A lighthearted peek into a ‘meditation’ during the days ‘divine will’ was on my mind…. (I am trying to put into words an inner sense experience, where words are not spoken and images are not viewed but felt! Please accept the contradictions in grammar!!!)
Godhead, the Conscious Awareness of All That It Is, sort of suggested I try viewing It’s Divine Will!! He/She invited me to come up through the antakarna and join ‘in’!! To sort of ‘sit’ alongside him/her in the divine source seat and look ‘down’!!!
She (I will refer to the divine as She!! but you can use whichever term you like) hinted to me that in doing so, Divyaa can experience being the Whole! And thus experience and ‘feel’, ‘Our’ Whole un-individuated Will.
Divyaa of course clambered up…and briefly felt and viewed Our Will! How undifferentiated it was, how without conflict! How it just was/is. How serene and gentle and ‘still’ was the ‘force’…! The power and the force were palpable but not as in forceful, strident, thunderous and heaving as I had perhaps imagined it to be…! It just was…Is!! This ‘refrain’ (as a kind of feeling) sort of went through me: I am, I is, I just am, I am this…I am just all that is…
Then as ‘We’ viewed the larger picture ‘We’ had created: all of Creation…. She again guided the enthralled divyaa: “look and observe: we are now seeing all the possibilities, and isn’t this what ‘you’ would think of as “magical”? We can view and experience all simultaneously through this technique I have mastered: pulsation!! Hold on…because through this, We now pulse magically in and out, at what ‘you’ would call unbounded speeds, of every experience! Part of Me (infact where you are now, with Me) remains the Whole, and parts of Me (where the Me’s, for example ‘you’ divyaa usually are) remains in the experience…Ah …..in this I can be all that I Am….”
She continued: “We can now of course view from all of those various individuated focuses of Ours, also a particular experience that we want to focus or tune into! And at the same time keep our larger Whole focus!!!” She gleamed that we can have our cake and eat it too!!
Naturally i/divyaa as We chose to peek into the ‘divyaa’ experience…. and together We viewed divyaa in every possible manner!!!!! Phewww ‘divyaa’ in myriad ways, options, roles, as parts of different selves, purposes…! My-Whole-She told the divyaa-me that We have already created the entire ‘Divyaa’ experience, Together as One. She insisted here that i/divyaa view this from my being in ‘Her’ Divine seat and thus Whole-Self Focus; so that i/divyaa do not feel ‘She’, as some ‘other’ created a divyaa but that I as the Whole did!!
She further instructed me: “ok now grasp my block buster miracle! Look, all the divyaa’s you can possibly be are already there!! And as these are created by Us together, all that you as divyaa ever desire is already in there somewhere! Otherwise ‘you’ wont even think of it leave alone desire it!” Do you get it?? She asked me keenly! Your every desire is inherently already manifested, or it wont be part of ‘your’ desire bank!!! Yes, yes yes!” she says as i/divyaa excitedly notice: “even this scene (like any other) IS ‘already and always’ there in your ‘now’ and that’s how you can tune into it whenever you choose to experience it!!!!”
“Now hold on again and grasp: and I love this part” She chuckled: “its one of my favorite reasons to Be!! Every time one of My individuated me’s comes to this part and their heart swells and their mind is struck by the sheer wonder and simplicity of it all…aha…My heart further swells and My mind is further fulfilled….” Do you see? I don’t “expand”…I am expansion!!! Does movement move? Does stretching stretch? It already is movement! It is stretch! I don’t expand…I am already expanded, I am expansion, I only fulfill Myself in this Now… and in your words I am infinitely, eternally ,increasingly… Fulfillment of all that I Am! Yes that best describes Me!”
“And observe” she said “ it (always) gets better and better: ‘You’ as my beloved individuation don’t have to do anything, create anything… dear individuation!! We, with the power inherent in Our divine will and very being, have effortlessly already done it! What’s that word you all use? Yes…automatically…! Like the very first thought that pops into your mind?” How easy that is?” When she saw my confusion she said out of the blue: “ cake”…and just as i/divyaa naturally ‘thought’ of cake…there the cake was/is!!! And then whipped chocolate icing! And cherries to add! And candles! And all my loved ones singing happy birthday first at home and next day at sohrab’s…... “Yes” she beamed, “its that easy! Creation is that easy!
