There is nothing like spiritual competition. When you’re truly spiritual, you don’t compete and you do not encourage others to compete; you do not instigate others to feel ‘competition’ when it does not exist; you do not provoke others into a reaction playing upon their weakness which you are aware of.

In fact, I’m very glad that this topic has come up right now. It’s come up at a time when it is most required, before it can do greater damage than it already has, and at the place where it needs to be strongly directed. Shernz, I don’t know whether you are aware why Ray 4 was given to you and Dhiren, both from Pune. I don’t know if you were aware that Ray 4 needed to work far more strongly in Pune than in Bombay. I’m sorry, I’m not one to ever make a distinction between Pune and Bombay. In my mind, we are one.

We are, all of us, being trained, and now I’ve understood that true mediumship comes only when the ego can be mastered; till then you are only ‘telepathic channels’. None should claim to be ‘mediums’ if there is a feeling of competition and yes, it saddens me to tell you that Pune has faced that; Bombay hasn’t. I don’t know the reason for this, but Sohrab and I took a call on it when we came to know of this some time ago, not to interfere; to allow this competition, this rivalry and yes, complete hostility against Sohrab, Zafar Divyaa and me. I even asked Khursheed if I should stop coming here and I was very forcefully chided. Thank you, Khursheed. I needed that. It was an eye-opener for me.

Yes, there has been spiritual competition, in plenty, in Pune. I did not pay close attention to it initially, but I soon realized that the Universe wanted me to sit up and take notice, because I began to hear this from so many who were uncomfortable with their close friends behaving in a manner they knew in their hearts were false and petty, abusive of their power. But I really took notice when my husband revealed to me that he too had been subjected to barely veiled remarks against me, all supposedly done in the name of ‘concern’, ‘truth’ and ‘friendship’. I was aghast when I came to know of it. Aghast because my first question was, "Is it possible to compete with each other in ‘breathing’? Can we compete with each other in ‘eating’? In ‘sleeping’, ‘talking’?" If not, how can there be competition in being SPIRIT? And what is spirituality if not being Spirit?

We are being trained to be ‘mediums’. Are we being trained in being egoistically ‘special’ or are we being trained in giving up aspects of our ego we don’t require any more? Aren’t we all being awakened to our own Light? Is there competition between one ‘bulb’ and another? (pointing to the light bulbs in the room.) How can there be competition in Spirit? When Spirit awakens to Light, Spirit sees everything as PERFECT. So no, Angela, it’s not spiritual competition. It’s the competition of an ego-ridden telepathic channel. It’s the competition of an ego-ridden person who invokes, instigates, and provokes rivalry. There is nothing ‘spiritual’ about it.

And how does it damage us all? It dims our Light. Being a victim of those whose ‘envy’ was directed at me, certainly dimmed mine, even if for a very short while. Jim and Khursheed have been there through that process for me and were it not for Jim and Khursheed, my Light wouldn’t have shone this bright, once again. And yet, through Jim, I realized that it was the most perfect situation for me to be in because it made me see that I am still susceptible to the hostility and antagonism of certain persons. I’m still very susceptible to what some think; and he made me question myself ‘why’; Search. So yes, this experience, for me was a growth process. I don’t know how much it has helped others to grow. I can only hope that all involved in this have grown as much as I have.

As I sat down here today, Jade Fire said, "Today is your first day." I said, "What do you mean by that? I’ve come here for years." He said, "Yes, but today is your first day". I didn’t understand that. I understand it now. As soon as you gave me the topic, I understood what Sir meant. Today is the first day that I sit here without having any need for validation or approval from any one of you. Today is the first day when I do not look upon the familiar faces in this room for support. Today is the first day when I am able to rightly say, honestly say, "This, each and every one in this large gathering, is the rightful Pune Group". I will never again consider the small handful of my ‘friends’ as the Pune group. They are not. You are not the Pune Group; not more or less important. This is the group (pointing to all in the room). My group. Yes, I represent Jade Fire on Earth and if anyone has a problem with it, I’m sorry, dears, it’s your problem. You tried to pull me down, and, yes, you succeeded for a while, but through this I have learnt that every time the universe gives you a ‘problem’, it gives you a wonderful ‘solution’, and my solution came through the two wonderful persons, Jim and Khursheed. They were like my pillars, refusing to let me fall; pointing out to me that ‘competition’ can exist only in the minds of those who are insecure, fearful, threatened; whose light still does not shine bright and who are too lazy to do anything about it, but resent and envy those who shine like bright beacons. Should I be angry at those who are insecure? If I am, I have failed Jade Fire and I have failed myself. Did Jesus ever turn away from those who tried to bring him down? Of course there was ‘spiritual competition’ that Jesus faced too. The priests of the synagogue who tried to imprison him, punish him, condemn him, why were they doing this? Because they were insecure, threatened, hostile. There was competition: Light, Spirit vs. Ego. And by spreading gossip and making insinuating comments against me and the others, these few persons behaved much like those priests.

As each one of you grows spiritually, each one of you will go through that test. I wish I could tell you otherwise, but it will be your ‘friends’ who will turn against you. Strangers and acquaintances will embrace you; ‘friends’ will turn against you. But it’s wonderful. Give them the freedom to do this, but don’t judge them at all. In that non-judgment, understand that here is an opportunity for you to be a ‘friend’, to recognize that your ‘friend’ is going through his or her deepest and strongest moments of fear and insecurity and it is not for you to judge them. If their hostility is so great that you cannot embrace them physically, embrace them with all the power of the Love that you have in your heart. It will reach them, and at the level where it really makes a difference. I have done this. Each day for so long I have embraced them in my heart and ‘spoken’ to each, assuring them of my constant Love and complete understanding. I know that one day when their own hearts open, they will see that I am still there for them, without judgment, without condemnation.

