1.7.2001

Ommmmm…..Ommmmmm……Is hafte bacchon manavta par khyal dena. Jab bhi vyakt miley, to bus khud ki manavta aur doosron ki manavta; oonka khyal karna. Kya hai yeh manavta, kahan rehti hain, oonka matlab kya hai,ookna mahtva kya hai. Yeh sab soch samaj, apne hriday se dhyan dena. Pranam bacchon.

Good evening, children. It is wonderful to travel in each of your hearts. Oh, my children, if you could look within your heart you would be proud of how much work you have done. Your hearts are now red. Vibrant. They are dull no more. You are all, all going through your cleansing processes and at most times allowing us to make it easier for you. Yes, sometimes you do hold on. But even that hold is now loosening, and that is good. We are indeed delighted. There are some within this circle who have gone back a step or two. That is to be expected. Those whose hold on the material world is very strong will always find a disequilibrium point when the hold of the material world will win over. But, so what? We work with them and we allow them enough time to come back into our fold. If we find that their time is still not right and that it would be better for them to continue on the material path a little longer, we will take steps to ensure that their visits here are stopped. Not stopped for all time, stopped till they have found their peace on the material path, so that they can adopt this one again, wholeheartedly.

Son,(SNA) the next year from now is a year when you will reach success after success. It will keep you busy but do not forget to make time for us. Enjoy this year, my son; it will bring you success in all fields, personal and professional. You will work hard for it, but enjoy the hard work, and son, enjoy the momentary failures that will come. They are just small mounds in your way. Do not let them fool you. They will show themselves as mountains. You are stronger than them. One step upon them and they will crumble. Move onwards towards the success that is waiting for you.

Starting from this moment on.

Our discussions on illnesses were stopped for a while. Let us continue with it. Is there anyone who wishes to discuss another illness?

Son, this boy is very sensitive. Always remember, my son, not only seven chakras but all twelve are open wide. He picks up from the atmosphere all, all imbalances. Whether they are the imbalances of his own near family, imbalances of his friends, those in school. There is nothing you can do. Binding, yes, will help to a certain extent. But the child will learn as the child grows that it is something he must learn to deal with. He must learn to keep himself in balance in spite of the imbalances around him. His chakras from the crown upwards are so powerful, my son, that they draw in all positivity and all negativity, and in the world around him today there is far more negativity than positivity. He will react to that. Son, he is too young to understand what we say, but you are not. And when you find that he is in imbalance take him away to a spot where your heart tells you he will find balance. Get yourself into balance first. He must not pick up further imbalance from you. And keep this child away from areas of imbalance. Keep him away when he is growing up.

When there is a quarrel, or an illness, he will pick up the imbalance at once and his entire system will at once go into a complete state of shock. He is extremely fine tuned for a purpose…for a purpose…. we will not elaborate, but this fine tuning will definitely cause him a lot of imbalance as he is growing up, till he has learnt to deal with it. And the child is too young. The child is being constantly bombarded by imbalances from all sides. You cannot expect anything else out of him in such an environment except imbalance.

One of the special ones.

There is nothing you can do.

He will because their souls have a link, which is so strong that they are like one.

They have both come with this, and there is a conduit between their two souls that will allow the anger to flow and the love. And they will work it out. They are working it out. The child and his mother have, over lifetimes, several lifetimes, shared relationships of so much pain and so much love. Neither is forgotten by the souls. Both their souls recall the pain; both their souls recall the love. They have not been made to forget, because forgetting is not the solution. They need to work through this so that there is only love, and no anger. And, son, this child of mine is being exposed to a very harsh cleansing. She has been given memories of so many past ---?--- all of which are stored within her. She is resolving them slowly but they are very difficult, and so she is being subjected to an internal anger and an external anger. This child (JYD)will suffer because of this, but at the same time these two (SYD & JYD) will help her to go through this pain. This child (SYD) without knowing, without conscious thought process, has worked through so many of the issues with her mother. It is wonderful that she has now come to a stage where she permits herself to say, "I love you" to her mother. There were times in the past, when the past pain caused to her by her mother, did not permit those words to come out of her. And she worked through this, and she has worked hard. My child, we are proud of all that you have done.

