18-9-2004

(To Shernaz) Do you recognize me?

Do you still fear my smile?

(HLM gives Shernaz his energy.)

Your faith seems to be crumbling. We will not permit it to crumble. Have faith that our strength will not permit it to crumble. Give it the freedom to allow the dust to fall off. Do not fear this as a crumbling. It is not. We can see your fear, your deep level of confusion and sadness. No need. May I ask you only to hear the words that I speak and at present, no words spoken by those in embodiment? It will not crumble. Why were you so scared to ask of our help in this?

You did not ask us for our help.

And are we not there for that? What is the purpose of your and our energies intermingling, if you do not draw upon their strengths?

You only went deeper into your confusion; deeper into your ego; deeper into your personality and from that space, you readily heard the words of another who was as deep in ego and as deep in personality. Be a pillar, a tower for others. Do not imprison yourself in that tower.

(To Yezad) Call. (To Scherry) Ask him (Yezad) to call me. He still refuses to call me. She (Scherry) doesn’t recognize my energies as Laxmi. You know me as Mother. Give him a tight hug. His love for you is so great he will accept all that you give him. Be there more for him. He needs you. Let him know he has not lost you. That is his fear, that as you grow he will lose you.

Blessings of Yezu.

(To Robin) Remember I carry the cross with you. You are my special one and one day you and I will meet. You will meet me and experience me and know me as yourself. For not a single moment am I far away from you. It is to those whom I trust and love the most that I entrust this duty of bearing my cross.

(The Master places the sign of the Cross thrice upon Robin)

Today we will make each one of you channel. See her (Shernaz) heart, how it sinks. (Laughter) Each one, for a brief moment, join palm to palm and invoke the energies of the flowers within. There will be an almost physical sensation of something coming into your hands. At that time, open the palms and take a deep sniff and recognize the smell of the flower in your palms. And you will smell it; it is there. Now let this sweet perfume sweeten your life. Each one together will chant the Ganesh Mantra. As you chant that, through this flower you will release abundance into your life. That is why you, as a people, worship Ganesh. This energy symbolizes great abundance and great power and yet as a physical, can you imagine anything uglier in physical appearance than a man with the head of an elephant? But that is your myth. Your myth has given such an ugly physical appearance to an energy that is so immense. Can you understand why the myth asks you to look beyond this ugliness? Is the Ganesh energy this ugly physical appearance of a boy with an elephant’s head or is Ganesh the energy behind this ugly physical appearance? And then, in all the Ganeshes around you, are you still looking at the boy with the elephant’s head and rejecting because it is so ugly? Do you really go beyond the physical ugliness to the strength of abundance and power and more specifically, when you look at yourself in a mirror, do you see anything beyond the ugly appearance?

(Scherry has a coughing fit. The Master works on her throat.)

(To Scherry) Never again speak the truth of another. You are larger than that. Every time this chakra (throat) is instable, ask this of yourself, "What truth have I spoken? Is it really mine?" You have grown to a strength where you do not need the opinions, truths and beliefs of others to guide your thoughts. Kill that individual who needs to be guided like an ox by its ring. That is not you. Have the strength, courage and honour in your own power to see the truth as it is yours and when another’s truth is your illusion, have the strength to discard it. You will not belong to others, my beautiful one, by believing in what they believe. Seek not to belong to anyone for you truly belong to yourself. We will bring those into your life deliberately, who will always seek to influence you with the strength of their words and conviction and their beliefs. The stronger their confusion, the steadier will you have to stand. That is your greatest weakness.

(Master Jesu starts the Ganesh Mantra). All chant this together with the strength of the perfume of the flower.

Lady Nada:

(To Diana) No one better than I understand how lonely you are at present. Experience it completely. Know that loneliness is experienced only when you have not coupled completely with the beauty of the child within you. In moments when this coupling is complete, there is no loneliness. Seek not any coupling, blending or urging with the outside. The beauty of your own child within needs your coupling. You know the child we are referring to; the child that you will give birth to. Couple with it. Then there will be no loneliness for I, Nada, will always be with you. We can see when eyes around you will be blind. Do not seek for the blind eyes to see; seek only that the light of vision comes to you so that you will lead those who cannot see. Your vision has a strength which when exercised will bring light into a sightless world. At that time, you will be alone… but will you be lonely?

Make that into living reality.

I am a cosmic crystal keeper. I know no form; I know no energy. Observe and sense for I have no energy, I have no energy that you can recognize. It is beyond your frequency. I come today to energize and activate the cosmic crystal center of your 3^rd eye. Open your 3^rd eye. You will not feel any sensation but you must direct my energies on complete trust to activate a center within. When activation is intuitively complete, you must close the 3^rd eye before one thought of doubt appears. If the doubt appears, you may repeat the procedure. Do it.

(The group takes in the energy)

You have now access to cosmic rays and energy.

You (Ellaeenah) must slowly work on his physical. He is semi-frozen neck downward. Be aware. Our gratitude is with you. You have truly accessed the love energies you have run from so many times during the last two days.

Now you see that these love energies can be strong; not mushy and yet all loving.