I know today I am being made to speak of this because it is Jade Fire’s way of telling me, "You’ve been successful." Friends, it’s tough walking the Road. You have to walk it alone and when the power of your Light within increases, it has to emanate and radiate outwards. But that Light threatens. It threatens all whose own light is not as bright. Understand that; compassionately understand that. Don’t want your own light to dim because of that. Don’t berate yourself because of that. Don’t ever have that thought race through your mind, like I did, "I wish my Light wasn’t this bright." If your own light dims, there will none others to ‘threaten’…. and do you see that this is our role as Light Workers? We have to threaten. We have to make people’s egos feel ‘insecure’. We have to push them out of their comfortable seats. Even if they turn around to you and condemn you for that, we have to do that. That’s our task; that’s our duty; that’s our service and just as in every other field, a person of insecurity competes with another, you will find that happening in spiritual growth too. There will always be one or two wanting to bring you down, refusing to acknowledge your growth, speaking ill behind your back, sometimes openly but more often through veiled and insinuating remarks. That was my test and that will be your test too. When that happens look for a special person in your life who will turn around that situation and make you look at ‘self’. ‘Why are you so upset by it? Look at your own Ego/Spirit conflict.’ It is only when you understand your own Ego/Spirit conflict that you understand the turmoil and conflict of another and then you accept, what must be must be.

So you see what’s going to happen through you, Shernz, Dhiren? It’s going to do a lot of shaking up in Pune. There’s a lot of ego and politics here. I know Diana has faced it personally but she is strong and has withstood it and come out successful. Haven’t you, Diana?

Do you know what I truly feel? That the next two to face this music will be you, Sherni, and you, Dhiren. You two are growing so fast; it is now your turn to threaten others, to make them insecure. Do it joyously. Threaten them with all the Light that you have. Angela, even you. Your Light is so big and bright. My dear friends, shine so bright that the ego is scared and lashes out at you. The more the ego lashes out at you, know that you have been successful as a light-worker, as a torch-bearer, as a flame. Don’t let it get you down. Understand that in you there is genuine growth, and not as we have been explained happens very often, that the ego ridden person is offered the use of what they consider ‘high energies’ for only one purpose (unknown to them and most others)…..to bring their ego to a crushing blow very soon. Jade Fire called it ‘giving them rope to hang their egos with’. Sohrab and I both see this happening in our personal sessions with certain persons, and understand the process clearly, even though the ego ridden person temporarily has been given yet another opportunity to be ‘full of himself’, not realizing that she/he is only full of ego which, like an overfull balloon, will soon burst.

Don’t let that Light dim, not even for a short while. But, you are human, and if it does dim when people do turn against you, find one or two close friends to whom you can talk. But be very wise, very discriminative, in your choice. Don’t choose a person who is going to just pat your back. Don’t choose a person who is going to say, "Oh, you’re great. That person is the foul one." Don’t choose a person who is prone to talking ill of others, who indulges in gossip. Neither Khursheed nor Jim did that. They both explained the other person/persons to me, explained compassionately, wanting me to see, with a compassionate eye, what the others were going through which made them act in this way, and then turned it all around on me. I remember Jim ringing up and asking me, "Have you being doing work on ‘self’?" and I said, "I have." So find those kinds of friends. Those are true friends, who when you are in a conflict, ensure that you do not judge the other, but take this as an opportunity to study yourself. That is a true friend. I know that these two, with whatever I talk to them about, will never allow me to judge another; will stop me instantly. That is what Sohrab does for me; that is what Divyaa does for me. They do not allow me to wallow. It always is search within. This is how Sohrab, Divyaa, Zafar, Yezad and I are there for each other; refusing to ‘flatter’ and not allow ourselves to be opinionated, critical, judgmental of anyone, in any situation.

So, my dear friends, this ‘competition’ you will face. I can promise you, you will face it. I can guarantee you, you will face it. Every time you face it, feel a sense of honour and pride. Why does the other need to compete? Because the Spirit of that person can see a far greater reflection in your own bright light, and Spirit wants to meet that more expansed reflection but ego is saying ‘no’, whether it is out of laziness, ignorance, lack of self-esteem, we are not in any position to judge. So have that ‘honour’ that you have provided that large reflection for another; that large reflection of Light, of Spirit. Threaten everyone’s ego comfort. Let them shake; they’ll either walk out of your sphere of things, or if they do stick around, they must be, sooner or later, influenced by the power of your Light and grow themselves. Either way, you have done your task as a Light Worker.

People say ‘competition’ is healthy. I disagree. Many persons working simultaneously, at the same tasks, is wonderful. It gives so many people the opportunity to do the same thing in many unique ways, each one adding their own unique touch to the same task. But no one can ever be ‘better’. No teacher is better or worse. No medium is better or worse, because no human being is better or worse. Competition is the ego’s need to show its control and authority. In whichever field you feel you need to compete with someone, question yourself. If Sohrab, for example, feels the need to compete as an actor with another actor, he must question himself, "Why am I so insecure as an actor that I feel the need to compete with another?" Yes, he can take that other actor as his catalyst, as his prod, as his spur to greater things. Competition only tries to make what is large into something small and the saddest part is that unless you have very strong pillars to help you, like I had mine, very, very often the ‘large’ becomes ‘small’.

And please do not misunderstand that ‘competition’ is always ‘direct’. No, often it rears its head as instigating and provoking others to indulge in it, to think poorly of the person you envy and resent.

