Welcome everyone. I understand now why there was no time given to me to prepare myself for this question-answer session. This (referring to the ‘energy disarray’) is how I react (and most of us react) when we feel that we call "cornered". When a situation hits us out of the blue, our energies, however balanced they may have been just a moment ago, go into complete disarray. Even now my energies are not completely balanced and I can feel Ruki working hard on them to get them into balance.

I am being made to see, experience practically, that there is no difference between conducting this session and conducting the Patanjali session before. People ask me questions all the time and I answer them, and yes, I acknowledge that I answer them pretty well. But as soon as my mind tells me that ‘this’ is something difficult, I get into a ‘cornered position’ from where I begin to quiver. My entire physical begins to quiver with apprehension taking all my energies completely out of balance. When this happens, the mind stops functioning as a perfect organ. It overpowers the body. And that is when I feel I can’t deal with this situation; I need to run. What I am being made to see is that I am being given a ‘hands-on’ experience to be made aware that we face no situation in our lives that we haven’t already faced. It’s only the ‘face’ of the situation that seems different. The experience is almost the same. So when next we are cornered, let’s not react the way I just did. You can see I am finding it very difficult to bring my energies back into perfect stability.

What I was just made to do, which we can all do, which will help us, was to visualize my mind like a fallen flower in the corner of a room; to pick it up gently, place it in a pot which is already ready for it, or you may visualize it as a vase filled with water. Water this flower, this plant, and instantly you find that the drooping petals revive, and this plant begins to grow. As it grows, I can feel my energies coming into the center.

I think we have all learnt an important lesson. More and more we are going to face situations ‘out of the blue’. Let us not waste time in reacting. As soon as ‘reaction’ sets in, let us instantly pick up that wilted plant and replant it and water it, and revive it and if you do it instantly, it will revive instantly, because you have not allowed it to die completely or its energy has not completely dissipated.

I am also being questioned now, "How is this session different from the questions you are asked outside the room every Sunday after channeling?" And truly it is not different. It’s only a ‘concept’ which has built up in my mind. So it only appears different. So I must say ‘thank you’ to the universe.

I am ready for the first question.

Q1.The Masters and souls above keep saying "Have patience." What is the duration of this patience?

Eternity!! (Laughter) Do I need to expand? It has taken you, million, and million and millions of years, in Earth time, to come to 3-D, and you want to move out of it in 3 years? Is that ‘foolishness’ or is that ‘overconfidence’? Both are silly.

What does "patience" mean? What does patience mean? Sitting ‘still’ and waiting for the Masters to do something? If that is your definition, you will sit for all of eternity, and still be in 3-D, without movement. Patience is acknowledging the soul’s pace of movement.

Who are you supposed to have patience with? Your very question, my beloved friend, is one that is out of complete ‘separation’. Who are you going to have patience with? There exists none but YOU. And you have chosen this, eternal, funny, amusing, crazy whirlwind roller-coaster ride. Sit back and enjoy it. (To Nandanie) Should I tell them your favorite one? When rape is inevitable, lie back and enjoy it. (Laughter) Come on, guys, lets have fun with Life. That’s the only way to live.

When will it happen? When will it happen? When will what happen? There is no goal. There is no destination. There is only the journey; there is no end. That is why Infinity cannot be visualized. There is no goal, there is no boundary, there is no limit. So with what will you have patience? With whom? Just understand this illusion. When you come upon an obstacle, just know that it is an opportunity which is telling you, turn your direction, move away; why fight it? It is the fight that makes you impatient, intolerant. Give your beautiful soul its space and time to move. SPIRIT is caught in a ‘man-made’ world. We all are SPIRIT. Have you ever considered how difficult that must be, and yet how brave you all are? To come into a world that is so paradoxical and diametrically opposite to Spirit, and yet ‘matter’ is getting impatient. Matter is the one causing the problem. And matter is saying "when will Spirit move?" And Spirit is saying "Where am I to move? I am already HERE!"

So don’t have ‘patience’; have FUN. ‘Patience’ for me spells compromise and submission and all of these things which just don’t seem appealing. Fun is joyous. Have fun peeling away layer after layer of illusion, even if it is sometimes like an onion which makes your eyes water. But you know the onion need not make your eyes water. You can put the onion into water first and then peel it. Can you do that? Put your ‘onion of illusion’ into the Water of Truth and then peel it.

