9.12.2001
Eliyah:
Eli greets you.
Good evening, Sir.
He beckoned to Zafar, spoke to him softly and privately and again opened his crown chakra. He then called Sohrab, spoke to him privately and then called Yezad and also spoke to him privately.
He said that the group was progressing slowly but well. He then spoke very softly about the world breaking up and the next one month being a time for caution. (What he said was not clear on tape as even Roxanne who was repeating Eli’s words to the group was very soft.)
Jadefire:
Good evening children.
Good evening Sir.
It has been a good week for you.
So, my children, what would you like us to speak to you about?
Sir there is a lot of physical renovations of homes at present. Is that a
sign of inner cleansing?
It always is, child, but whenever a home is being physically broken, you must
pray more fervently every day. You must cleanse with Violet Light the broken
walls. Your home has through the years gathered your negativity and as it gets
broken, this gets released. It is essential to cleanse as many times
as you can remember in a day with Violet Light. It is not necessary that it will
be accompanied by inner cleansing but if the process of inner cleansing is on
simultaneously, you will ensure twice-fold that you are not taking in the
released negativity. Make your home feel loved. Thank every wall in your home
for being thereto remove from your environment that negativity which could have
harmed you. Do not consider your home as merely a place of residence. You have
bonded with your home and you must feel this bond and when you leave that home
in order to live in another home, you must take the permission of that home. So
many of you forget to do this. It is essential to ask your home if you should
leave. And you should permit your home not to grant you the permission to
leave, if your home knows that your higher good lies within its four walls.
Many times my children, many people face a lot of difficulty when they wish to
leave. Very often it is your dear home that is stopping you from making a move
that would hinder your spiritual growth. If you still desire to move, or if it
becomes absolutely essential to move, in spite of this, you must talk to your
home, you must again ask your home to give you its permission.
How would it give us the answer Sir?
By clearing your path. If your home places obstacles in your path, your home is
telling you to stay where you are. Speak to your home, feel its bond, and ask
it again, and if your home feels that its cooperation is required for your
spiritual growth, it will certainly remove all obstacles.
Sir may I ask a question in this regard? Would the home also remove obstacles
from the path of my landlord also Sir?
No, my son. Your home has bonded with you. As a property it may belong to
anyone. But it is your home. Your home is there to help with your obstacles. If
you face obstacles from your landlord my son, yes, you can ask your home to help
you, but, remember, your home will help you only in the manner that it is
essential for the higher good of all concerned.
Sir, would this apply to all our possessions, Sir, like your child has this
thing of wishing the car goodbye, the oven goodbye.
Every possession. A vehicle has aided so many of you on so many unknown
occasions. Many of you have suffered less because your vehicle has taken away a
large part of the physical harm that would have come to you. Very often, when
you are driving, you may wish to go to one destination, but somehow, in ways you
do not understand you eventually go to a destination you had not even thought
of, and you wonder why and you then accuse yourself of being very absent-minded.
Very often dear ones, your vehicle is taking you to a place where opportunity
awaits you, or has taken you away from a place
where you should not have been present. So, yes, your vehicle has also bonded
with you and when it departs, it should not depart with a sense of not having
being acknowledged. It must depart with a sense of being engulfed in love and
gratitude, of blessing and concern. Electrical appliances that you use, my
children, play a very large role in your lives. You are all unfortunately living
in an age, where you are exposed to far more electrical waves than you should
be. When you are feeling particularly agitated and do not know its cause, do not
be very close to large electrical emissions. The agitation will subside soon.
Sir, is that the reason why the light bulbs at our place keep popping all the
time Sir?
The light bulbs pop, my son, because in your home, the movement of electrical
waves has not been handled in a way where there is a free flow. There are a
number of places in your home where the waves become like an eddy.
And you all know the power of such a formation. Besides this, the electrical
discharges of this child conflict with the other electrical emissions. This has
considerably evened out as she has been taking in, very obediently, a large
quantity of water.
Sir, is there anything specific that we can do to prevent this, like
crystals…..
