12.1.2003


Subjects: The importance of continuously  'maintaining=using'  today’s mergence with our Higher Self, because with  'dis-use' the connection breaks/Physical and emotional crutches/  not to become self-righteous, especially Core Group members, not to have condemnation and sneer at anyone/perspective : a person is what you think he is, but in reality he is not like that at all - you perceive him to be what you judge him to be, because that person reflects a hidden part of you/ explained to Jimmy why St. Germain didn't answer his question on 'time'

Abraham of the Cosmos explained time-line and non-existence of ‘time’ and told us how we can cure ourselves of anything by ‘transference back’, which was most interesting.


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Elaeenah: Before the meeting, Jade Fire has asked me to read out 2 Affirmations to
you, to enable you merge with your Higher Self. At the Affirmation, each one will join and merge with that level of Higher Self that you are ready to merge with. So each one will have a different level of higher self that you are merging with. But the
important thing is to express ‘the intention’ to do that. Please don’t
state any ‘level’ of higher self, because none of us know how many
‘selves’ we have already merged with and which ‘self’ we are now ready
to merge with. So just make the intention that ‘I make this affirmation
to merge with that level of higher self that I am ready for at this
moment’.

As I read it out, please make the affirmation mentally. The important thing in the affirmation is to turn all vision, all thought inward. The Mind will do its tricks and it will have thoughts coming in, but don’t hold on to those thoughts. Let them just come and go. It is not going to interfere with your intention or affirmation at all. So just completely turn inwards. Just repeat each line mentally.

I am What I am
And What I am
Has Beauty And Strength
By Being Centered
And Concentrating On My Life
I Quicken My Evolution
May The Beauty Of This Day

Meher Baba:

(To Yezad) Kem ray chokra?  Samajyo kay Baba to goom thai gayaach!

Where were you?

Aray ‘where was I’! Taari aagal der roj aaoonch! Nay manay poochech ‘where was I’! Avay shoo karoo ai chokra saathay?

Ahiyan kaai nathi aaoota?

Bus, ej jeed pakri raakhich, kay kem aaoota nahi! Baba tamay loko nay bhooli giya!  Etlay nahi avtaa! Nahin?  Ay maanti nathi. Baba nay biju kaam chey. Aai tamaari doonya noo kaam thoraa vakhat nay varay Baba bhooli gayaach. Babanay elokoyay kaam sompioonch, tay Baba nay karvooch paray. Pun em nahi kay Baba nathi.  Jahan bi Baba hoi, bus Baba nay bolavo. Baba e samajyoo. Em kai thai, kay bus Baba nahi bolay etlay Baba nathi? Nahi. Pun jem temo loko aagay vadhto jaayoch, tem Baba bi aagal jaayech. Nay tay koi vakhatay Baba nay bijoo kaam sompaich. Pun jevo Baba nay boolao aapyo kay Baba e kahyoo : chaal, 5 minute bathaanay mali aaoon. Thora vakhat nay varay hoo nahi aavi shakoo, pun mahara vahalaao, em naa samajta kay Baba nathi.

Baba ni johli haji bharaee nathi. Hajoon ketlo tamaaro gum manay johli maa bharvaano che. Hajoon bi Baba ni johli khaali nay khaali che. Jahan ver Baba ni aai gum ni johli bharaasay nahi, tyan ver Baba kethay jaayay nahi. Baba bijoo kaam karvaa jaayech. Pun, aai johli eeyaanch raakhi nay jaayech. Baththo gum ander johli maa naakhi devo.  Aaray tamay loko soo karoch! Aai johli khaali kem raakhoch! Baba kay kai aapvooj nathi! Kem? Aai bhikhari nay koi vakhat to kai aapo ? Bhooli giyaanch aapvaanoo? Aajay naa bhoolta. Aajay javaani pehllay, ai johli ma baththoo gum, baththo goosso andhar naakhi nay pachi jajo! Bharso kay Baba ni johli?  Aakhkhi bhari naakhjo. Baba ni meher sarvo per che tay bhoolta naa.