I just thought/think… and it all Is! I do not sit and create and build and intent and do all those laborious processes you all think I do…and neither do you need to!” I only need to ‘think’ and All just Is… All in your words is ‘created’! And more…because then ‘That’ continues to create and I sit back and enjoy and revel from here!!! As All is created of my (initial) thoughts, I can sit back confidently knowing nothing can be that is not Me!!! Yes and thereby for you too my dear, creation is that lighthearted, that much fun and that ‘easy’…why would I create otherwise if it was as laborious a process as you make it out to be?? For I already Am and am just are fulfilling my Am ness dear!!
“That’s what your ‘law of attraction is” ….my magnetic aspect! It is what I Am my dear…it is an aspect of my very being….and that’s why whatever I ‘think’ (only because there is no other word in your language for the thought-less manner in which I think!!!) just IS!! And always remember that there are no ‘laws’ other than what I intrinsically am!
“Have you got it so far??” And added intensely: “because what I am about to tell you is very important! Have you grasped yet that all you have to do is choose!!” The divyaa-me must’ve looked at ‘Her’…My Whole her…as though She was like well… bit over the top ;-))!!! No pun intended! She hummed and hawed and said “ok I forgot, you are still in the divyaa experience … ok Lets show you by analogy.
“Think of your computer! It is connected to the World Wide Web with zillions of possibilities to download onto your hard disk! You can spend a day, a year, forever or a moment in your now to choose ‘if’ and ‘what’ you want to download! As long as you don’t ‘choose’, they all remain possibilities for that ‘whenever’ you do decide! However once you do choose …as in actually click on : ‘start download’… one click…and the download starts immediately!!!! Sure it takes a few moments depending on the ‘file’ size…. to actualize as useable on your computer…but the download has begun immediately!!
Yes my dear, that’s all ‘intent’ is!!! To internally make a decision as real as clicking on download begin!!! Till then it is another beautiful aspect of my being: desire…surfing…looking at all My wondrous possibilities…!
Yes I hear you dear divyaa-me, always telling Me to get practical!!! But I am ‘practical’… note: how once you click on ‘start-download’ you still have that ‘time lag’ to choose ‘cancel’!!!!!!! How much more practical can I get?? I have given Myself and thus all my individuations, all options!!!! If you are not enjoying what you chose you can always choose another possibility…! If you are fine with it… you allow the download to proceed!!! Once a choice is made and not cancelled….when the focus is firm…and the download is not ‘aborted’ you do not even need to bother with the details of how where why….just as the computer does its work without your needing to know the ‘technical’ procedures of downloading……creation does Its…! Then a certain ‘point’ is passed… the file has been installed ….it must be run…. and even here I have an ace up My sleeve…. then ‘new’ possibilities open from ‘there’…always always always better!!!!
Oh yes I quite forget to remind you…that downloading a choice…(in our analogy a ‘program’….) Does not mean there are no surprises left!! Surprises are part of any download!! Ask any computer buff!! Again go to your reality, view the analogy…. So many things ‘pop’ up when you are or have downloaded a program… ‘Extra’s’ for you to view, add or not!!! Every time some advertisement ‘pops’ up you do not get frightened and cancel your program/file!!! You choose to not allow that advert further entry!! If an added feature shows up …why… you are all smiles and hastily clicking on the ‘save option’!!! Even if it may sometimes be out of range of your ‘normal’ computer skills…you give it a try knowing that it adds something to the downloaded file/program or the programmer wouldn’t have added it as an option surely!!
So …why are you all so scared to choose? Forever procrastinating? Choose my dear… that’s all you have to ‘do’! As in: Hit the click option time to time!!! And sit back!! And enjoy!! Watch the show!! Creation is funn effortless and I definitely do not ‘work’ at it through existence!!! Once you get the hang of it My-divyaa-me I assure you that you will not ask why I create!?! Why creation!?! You will be on a roll!!! Creating bigger and better and better and…and that’s exactly what ‘happened’ in My case!! I just CHOOSE to BE…and The Wow of the Now ;-))…. just Is!
So come on dear Me-divyaa… conjure that you are on the ‘become a crorepati’ TV show!!! You are at that point in the game where you can go back safely with your winnings of the divine will experience….or you can double the ‘odds’ and choose to go for it ALL! What choice do you make???