Do not worry, my son, this too shall pass.

Yes. That is because it is being forced out of the system. It must be forced out. Son, whenever you feel this anger in the home, at once collect it and throw it out as white light. Otherwise it will get into your systems again. Remove; physically remove this energy from your home. Ask this child (RDM); she will suggest to you some material that will help you to remove this from your home. You can, in the corners of your home, place salt. But ensure that no child touches it. Place them in corners that are not accessible to the children. And everyday, my son, you, only you, must take this salt, cover it with white light, and wash it away with water saying that this is white energy flowing back into the universe. And place fresh salt again.

Any other questions?

Child, she has had so many lives of being only centered around herself. In between her lifetimes she has been taught about soul connections, she has been made to experience the losing of herself in a vast sea of souls, but even in non-physical form, my son, even when she has been with us, she does not wish to accept that she is all and all are her. Even between lifetimes she has constantly struggled with the small ‘i’ and she learnt no other lessons due to this. The skills that she has learnt have only been learnt because she wishes the small ‘i’ to be more skillful. We have tried, her guides have tried, but she has been on this one plane for times much longer than most souls, and this struggle continues in physical form. But, you see, my son, in physical form she does not get the all round all time attention that she thinks she deserves. She truly still experiences herself as an individual apart from any other. And she experiences herself as an individual who is very, very special. Of course she is, but then, so is every individual. For her there is no one but the ‘i’, and when the small ‘i’ does not get the adequate attention it will use this depression to get it. The physical has learnt that this is one sure way of being the center of attention. You will notice, my son, that if there is an illness in the home, or a death in the home, or some other problem which turns the attention away from her, within a short time she will go into this state. And others will think that it is because she cannot cope with that tragedy or calamity or crisis. But, no, that is not the case. It is because that situation took the attention away from her.

She has chosen nothing. This might be a good point to introduce you all to a different kind of blueprint. Souls like this child come with no blueprint. No blueprint like the ones you all have. She has not come to experience anything; she has not come to learn any lessons because she does not think that she needs to. Her only blueprint has been to come here and to ensure that she is once again the center of attention.

She has not chosen this. There is no choice in the sense that you had. When you chose your blueprint you spent a long, long time to decide on issues. For her there was no choice. There was no choice because she never allowed her council of guides or council of masters to ever, ever, ever help her. She, and souls such as her (and there are many) merely decide to come to the physical form because they find that in the physical form it is easier to give greater attention to the ‘i’. In soul form, from all quarters, all they see is unity and this is not at all what they desire. There is a deep fear that if I merge with other souls I will be lost forever. But, it is sad because if this soul allowed her guides to come close, to show her there is no loss…..

Of course. It is her choice to come with, what this son called a ‘negative’ blueprint. We don’t call it negative we call it different. But, it is sad.

Oh, you must not. You see, my son, you must be like us, guides, counselors, masters. We allow mistake after mistake. We are there to support you, we are there to pick you up, we are there to take you ahead, we are there to overlook all weaknesses. Why? Because we can see that there is a genuine attempt made to grow. We are not going to punish you for your human faults; we are not going to punish you for going away from us a little while. (You are entitled to get a little tired of us sometimes Now don’t ask me if we get tired of you, we will not answer that. {All laugh{ ) But, if, my son, we do not see the genuine attempt, we will withdraw. Our energies are required at so many different places and when our energy is not appreciated or welcomed, we respect that and we move away. We move away completely. But, if there is even one moment of genuine attempt we will be back, at once. The same should apply to you, to all of you, my children. Remember this. Our energies, being almost limitless we still do not waste them. You must respect your own energy. If someone insists on hurting themselves in spite of all effort that you have made, if genuinely within your soul you know that there is nothing more that you can do for this soul because this soul does not wish to do anything for itself, respect your own energy, and divert them to useful purpose, and respect the choice of this soul not to listen to your words. Just because you think your words are wise do not keep pushing them onto others. So you see, my son, you must not. There is no must. Do not put impositions upon yourselves, because when you do that your energy is now torn apart into two. One part of the energy is fighting with your own resentment and the other part of your energy is really trying to help, but you can’t. So the entire endeavour is futile. Gather all your energy and use it for more productive purpose.