So thank you, Angela, for this topic. I am so glad that I can publicly thank Jim and Khursheed for having been there for me when I really needed you. As I thank Yezad, Sohrab, Divyaa and Zafar. And ‘thank you’ to all who tried to compete, who tried to create this air of dis-ease, ‘thank you’ to all those who were hostile to me, thank you to all those who gossiped about us, thank you to all those who attempted to spread rumors about us. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. You were only very few in number but the ‘help’ you gave us to grow beyond ourselves, was immense. Thank you. Without the help of your egos, our Lights would not be this bright, this vibrant.

Do you know that you are all, all predominantly ‘female’ energy? There is no true and pure ‘male’ energy in this room and yet, there is so much struggle against this female; so many of you fight this. Your intellectual mind tells you that the best balance should be half and half and yet, we tell you that there is a point in time in evolution where it is half and half and then female takes over, predominates, till such time when female becomes so strong that it can then change itself to become both male and female.

Male energy does not have that capacity to change itself. In fact, you will find that those who strongly conflict against their female energy, who are not comfortable with this domination of the female, will become very stubborn and rigid. The male energy refuses to change and the lower nature of the human then resorts to the power of the male energy, hoping that stubbornness and obduracy will help male energy to win this battle against female.

But why does this struggle take place at all? What is the need? The struggle originates, has its root in human conditioning: conditioning of your history, which has, time and time again, proved very successfully the power of ‘control’, the authority of ‘man’. And ‘man’ has become synonymous with ‘male energy’, when in fact, there is no relation at all. We have besides us, 2 such wonderful examples. (Pointing to Sohrab) 80% female energy domination. (Pointing to Dhiren) 73% female energy domination. And yet, wonderful, strong, handsome, virile young men. But now that they have told them about their predominant female energy, if the ego is still rooted very strongly in conditioning, each one will now try, almost always subconsciously, to show the rest of you that they are truly ‘men’. (Laughter) Watch their actions and reactions over the next few days (Smiles). You will understand and know that they are still deeply rooted in condition, which we intuit they are not.

And yet, man has been made synonymous with male energy. This trouble comes out of the erroneous use of the word. How faulty your language is and how many of your troubles originate from word, from speech. Tape this (the mouth) up or change the language! Let us not anymore use the words ‘male’ and ‘female’. It will then be easier for you to accept the predominate energy. Let us then use the words ‘executionary’ and ‘creationary’. And he (Sohrab) is thinking there are no such words. (Laughter) Change the language. Unless you can create, and now create with greater and greater impetus, urge, force and power, the male executionary energy will have nothing to work with. Creation more and more is in your power and therefore, in this stage of your evolutionary cycle, there will be what you might consider, an imbalance, but which it is not, where the creationary energy will predominate. When creationary energy faces no struggle, no conflict, no hold, no grasp from the executionary energy, which understands its role and willingly and joyously takes on, what you might consider, a subordinate position, then creationary energy will change itself completely, first amalgamating itself again with the executionary energy, where now the ‘separation’ has once again become united energy aspect, and from that one united energy aspect, creation and execution is simultaneous and not linear. At present, all this is linear for you. You create and then you execute, and often the execution is faulty and sometimes the creation is faulty. The creation is faulty because the executionary energy at all times is trying to compete. Execution sometimes is faulty because when creationary energy experiences the struggle, creation itself becomes imperfect, incomplete. The execution that follows must take on exactly after creation.

Let us give you a very simple example. If we asked each of you to sit, at present, with a pen and paper and draw out a picture, something that you wish to create. Let us assume, for the sake of complete simplicity, that we ask you to draw a small, beautiful pot, which you will create but first we ask you to visualize it and put it down on paper. In the course of your drawing, your visualization, your imagination, your creation, we begin to create a diversion for you, where we begin to try to push you out of your chairs. So you are trying to hold on to the chair and ‘create’, and we are trying to push you out of the chair and stop the creation. After this little diversion is over, we then ask you to execute what you have drawn. It would be foolish to expect that there would be any one perfect pot; each pot would be a little more or less crooked than the other. Why? Because half the time you have struggled with us about the chair. This is the struggle of the creationary and executionary. Each one wants to take ‘the chair’. In your language, ‘taking the chair’ has a very important suggestion attached to it. The one who ‘takes the chair’ gets power, position, status, wealth, designation, control, authority. Everyone, therefore, wants to ‘take the chair’. Executionary and creationary.

But now you will ask, which one wants to pull the chair? Executionary always wishes to pull the chair. Creationary does not begin this struggle, but because creationary is functioning in an environment of Ego and Spirit co-existing in the same physical ‘house’, creationary also gets pulled into this struggle and reacts to the executionary’s pulling of the chair. That is why you will find that sometimes you cannot draw or paint or sing or dance or write, all which you can do very ably at other times.

It is good that creationary is able to create without executionary’s struggle for at least part of the time. But it is the universe that ensures this. It is the universe that ensures that the struggle is not constant. If the struggle were constant, you would not create at all. Visualization would not be a word in your dictionary. That which you cannot visualize, you cannot manifest, and human evolution is moving towards personal power of manifestation. Therefore, visualization must be strong. But what do we refer to when we talk of visualization. Is it your 3^rd dimensional eyesight? Is it your conditioning-ruled imagination? Is it an attitude or a belief? None of these. It is Spirit that must be able to see. But for Spirit to be able to ‘see’, there must be the expanded ego that must be able to interpret the vision that Spirit has seen. Spirit sees it ALL, all the time. Spirit sees the most glorious of creation and yet, they do not manifest. Why? Because what Spirit has seen, the ego has not expanded enough to interpret.

You have been told in so many of your past discourses, ego is significant, essential. But which ego? Not the ego restricted through attitude, belief, conditioning, memory, soul memory, past lives; none of these. The ego that is significant is the ego that has understood, once again to use a word that you use, has understood its ‘subordinate’ position. The ego has understood that it is an instrument of service. You all wish to serve, to serve others, to be there for others. You cannot be there for others in Spirit alone because you are in human evolution where the gross is ruled by the ego. So if you wish to serve, Spirit has already seen the service but the ego must understand it and ego must execute it.