Well, then I am wrong. No, guys, there is no right and there is no wrong. It’s what your physical body needs at a certain point in time. Simple. Of course, intellectually we know that the physical body is not made for non-vegetarian food. Our teeth structure tells us that. Of course we know that. But do you wish to eat it? Yes? Then eat it, because if you don’t there will be a ‘desire unfulfilled’. And you will come back ‘next time’ as a Parsi who refuses to eat any vegetables. (Laughter)

There will come times as you grow, when internally you will feel, "I don’t want to eat red meat at present" Give it up. Years later you will find, "I would like to have a little red meat now." Eat it. This (the body) is your temple. Your temple cannot urge you into something bad for you. There is no bad. Of course eating anything in excess is harmful. That is not ‘supreme divine wisdom’; its plain common sense. So if you wish to have a little non-vegetarian in your diet, if that is your desire, give into it, let your desire be fulfilled and move on. When this desire is completely fulfilled, the body will tell you that now you are ready for a completely vegetarian diet, but one that is ‘cooked’. So you eat that. When that desire is fulfilled, the body will tell you that now you are ready for a diet that has no cooking. Eat only plants, flowers, fruits, vegetables in their natural form. Then when that desire is fulfilled, the human body will say, do you really need food? Prana is enough. Then you won’t eat. And that is the ideal state. So if your question is between non-veg. and veg., the true divine answer would be, no ‘food’ is ‘good’. Would you be able to do it? Of course not. Respect yourself. Have fun. Eat a whole chicken!! (Laughter)

ALL is PERFECT. The only thing that makes it right or wrong is your perception. And yet one needs to understand from where this perception comes. If your perception comes from a greater predominance of ‘virtues’ within you, your perception is that of ‘right’. If your perception comes from a greater predominance of what you consider ‘vice’ within you, then it is ‘wrong’. There is no right and there is no wrong. It is the perception of your own inner virtue or vice that makes it so. That is it.

And I will say ‘welcome into the Hall of Learning’. The more and more restless your soul is, the greater and stronger proof it is that you are now ready for an even higher level of Divine Truth. So, welcome, Restless Friend. We are all restless together. Let us never wish for ‘rest’. Let us never wish for rest. The moment you wish to rest, that is the moment you wish to stop your movement. My only prayer for you is ‘may this restlessness increase, in leaps and bounds. May it take over your heart, your mind, your body, your soul. May it make you so restless, so agitated, so uncomfortable inside, that you have to move. I pray this for you. Amen.’

Yes, that’s so difficult. I don’t know whether I’m the right person to answer this question. I am a mother myself. And no one can understand a parent’s anxieties except another parent. We wish the best for ourselves. But we wish even more than the best for our children. And ‘career’ is a huge step. When you, as a parent, are guiding your child to make a career decision, first ask yourself one question. Do you want your aspiration to be fulfilled, or the aspiration of your child? That is so important. I have friends around me who are very successfully living out their parents’ aspirations, taking their parents businesses to levels unreached by the parents themselves. And yet, there is no joy. The money is spent randomly on ‘objects’, hoping to make themselves happy. There is no joy. Would you as a parent wish that upon your child?

So first ask yourself that question; and believe me, as a mother I must admit, the answer is not always so evident because the mind begins to deceive you and says, "No, this is truly what I want because my child wants it." If you get that answer, then sit with your child. But first embrace the child and allow the child to feel completely liberated from any ‘responsibility’ towards you. Only then will the child speak its truth. Then question the child, what do you want? What makes you happy? And here you are going to have to guide. You see, the child may want to just paint all his life, but the child will turn round and say "But, dad, I know I can’t make money that way. How will I support you? How will I support my future family? Maybe I should continue with what you are doing." It is then that ‘dad’ has to turn around with full honesty and say, "Do what your soul needs to do, and believe that the universe will provide all the means for you to do it." It is then that you have to be the greatest ‘pillar of truth’ in the life of your child. In that moment of doubt between ‘duty’ and ‘soul’s mission’, you, as a parent, have to be the pillar of strength. To say "Go ahead. Know for certain, without an iota of doubt, that when the soul is attaining its mission, the rest of the universe conspires to ensure that the soul meets with all abundance and all fears are easily overcome." The child will then know what to do.

If your child is very, very young, closely observe your child. What does the child love to do? That is the soul‘s mission. Does he just automatically go towards a paint box? Does he go towards a book? Does he love arranging little blocks and doing number formations? Does an electrical object fascinate him? Is there a glow in her eyes when she sings and dances? Does she enjoy being ‘someone else’ and acting ‘funny’? Does the child enjoy sitting with you, as adults, and listening to a ‘business talk’? Is the child wonderful at standing his own ground, and even arguing with you if need be? Does the child love to sitting in the kitchen while Mom cooks and asks "What is this black powder and why is this put in? And how much will you put in of this and can’t we put in that?" The answers are in front of you. All you have to do is to be open, without allowing your aspirations to come in.