(Meher Baba: Translation from Gujarati

Well son, you thought I had disappeared!

 Where were you?

Oh – where was I?  I come to you every day and you ask me ‘where was I’!  Now what shall I do with this boy?

Yes, you’re obstinately holding on only to that: ‘why don’t you come here! ’ Baba has forgotten you! That’s why he is not coming! Isn’t it? But she (Ruki) doesn’t believe it ! Baba has other work. Baba has temporarily forgotten the work of your world. They have given Baba some other work, which Baba must do. But it doesn’t mean that Baba is not there. Just call to Baba. Baba hears. Can it ever be, that just because Baba doesn’t talk, that he is not there?  As you yourselves advance, so does Baba. So Baba is assigned other work sometimes. But so many of you called out to Baba that he said : OK, let me go and meet everyone just for 5 minutes. I will not be able to come for some time, but my beloveds, don’t think that Baba is not there.

Baba’s ‘bag’ is still not full. I still have to fill up all your troubles in my bag. Baba’s bag is still empty. Until Baba’s bag is not filled up with your troubles, Baba will not go anywhere. Baba just has some other work to do, but he is going to leave behind his bag. Fill it up with all your troubles. Well what are you doing? Why are you keeping
this bag empty? Don’t you want to give anything at all to Baba? At least give something sometimes to this beggar! Have you forgotten giving? Don’t forget it today. Before leaving, put all your troubles, all your anger into this bag and then leave. Will you do that? Fill it up completely!

Baba’s blessings are upon all of you. Don’t forget that.)

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Jade Fire:

Good evening my children!

Good evening Sir!

Do not let this evening be in vain. Each one has merged with the level required at present. Use this mergence. Do not let it be in vain. At different times we will now guide you through higher and higher mergence. But for that to happen, you must use each level of mergence. This mergence is not permanent. It can be broken very easily by dis-use. If you do not use it, then it is understood by us, that you have chosen to be still in the physical and the connection made today will be broken. So it must be used. Some of you wonder, ‘how should I use this’? You use it at present, to remove all crutches from your life.

(Sohrab came in a late and jade Fire interrupted his talk to call him up to the platform.) He (referring to Sohrab) must be given 2 glasses of water at once. He has come with energies out of alignment.

Make a list, my beloved ones, of your crutches. Crutches can be physical like clothes and food, and money and people. These are physical. But how many know that this is a crutch?  You have to answer a very simple question:  is this necessary for my happiness? Not Joy - a crutch brings you happiness. It cannot bring you Joy.  If your answer is Yes, then that is your crutch. Once you have answered, then what are you going to do?  A lame man knows that he must respect his crutch. He cannot kick it away till his legs are strong. So do not kick your crutches. Be aware of them and every time you use those crutches acknowledge the moment that you are using them. Initially, awareness and acknowledgement is enough but, the more aware you are and the more often you acknowledge the use of your crutch, the less you automatically will wish to use it. Then there will come moments, when just for transient fun you use the crutch for a short time, knowing that your legs are strong enough and the crutch has now become only a little play thing. That is when you can leave it or use it, as and when your whim desires. Physical crutches are easier to be aware of and to let go.

But emotional ones are very, very difficult to be aware of. Emotional ones come in ‘many disguises’. They come as ‘praise’, they come as ‘physical love’, they come as ‘insatiable greed’, and they come as ‘insult’. Yes little ones. Insult and emotional pain is a crutch used by several of you, without knowing that it is your crutch.  How do you recognise an emotional crutch? This needs complete awareness of every moment.

