As soon as this energy is released, because it is un-assimilated, it instantly begins a ‘conflict’. A physical conflict of energy…. for example a bowl of water, in which the water is lying unmoving and still. In that bowl of water is a tiny seed holding a kind of chemical. By a process, the seed is exploded, and the chemical is released into the bowl of water. Instantly you will have bubbles, you will have colour, you might have odour, you might have ripples. A very similar situation takes place in your energy matrix. This etheric or subtle body conflict is the first opportunity you get for ASSIMILATION.

But that is very rarely taken, because for that Consciousness has to be at a very Elevated Level……(looking at Sohrab) Are you aware of your Energy Matrix at present?

Sohrab Closing his eyes and connecting to his energy matrix.

Aah!! (laughter)

The answer is No….Why? Because you had to TRY….and yet are you aware, that as soon as you acknowledged an energy has already been released? ELEVATED LEVELS of CONSCIOUSNESS. Now that he has been told, he will be aware, and yet not Conscious, but at least in his awareness, you can NOW clear the energy by ASSIMILATION. But if he does not, as you often do, you do not clear that energy, it then begins to look for external opportunities, so that you can be aware of its presence.

If that comes in the first instance, there is no external creation, but if it does not, then the Soul, in it’s already Expanded State… and please do not be under the egoic impression, that we refer to you alone, as Expanded Souls… ALL SOULS ARE EXPANDED. The soul in its expanded state, studies very carefully, the already created situations that exist. If those situations can be used to perpetuate this ASSIMILATION as well, so be it. Then those situations will be empowered, by the further burst of this un-assimilated energy.

Have you ever questioned, how does a situation stay alive? It has to be constantly fueled by your energy; it has to be constantly fueled by your energy, otherwise it will collapse in illusion…….

Aah no… to ASSIMILATE it…because were you to ignore it, Beautiful One, the un-assimilated energy would gain momentum, would gain power. The energy matrix, that has released this energy would begin to empower its growth, and that energy that you have to assimilate, now grows in volume. If we have to use very in-accurate examples: if your un-assimilated energy were a teaspoonful, by your non assimilation, by ignoring it, it becomes a bowlful, a dishful, a roomful, a houseful…. a regionful…. a worldful. That is how you create a war. That is how you create a war.

And the simplest answer is ASSIMILATION ….HOW? We hear….he shouts so loudly, how can we not hear........(laughter)

Yes, Practical, you must make it practical….

Games people play (laughter)……we are that little better at the game. We have played it longer. (laughter) HOW DO YOU ASSIMILATE?

We will first start from the subtle body, though we do acknowledge that, this, in fact will be the most difficult part. But we must start where its power is the least. So, we will take you (Sohrab) as an example, and why do not we, practically make him go through it.

Now be Conscious of your energy matrix.

Scan it.

See whether the energy you have just released for assimilation has a sense of smell, colour, taste, or a combination.

Identify it completely… do not be in a hurry…. do not identify only part of it.

Now using palms of your hands draw in and radiate the purest Light of the I AM.

As it radiates direct it towards the energy.

Do not attempt to clear it

Of course there is… you do not want to assimilate it.

That will do for now, but if you do this continuously and if you were to continue this process for a long time, you would breathe in this energy.

Good….Good…

Good, what is the word…..

Aaaah! And you haven’t understood it. We are now going to ask you to replay the whole situation again… what we questioned, what you answered, what they heard, what we said, what they heard…..

That is what we have acknowledged, that is why we have come.

Do this, so that it doesn’t manifest, or, it will manifest very quickly.

That is the Divine Beauty…..you do not need to work………..

Aaaah! It is IT IS, It is your own energy, how can it be anything, but convenient, and yet how difficult you make it. How Simple, that in a matter of a few minutes you identified the energy. This energy you would have had to identify by someone else laughing at you in public.

Yet, for you, it would have been easier, because, you have conditioned yourself, that, is how you work through…...

That you must create it outside of you, so that you can see it….

You do not need it at all…..

Of course, that’s why you were chosen…..

You are courageous…… (Sohrab was blessed)

Inaudible……… which means that…..

Through your senses… that is why you create it ‘outside’…..you can use the senses, turned inwards. But understand, when you create it outside, you have to experience it completely. There is no way that you can then you can experience only through partial experience. And that is why you must not create ‘outside’ because then what has begun as a cycle, has been aided, supported, by so many other Consciousnesses, that you must complete the cycle… because your creation now is not only yours.

Wouldn’t it be simpler, to do it only when it is in the etheric?

Oh, that is not dangerous, it is just more powerful…

Forget your Blueprint; often you use it as an excuse. Forget the blueprint. Create each day, create each moment, create each person in your life, create each event in your life… forget the blueprint…. it does not exist.

There is no Power greater than the power you wield NOW.

Aaaaah! Tremendously. We enjoy creating a stir, but the underlying truth is, we have attained our purpose. We came to AID ASSIMILATION and we have attained it. Every time a question was asked, which you saw as having amused us, it was because there was utter joy in the asking of the question. There was desire for assimilation.