Especially the ‘eddying’ effect that you spoke of Sir.
This eddying effect my son, needs to be physically rectified. But yes, my
son, if
one places a Crystal of a large enough size, you will find that the Crystal will
absorb the harmful effects of such emissions.
Sir, very often, we do feel very bonded to our home. But, we find that people
around make it very difficult for us. What do we do at such times?
Look inwards. When you say that circumstances and people make it
difficult for you, dear one, look inward. True vision is inward turned, you know
that. Why do you look outwards to set the blame and responsibility?
Sir, but even in our passivity, sometimes we find that …..
We must discuss this issue at once. Many of you, like this child,
confuse looking inward with ‘passivity’. Looking ‘inward’ is
NOT a
passive process at all. It is most dynamic; it is in fact one that can cause
the greatest upheaval within you. Passivity is a sign of running away from
everything; internal as well as external. Looking inward is to turn one’s
vision upon one’s own self. Place one’s soul before one and learn the lessons
the soul desires you to learn. Every circumstance, every individual is meant
for one purpose and for one purpose alone. To teach you a lesson, to make you
recall a truth, to make you take responsibility. Passivity is doing NOTHING.
When the dynamic process of inward searching is on, then one knows what actions
one needs to take, one knows what words one needs to speak, and these actions
and these words will not come out of resentment, will not come out of hate, will
not come out of anger, but will come out of self-respect and mutual respect for
another. But this can only happen when there is ‘inward searching’; not
passivity. Are you all clear?
Is that something like self-evaluation and self-assessment?
No assessment. Assessment is of the mind, evaluation is of the mind. Have you
all ever done a test where you had to assess or evaluate your own self? If you
have, turn your mind back to that time. You will recall that you either assessed
yourself a little more highly than you should have, but in most cases a little
less than you should have.
Sir isn’t that judging?
That is your mind, putting the obstacle of self-esteem before you. And yes,
my child, that is why we urge you not to judge. Assessment and evaluation is
just a judgement from this ‘Master’ (pointing to the mind) who should be your
‘Slave’. Inward searching, my son, is a far more difficult process, it is a
process of great depth, and it is a process in which the mind cannot play a
part.
Sir, I have obsessively done this but it remains up here in the mind.
Because you have obsessively done it. Your obsession is also your mind. The soul
never obsesses. It does not need to because it does not think. You dear one, you
hold on to this lifeline. We are waiting for you to see that this lifeline is
getting more and more fragile and that there is now very little time for you to
build up another strong lifeline which will truly give you support in the years
to come. All of you have your lifelines. Your fears are your lifelines. Your
anger is your lifeline, your resentment is your lifeline, your worry and anxiety
is your lifeline, your depression and feelings of loneliness is your lifeline.
You wonder how these are your lifelines. Because, dear ones, you have used these
lifelines to hold on to and to survive. You as the mind have used these
‘lifelines’. Nature has provided you all with two sets of ‘lifelines’. A
lifeline of ‘fear’ will always come with a lifeline of ‘courage’ and ‘Will’. A
lifeline of ‘anger’ will always come with a lifeline of ‘understanding and
love’. A lifeline of ‘depression’ will always come with a lifeline of ‘hope and
joy’. But, through generations, as the earth has evolved and as human beings
have evolved with it, and as you have come so close to this critical point in
your evolution, society has conditioned all to believe that the only lifelines
you have are those of fear, anger, loneliness and sorrow.
Why, Sir?
