22.04.2001

Shanti...Babaji ke naam se yeh duniya mujhe pehchanti hain.. Shanti.  Is hafte mein, main khud sab ke dwar aaoonga, jo yahan hain aur jo yahan nahin hain, sab ke dwar aaoonga. Jab main aaoonga, tab riday mein iitni shanty phailengi, ki tu janega ki Babaji aaye thae. Yeh mahatvapurna nahin hain ke tu mujhe pahchanega, bus...SHANTI.....Shanti...Shanti.


Good evening children. Haeem blesses you all. To heal..what is "to heal"?  It is to become one with divinity.Oneness,unity,divinity.all the same. To cure is to merely set into alignment one small part of all the several parts that are out of alignment. When you heal you align the whole. The only power that can heal is LOVE. Not your definition, not your definition of love. A love that raises you up to the pinnacle, that expands you into a universe...that is LOVE. Love cannot restrict you, cannot bind you, cannot suffocate you. If you are made small by love, it is not love. If you feel that you have expanded and grown and merged, that is love. When you feel that there is completion, that is love. When you experience the loss of your self with joy and ecstasy, that is love. To heal is to love. If there is no love there is only a cure, no healing has taken place. You are all healers----all of you. All you need now is to believe. Believe in your ability to expand. Believe in the faith that your love will bring. Believe that you are the only god that you seek. You will find no other god because there is none to find. There is only your self. When you find your divine self you have found god. You have then been healed completely. And only when you have been healed completely, can you heal others. Why do you need our help to heal? Because, at present, you have not found your god self. So you need another whose god self realization is complete, and that other can, for a short while, merge the energy with yours. When your self realization is complete you will need no help, no fixed time or place to heal. Healing will be done constantly through you. You have to make no effort. You then do not need the energy of stones and crystals. You then do not need the energy of words that have to be prayed. You then do not need to be present for the healing because your love expands to include all those who are out of alignment. That is healing. That is healing.          God bless you all.

Good evening children. The silence in your hearts brings us joy. Our energies are not disturbed today by the chatter within you. We are glad to see this, and we are joyous to experience this silent merging with our own. You have all grown, all. Yes, even you, my son (to Sy).

Yes, Sir. Thank you. I would like to grow more.

Now there is no restlessness, and when there is restlessness you are all able to turn to your own divine self for help. That is the true sign of growth. When you do not look upwards and say " O God help me" but when you look inwards and say "O god help me." That is growth. Before we continue with today's meeting, my children, there are a few things we need to clarify. You have noticed that since the past few weeks the High Lord has not come. He is here but he has not come through this medium. There is a reason. After a short break this medium has entered into another phase of cleansing. This cleansing may be more difficult than the earlier one, because now she has been cleansed of all the superficial. Now the root has to be pulled out. We do not know whether she will do this. The choice is hers. We will try for a short while but if we find that she is not ready for a complete cleansing we will stop. She can get the roots pulled out another time. Pray, children,pray that she can do it this time. Because she will grow if the roots are out, she will grow more rapidly. It is like the weed. If the root is present the wed will grow again and again and again. But it is her choice. But in this present state of cleansing her energy is very low and the High Lord cannot use this medium. But he is here and he will here for all time.

Sir, how can we help your child?

Pray.

Is there anything else we can do?

(Shakes his head) The choice is hers. Pray that she has the strength to go through with this. While she is going through this cleansing, for at least six to eight weeks we will not permit personal meetings with this medium. Even Sunday meetings will be difficult for her but those we will take care of, but we do wish her to use more energy than is absolutely required. Son (to Y), you must ensure that if this child goes into trance on a Tuesday, she must not take another meeting on a Thursday. And if a meeting is to be taken by her a Thursday, she must go into trance on a Tuesday. Unless it is extremely essential, the Thursday meetings must be kept in abeyance because it will not give her enough time to gather her energy back for Sunday.

Son, do I convey this to Mehru?

Yes, at once. Remember,son, for the roots to be pulled out will take more energy than earlier. Once again, son, do not be worried by any physical ailment that might strike her..it is all part of the process.