The only way to reach this is meditation, but not the way you have understood it. (To Divyaa…It’s funny that every question-answer session we are asked about ‘meditation’. Maybe because it’s so important to reiterate it again and again.) The only way to reach your inner planes of consciousness is through meditation. Now your next question will be how long should we meditate? 24 hours a day. That’s your answer. As I am talking to you, I am meditating. As I turn to Divyaa, I hold her hand, I am meditating. As I am acknowledging Ruki’s steady effort to keep me in balance, I am meditating. As I look at each one of you, I am meditating. Every moment of focusing all your energies is meditation. When you focus, with the full strength of all your energies, on every word, action, thought and deed, illusion falls away…. and what is ‘reaching your inner planes of consciousness’ but the falling away of greater and greater illusion. Sitting for two hours with your eyes closed is not going to help you to remove even one veil of illusion. Not even one. But if that draws you, if you enjoy that, if your inner being finds a great peace and joyousness in those moments of stillness and silence, go ahead, but not without then continuing that inner stillness and silence for the rest of the day, otherwise those moments, those hours, have been spent in vain.

You cut ‘ties’ by embracing everyone, everything. You can never sever a tie; you embrace it ALL. So if Yasmin is causing particular irritation for me, I identify what of Yasmin upsets me. Then I understand that Yasmin is being placed there for me to see me. When I have truly acknowledged that, I can do only one thing….embrace Yasmin in full love and gratitude and say "Thank you." Then a ‘tie’, a ‘chain’, an ‘entanglement’ falls way and a bond is created. So you can only embrace every enemy (if you have to consider him that), embrace every irritation in your life and every person who causes that, embrace those who speak ill of you, embrace those who wish to harm you. If your Light is bright, within your embrace your Light will cradle the others and make them grow.

And while I am saying this, I have to acknowledge the person who taught me this vital lesson. I am so glad that you are sitting here with us today, Khursheed. You explained this to me. Is your Light bright enough to embrace the fading or dim light of another? Khursheed, you will be joyous to know I do it everyday, and now when I sit t do it, I am given an imagery; cradling two babies of Light in my arms, and together we are moving along an illumined road.

Friends, that is how you sever ties and forge bonds.

Oh my beautiful one, you do know how. That is why the thought has come. It’s only that you are shy and scared and apprehensive, and all the other feelings that go with it. You wonder, ‘supposing I ask people, will they judge me as too overconfident, "Who the hell does she think she is that she wants to start her own group?"’ No, my beautiful friend. Your question has brought tears of joy to me. Because you are so ready to form the group; and that is why the thought has come to you in the Here and Now. Leave all your fears aside and let SPIRIT guide you to those who are waiting for your lead. Go ahead, bond with people and form your group. But never allow yourself to feel, ‘mine’ is the only group and all other groups are somehow faulty. Go ahead. Take the plunge. Walk off that cliff. Take a risk.

Q9. I am connecting to energy spirals at random. At times this is physically uncomfortable. Should I let it flow or try and control this?

Neither. First understand the spirals. There are two kinds of energy spirals which the mind sometimes does not understand. One is the energy spiral of Divine Wind. This is purification by wind. When the etheric and subtle bodies need purification, the Universe uses purification by wind. For the physical it’s most often purification by fire, and then for the really high levels of subtle bodies it is purification by water.

(To Sohrab…..I am being asked to tell you that your recurring dream of a tidal wave is often the purification by water of your very, very high subtle bodies.)

So first understand ‘what’ your energy spirals are. Are they spirals of Divine Wind that you are picking up randomly, but which are around you constantly purifying your etheric? The more your subtle bodies are purified, the greater is the expansion of physical awareness.

The second kind of energy spirals are the energy spirals of your own higher selves, which you may be accessing at greater levels of vibrations. Through the sutra-atma which joins your higher self to your physical self, the energy comes down and is ‘shown’ to us as a spiral.

So you see, dear friend, only you will be able to decipher what these energy spirals are. But don’t insult them by just ‘letting them be’. You see, the energy spirals will continue, but the more you focus on them, if you understand what they are, if you are being purified, the purification will be much quicker and much smoother, and if it is accessing your own higher energies, you will be able to access them not only at certain times, but constantly. It needs your deliberate conscious focus.

Don’t try and control them. You can’t. And don’t ignore them, because these beautiful energies spirals will not do their work as fully as if you focus on them.

Q10. As there are a lot of energy vibrational shifts; what is exactly happening in our physical bodies?

In our physical bodies there is only one real shift, and that is the one to the DNA. We have been told that from 3 we will have ‘12 activation’ where 12 strands of DNA will be activated. What does this mean? The remaining 9 strands are not physical. These are energy strands exactly like your sutra-atma, but which come directly from the Divine Source. Yes, it goes through the higher self, as a conduit only, but comes directly form the Divine Source into your subtle bodies. There where it rests in your subtle bodies, will be, if you can visualize it, ‘light bulbs’ going on, which is the Light activation within you. That which is LIGHT, intangible, becomes that which is Light, tangible. Vibrational shifts are that process in action. It is happening to all of humanity, and yet it is happening to you, individually, in a manner distinct to everyone else. So though your process is similar to the others, it is never quite the same. The LIGHT which is intangible is ‘turned on’ and makes the intangible, tangible. You have become more illumined. With every illumination, this physical, has the power to hold another sutra-atma, another DNA strand, so from 4^th to 5^th to 6^th and so on; the DNA activation takes place.