Which is Spirit… creationary, Ego… executionary. Would it therefore be proper to say that all men are egoistic? (Laughter) Not at all. Not at all. Do not judge other human beings by the sex, colour, caste, any of these external criteria that you hold so dear. If you must judge, which you must, (smiles) then only judge expansion of ego. And that is the truly most beautiful way of judging another, if judgment must be, because when you learn to judge an expansion of ego, you do not look at the physical manifestation of the ego. So you must look beyond the word, beyond the action, beyond the thought, beyond the behavior, beyond the persona. That is where the expansion of ego lies and all egos, all egos in today’s stage of human evolution have expanded. It is only the degree of expansion that differs due to each one’s work, effort, toil, labour put in towards the expansion.

And then what will you use to judge this expanded ego? You cannot use Spirit because Spirit sees everything as whole and complete and perfect. So that’s the end of all judgment… and then there is no fun in it, is there? (Laughter) So what will you use to judge this expanded ego? You will use your own expanded ego. The more expanded your ego, the easier it is to see another’s expansion. The more restricted your ego, the more difficult it is to see the expansion and therefore, you see it as restricted. Let us give you an example. Haven’t you all, at some time or other, been able to visualize, either externally or internally, a Master? And you have all, at some time or the other, judged them to be 7 feet, 9 feet, 12 feet tall. Isn’t it rather odd that the same Master is short for one and tall for another? You are not seeing the Master’s height, because the Master has none. Your expanded ego is ‘judging’ the Master. Now here’s the catch: expanded ego, however expanded it is, cannot judge Spirit. But Master is Spirit and expanded ego, in order to get any association, must ‘judge’. So what must Spirit do now? It’s almost like your scientific conversion. It must convert Spirit to ego; using what as the catalyst? Your own expanded ego. Depending on how strong the catalyst, the conversion from Spirit to expanded ego will show you as 7 feet, 10 feet, 20 feet. What you really see is yourself. What you really see is yourself. It is your expanded ego that impresses itself upon the Master’s Spirit and shows itself to you. You can never see the Master. You can only know the Master, experience Spirit. It is your expanded ego that has impressed itself upon Spirit so that you can see this beautiful reflection of yourself. So it’s no wonder that he (Sohrab) sees the Master as very, very tall; his ego has expanded considerably; not enlarged, expanded. Were his ego to have enlarged, it would have ‘contracted’. So though he is a man, he is not all egoistic. (Laughter)

I am not ‘sir’.

I am Spirit, predominating creationary.

Call me ‘friend’ but do not give me a ‘male’ designation.

Has to be. Till you are in human existence, it will continue. Till creationary becomes complete.

Completely. And you know the power of both. It has power to destroy and it has power to create.

Now can you all understand your own processes? Of course, you can be the most elegant, beautiful woman, and yet have a very strong executionary energy. How many of you get completely stymied in the creative process when you are in an internal imbalance of conflict? Not only can you not create but other external creations stops appealing to you. Do you understand? As soon as you cannot create, pay attention to the struggle that is taking place between executionary and creationary. Do not interfere in that struggle. You will only make it worse. Only understand the struggle; that is it. What is this struggle? Why are the two conflicting? That understanding is essential. Do not, we repeat, do not attempt to interfere in the struggle; this struggle must persist and come to a natural conclusion. (To Nandinie)We think this will help you answer your query about the problem you are facing.

We will take three questions.

Oh no. Regarding ‘spiritual’ matters there is no conflict. Dearest one, Spirit recognizes only union. The ego is essential for the duality. So of course you are right. It is in your day-to-day living, which includes all the aspects of your living. It includes your material affairs, it includes, what you term as, your spiritual affairs. It includes it all and the struggle in one area must necessarily influence and cause a reactionary process in the other.

It must be simultaneous and that is where human evolution is moving: to a time when there will be no creationary and executionary as two distinct and yet united forces; they will be a united force that simultaneously creates and executes and therefore, manifestation is instantaneous, without any loss of time, even in the illusory sense, as you understand it.

Yes. And each one of you, each one of you will always be given an equal opportunity to create and to execute, but you must understand the two terms. Creationary does not only mean the ‘arts’. A creative look at a financial problem. This is creation. A creative look at a government dispute. A creative way of asking your officials to move the city out of a calamity. All that is creation. Do not understand creativity, creation and creationary energies as only pertaining to the ‘arts’. That is, in fact, a very, very small manifestation of creationary energies. The mother that rocks her baby to sleep is using creationary energies. She sometimes creates the song and the tune and the words. Sometimes the movement is sideways and sometimes it is up and down. She creates this movement because creationary energies help her to know what the baby needs.

And executionary is also as vast. Any thought, any word, any action is executionary. This process that you’re witnessing (the trance channeling) is the instantaneous process of creationary and executionary. (To Sohrab) You do not think of the impressions given to you by the Master and then put it into words; you do it instantly, and yet, understand, that the words are yours, just as each word spoken here belongs to this instrument (Ellaeenah) who has instantaneously created and executed.

This child (Dhiren) was used to take this instrument to an expanded level of creationary energies and yes, in your realm, as realms beyond, there are levels of creationary energies. So your guides, counselors, spiritual friends are on a certain level of creationary energies, whereas Masters and Cosmic Masters are on others. And yet on those levels, creationary and executionary energies are one but are given the name creationary and yet they include it all. So this one (Dhiren) took this instrument (Ellaeenah) to a level of creationary energy and stopped and left the instrument there. The expanded ego of the instrument now must respond to the creationary energies and create. The process now moves downwards and what is created is executed, spoken for you to hear. And simply put, that is channeling. Can you not all do that?