And, not always are you aware for the purposes we come. It is just that you have asked today. Sometimes, you have thrown a pebble into a still pond, so that you see below the stillness, lie the most beautiful coloured rocks, exquisite fish.

So, play your games, but, with every creation, question Why.....

When you do not question why, the cycle becomes longer. It needs one person involved in the full cycle, to truly question their own personal creation, for the cycle to become short. You can be that person, you can be that person, you can be that person.

But should we tell you what is another game you will play? When someone now does something to you, and you react, you will say ‘they" created me. Do not play that game. That is the truly the most significantly harmful game to play.

Every….So you know how many tiny seeds there are. No amount of Grid work removes the seeds. That you must understand. The seeds are un-assimilated energy. What is worked upon are those energies that have been released into your Grid, which are then further assimilated. The assimilation process is facilitated. But the seeds come as they are into the more powerful Grid. Then when the explosion takes place, it does so in a far more powerful grid matrix.

Aah! Of course there is….your entire life is a game. Would you be surprised to find that months go by, months, before one pure moment comes around when you do not play a game?

It is un-assimilated energy…but because they have conditionally use these terms of removal, and clearance, and ‘burn away’, there is a belief that you are removing, when the truth is you are adding something to the energy matrix. And the energy that you assimilate is the purest energy. So, if there is the un-assimilated energy of a love that has not been requited, so is the energy of rejection, so is the energy of pain, the energy of abandonment, when it is assimilated, it is assimilated as a drop of Divine Love. It is not assimilated as pain.

Its energy released would be transmuted, not the seed. The seed cannot be transmuted, it has to be exploded first.

That is it…..

Yes…Yes…

NO……not if that explosion has been stopped there.

You can’t assimilate, till you know what it is

You do not find the seed, Beautiful One…The seed finds You. You only then identify the energy released. And then you assimilate.

Of course you can, Of course you can ….

We just did…… (pointing to Sohrab)

For you, yes. For some, they need the book, they need the seminar, they need the intellectualizing. For some, the intellectualizing is the game they need to play. Till, they are conscious, that is a game, till they are conscious, that this game only enables a greater, stronger, more powerful creation, they must play this game.

It means the seed has exploded a long, long time ago. It means that already the seed had created smaller, smaller, smaller, much smaller creations which you ignored.

Sometimes, size does matter. (Laughter)

It has been a joyous experience for us. Truly Joyous.

We have had fun with you, not at your expense.

We are the Energy of Mars.

I am going to first explain to you what happened to you and then take you through an exercise.

When Ellaeenah and the Masters first started the process for me, I instantly felt ‘on the spot’ and I could feel all these walls coming around me. I consciously tried to visualize these walls breaking up, but they didn’t. But some sort of holes did appear in the walls. So I worked with that.

I was able to scan my energies fairly easily because I do this regularly. I see my grid as huge…very vast energy ball. Bigger than the earth… and I feel vibrations and I affirm I AM SPIRIT continuously. This time I felt that but simultaneously I felt a sort of dough nut shaped energy going through the solar plexus. I saw silver light filled with many black granules which I was aware were the un-assimilated energies.

Then the energies cam in through my hands and infusing these energies with Divine Power. At that time I found myself really seizing up inside. I knew I did not want to do this. I knew I was resisting. I can see now that the resistance was due to my lack of desire to change old patterns with which I am so comfortable. I asked what I was assimilating and I got one word… humiliation. I did not force myself and said ok I will do only that much as I can do today. And that is when the Masters stopped me. I know that assimilation is happening within even now.

The way I am seeing it now is…..I have played games with this issue for very long and every time I have done so, the seed has fragmented into sub-seeds… and so I have created several such seeds, by pretending to address this issue by playing games. When this reaches critical mass, it will create as a situation outside, in your life. And even the outside situations become larger and larger and larger.

Now I will take you all through a short exercise.

I am linked with master Serapis Bey. Together we wish to take you through a womb experience.

Before you start get rid of all concepts of what you can and cannot do. Put those aside.

Allow the energies to start churning within you. Just observe them.

Now be within the womb of your mother. Feel the warmth, the energy, the comfort or discomfort. Experience the womb.

Ask yourself how do I feel here. If you are feeling nurtured, experience this joyously. If you are feeling any form of unease question why.

Be aware of your foetal energies. They are completely unlike your adult energies. They seem formless and shapeless. Experience your connections with your Masters, guides and friends on the other side.

Experience now your connection with your Mother through the heart beat.

Experience now your connection with your Father that comes through an energy strand that comes through the heart beat.

Experience now any sounds that come from outside the womb… any sound, conversation…

Come now to the point just before the birth. Examine your energies. How do you feel about being born? Being in the third dimension? Are you ready? Are you resisting? Is there inner conflict?

Be aware of the external instruments and hands of doctors and others who are aiding in your birth. Are they supportive? How do they feel?

Now gently come through the tunnel of light and be born.

Breathe. Relax. Slowly come back to full consciousness.