Q11. While meditating should one think of a particular Master every time or change the entity as per your mood of that time?

First of all I am not going to use this word meditation; I am going to use the word ‘concentration’ which is ‘dhyana’. The first step to meditation must necessarily be dhyana. Why? Because our mind runs hither and thither. To make the mind get out of this habit of running here and there, you have to use ‘dhyana’ to bring it into a single-minded focus. It has to become habituated to that. And for that purpose you use anything you want. You may use the exercise of Tratak, staring open-eyed into a candle flame. You may meditate upon a Master. Today you may meditate upon Krishna, tomorrow you may wish to meditate upon Buddha. Third day you wish to meditate upon Shakti. The fourth day you may wish to meditate upon a little puppy, and the fifth day upon a glass of water. Isn’t all of it DIVINE? Is only Buddha Divine, is only Buddha a Master? ALL is DIVINE. Everything, every object, every person, every form is ‘Master’. Choose whatever ‘master’ you want. But understand that it is only for the sake of Dhyana. Then go beyond the Master. So if it is Buddha, first you will concentrate on Buddha, his face, the peace that is writ on his face. Then go beyond Buddha. Let the Buddha- form evaporate. Then concentrate only on the serenity that is Buddha. Only the serenity. No form. Then when that is through, only concentrate on the reason for this serenity. From where has it come? Why is the Buddha so serene? And thus beyond and beyond and beyond. That is the process of ‘dhyana’ that takes you towards Truth, and true meditation.

Q12. In relation to the class held today, Osho says Sex is good but Patanjali says sex is only for procreation. Can you throw light on this contradiction?

No, my beloved, there is no contradiction. Osho is right; sex is good. And Patanjali says exactly the same thing. He says, procreation is the greatest mission of this race. And for this Sex is vital, significant. I don’t know enough about Osho, so I won’t comment on his teachings, but I will talk about Patanjali. Patanjali does not condemn sex or the act of sex. Patanjali asks you to be aware of the lust, the physical ‘desires’ behind the act of sex. Why? Not to stop the act of sex, but when you understand the ‘lust’ or you understand the physical desire, you have learnt a small part of 3-D which you have to Master. There is no contradiction. Patanjali clearly states, celibacy is not a state that is recommended. It can be chosen as an ‘experience’, but that is all it will be. The power of Sex can be understood only when the lustful animal physical desires of Sex are absent. That is sex.

Q13. In the cosmic scheme of things a) why did the Zoroastrians of Iran lose the whole kingdom and almost get wiped out? b) Why so few Zoroastrians today…. are lesser number of souls choosing this religion and why? Please don’t fob away these questions.

(Laughter) I don’t know whether I am going to give you some "Divine Wisdom", but I am going to give you what is coming to me…. and I am not going to ‘fob off’.(laughter) First of all, I will not use the word Zoroastrian, but Zarathustrian. There was only Zarathustra.

The Zarathustrian race had moved to a level of vibration, moved to a level of Light, which was equal to the intensity of the physical light that they worshipped. The entire race had moved to a level of Light internal, which was equal in power and intensity to the level of the external fire that they worshipped. They could not live among a race whose vibrations were dense. Whenever a race has co-habited with a race of denser vibration, it has been unfortunately noticed in the human realm, that the denser has won. So such close co-habitation was not to Be; and yet in spite of the Zarathustrian race having reached that level of Inner Light, they had their own dormant seeds of aggression within which they needed to make not passive, but completely remove. For this, as a race, they chose external conflict. Why? To mirror those dormant seeds. And how did they respond? They did not choose to kill. They chose to go ‘forward’. The dormant seed had been laid to rest forever. It could have germinated. They chose not to let it. Where did they move? To a land where the dormant seed of peace has continued to germinate. Yes, India had had its share of violence, but as a civilization, India was peace. It was there that the Zarathustrian race decided to move. It is there that they flourished. But through the course of living, and I am not being made completely aware of ‘why’, the same Light did diminish.

The place they came to did not have their high intensity of Light. It had a denser intensity but not as dense as what they had left behind. In this place there was co-habitation and the higher intensity of Light did fade. Maybe it was meant to in order to enable all to live in harmony without conflict of energy.

Are fewer souls choosing this religion? I am being told that is erroneous. Souls from the other realm are not ‘not choosing’. Souls from this realm are giving way to free-will choice not to bring in souls. I am being told that there is a reason for this choice, but I am not being made aware of ‘why’. For some reason the Zarathustrian race has chosen out of free-will to bring in very few souls at this time. Will the race ever die out? Never. The Zarathustrian race will revive full form, but never as a ‘religion’ again. It will be as a race of illumined souls. It would then make everyone ‘Zarathustrian’ if you look at it in this way. It is a religion that has decided, through free-will and choice, to move away consciously from its ‘religious baggage’ towards universality of the spirit.