As ego expands, ego can reach higher levels, higher realms of creationary energy. If the instrument’s expansion of ego does not permit, the instrument will not be able to rise beyond that level of creationary energy. And then, once at that level reached, the ego again must be expanded enough, in order to make the most potent use of creationary energy, in order to create that which comes to perfection, so that in the downward or backward process, which is still instantaneous though it seems linear when we speak of it in words, nothing is lost. Do you (Sohrab) now understand why sometimes, as the leader, you have been aware that what you consider the ‘link’ has been present and yet the interpretation is faulty?

The ego has expanded enough to reach a level but at that moment in time, the ego’s restriction does not permit the full use of creationary energies and therefore, in the backward process, perfection is lost.

The executionary energy, voluntarily and joyously, takes on a subordinate role; servitude. It does not desire the chair. It is joyous to stand behind the chair with full support and strength. Till the human evolution reaches that state, creationary energy will not be able to become united.

Of course it would, because executionary energy would stop wanting to pull the chair, so creationary energy could sit back, in all comfort, security and ease and imagine and create the most beautiful pot that you need and as soon as that painting is through, executionary energy will take that painting to its heart and the pot will manifest, instantaneously.

That is channeling. That is channeling. You have used, now, the visualization of the Master as the catalyst to take you to a creationary energy level; just as he (Dhiren) is the catalyst to take this instrument to that creationary level. Once you have reached that, your expanded ego impresses itself upon the Spirit, which you call Master, and you see self as ‘Master’. But you wish to understand it as ‘Master’ because the ego has not yet developed the fullest, healthiest, most perfect self-esteem, so you prefer to see expanded ego as ‘Master’, which is what you need. At that level of creationary energy, expanded ego now begins to understand, create energy, wisdom, universal truths, which then start an instantaneous backward process from Divine, to higher mind to lower mind, and depending upon the expansion of the ego at that moment in time, you will get it ‘perfect’ or with some loss. And you must understand this is varied.

Two levels of expansion are important. The ego that has expanded as a natural state of being, does not remain there all the time. A harsh word to you just before your channeling, at that moment in time, the expansion of the ego will not be as much as its natural state and therefore, there will be loss. It is much like your radio transmissions; much like your radio transmissions.

No, little one, no. It is your message at an expanded level of creationary energy. What you are asking is, "Is it my brain?" but the answer must be ‘yes’ because the backward process ends at your brain. So eventually the word is ‘yours’. And doesn’t it make you joyous?

Do you think this is a paradox? You were ‘one’, but now you are ‘three’. You are ‘you’, your ‘son’ and your ‘daughter’. They have come out of you, separated out of you. At present, they think of themselves as individuals but they are you. As they expand, three will become one. Instrument becomes the Master.

Sohrab:

Before I start channeling, I’d like to explain what is happening to Ellaeenah right now when she has asked somebody to take her to a level. This has been a system that the Masters asked Ellaeenah to work with, for the last few months. Every session she calls one of our group members up turn by turn and they raise their consciousness and energies and empower her to go to a certain level. At the point that they indicate that they feel she is ready, she starts to channel. Why? Do you mean to say that she is not capable of there on her own? Of course she is. This is being done for a series of specific reasons. Each time somebody sits with her, it gives them concrete belief in their own powers. Yes, we know that we are developing and growing and getting more psychic but we still keep doubting. Here you have concrete proof, witnessed by the entire group, not for validation but for understanding. That is why at times when the link gets tenuous…. twice today I indicated to Dhiren to give her power again because he’d lost focus; he started listening to what she was saying, which he could have done simultaneously while he was empowering her, but he separated the two. I was able to correct him because that is my job as leader here. All he did was instantly turn his focus back to her and it was a simultaneous male/female thing. It was not now I will create the energy; now she will execute it. It was simultaneous. He moved, it happened. He is learning the powers to which he can take himself and others and sustain the level of channeling. He is, in fact, channeling as much as she is, all through the session.

Ellaeenah or me, as group leaders, are learning to trust others. We are also learning, vicariously, the power of our own group. We are being shown, firsthand, how far they can take each one of us. Each time she goes to a different place. Sometimes, it’s one Master who speaks; sometimes it’s just an energy. There is no competition because each set of information that comes through is necessary for that group sitting there, on that particular instant of now. See how beautifully the whole thing dovetails. All of us are learning a lesson each time. That’s what’s happening here: simultaneous male/female creation.

Sherni spoke of what seemed to be ‘a paradox’. It’s something I’ve understood through my own channeling; I’ve understood it firsthand. There is, let us not call it God or a Master, there is a great energy. Let us, for example, quantify it as ‘this’ much. As I grow, at first, I can only touch this dot on this consciousness, so to me, this consciousness of this level of this one dot is God, is the power. But that’s also my expansion. There is no differentiation between God and myself at this point. It is only a pinhole. As my expansion grows, I can actually touch a whole palm against it. So has God grown? No. Have I grown? Yes. I am now able to reach and merge with this much, therefore God and I are now merged at this level. So you can’t say, "Is it me?" Yes, it’s me. Is it God? Yes, it’s God.

In fact, at one of the Thursday channeling, I seem to remember the ‘god’ from another planet was talking about this. He said to imagine a sky above you with a tiny little hole in it and he said that one little beam comes towards you but as your collective consciousness increases, that hole widens and you get more and more of the light. Are they rationing it out? Oh no. They are only giving you as much as you are able to receive. If you got more, at a level that you couldn’t receive it, you would burn up and disintegrate, literally, figuratively, emotionally, every way. So you always get as much as you can receive and our whole goal, for each and every one of us, is to expand the amount we can receive.