Son, in the process of evolution, man had to come to that point where man had to
then face all fears, all pains, which would be larger than life because Earth
and man co-jointly agreed that it is through this path of ‘NOT I’ that they
would evolve to ‘I AM’. It is a path chosen and it is not a wrong path neither
is it a right one; it is a path. Others on other planets have chosen a different
path, but all have evolved. And as soul evolution goes on, yours is the choice
of the path of ‘NOT I’. I is the soul; the soul is not fearful, the soul is not
angry, the soul is not judgmental, the soul is not loneliness, the soul is not
sorrow, and the soul is not worry. The soul is joy, the soul is love, the soul
is peace, and the soul is Light. But you must walk along this path of ‘Not I’
and then find your own path to ‘I AM’. And as this point comes closer in the
circle of evolution, fears and angers will
much loom larger than they did in the past. They will take on horrifying
proportions on an individual personal scale as well as large global ones. It is
at this point of escalation, that some will surrender their physicality and
others, stronger, will face this giant ‘Not I’ and maybe with one swift step or
maybe several small ones, will overcome the ‘Not
I’ and will forever be the ‘I AM’.
We promised you a little while ago, that we would tell you of the
earth’s changes through time. We will do so now.
It would be better for you if you would shut your eyes and truly try and visualise this process that we will describe.
There is Light. Eternal, gentle, all surrounding, all
knowing. It pulses, and with every pulsation emits a wave which increases the
light and thus the light spreads till all is Light. There is no darkness. In
fact darkness is not known. The light expands so far beyond and then it knows
that it must divide. Now with every pulsation of this Light the Light divides.
Sometimes large balls, sometimes small ones, and these light balls pulsate on
their own. And yet with the same pace and strength as the Origin. And this
is the moment of true glory that as the Light divides it never diminishes. It
divides and yet remains whole. And now the light has divided itself and each
pulsates together. Each pulsation releases great vibrations and as these
vibrations get stronger the light turns from white to violet. And the light
begins to swirl, round and round, round and round. And some balls of light wish
to take a form and so they do. With the great working of the omnipresent light,
some balls begin to collect themselves into tighter and tighter and tighter and
yet tighter formations which are now spinning very, very fast.
Matter is formed. One such ball is the earth that you dwell on. You look around
and you see the earth and what you see is ‘Matter’. But now when you see
Matter, also see glowing within it that Eternal Light that has never died and
never will. This dense matter lay for a very, very long time ( the way you look
at time.) It just lay spinning and swirling. But something wonderful was
taking place within this spinning ball of matter. This spinning ball of matter
was taking the example of the omnipresent Light and within itself, dividing
itself into still smaller parts of matter. And again although the Light
divided, it did not diminish. And so you have now a large dense ball, within
which and around which, are smaller balls of light which have not yet solidified
into matter. The omnipresent Light knew that this Earth was nothing but a part
of itself and therefore permitted the Earth to be its own omnipresent light and
to take whichever path it desired from thereon. The Earth was joyous, but in its
moment of joy, recognized the great love of the Light that was within it and the
Omnipresent. For it is only true love that can recognize a spark of itself and
give it full freedom to grow. And the earth charted out its own path to
evolution. And these different formations of Light, merging in different ways
formed water, air, was formed vegetation appeared. And then there was a moment
when the earth charted out its
greatest, its most divine formation of light – human beings. You are all just
tiny balls of light but divided from the light that divided from the source and
took this formation. But human beings did not form in the way you see them now.
The earth is millions of years old and the earth through these millions of
years decided upon so many different cycles for its evolution, because what is
most beautiful of all is that whenever Light separates from the Omnipresent, it
does so with only one purpose - to experience itself completely and then once
again to merge with the Great Light. And each little separation of light,
decides on its own path towards the merging and so NO path is WRONG and NO path
is RIGHT. It is only a path. And the earth went through so many different
cycles, with so many different formations of the light, each experiencing itself
completely. And when a
formation experienced itself completely it did not need the denseness of matter
and it gave itself up to merge with the light of the Omnipresence and once again
the Omnipresent Light of the earth divided to form yet another and more
beautiful formation. And evolution proceeded because every time a formation
completed its own individual cycle of evolution and merged with the Omnipresent
Light, it added its own luminosity, it added its own spark of experience to the
Light. And so every future formation was even more wondrous. This is why so
many plants, animals, reptiles, birds that you have heard were in the past are
not present in the world today. They completed in full their own individual
limited cycle of evolution. And just as each formation of matter completes its
own cycle on Earth and then merges with the great Light of the Earth, so also
Earth and the other large balls of light that separated will complete their full
cycles of evolution and then in joy merge with the great Omnipresent Light. And
so the Earth at first was just one large mass of what you call land. It was
then that the Earth evolved itself into different masses. But the earth has
never lost its connection with the Great Light. The earth is a living,
breathing, pulsating ball of light just as you are. Now envision this picture.