Did I fob off? (Laughter)

No. Thank you.

(Note from Ell: As I was going through this transcript, I was suddenly made to see the root from where ‘no inter caste marriage’ originated. The Zarathustrians of yore knew their Light, and, without any judgment involved, understood the denseness of the original inhabitants. They wished to avoid what they had moved away from in the first place, when they left Persia….the fading of their Light. Co-habitation often leads to denseness winning over Light, when the soul has not left behind all its three dimensional ‘traps’.

It is important to note, though, that I truly don’t think that this applies any more, as sustained co-habitation has been a great equalizer and all of us are now at a more or less even keel.)

Q14. Why is growth realization through pain, sorrow and tragedy?

I wish it were otherwise. Not all civilizations have Ray 4, harmony through conflict. In fact, there are very, very few civilizations that opt for Ray 4. Earth is one of them. Why? I don’t know. But, first, a question, dear one. In the full brightness of your Light, why did you choose Earth? Why? Shouldn’t we, each one of us, ask this question of ourselves, before we question why the pain, why the hurt, why the tragedy, why death? This question comes out of an imperfect and incomplete experience of Oneness. So we look at it as ‘them’ and ‘us’, and ‘pain’ and ‘pleasure’. And we constantly keep colliding against these two shores, pain and pleasure.

Ray 4 has been chosen by Earth. The Earth, as a planet, chose this. You and I didn’t. But please understand that just because it is a planet, it is no less a living, breathing Energy-being as you. No less; maybe even more so.

I don’t think that any of us are so evolved that we can question the free-will choice of another being, but I am asking you to question yourself, my beautiful friend, that when you were in the fullest, brightest awareness of Light, knowing all that you are, why did you choose Earth? Why did you not choose another realm that has chosen to move from unity to Unity to UNITY? If you cannot question that for yourself, you do not have the right to say, I don’t want pain. You chose it; with great strength and great bravery and great Light, you chose this planet. And once you choose this planet with all its multi-dimensions, unless you finish the full journey, you do not get off. Even that you knew, when you chose; even that you knew, when you chose. Why did you still choose?

Hey, friends, pain is devastating when you fight it. Don’t fight it. Embrace it. Weep your tears. Fight against the Masters like I do all the time. Abuse the hell out of them if you want. But understand, you are only playing out your ‘game of separation’ here’ like a kid throwing a tantrum. Understand that, and then enjoy your tantrum. Throw the greatest tantrum that has ever been thrown, but once that tantrum is over, embrace that situation, that pain.

No, dear friend, you may never know why you choose all this; not in this period of the Now. But at least know, completely and utterly that it is only illusion.

Q15. Why so much of injustice and suffering happening only to the poor who live and die with no recourse?

Oh, is it really happening only to the poor? Then all of us are poor. All of us are homeless and all of us are without any complete financial support. Is there one person in this room who can raise their hands and say, "I have absolutely no troubles?" Of course not. Do you think that the rich are ‘the chosen ones’? Do you really? How egoistic of you to think that. Are you really ‘a chosen one’? Is that why you have been given money? Darling, the money that you have been given might be the very cause of your pain. Have you considered that had you not had that money, maybe if you had been living in the slum, you would have been joyous? Did that thought ever cross the ‘conceited’ mind? Common, guys, like death, pain is the greatest leveler. You can’t buy it off; you can’t ‘bribe’ it….. unfortunately for us, Indians.(laughter) It doesn’t recognize power and control….. unfortunately for us, Indians. It knocks at your door and doesn’t even wait for you to open before it takes residence in your heart, in your mind or temple, in your home, in your family. Laugh in its face, and say "Pain, do what you want. I know you are only a dream. You want to see my power. I will just open my eyes and you will be gone. That’s my power." But till you can do that, it will take comfortable residence and it doesn’t mind, whether it’s a mansion or a slum.

Ah, yes, the people living in the slums, seem to us to be in greater pain, because they do not have the creature-comforts that you think spell ‘pleasure’. But these neither spell pleasure or pain. You have chosen ‘this’ and they have chosen ‘that’. Pain chooses us all. (Laughter)

Q16. We are told everything is ego, illusion, except the SELF. What then is karma, evolution, illusion or reality?

We will take each one at a time. Karma – Any thought, word, action, deed, that comes out of an imperfect knowing that ALL is God. Is there any one, thought, word, action or deed of your which is not karma? Imperfect, incomplete knowledge. This ‘truth’ is only here (pointing to the head). It has to walk the long journey of zillions of years before it reaches this place (pointing to the heart). Till then there is karma. You can’t get out of it. Its part of the process. That’s our beautiful Mother Earth for you. She has such great trust in all her children that she has chosen the most difficult challenges of the Universe. "You’ll see my children will do it all!"… and of course we have, haven’t we? Yes, we are planting fresh seeds of karma. But aren’t they tiny wisps when compared to those that we planted even 10 years ago? So karma is nothing else but the result of an imperfect incomplete knowledge that ALL is God.