When a word of praise is given to you, judge for yourself honestly, your feelings at that moment. Is there a rush of thrill, happiness, excitement, confirmation, validation? If there is such a rush, then that praise is your crutch. But if praise is accepted by you in a matter of fact way, causes no undue surge of happiness nor does ‘insult and injury’ cause any surge or depression, then neither is your crutch. The emotional crutch that is even more difficult is the one that comes disguised as ‘insult’, ‘abuse’ because here your conditioning and your physical consciousness helps you in making this crutch stronger. How does this work? When an angry word is spoken to you, when you perceive that there is abuse, when you experience insult, when you experience a battering to your physical Ego and you feel a sense of sadness, grief,
despondency, rejection, abandonment, this is a crutch. But you are asking Jade Fire: ‘a crutch is something that I need.  I don’t need insult and abuse in my life’.  Oh yes, my little ones, you do. These are moments when you can experience your physical ego completely and this is what each one desires. How good it makes you feel to say that ‘my son acts in such a hurtful manner with me’. How good it makes you feel when others pity you, because you have no love and understanding from your partner. How good it makes you feel when you think about all the sad moments in your life – honest answer - does it not make you feel better? Isn’t there, my little ones,
a sense of fulfilment when you say : No one loves me. I have no friends?   No one understands me! I have been betrayed. What a sense of fulfilment this is! But physical consciousness has been conditioned, not to believe that this is true. So even now, many of you have difficult in accepting that ‘pity makes you feel good’. That is why this crutch is very difficult to see and be aware of.

And how should this crutch be removed? Very, very gradually. The most difficult step in its removal is its acknowledgement. Not intellectual acknowledgement, but deep down, where the inner Spark resides. To acknowledge that you like moments of self pity. To acknowledge that you enjoy the experience of abuse and anger. To acknowledge that many, many times, not at a conscious condition level, but at a level below, which is more real, you in fact initiate this experience, so that you can enjoy it.  Very difficult. Very difficult. When this has been acknowledged completely, then every moment that this crutch is used it will come to you like a huge pillar, which you will not be able to ignore and in that moment of its awareness, a little part of its strength will have diminished for good.

How many of you feel good after you have cried? You feel ‘I have become light’. (Many hands went up.) Do you know why you feel that? Because the tears that you cried were those of self-pity and they made you feel rejuvenated. And that is true. The physical Ego has been strengthened and revitalised by every tear of self-pity. But now do you know what you will do when you wish to cry? You will deliberately suppress it! (Laughter) Jade Fire is not a ‘Master’ for no reason. He is watching all your thoughts. And do you know that your thoughts have as powerful a physical manifestation as you do? When we watch you, we do not watch your physical. We are watching - watching in every sense of the word – your thoughts.

So now do not be foolish and suppress. Because every suppression will lead again to another part of the Ego being revitalised! That part which uses the most difficult crutch to release. It revitalises that part of the physical Ego that uses spirituality as its
crutch. And so when you suppress, what will you be? The word that Jade Fire does not like – you will feel ‘holy’. ‘I have done right. I am now on my path of evolution.’ Oh little one, not at all. You have in fact become more ‘hole-y’. The spiritual fabric has been torn more and more, by these physical attempts at spirituality. How can you be spiritual in a physical manner? It is like asking you to turn right by turning left!

We have explained this many times and yet we are sorry to find that it has not been understood. Spirituality is not a process of ‘prayer’, of visiting temples and churches and mosques. It is not a prayer, it is not a chant, it is not a meditation, it is not an affirmation. It is LIFE. It is LIVING; when you use all the joys of the physical world not as crutches but as gifts of the Universe. Again we ask you to remember the example of the child playing with its ‘train set’. When, my little ones, when will you understand that this is spirituality. It is not attending meetings like this that makes you spiritual. Many wonder: ‘why has Jade Fire not taken me into the Core Group? Why? Is there something wrong with me? Am I not spiritual enough’?