He (Soh) has a new task today. He will channel completely, full channeling but he will give the appearance of a completely spontaneous talk. You (Ell) are not permitted to help him. Do not help him. Do not help him; he must learn to stand on his own, without your support.

You (Diana) may simply indicate by speaking his name silently, if he goes into a trance-like state. She is not to help him.

Sohrab: For those who attended the session in Bombay yesterday, an explanation was given through me about the new planet that has just appeared in our consciousness. I will not go through what was said yesterday; I will just briefly explain for those who were not there that we were given to understand that this planet has been drawn to us by our increased consciousness from another dimension. This planet has been drawn to us from a different dimension into our consciousness, our reality, our 3^rd dimension existence. Once again, it’s a perfect merger of energies. Coming from another dimension, it is bringing to us energies we have no concept of whatsoever and coming to our dimension, this planet and its beings and its energies will learn and grow from ours.

Now I will take on a little more information about this. First of all, I’m being asked to explain to you that how is it we have no consciousness of this? Surely, with our own growth, with our own past, present and future, we should have some cell memory, the energies and the existence of this planet. But no, we don’t because for the most part, our beings have existed in a set of linear dimensions, past, present and future and other dimensions, which have not intersected with this one. Don’t forget, it’s not just our dimension and another dimension, there are millions of dimensions, each one getting further and further apart from the first.

This particular planet comes from an extremely far dimension where none of us, none of us on Earth have any link with it. None of us on earth, not one person. That is why the energies that now will be transmitted from this planet towards us are going to change everything as we know it. You asked a question yesterday, you said does this change our astrology as we know it and I think it was answered yes, it turns it on its head; not immediately but the influence from this planet will indeed change the way we look at astrology. What I’d like to say to all of you today is this planet has started emitting a 3-pronged attack on us. It is emitting from its core center, 3 rays. They correspond to what we know as masculine, feminine and neuter but they actually have nothing to do with our aspects of masculine, feminine and neuter, so please don’t label them immediately. I’m trying to give you a connection as much as possible. From this dimension, where there does not exist masculine, feminine and neuter, as we know it, comes a 3 fragmented aspect of their existence and we are now to start drawing these rays to us and attaching them to our concepts of masculine, feminine and neuter.

For those here, in this room, who do not do energy work, please do not worry, this is not applicable to you. This is specific to those who have been working, either for themselves or with others, with energy. The others, just be here and listen. I cannot give you any explanation as to how these energies are going to make you feel because none of us, including me, have any concept of it. We’ve never experienced this even in our past. We have to learn it. Therefore, at the first point, it’s not going to feel like anything; it’s not going to exist for us because we have no concept of it. It is now time for us to, at least, become aware of this so we have concepts of it and then we start inviting these energies in.

These energies are going to affect not only humankind but all around us as we know it: plant life, animal life, actual soil and Earth life, crystals, all is going to now start changing. Have you not been told many times that our DNA is changing? This is another huge shift in the DNA that’s going to happen with the incorporation of this and we are going to attach to our DNA now these 3 strands but not in the form of cells or strands; they are going to come in a completely new form, even we don’t know that. I can’t even use the term ‘energy’ because even energy doesn’t apply here.

I’m being told to say that the easiest way for any of us who wish to connect with this planet, and the energies of this planet, is to start ‘hearing’ in our own heads, what we term, ‘cosmic music’; not earthly music, not stuff on your record player but cosmic music. You have to actually sit and try and hear it. It will not resonate the way the sound of OM does because even the sound of OM, and its properties, do not apply to this planet; it is so different. We have to let go of all pre-conceived notions.

I’m being asked to ask you if you’d like to ask any questions about this planet.

Two. Without your awareness.

Only to be aware of it.

I’m being given an earthly picture to share with you. Please understand that it is not accurate. It is in our terms that I’m being given this picture to share with you. Energy or light, as we know it, always moves outward. We look at the sun and the rays are coming and hitting our eyes and so many million years later we’re seeing it. This energy structure moves in the reverse. It’s actually drawing from you, rather than putting out to you and as it draws, it creates an energy vibration, for lack of a better word, that is so powerful because it is anti-light. And yet, it is brighter than light.

It is similar to black holes but it is not the black hole energy.

Yes, that’s the closest we can come to it but even our concept of a black hole void is blackness. This, as it gets stronger by drawing away from you, emits such strength that it would be even stronger than the sun.

Yes.

I would have to say no, Avi; not specifically but that could be your imagery that you are conjuring up to link with this and so use it if that’s what you get. Each person will get their own way of linking. Listening to cosmic sounds is only a trigger-point. You may wish to do it completely differently. Let each person take the responsibility and do it themselves.

Now to use this extension of what I have explained, the best way also to link with this planet is to actually repeat that pattern, which is to draw its energies to you but from you, you draw. Do not send a beam from your 3^rd eye to the planet but become the void and draw its energies to you. It will respond in kind by doing the same thing. So each of you will be pulling apart from one another and in that pulling apart, you will see the light.

Absolutely. Absolutely. Now also understand this brief thing I’ve said about drawing energy to you, in terms of what was just spoken. A perfect blend of masculine and feminine. The two opposites. We’ve always been taught to use outward energy; we are now being taught to use the reverse and when you use both simultaneously, the maximum effect takes place.

Nandinie: I feel that whoever is ready for this, the energy is already coming or we’re drawing the energy from that planet.

Completely.

No. It’s happening indeed but an acknowledgment will speed up the process. Also consciously understanding how to work with it will help. Otherwise, it becomes a random event. Yes, nothing is random in this world but it still becomes an event in your scheme of blueprint.