Evolution- Is knowing this Truth; experiencing it, not intellectualizing it.

Illusion- Ignorance of evolution. 10 years ago did you have even this much of intellectual knowledge that ALL is God? That’s right, you didn’t. Then haven’t you evolved? Of course. Do you know more now? Of course. Is it intellectual? Much of it, of course. But so what? It has to be ‘here’ first (pointing to the head). That’s the human process. It comes here. It gets processed; it goes ‘here’ (pointing to the heart). Are you going to fight a natural law? Go ahead, you’re your pick. There are so many natural laws to fight. Have fun at your own expense!!

Reality- Which reality. The one that I create? The one that you create? The one that he creates? Or the one that is yet not created? Which reality? The one that I create, I can talk of for10 days if you want; it’s my reality. But you will turn around and say, that all crap, that’s not reality. Ah, so then I will ask you what is reality. Then for the next 10 days you will talk about your reality and the rest of the people in the room will say, "That’s crap too, that not reality" So we turn to each other and say "Alright, what is reality?" Then 10x50, for the next 500 years we will talk of "our reality" By then someone will realize "Can reality be different for each?" So if it is all different, can it be real? And then suddenly there will be a little bulb going, "Ping" ….it’s not real. So then what is reality? Maybe it hasn’t been created yet. Created by whom? Created by you. You are the Creator. So then where is this reality when it is not yet created? Who knows? I haven’t created it yet, so how would I know? Do you? Its great having fun with reality? Common, lighten up. Of course ‘this’ is ‘real’ for me, of course ‘he’ is ‘real’ for me. I know it is ‘illusion’, but it is ‘real’. Why can’t I have fun with ‘my little dream’? If I didn’t, this wonderful dream that’s my friend, Sohrab, would live in vain, because I would look at him and say "Go on, disappear. You don’t exist." Till you can experience your LIGHT, that which you Are, be content to experience that which you Aren’t.

Q17. Unconditional love…., how do you experience this in everyday life?

You can’t. Short, simple, sweet. Anyone who says they do is lying, either to self or to others. Human evolution, in this stage of its journey, has not reached the vibration of Unconditional Love. Are you going to crib about it? Crib. Is it going to change something? No. Are you going to accept it? If you do, you won’t ask this question again, you will have a ball with it. So I love Sohrab, I love him because he is this mad, crazy, wonderful chap who is always there for me. If he was not there for me, I probably wouldn’t love him.

Hello, what are you aiming at? Which ephemeral goal are you moving towards? It doesn’t exist. Make your own goal and then make that your single-minded focused goal. If you wish to experience ‘unconditional love’, make it your goal. You will experience it. In this lifetime? you will ask me. I will say "I don’t know; I am not living your life." But you will experience it.

And why are you breaking your journey into small compartments of ‘lifetimes’? Do you do that to your home? Do you? My kitchen is my home, but the rest of it isn’t. My bedroom is my home, but the rest of it isn’t. This lifetime is your journey, just as all of it is. Enjoy the journey. This stage of the journey will not come back for you. Just like everyday of childhood lost is a day that you cannot retrieve, you won’t be able to retrieve this beautiful stage in your journey. Have your goal, yes, but don’t lose out on the joy of living NOW. Let the strength and power of your goal guide your journey, yes, but don’t be so attached to this ephemeral goal that you cannot look around and say "what fun! What an amazing time in the Earth’s movement I have chosen to take birth in, when pain and conflict is going hand in hand, with the power of joy and love and truth. And could it be that I have taken birth, because I know deep in myself that right now these two powers are balanced. And all it takes is My Power to tip the scales where I want them to be heavier." Tip those scales where you want them. You want truth, joy, love, power, abundance… DO it. LIVE it. BE it. It will tip the scales.

Q18. Is there a face forming in Baba’s picture in my house? If yes, then could you please tell me whose face is it?

Yes, Kaushal, there is. (Laughter) I don’t even need to be there to see it. In fact, I don’t need to see it at all. But my sweet, sweet, sweet Kaushal, darling, if you see it, it’s there. Will Ellaeenah or Jade Fire‘s saying "yes" make it more right? Make it real?

No, at no point must it be. Don’t give Ellaeenah that power; don’t give Jade Fire that power. I have my own power, I don’t need yours. Jade Fire has his own, he doesn’t need yours. Don’t give us more power than we can handle. Don’t you see, sweet, that you are creating your own reality everyday? It IS, it is real And Ellaeenah’s seeing it or not seeing it is not going to make it less or more. Ellaeenah does not have that power. Ellaeenah does not want that power.