How can you be ‘spiritual enough’? We are not looking for religious leaders.  We are not looking for those that are experts in theology. We are not looking for do-gooders, who do good, so that others may know. NO! We are looking for signs, silent work with your inner Being. That is what we are looking for. Why is it, that some, like this son of mine (Dhiren) - as many of you thought - was admitted into this Core Group, without, what you felt, any effort?  You didn’t see the effort. We did. The effort is not now, it has been ongoing over the years, even before his intellect knew of concepts and truths that we have taught you! His inner being knew and worked. His oneness, his awareness of his inner processes has readied him for the work he has to do. That is spirituality. Awareness of your inner processes.  BE AWARE! That is all we ask of you at present! BE AWARE! There are so many more moments in your day, when the Universe gives you the opportunities to look outwards.  Awareness of the ‘inner’ makes you grab in all greed these opportunities, to turn them into opportunities to look inwards.

How easy it would be to blame this child for annoying you. And how difficult to say that ‘she has played a wonderful role in this opportunity’. You have really grown, when you can turn around – and again, not intellectually and from a ‘holy’ point of view – don’t fall into that trap; it is a ready trap, waiting for you to fall in. But when you can, from your Inner Being, turn towards the person, who causes you pain, harm, injury, irritation, frustration, delay – when you can turn and embrace and love that person for having played such an important role in this moment when you can evolve a little more, that is spirituality.

Spirituality is not giving up worldly goods. It is not ‘not enjoying’ the money and wealth. ENJOY IT. Why have we given you the hologram for wealth, if wealth was so un-holy? It is a gift. USE IT. Do you not use the air every moment that you live? Is there guilt? When you sip water to quench your thirst is there guilt?  And yet there is guilt about money and wealth. USE IT! Give it and receive it as freely as the air. There is so much guilt. But the more you cling to it, the more it doesn’t come to you. When your hand is empty, the Universe will fill it. But if have clutched something in the palm of your hand and closed it into a tight fist, how can the Universe pour its gifts into your hands?  USE this. Use all the worldly pleasures with great joy and not illusory happiness. When the eye looks inward, the Mind automatically turns inward and then this is the ‘Beautiful Mind’ that is there at your command. This Mind that turns inward, knows that my every wish has to be fulfilled, because ‘I AM, that I AM’. How then can desires not manifest?

And yes, each one of you also feels ‘will this not lead to people becoming greedy?  Observe! Those who are greedy get nothing. Those who give freely, receive it all! A thousand fold! Their every need is answered even before it is felt. And yet you feel that ‘in order to be spiritual I must not think of money and wealth’. And you are right. Do not think of money and wealth with a Mind that is trained to look outwards. Think of it with the Inner Mind. Enjoy! Enjoy the world around you. You have chosen it. If it were your lot to be poor and in lack, in poverty and sickness and destitution, that would have manifest. Because that is what you had chosen. But you have chosen abundance. You have chosen abundance of all that the material world has to offer. Why then do you now feel guilty about your choice? We have given you on many occasions an example of this beloved heart of ours (Silla) – so much wealth, and so much has she given silently, for no one to know and no one to talk of. And then the Universe gives her more and more and more.

THESE are your crutches. BE AWARE of each one. It is very, very easy to become self-righteous. Don’t fall into that trap, my beloved ones. We have seen this happen to many in this group. And so we are urging you to climb out of this trap that you have fallen into. There is a tendency now to talk of yourself as ‘us’ and ‘them’. We who are on the ‘spiritual’ path and ‘they’ who are materially trapped. And so there is condemnation and sneer, never physically manifested because you are ‘too holy’ for that. Condemnation and sneer is inside, on one hand and on the other hand, there is a growth in Ego. And Core Group members are being even more cautioned, because Core Group members seem to think that they have – (to Sohrab) what is the word you
use? - ‘arrived’. (Sohrab laughed heartily) ‘I have already proved ‘my spirituality’

Mergence with any level of higher self can be broken at any time. Continue the process of inward search. Know your Self. How long each one spends in analysing another! ‘She behaves like this because of this and she doesn’t even know it, but ‘I’ know it’. Good! Now move on and see if you know YOUR self as well as you know another.