You, each one of you individually, is a little earth. You have separated your
own light into your own formations - eyes, ears, nose, hair, hands, toes,
organs, all these wonderful formations of light. But you have divided yourself
and still are connected. If the Earth did not feel a connection with a part of
its creation, that creation must then end its cycle and merge. Your little
microcosm runs on similar lines. If you do not feel the connection, complete and
whole, with every part, that part will end its evolution process and shut down.
Develop a connection to every part of you and you will be in a perfection of
health. When you as a microcosm finish one small subsidiary cycle in your larger
cycle of evolution, for a short while you will rest, you will merge with the
light but soon you will form into something more beautiful. Every microcosm does
this. (A little was missed here as the voice was very soft). But it is
miraculous to behold that through all time and through no time, there has never
been a moment of darkness. I repeat there has never been a moment of darkness.
Darkness is a condition created deliberately so that you might go along the path
of NOT I.
Sir, this light….is this the essence of God?
When there is no God…………..There is only the Great Light and everything is a part of this great light. The great Light has been called by so many different names. You call it God. But do not be mistaken, my son, to think that light is a part of God. God is only a name that you use to call this light. Light and God are not distinct. If they were, God would be darkness, would he not?
Yes, Sir.
Sir, is darkness also a part of God?
There is no darkness, dear one.
Sir, what about night?
The night is only a time when the physical body needs to rest so that it can build up its spiritual connection. Jut as you dear one, need to feel the connection with the part of the light that you have divided into, so also the greater light from which you have divided must regularly merge with you. No human body has been formed in such a manner that it does not need to rest every part of itself very regularly. The light that you see around is rejuvenating. It gives you a sense of life, living, action, activity, dynamism, creation. But, the body also must rest and there must be, for the physical body to rest, an absence of light so that the physicality is not rejuvenated constantly. This absence of light has been brought about by the earth by this wonderful process that your earth and so many others follow of turning around. As the earth turns around and presents every face of it to a ball of light, it is doing exactly what you do. You rejuvenate yourself in the day and you rest at night, physically, and make the connection spiritually. The earth turns its face to that ball of light you call the sun and rejuvenates itself and then rests and connects itself to a greater ball of light. So there is no darkness.
Then, can we understand that prayer is just a creation of the mind, as we do not need language to communicate?
You do not need anything to communicate with the light. Child, when you are the light, how will you communicate with something else that you call the light? But, this light has taken physical formation and this physical formation has an extremely important part and that is the mind. Do not undermine the importance of the mind. It is this mind alone that takes you on the path of evolution of NOT I. It is this mind alone, and so its role is vital. But its role must not be made the sole one. (Sir smiled here at the pun on soul/sole). The mind is playing out a little drama with all the others. Do not ever allow it to be alone on the stage. It will grab the light and never leave. So, prayer, my child, is most definitely a creation of the mind and yet it is something that in physical form helps you to connect to the spiritual. Prayers are not absolutely essential, but how many can truly connect to the spiritual without the use of any prayer, without the use of any words, without the use of any thought?
Sir, I have 2 questions . . .
You always have... (All laugh)
(Zaf – laughs) I know, I store them up. Firstly, why is it that so many
people we know are so afraid of the physical sort of darkness? Is it because
they don’t want to face the ‘Not I’?