But don’t you want your own? Isn’t that what you have always asked me? I want to experience my own power. May I ask you first to experience this completely; this ‘giving away of power’? This, my beautiful friend, is how you give away your power. If I were to come home tomorrow and tell you "I don’t see it," will you not ‘crash’? Ellaeenah didn’t see it. But it’s not Ellaeenah’s world. Ellaeenah sees her own world. And you see yours.

Q19. Are test-tube babies emotionally normal?

And why shouldn’t they be? And why shouldn’t they be? Do you think you created that test-tube baby? is the physical act of the joining of the ovum and the sperm creation of LIFE? How positively egoistic! Sweetheart, life wouldn’t come into it, unless the soul chose it. This soul has chosen this experience. Why shouldn’t it? It’s there to be experienced. Your little toes are moving just now because they are there to be moved. Same thing.

Why should this experience make the babies less normal, stable than any others? How many of us coming out of our own mothers’ wombs are so certainly unstable? LIFE and its myriad experiences transcend the test-tube where the ovum and sperm meet.

Q.20. Is Michael Jackson alien?

(Laughter) I am going to say the same thing as I said to Kaushal. If in your world he is, he is. In my world, he is just a most fabulous person of Light. So I am going to call him that. If that person of light is more extra-terrestrial than Sohrab, we wish him well. (Laughter)

Q21. I sleep on a magnetic bed. Please advice me is it interfering with my magnetic or Earth’s magnetic field?

Yes, it will but not at present. But not the Earth at all. There will come a time when your own grid structure will completely move away from electromagnetic; that time the magnetic bed will interfere but I think you will know this physically…. Through nightmares, discomfort in sleep, feeling of fatigue. If none of this is happening to you right now, go ahead and enjoy the bed. I will join you. (Laughter)

Q22. On the night of the deluge in Mumbai, I had a dream when I saw thousands of people going into our cosmic temple. Does it have any significance or is it only psychological?

You visualized 1000’s of people being taken into our temple. I can only say, thank you, thank you for sharing this visualization with me. Hey, how can something that you see be validated by me or anyone else? Why do you give people such power? We don’t want it. We have trouble dealing with our own, we don’t want yours.

This is a great moment of assessment for each one of us. We see this beautiful vision, of 1000’s being sheltered in our cosmic temple. Did you experience Joy? No. Did you experience that feeling of honour, that, my God, I am part of a group which has created a Cosmic Space of Divine Protection? No. What did you feel? DOUBT. Did I see it? Is it real?

What is real? What is this reality that you are all striving for and screwing up your happiness over? What is this reality? God, what a magnificent vision. I don’t even question it; I just say thank you. Thank you for making me part of this cosmic space. Thank you. Please who ever has asked this question, take this moment to thank yourself, to feel this joy, this honour that you have made it possible, because believe me, my beloved friends, I would have never been able to do it alone, neither would Sohrab, and nor would the most beautiful being of Love that I have seen, Silla. Even she would not have done it alone. The temple needed you. It needed you. Your energy helped to make this temple complete. So, thank you for sharing this vision with us, thank you for bringing it to our awareness that our cosmic space is being used for divine protection.

Thank you all. Thank you, Ruki.

I am being asked to talk to you extremely briefly about the act of ‘questions and answers’. Let us think of when we see a child asking questions. Let us think about our own childhood. Let us think of our friends who have children or our own children. There is such a sense of complete openness and complete wonder. That is questioning in the most pure form. In energy terms, and I am being asked to give you structures now, which are not the actual structures, but they are structures to help us understand this. When you ask a question out of pure wonder, which is only an inherent desire to grow, to grow and reclaim your own bigness, because after all there is no question which you don’t know the answer of. It is this 3-D separateness that makes us think we don’t know those answers. So all we are trying to do is really reclaim our bigness. When we put out a question, with that kind of intent, visualize a very straight beam going out into the universe. The most direct.

Now remember this about energy. Every time you put out energy, it has to come back. This linear format I am giving you is not the actual structure, please remember that. It is being given to illustrate the examples. So you put out this straight beam and instantly along that beam you are flooded back with responses that vibrate with you. The responses are magnified with the same pattern that you have put out. You can’t put out a straight line and get back a curl. It doesn’t happen that way in energy terms.

Now let’s examine other kind of questions that we do ask. Questions of gossip. Wanting to know secrets of others. Wanting to gain power over others. We are not making a judgment call here. We are describing it in energy terms. Each of those will have a different vibratory pattern. Let us assume that a gossip question has a zigzag…. just for visualization. Back will come along that zigzag, such a powerful blast which will not only satisfy your craving but make you hungrier for the next question. So now you ask 5 more questions in gossip mode. Back comes that energy and you now have to continue gossiping; you have become a drug addict to gossip. You are actually becoming a physical energy addict, just as you become a nicotine addict. It’s the same thing. How quickly we forget energy addicts.