And this leads us to another subject that we wish to discuss today. PERSPECTIVE. A person is what you think that person is and not what the person really IS. If for you, he is a beautiful being, kind and gentle, then all his actions, words, deeds and thoughts, you will judge by that ‘mental’ perception. But if you perceive this child to be mean, and greedy, and small, you will judge all that she does and says and thinks by THAT perception. And so she does not become for you what she IS, but what you judge her to be. This is another test for you. How many people in your lives are mean, are greedy. How many of those that you know are selfish, materialistic, indifferent, power-crazy? And now the next step. WHY have you perceived them so? You perceive a person to be what YOU judge him to be, because that person REFLECTS a part of YOU. If you judge and perceive another as materialistic and greedy, there is an unfulfilled physical desire in YOU, which you are fearful about expressing. THAT desire is reflected in that mirror. If you perceive another as lazy or mean or indifferent, there is a part of YOU that the other has REFLECTED. And now the biggest question. Does anyone here perceive ALL to be wonderful beings? You shake your head sadly my child (Jimmy) And it is sad. Because the answer is: You cannot have this universal perception because THAT is not how you perceive YOURSELF. You judge others, by WHAT YOU ARE. So many times in your course of work you have come across those whom you perceive have come in the way of your progress, your promotion, your career, your profession, your business. And you look at that person and you blame and you say: ‘THIS person is power-crazy’. Now use that mirror to look INSIDE. People in your lives are your mirrors. And it takes great courage to LOVE the reflection you see. It does not take courage to condemn and break and shatter that mirror. If you do not like what you see in a mirror, then do something about it to YOURSELF. How can you change the reflection? You can only change the object that is being reflected.

And now you wonder why is Jade Fire preaching so much today? Because it is important to reiterate at this time what we said in the past. The decision has been made. And we wish each one of you to benefit by that decision.

Now my son, (to Jimmy) your question which was not answered by our beloved Germain

Son, time is an illusion. When we spoke of dimension, first, second and so on. We were referring to ‘levels of consciousness’ that grow as a process of nature. It does not take place after a set moment in time. Consciousness evolves, matures and develops CONSTANTLY. And when a certain level of consciousness is reached, the energy which accompanies the rise in consciousness, will ‘change its form’. Is this clear? But that which is, was and will be simultaneously. Because energy is the same. It only changes its form. And so what you are at present is also what you were and what you will be. This energy that is vibrating at this level has evolved from consciousness to consciousness. And energy being what it is, always has complete knowledge of all levels of consciousness that it has evolved ‘from’ and will evolve ‘into. Though consciously you do not have the knowledge of that which you can be, the Spark of energy that you are has this knowledge. And it is this Spark that has brought you here, so that the knowledge that is within, can manifest into a conscious knowledge. But, because there is no ‘time’, conscious knowledge is already in the past because energy has already evolved and changed. So all dimensions exist together, because all energy exists together. In order to explain this to you, we sometimes have to use words and concepts that we know you will understand easily. That is all. What the Master was hoping that you would get from a process of reading, would be only this. That consciousness and energy evolve together. Is this clearer my son?

 Is this similar to the ‘theory of Unity’, which was propounded that everything is happening together.

That is exactly the theory.

 All your . . . hundred . .. ?  existences are all together ( question has not been taped very clearly)

All simultaneous. That is why, little one, there is a phenomenon that you call ‘past life regression’. But in reality it is not past, because that which you see and experience is ‘happening’. You only experience it in the ‘physical mind’ as the ‘past’, because the physical, ‘this body structure’ is not built to be able to withstand energies at different
levels of consciousness simultaneously. Those in other dimensions are aware – and again we must use words you will understand – they are aware in a single moment of time, every single state of energy consciousness that they have evolved from and will evolve into. They are conscious of it. They exist at all levels simultaneously. And yet exist in that moment. Has your doubt been cleared? Do not ever hesitate to ask. Your questions have led this group into knowledge that they would not have otherwise known.

I would only like to apologise to St. Germain for asking him the question which you had raised.