Sir can we as her family help her in any way?

Each one in the family knows what they have to do. Why should you be told by us?

Sir, how will we know how long it will take?

We don't know that, son. How do we tell you that?

Sir, if we send her love and light, will that help?

Great.

Sir, can we send her energy?

(Shakes his head) This time she must find the energy on her own.

Now let us continue with what we did last time. Ailments. O there are so many and we touched only a few. Why don't you all take turns to give me one ailment and we can discuss each.
Yes, my son.

Sir, is a sense of being hasty and looking forward to even more spirituality be considered an ailment?

It can cause an ailment, it can cause. And that impatience, my son, causes stress. And stress, my son, are the reins you might upon yourself that will not let you move.
Sir, what about a little push now and then?

Our push, my son, are never little. Don't be hasty. All things will work at their own time. Let go of your concept of time. There is none. Don't judge yourself by a human concept that is illusory. Now give me your ailment.

Sir, the principal one is constipation.

Let us discuss constipation, children. When there is a block in energy in the solar plexus, the hara and the mooladhara, this energy blockage will constrict your bowels and will cause tight bands of elastic around your bowels. Your bowels will not be able to push in the way they are meant to. Every time they push and get over one constriction they face another and another and another. Till finally the bowels have no strength to push. These energy blocks are caused due to several reasons, primary of all, what has been explained to you....anger that has been suppressed, that has not found expressions. Stress that you have not even wished to acknowledge. Son, do you remember your little game of hide and seek? You chose the darkest corner to hide. This is your darkest corner and your emotions hide there so that you may not see them (pointed to the solar plexus). But they are there. Now you have to be It and find them. Children, make your cleansing into a game. Have fun. Then it will not be so painful. Have fun looking for suppressed fears and every time you find out one, give yourself a chocolate.

A big one?

A huge one! Make your cleansing into a game. Don't become so serous about it and then you will not resist. No one resists fun, no one resists a game. Do that. No constipation.

Sir, the palpitation in the heart which I feel, is that also related?

When the solar plexus is constricted, my son, how can the energy move up to your heart chakra? How then can this muscle be given the energy that it requires? Do you understand? All related.

Yes, child.
 
Someone I know had a brain haemorrage and a stroke and now suffers from severe epileptic fits.

Stroke. When the body has stored so much anger that finally it has burst. The anger, my child, when it is released in this manner is so virulent and so strong that the physical body cannot deal with it. It goes into what you call paralysis. There is no movement. Because if I move I must now express my anger, because now I have no place to store it. But I still have not overcome this fear so I do not move, do not speak. But the anger is present and anger has an electric charge all of its own. Epilepsy. All cases of paralysis, my children, all cases are of stored anger. What is a brain haemorrage? How much can a balloon store? It must burst sometime. And when it bursts it releases it in such a toxic form because it has gathered a power all of its own. By compacting it you have given it strength and power which now you cannot fight. If you have to fight it you have to first acknowledge it, then you have to express it. That is the only way to fight.

When young children suffer from epilepsy, look at their parents. Very often you will know why there is stored anger in that child.
Could it be a previous birth anger, Sir?

Maybe, but not often. Look for physical abuse, verbal abuse, mental abuse.

Sir, do we become aware of this stored anger?

Consciously, no. You have to seek it, my son. If you were aware of where your friend was hiding would you not catch him out?

Sir, then how do you help such a person?

Aah! The biggest step is to make him acknowledge that he is angry. That there are areas in his life he needs to look at. And they do not wish to acknowledge this.

Sir, this means that because of the parents the child is suffering.

Child, that is once again putting the blame on someone. Remember, that young one has also come to those parents to learn to deal with a certain situation. You must also remember, child, that that young one will have a history of anger being stored, and needs to learn that anger must be expressed because in human form anger is natural. You do not become bad or evil. A child must be taught how to express anger. A child must be taught that anger must be expressed, but it need not be by breaking or violence  or abuse. The job of a parent is not an easy one but it is one that is taken very lightly by many.

