TETE –A—TETE WITH GOD ---Part 7 27-5-03
PSW: Good-evening my dear beloved Friend, I hope you are not mad at me for not sitting with you for a long time, for our usual friendly chat.
GOD: No My dear, I am not mad at you, but I certainly thought you had deserted Me, though I knew you would come back to Me very soon, because I know you better than what you know yourself. My dear friend, I know you have been facing difficult days of late and have been quite disturbed. I hope you felt My Presence next to you all the time, and yes, I did have your hand in Mine in that small dark dingy room, you call the X-ray room, when you were so stressed and anxious that for those few moments your faith in Me underwent a little shift. That's because MY dear, dear one, you still do not have a correct perspective of our Friendship. How can you forget that sacred Friendship Bond we have both signed? Remember, when God enters into a Bond, it is ever binding and unconditional!
PSW: My God, I have not forgotten our Friendship Bond, but I do feel ashamed that in spite of your unswerving love and help, I gave in to so much fear and doubt. The frail human that I am, I do tend to weaken at times, especially where my loved ones are concerned. But I thank you my Friend, for being so understanding and forgiving. God would it be O.K. if I asked you some direct and personal questions to-day, about my earthly child, whom you have named Elaeenah? She is anxious to get some answers from you.
GOD: How can I refuse when my very existence is being threatened by this child if I do not answer her queries! (God here is joking as Elaeenah had jokingly told me that if he did not answer the queries that were in her mind she would say ‘there is no god!’) You need not put the questions to me because I am already aware of them. She carries them like a yoke on her shoulders which will soon come in the way of my work she has undertaken to do, and I will not allow that to happen. She has undertaken a beautiful life and I will not allow her to spoil it by her petty doubts and fears.
PSW: God, I really do not know what exactly is on her mind that is bothering her, so I have come to you for answers.
GOD: You do not, MY friend, but I do. She is making excellent progress in what she has opted to undertake and fulfill in this lifespan, but the constant and recurring question in her mind ---am I, on every occasion, speaking what the Masters are prompting me, or am I also adding something of my own, and thereby giving an incorrect picture to all the sitters in the meeting? Am I being loyal to my Masters and honest to myself and to my friends who so eagerly come week after week, to listen to the great Masters? Ask my child to go back and listen to the tapes on which she has transcribed the Masters' wisdom and knowledge and judge for herself whether she is really capable of such wisdom and has the capacity of such output as is being given on each such occasion. Is she so well-versed in astrology and astronomy that she can bring out charts as she has been doing, without a Higher Hand guiding her at each and every stage? My child needs to sit by herself and answer all these questions honestly and fearlessly and she will not need to seek the answers even from God!, In fact, she must do so if she wishes to fulfill her mission in life without hitch or hindrance, for which she has specifically taken birth and which she has pledged to fulfill in this one lifetime. Regarding her second query I will not speak much, except that she must learn to put into practice what the Masters have been speaking through her, on every occasion, at all times and in all places, which includes her School also! She is a wonderful teacher except when it comes to her dealing with her colleagues whom she tends to judge rather strongly, which often gets her into tight corners and brings a lot of anger and hurt within herself. Her sense of justice and fairness often takes her to extremes where she faces resistance and antagonism. A little change in attitude would bring about more fruitful and conducive results. She has a very promising career ahead of her--- she can rise very high if she so chooses, with restraint and control and letting go of the reins which are held tightly! My child must learn to love fearlessly and know and believe that she is loved the same way. This will bring about a lot of change in her life and outlook and make her a still greater medium and channel than she is today.
PSW: Thank you, my God, for this beautiful discourse. I will convey your message to her and I'm sure she will take it with deep love and utmost respect!
GOD: Thank you, my dear friend; at least now I'm assured of my rightful pace! Before we say good-bye, I will let you into a secret. You, my friend, were specially chosen to convey this message to her, otherwise why do you think she asked you to put these questions to me? Bless you and love you, my friend, till we begin our next tête-à-tête soon!