I’m being shown series and series of diagrams, which don’t very much make sense to me. Even the energy structure of the light is going to be completely different to what we know of light so please don’t visualize light as light. It’s our closest terminology to this anti-light. I’m being given a mathematical diagram, a sort of chart that I cannot explain, which is giving me a schematic of what happens when you pull away from the planet, rather than going towards it, either with the mind or if you focus on it and pull away from it, it will simultaneously pull away from you, causing some kind of equation like this (I don’t understand what this means) and that equation is now going to be the powerhouse of causing connection between the two. You’re not meant to know that equation; I’m just explaining this. So just trust that by moving away, you’re actually moving towards.

Yes, you are. But I’m telling you that you now need to repel it to attract it. Don’t use your laws of attraction, which is to draw it to you; repel it and it will attract.

Yes.

I can only give you the example of yesterday, at the Bombay meeting, I was made to hold the energies from this planet and all I know that I felt extremely uncomfortable the rest of the evening; not because they were bad or good but because they were completely unfamiliar. They were so unfamiliar to my structure that I reacted to it. So I can’t give you an explanation or validation of what you are saying. I think we’re all going to have to experience it our own ways. I can’t validate this for you. I’m sorry.

No, Leila. Of course it would give the feeling of love but anything that is unfamiliar to us, instinctively, as human beings, we repel. This happened to me when I was first holding the Ashtar energy, which was so unfamiliar to my body system that though I was excited, mentally Sohrab was saying, "Welcome. Welcome" my body was saying, "I can’t handle this energy. I have never experienced it. It’s too high for me." My body was saying, "Out!" What was happening was that I was pushing and pulling at the same time and it caused me to go into spasms, time and time again because there is a huge disconnection in ourselves, between our actual minds and what happens in our body. Leila, it’s like you go to a doctor who is going to give you an injection. Now your mind knows that the injection is going to help you but you get scared so you tense your muscle. You tense the muscle, the doctor pokes the injection in and you get hurt like hell; whereas, if you just relax that muscle, the injection doesn’t hurt so much. It’s the same thing with energy. It’s just an instinctive reaction we have, which we have to learn to overcome, that’s all. That’s why I said to Aneeta that this is not at all a negative energy. It’s a wonderful energy but my body is not used to it and I don’t think anybody else here is either.

I’m being given the information that you weren’t actually taken to this planet but you were taken to another one that is subsequently going to come out, which hasn’t emerged yet.

It is the same energy but you weren’t taken to this space; you were taken to another. It is the energy structure you are now working with.

Soh: Ell, I need to link on this. No, they are not letting me. I have to do it this way.

Once again, they are giving me these beautiful visuals, which I can’t draw. Just as we require these energies for our growth, development and movement, this planet and its own energies require ours. There is going to be a perfect merger that’s going to take place. If we don’t function in this repel fashion and we function with our laws, what it’s going to do is it’s going to absorb our energies directly into its core center, process them and then return to us a diluted form of what we need. So yes, when you said ‘refined’, there is a certain truth in it.

At all! We’ll be getting an amalgam, which we don’t want back. It wants to propagate itself so it wants to keep trying to make us ‘it’, which is not what we want. We want to merge. We have consciousness, individual consciousness, so we are going to be governing this. The planet will just function as an energy source so it will keep trying to force us to merge with it. We have to use our conscious mind to say, "No. I’m not going to become you. I’m going to merge with you and you are going to merge with me." We are going to be using our 3^rd dimensional consciousness to do this and by doing that, we will raise our 3^rd dimensional consciousness to the 5^th dimension.

You must attract it but your own higher awareness will permit only what’s necessary to come through to work on that person. You, on a higher level, will not permit this merger to take place. You will use it as a tool and you will not use it as a takeover.

You have to be the Master now or you will get swallowed up, is what I am being told.

Not diluting but enhancing. There is a merger happening everywhere. Let us use the solar system as a test here. What has happened is after a long span of our Earth linear time, a foreign element has been drawn by us. It’s not been pushed in here; we have drawn it because we are at a level where we require this. We are taking responsibility here. In drawing it, we are permitting the merger to take place, not only with ourselves but with all the planets around, all the cosmic energies around, we are actually changing our own structure of cosmic energy. Khursheed, this is why ‘beyond cosmic’ is confusing because we are under the influence of this churn that’s happening and this structure you talked to me about, this morning, is completely applicable to this planet. I don’t want to say it publicly but you understand what I’m saying.) That’s why you have to permit the influence and the merger to take place before you can fully understand ‘beyond cosmic’. We’re being prepared for all that.

How has it already affected it? You’ve suddenly understood what a dimension means. You’ve really understood that, as a group. The group has understood inter-dimensionality. It just seemed like a strange, ‘Oh, I’ve jumped through a portal and I’m in another dimension.’ Suddenly consciousness has expanded because we have opened ourselves up to a little pinprick window, not now to the Godhead, not that direction. It’s going in other directions now. We are opening up that little pinprick to different dimensions. No more are we now just saying, "Oh, the God". We are now saying, "Oh, the God. Oh, the dimension." We are expanding our consciousness in all aspects. As we delve further, we expand further. Each pinhole, or each palm print that you go towards, leads you to another 1000 ways. So we expand, not only in all directions, but each point is expanding in a million directions.

Let us take a completely practical example. In our 3^rd dimension understanding, if we see a ball of light, let us imaging that I’m holding in my hand a little sun, OK? In our 3^rd dimensional understanding, we say this sun radiates light in 360 degrees. Is that correct? So it’s radiating light here, here, here, everywhere but that’s it. I can expand my consciousness to say, "OK. Now I believe it’s radiating beyond this room and its radiating out to the world." That much is perhaps as far as I can go. Now today, at this instance when you talked about dimension, I’m suddenly giving you a further complete myriad of radiation that you had not thought of, which is imagine this sun radiating outward, not only in this dimension but in other dimensions, so suddenly there are a million suns, in this one spot, radiating outward to a million universes. Now I’m taking it another level. Imagine that every point on this radiation has inter-dimensionality, so now with every dot, there is an inter-dimensionality happening, here, here, here, so now I’m reaching, not just millions of universes, but millions of millions of universes, with this one ball of fire. See how your consciousness has opened instantly? Nothing is impossible. Nothing has limits.