Sir, there is a child who was given an extra dose of chemo therapy and is now brain dead. Is there anything that can be done for this child?

Why do you all insist on putting chemicals into your body?

Sir, for cancers like leukemia that is the only cure.

Leukemia is a cancer of stored anger of several births, where the blood itself is toxic over generations.

The child is only ten years old.

Oh, yes. The anger may be a million years old.

Sir, he has been in a coma for two weeks now. He come to death's door and then recovers.

The chemicals have already killed vital parts of his brain. This child will have to come back again to learn to deal  with anger.

Sir, then isn't it better to release him now?

His guides know when. He may not be conscious to you. His guides are working with him. Showing him with that living body that is there what anger can do. Remember, child, souls do not wish to learn all their lessons. There are certain lessons which a soul will refuse to learn and no amount of guidance can budge the soul. Sometimes, when there is an example in front of it, the soul may learn. So don't think that my son is not being looked after. All are looked after.  Toxic cells of so many lives.
Sir, I would like to ask about the allergies that your child gets so regularly and the blisters in her mouth.

All allergies come from one of the lower charkas being blocked. May be any one of the lower charkas. Now children you must understand that when we say that a chakra is blocked we do not mean that it is non functional. In a medium or in a person like this child, the chakra is blocked to one area. In another area it functions normally. Where the blockage is, is where the root has gone so deep that you do not wish to pull it out. So in that one area there is a complete blockage. So for all allergies, my son, one of the lower charkas will be blocked. The chakra may be completely non functional or may be blocked only in one area. But there will be one emotional area due to which the blockage is caused.
This is why it is so important to study your charkas. For those like you it will be easy to study your charkas yourself. Infact the meditation today is to study your charkas. It is the continuation of your last meditation, because it is very important that you know your charkas. And it is very important to have your charkas functioning because we are now going to activate within each of you the various elements of nature that you make up. And if the charkas are not functioning we will not be to activate enough the elements.
 Ulcers have already been explained to you. When you eat yourself up. Sounds like a cannibal, but it is even worse, because the emotion is eating you and gnawing at you from within. You are not able to do anything about it. There are no cures, there is no healing, for those who desire not to work with themselves. In particular to this child, she knows what the emotional problem area is. Does she want to work on it? No. Will she have to work on it? That is her choice. That is the root.

Sir, could this come in the way of her progress?

Her progress will be there, because this is one area. She has cleansed so many areas, but naturally, ,y child, if she is completely cleansed her progress will be that much quicker.

Sir, this is a problem that her mother, her sister, and now even Sanaeya suffer from.

What have we explained to you about genetics? You are born into a family, to parents who face the same problem. That is why the mother and the daughter understand without words the emotional area which you, my son, may not. Because that is not what you share with her. You share something with your own mother. That is your problem of the abdomen. But whereas in your mother's case it has eaten her up, in your case it has expanded. Same emotional problem.

Sir, can a mother and child help each other in this?

All can help. But is the help required? Is the help welcome?

Would a heart to heart to talk make a difference,sir?

All of you hold so much stock in a heart to heart talk. There is no such thing. There is no heart to heart talk. There is only a heart to heart love. And when that love is expressed and if the other responds to that love, and then in response desires to verbalise the acknowledgement of the emotional stress, then, yes, encourage it. But sitting and talking about it has never helped and will never help, because it only stays at the physical speech level.

Yes, my little one, do you have an ailment that you would like me to discuss?
No, Sir.

Is there any one else? My son, Sohrab, is not here so we have to see that we keep our time.

Sir, I do know what my problem is and I do acknowledge my anger. How do I deal with it?

When you acknowledge it, you must sit with it in a semi-darkened room with an open flame and let your anger sit opposite you and talk. Talk to your anger and let it talk back to you. Who hurt you? When did they hurt you? What did you feel? Why did you feel that? How has it resulted now in your life? Let your anger express itself completely. Only then can deal with it. Only then will it have worn itself out.

God bless you , my children. Next week we will continue with this. You can bring your whole list of ailments. Be in peace.