There is no need for the apology. My son, every Master, and this is
essential for all to understand. Every Master whether living or not in physical embodiment utters the same truth. But each Master expresses the truth in a manner that is marvellously peculiar to the Master. And your perception makes you judge that what Masters have said contradict and so, often one Master will not elaborate upon what another Master has said. Because they do not want you to perceive it as a ‘contradiction’.

Jade Fire blessed the group.

Abraham of the Cosmos (through Sohrab):

Greetings from Abraham of the Cosmos.

Once again, this child will be encouraged to work in a semi-trance. He fears intensely, the opening of the eyes. A light trance is induced. He must be made to accept this, child. We will talk briefly of    ' TIME ‘.

Child,(to Jimmy) I do not need permission of the Lord St.Germain or of the one you call Jade Fire, to speak on this subject, as their energies and my energies are one. There is no diversification. Understand that child. When your scientists talk of a TIME-LINE, they represent it ‘past, present, future’. (He held his forearm in a horizontal position). Rid yourself of this notion. For your own conceptualisation, move the ' ‘TIME-LINE’ this way (he now held it vertical).  Past, Present and
Future simultaneously. Just as when you read the pages of a book, the first page deals with an earlier event and each subsequent page proceeds in what you call ‘time’. But when you close the book, all time is simultaneous.  Is this somewhat clear?

As was explained to you, all lives, past, present and future exist not only in their own time, but also simultaneously. It may interest you to know that when you feel, for example ‘joy’ at this present moment, you affect all your lives simultaneously. There may be a sudden smiling caveman, who is you.  Have you not experienced times, when for no apparent reason, you suddenly feel, joy, sadness, despair, futility, irrational fear? It could be coming from what you consider ‘past, present, future. It could also be coming from another dimension. But we will not tread that path today.

(Sohrab was having difficulty maintaining the high energies)
This child is ‘fighting’. Give him supportive energy.

We urge you to look at time differently now. You have accepted the concept of this. Now USE IT. For example, - we know how you like examples –
if you have manifested a dis-ease at this point, let us take as an example, a tumour. You need to do two things: Work on the emotional content that exists in your present, to rid yourself of it. But, and here’s the big ‘but’ project yourself backward in time, which actually exists now, to the moment of inception of the ‘tumour’ and then examine your feelings at that point  and correct them. You have then made a ‘transference back’ into time; ‘a shift’ if you will, which will impact to the present. You can actually instantly cure yourself, if you have the power, the knowledge and the faith to accept that time is simultaneous. You have undergone the process of the
growth of that physical tumour along with an emotional experience that you have chosen. So that will not change. You have learnt your lesson. But then you can go back and actually reverse it.

Elaeenah: How do I know what was the moment of inception?

Aaah! Allow your intuitive Mind to take you straight to where you need to go. You will be given a time, place and emotion. Examine all three. Explore! This, children is not an instantaneous solution.  It requires, time, effort, strength and much growth on your part. But trust the Universe. It can be achieved.

Questions!

Elaeenah: Once I have examined the time, place and emotion, the tumour has already grown through time, so how do I ‘erase’ that time?

Child, you need to first accept for yourself the emotional state that caused the growth of the tumour. We used tumour as an example. It may be any aspect of your life. It need not be a physical growth. It may be ‘a thought process’. It may be a ‘pattern of reaction to another’. It is specific to ‘husband and wife’ or close spouse patterns. All of these can be changed, up-dated and corrected. Never forget. This is not some special gift given to you. You have undergone the process, therefore you may go back to the time and correct it. When you zero-in on what caused the tumour, you need to now start working on it, to erase the emotional pattern that has built over the time-line. By changing that, you change the present. Try it the first time in small events. Do not start with the tumour. Try for example with a set emotional pattern, which you recognise in yourself and have tried in the past to change, adjust or correct. This will give you a sure-fire solution.

We have said enough for today. We do no wish to confuse you further. Think on this. We will up-date the information next week. Think, attempt and bring back your questions.

Abraham blessed everyone and the meeting ended.