Why do you fear darkness? Fear the night? Yes, son, you have
guessed the root cause of the NOT I, but let me make it clear. It would be
better if you understood this part of ‘Not I evolution’. The Earth in its joy,
in its wisdom, in its love, decided to follow a path of ‘opposition’. The most
important opposition of light is darkness. It is from this opposition, that all
fear, all anger, all pain rises and this which your mind gives you an
illusion of the dark, is nothing else but your opposition to this pain. Now you
will ask, if it is only an opposition, why should so many fear it? Within this
opposition, are hidden secrets. When one is enveloped by the absence of Light,
one is forced to look inward .The ‘Not I’ process which is working inwardly
comes rushing up to the fore, and is projected outward and thus there is
external fear. Over time, the conditioning of the
mind has therefore grown and now every child that is born comes with this
preconditioned fear. You all know, that as the human race evolves, changes in
the physical take place very slowly at first and then, almost before you know
it, you have a
completely new race which has been born out of the pre-conditioning of the old.
This pre-conditioning sets in and gets stronger. When a soul is born, it is
born without opposition. For a long time the soul experiences no opposition and
this is vital for the soul. The soul has just separated from the Light and
opposition must be a very gentle process, very gradual. As soon as the
opposition is completed this formation of the light which you call ‘human being’
which is a wonderful merging of Mind, Body and Soul, may take on all that is
pre-conditioned into it by the very environment, within and without. And this
pre-conditioning is essential; otherwise the soul would not feel a sense of
belonging. It would feel completely at odds in a strange manner which it does
not understand.
Sir, that means we are all Light Centres?
You are only Light.
Sir, could I ask a question ?Sir, in my dark moments, if I may say so, when
problems are coming thick and fast, I wonder why did light ever need to separate
Sir ?
Why did YOU separate? If you know your answer you will know the larger answer.
Very rarely, my son. Very rarely is persuasion applied for separation. Why did
you separate? Don’t ask this in your dark moments. Ask this of
yourself in a moment of light and let that moment be a very long moment that
will never end.
Sir, I was angry when I asked this.
And now you feel a deep well of love rising, which wishes to come out and flow
through your eyes, and which you are so strongly, trying to hold back. Let it
flow through your eyes, because what will flow are not tears but the light of
understanding.
But Sir, why the original separation?
The original separation of the Great Light was due to the Great Light’s desire
to see itself in different forms, to experience itself in different ways.
Why?
Child, do you not enjoy experiences?
But see what it has started. (All laugh)
My dear Son, it has started only cycles of evolution. What else has it
started?
Sir, on a mere whim?
No whim. The light is not flickering; it is constant. It is all knowing and all loving and there is no whim. If there was whim, my son, on a mere whim you would become nothing. You, my son, separated into your own little light spark on this earth. Why? Why did you not become a part of the light of another planet, in another galaxy, where there is no free will, where there is no ‘Not I’, where all pulsates constantly in the ‘I AM’? Why did you not, my son, merge and separate there? Why did you come to this place called Earth, which has chosen for its cycle of evolution the path of free will and NOT I? Why? Was it not to experience something new?
Sir this is the first time you have made me look inward on this point.
That is the only place to look. You are blaming your NOT I path on the Great Light.
Sir, but if the Great Light was all knowing, then why did it need to know?
There was no need to know, there was a need to experience. You know so much, my
son, but how much have you experienced?
Sir, you said that we are all balls of light connected to each other by love. Then why is there so much strife, so much hatred?
Look inward.
Sir, but surely the Great Light did not wish to experience that?
When, my child, when will you learn to look inwards? Everyone wishes to experience everything. You, my child, you wish to experience being judgmental. You wish to experience being of an irritable temperament. You wish to experience fear and apprehension. Why should another not wish to experience strife? Is it because you are right?
Sir, but that means the Great Light wished to experience this. …….
Inward. It is only when you have completely understood what I have said today that you will stop asking these questions.
Sir, you said that the mind helps us on the I AM path. But this same mind puts obstacles in our way and becomes our master. Why this duality?
Son, you did not hear me clearly. What I said was that the mind takes you on the path on NOT I. You, as the soul consciousness, must then form your own path to the I AM. The role of the mind is to present to you NOT I.
God bless you all.