These are energies that are not in harmonious vibrations to our bodies. So what happens? Our own bodily structure starts changing to match the vibration of that. We become harmonious with that and in doing that we become more disharmonious. Are you starting to understand what is being said through me? It is very confusing. It’s also rather disturbing. Our bodies keep trying to come back into level and so if they are subject to floods of disharmonious vibration they try to match that to come into level, and in doing so become, more and more and more disharmonious. This is why people who are addicted to gossip get eaten up from within, further and further and they become sour and bitter people.

Gossip is just one example. There are so many other forms of shall we say, our terms of negativity. This is to gain power over others or to be superior to people. Etc, etc. And each of these is the disharmonious energy. So please be aware. Let us examine our own questions, when we question. Not only in a situation like this. This is wonderful; this is only a growth arena. But when we are outside there are we hear ourselves, making a statement with the mark at the end? Let us take a moment now and think about it.

Absolutely. Because a definitive judgment works exactly the same way. You put out say a corkscrew vibration in this judgment and then comes this one thing, which makes you judge more and more and more, getting addicted to judgment.

It’s really simple. (1) Being aware of this (2) Acknowledging it. If you don’t believe this, you are not going to get out of it. You got to acknowledge it to yourself, that it happens (3) You have to desire to change. The moment these three are met, automatically rays for want of a better word…….

…..and also you will find all areas of your life, you wish to them straighten out the lines. This is an extension of what has been said to us before about how we create our own, for instance "fat" and we keep saying "I am fat, I am ugly, I am fat, I am ugly." We are doing exactly the same thing. That’s a statement.

Some what, but I don’t want to use the term, negative and positive because we are a little beyond that now. But yes, for our purpose of understanding, yes. A thought that is not harmonious to you at that given moment of time needs to be adjusted by you.

Absolutely. I am going to answer this a little more fully. In fact in Ellaeenah’s session a little earlier, she said "If you want to throw a tantrum, throw a tantrum of great magnitude." That’s what you must do. But then you are willingly and consciously putting our corkscrews and saying I am doing this for a period of time to learn to overcome. So you are doing that and finishing off with it and going beyond that. You are not staying stuck at that. That is your responsibility.

Mayank, we are talking slightly different things here. Now we actually addressed anger as being a very healthy form of propelling people to move. But whatever you do, its first of all being aware of it, doing it in awareness and making a conscious choice to move away from it, if you so desire. I’m not saying "don’t gossip" If you choose to experience gossip for a while, you or anybody, then you do it willingly and with awareness and welcome those spirals and go down with those spirals for growth. That is positive for you. But it’s your choice. Realization has to be the first step. Acknowledgement of what has happened, because if you don’t acknowledge then how can you move. But that’s only the first step. Absolutely you must move.

Let’s flip to the other side which is answers. I was made to see that if I asked this entire front row here to write me a rough note on karma, for example and I told all of you to research it on the net, you would all go and you will all find 50 million segments on karma, and you would pull up different ones and each of you would pull up different paragraphs. Possibly the content would be similar, but each would have a different answer. Does that mean Parvez’s answer is right and Ruki’s is wrong? What is happening is, there is universal knowledge in this wonderful cloud of vibration above us, ours to access. It is literally like a super computer. It’s literally as above so below. Energy mirrors the computer, the computer mirrors the energy. It’s got these little pathways and these little neurons and they are all floating above us. If I ask you to access karma and you go onto the computer, you will pull to you the strand that appeals most to your vibration. And that will give your slant on karma and each of you in turn will do that so the answers will differ slightly.

Once again let us remember we must respect our vibration of that. Because Ellaeenah or I say something, doesn’t make it gospel if it doesn’t fit your vibration at this point. It doesn’t make us wrong, oh no, but it makes it not appropriate for you. And this is also a responsibility we must shoulder.

The last thing I want to say, which is slightly off from this but for some reason I am asked to talk to you about it is. How we now have to learn to multitask at our level of vibration.

Well I will give you an actual example of mine. As you know, every Sunday I have to sit with one person who is anchoring energies in our temple and I energize the person, watch the whole thing and actually have to work with their energies, fusing mine with them in different forms. And each person so far has been different. So I go into a bit of tizzy. How do I give Ellaeenah energy and help her on a day like today and also simultaneously work with Diana who is sitting here. And I was told "You could do both together, why can’t you." And I said "How?" And they said "Do it." Part of me was literally cradling Ellaeenah with my energies here. Ruki was doing wonderful support work, and I was just simultaneously working on this and it was easy. It was completely easy. It’s easy because I suddenly understood it’s easy. I can do it effortlessly. I am being asked to bring this to your attention because now we are at a level where we need to do spiritual multitasking. All of us. And nothing should be too overwhelming for us. If we were only able to see our expanse, we would know, "That guy who is me can handle a 1000 things, not just two."

Thank you.