Yes. And a cosmic hunger for it.

I’m going to throw another ball out here. We have understood inter-dimensionality. We have even understood that this planet has been drawn from a different dimension into our consciousness. Now I’m giving you another level. Say that we have reached an energy evolutionary level that is so powerful collectively, that we have actually created the dimension from which this planet has come and created the planet coming here. That is why we are so unfamiliar with it. It’s not from an actual existing inter-dimensionality; it’s from a created one by us. A manifested one. Now not only can you manifest actually, you can manifest in other dimensions. That opens up another lot of possibilities.

Don’t think. Just be with it.

Meher Baba: (through Sohrab)

(Laughing) Kem, mai, kem chho?

Nothing! Not a word!

You are all asking for cosmic dispensation from someone who doesn’t understand all this ‘manjan’? Cosmic dimensions! Aii soo? (Laughing heartedly). You laugh at me?

And I have just given you the cosmic link to this planet with cosmic vibrations and you laugh?

By then I will have changed my entire energy structure and you will have to write a new book to match me. (Laughter)

You asked about laughter. Laughter is just vibration, dear one, and now at this point, with your collective level of cosmic knowledge, the moment you invoke laughter, you are tapping into cosmic vibration; anyone here. The moment you weep, however, you are bringing down your energies. Not when you weep wholeheartedly and to experience and to work through but when you weep through self-pity and wallow, you are lowering your vibrations. Now I am not telling you what to do; you can choose.

Very much like the description that has been given to you of the elements that have been released from your incense sticks. So is it with laughter. The quality of the vibration that is released is not even.

Let us explain in simple terms. When a laugh vibration molecule, (There is no such thing but we are using your terms) let us imagine there is a little floating molecule of laughter. When this is released from your physical, with the intent behind it, not fake laughter but the bubble that arises, it lashes outward at all other molecules in an irregular pattern, not regular. So unlike this, it will move outward. This irregular pattern causes a further vibration in every molecule it comes into contact with causing exponential expansion, so 1 becomes 2 becomes 4 becomes 8 becomes 16. This level of expansion causes huge cosmic attraction. This is applicable to now. This vibration, which moves exponentially outward affects all planets and bodies around your planet. That is how far your laughter can reach.

Come on laugh now. Laugh. Affect the planet. Come on. What a pathetic attempt. That is better. You (Nandinie) alone will laugh and affect Mars.

You will make the warrior the lover. Come on. I can also be naughty. (Laughter)

As this vibration moves outward throughout your solar system, it once again, exponentially moves into the cosmos, drawing back in a similar pattern to what has been described about the new planet, cosmic energies, which ride backward on the line of laughter you have put out. You have extended a tightrope into the cosmos and back, exponentially comes cosmic energy vibrating to all around you. One little chuckle from one solitary parson in the wilderness can affect another planet. When will you believe in your own power? When?

To use the expression of inter-dimensionality, just as there is a cosmos there, there is an equal and bigger cosmos within. You are affecting both cosmos’, which in turn, affect the multi-dimensional cosmos’, within and without, causing effects within and without. A new chain is now started. I could not begin to describe the visual that this creates. Your 3^rd dimensional mind could not accept it.

Plunge! Your energies will plunge! (Laughter) To answer that question most seriously, most seriously, it is not whether the joke is good or bad, clean or dirty, it is the intent that you put into the words that count. You may use the most holy words of your prayers but if your intent is evil, you are causing a crash of your own energies, even with your highest prayer. This is where many in your temples and churches cause their own energies to crash when they are mouthing words of high vibration and simultaneously thinking negative thoughts about all around them. And do not forget that prayers have a high level of vibration so they can raise you up very fast and they can plunge you down equally fast.

Be in laughter.

(Laughing uproariously.) Pathetic. (the attempts of the others laughter).

A very good question and exactly the same applies to the words of prayer. Laughter and prayer have the highest vibration of all the spoken words. Laughter and prayer have the highest vibration known to man. Unkind laughter plunges you into great depression. You will cause, not only, physical harm to your own body but emotional trauma. There has never been a case where anyone has laughed unkindly at another and not suffered with a crash, within 24 Earth hours. Never! Never! Never! That is a law of your land. It is a cosmic law that applies to your peoples. It may not be depression, as you know it, but it will be a crash of some emotional content within you. It is not the span of time that this crash happens that matters. It is the intensity of it. And this crash, which always occurs within 24 hours, has also an exponential effect on your own rhythms; 1 becomes 2 becomes 4 becomes 8 till you raise yourself out of that circle.

This, dear ones, is often where unexplained cancer comes from; cancer that is completely unexplained in the body, where the family has no history and where is has suddenly sprung up. Yes, not always but often this is the cause. Take responsibility for what you do, say, think, feel. There is never any negative effect or punishment of self, never punishment from outside. Punishment of self when you are working to grow. Explain this. When you are working to grow you may choose to speak out aloud and curse and fight and scream but as long as you have done it responsibly, with (Tape side ended)

That the negative effect has to affect your own bio-rhythms. This is where, time and again, it has been explained, do not blame the powers that be; you draw it to yourself. There is no choice. It is a law. Not even the Masters can violate this law, not even the Masters.

(To Nandinie)I will not go and I will torment you till you laugh loudly.

Nandinie: I’m not laughing. You can stay.

She calls my bluff. (Laughing) She cannot resist my lure. I won. (Laughter)