Child, let me answer this in a general way, and you will get your answer from this. Children, when you find that there are individuals who are constantly spending all their time working for others, healing others, doing things for others and what you call ‘neglecting’ themselves, try to find out for yourself which of the two situations apply. There is one situation where you have a selfless soul like the one you called the Mother Teresa. She devoted herself to mankind because that is what her blueprint was. She had written into her blueprint that she would get energy only through the positive energy she would give others. And so she did it. There was no motive, no selfishness, just a pure giving. In such a situation there is no neglecting of the self because there is no self. The self has been transcended enough to now devote one’s energy only to the betterment of others.

There is another situation that is the more common one. When a lot of work is done for others, it is the soul’s desperate search for its own comfort. There is desperate search that if I comfort her and heal her, somewhere I will find the comfort that I seek. This soul has come with a blueprint of learning to find her comfort within herself. That is the lesson. The environment gives the soul all opportunity to find comfort in the outside, because the soul must look at this environment and know that its comfort lies not outside but within. This person will find always someone who needs her comfort, someone who needs her healing……all the time. Because she is looking for her own comfort, her own solace. Now do not put words like ‘selfishness’ upon this. Yes, the soul is doing this from a point of view, which is not complete and pure like the first. But, that does not lessen what the soul is doing. With such a soul, if you are close enough, you may gently try to question as to why she heals others. What does she get in return? It takes a very long time for such a soul to look deep within and to realize that I am doing this to find solace within myself. And it is an extremely difficult realization because at once the physical mind will say ‘I am so selfish’. But it is not selfishness. The soul is just looking for pathways, pathways to learn the lesson you have opted to learn. Yes, such a soul will neglect herself because in this situation ‘self’ is predominant. The help to others stems from the help that is required by self. So when you see such a person, ask yourself which of the two situations does this fall under and work accordingly. If you are not as close to her to talk to her of this, then do not pursue the subject, because even though the comfort has not been found within, that which has been found outside has its own healing properties for the soul.

At that time there is no self. You, my child, when you spend your hours healing there is no self, involved but still you do not spend all your time. You do not neglect yourself. If you require healing you will heal your self. That is the middle path.

Child, we will tell you not very clearly because we are aware that you will not wish us to speak very clearly. We will say only one thing. We hope you will understand. DO NOT ALLOW HIM TO HAVE THIS CONTROL OVER YOU. When there is external control and you fight it……

If my child, you were physically fighting, in order to have these violent movements, your heart would naturally have to pump blood much faster. If at that time your pressure were taken it would be very high. Are you following me? When there is an internal fight your body is doing this all the time. There is rebellion, which cannot be manifested externally. Child, be your own person. Move away from control. His likes and dislikes and his controls must not rule your life, because inwardly you are rebelling and it is harming you. Love yourself first, my dear, dear child. You have so much love to give. Once again you feel controlled in not being permitted to show this love in the manner you desire to, to all whom you desire to.

There were so many earlier topics. (all laugh)

We enjoy teasing this child. ( all laugh)

Ah! Yours is different. You have gone from this path to this; you have not come to the middle. And by going on to this path you have curbed your own natural gift for helping others. My son, you have been put into a profession where you can be of help because it is a gift that you have. But, you see, your realization, my son, was from here (head) and not from here (heart). And when you realized that you were doing this the mind told you that now you must do just the opposite. My son, our advice to you is go ahead and help others with the full realization that you are doing this in order to find the comfort within yourself. With that realization, continue. Do not curb that gift. The more you realize every time, in every situation; there will come a day when you will realize that there is no self, involved at all. And do not wish this to happen overnight. Realization from within is a huge step. Don’t curb yourself. Give of yourself. Do not curb yourself. Give of yourself. You have come for that. You have come for that…to give of yourself always. And this ‘realization’ has made it stop. This is a good example, my son. When knowledge of psychology that is not complete in itself, works against you. You have considered it as knowing what is present in your mind. Psychology is knowing what is there in your heart. Your knowledge has stopped you. That is why you keep going from this end to this end. And when you are on this end there is guilt, your ever-loyal friend. (all laugh)

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