Before the channelling Ellaeenah spoke on the ‘natural calamities’ and the importance of ‘self-acceptance’.

The answer is two-fold. One is, of course, cleansing. But what is happening now is not cleansing as much as opening up of Earth portals. These are regional portals, area portals at different places. Whenever a portal opens up, its main task is, of course, growth but these portals are a little different. They not only permit growth, but also permit souls who wish to leave, to do so. These are specific to areas, rather then people; they are portals that are opening up over different regions and they have to open up all over the world. Every region will have its portal opening up, and it will move in succession from one to the other, so you will now not find any period of time when there is no disaster. It will be one after another, following close each one’s heel. It’s part of the process. By 2007 all the portals have to be opened up.

The two main means of movement, of purification and growth, for the region are fire and water, and you will find most of the portals using the elements of fire and water for this movement to take place. By the time 2007 comes around disasters are going to be so widespread, that we are not even going to think of them as disasters any more; it’s will be just something that we read about in the morning paper.

These portals also give both, animals and human beings, the chance to leave, if they should so desire. What I’m was told when the Mumbai rains took place, was that several people, in today’s world, have come with blueprint exit points, which are not dates, but openings of portals as possible exit points. A portal opens when that region is ready for its next ascension levels, for its initiation, because an opening of such a portal is an initiation. So whenever that Earth geographical region is ready for its initiation, that particular portal opens, and then those who have included that portal as a possible exit point and, at a higher level, decide to take that exit point, will naturally gravitate to that spot, and those who decide otherwise will move away from that spot, or even if they are in the spot, will not take an exit point.

You will find that a lot of children will also use these portals to go. You see, the children coming in and then using these portals to go, are those children who have very little physical karmic stuff to finish. They come in for a very short time knowing that such a portal is the perfect opportunity for them to get initiated to a higher stage of ascension. So they come in for a short period, finish what they need to, ensure that they are at a place where a portal will open, and thus take an exit. These same children will come back very, very quickly. By 2007, 2008 all these children will be back in order to aid the rest of the Earth in its ascension. So you see, they have to leave; they have to leave in order to come back.

Animals, very often, use a portal when they are ready to move from one animal stage to another, or from animal stage to human form. Please understand that this is not like a cleansing. You see, when there’s a cleansing taking place and human beings and animals die, there is no ascension or initiation. It’s just a cleansing. These are essentially ascension portals opening up. So all those who die, whether it’s animal, whether it’s plant, whether it’s human life, they are all going to ascend to a next stage. (Those human beings who take these exits because they are not in sync with the Earth’s vibrations at present, will now get an opportunity to raise their vibrations with work done on the other side.) So even animals will take this exit because it’s an Earth phenomenon and the Earth is moving fast on her ascension process, much faster than it was considered possible 20 years ago. We, as human beings, must give ourselves credit for this, that there has been such a widespread awareness, that human beings have opened themselves so amazingly to new energies, that the Earth has moved very rapidly in her process. The quicker we move, the quicker she (Mother earth) moves, the quicker she, the quicker we move. So we are helping each other and neither can be left behind.

There will also be some who will use this portal to leave, because they know that they are not moving in tandem with the Earth; they cannot move at that pace and the difference in their vibrations and the Earth’s vibrations begins to widen so much that there is great conflict. They have to take an exit point for their survival, literally for the survival of their Spirit.

Yes. It depends in which portal they decide to die in.

It’s not. Every country will have it. You will find that there will be no country left untouched. There will be no city left untouched because everything has to open up.

Absolutely. Each region, through its own process, will reach its readiness to move. And though in Kashmir it might seem as though the political situation is leading to the readiness, it doesn’t necessarily have to be so because, truly speaking, a region’s readiness doesn’t have to depend upon the political scenario. That is truly the human growth, not anything to do with the geographical readiness of that area.

It goes into the 5^th dimension. The 3^rd dimension is going to be totally left behind and we move into the 5^th dimension, en masse.

No. It results in the end of an evolution cycle. You see, by the end of 2006, we come to the end of this cycle of evolution. An evolution cycle lasts for about 2000 years, give or take a few years. So it will end in 2006. Beginning 2007, we are in our next evolution period.

There’s no end. There’s no end. There comes a stage in every planet’s evolution when the planet and the inhabitants of the planet finally reach a dimension level where they don’t need a physical form anymore. Then the planet, as well as those on the planet, take on an etheric form. Then they move in that etheric form from dimension to dimension and then, of course, there is complete merger. So there is no real end ever.

No, each one would have a different plane they would go to. You see, all of us will always go back to the plane where we were before our birth. You don’t go to a higher plane at death. You go back to the same plane that you were at birth. When you go to that plane, you (the soul) assess yourself; you assess the impressions that you have already assimilated, the impressions still left to be assimilated. At that time of self-assessment, which is a completely isolated process, done by the soul alone, but under the ever watchful and loving guidance of the guides and Masters, the soul knows then where to move; whether to stay on the same plane or move onto a higher plane.

When we use words like closer or far from Earth, we’re looking at space. It’s not a right yardstick because there’s no space actually. In fact, if you’re using it as space, the planes are here. We view planes as different vibratory levels. And the vibratory level rises with increase in wisdom: the Wisdom of Unity, the true wisdom, not intellectual knowledge but the experience of unity increases the vibratory level.

Of course they can. But those are completely different processes. When the child dies in childbirth or very quickly after childbirth, within the first year, within the first year when the child is still completely attached to Spirit, the child has chosen the experience not for itself but for the mother, the father and the rest who will go through that experience. The child has not chosen the experience for itself, so it doesn’t come here to complete anything. It hasn’t come with any personal mission except to die so that the mother, the father, the sisters, the brothers, the grandparents, and whoever else is involved, go through that experience for their growth, for their learning. The child only facilitates that. So the soul comes in for a brief period, without a blueprint, does its task, exits and that’s it. Then that soul has no other connection with that family at all. It just comes in to facilitate an experience for others.

The poles have already shifted. There has been a complete shift in the poles. The poles are no more at the place that they were. There has been a distinct shift, by less than a degree, but that is enough to cause a complete Earth movement. So the Earth’s already shifted. The axis has already shifted.

What I would invite you to do is to go to our site, iamjadefire.tripod.com. I have conducted an entire series of classes on Angels, in Bombay, where all aspects, from the lowest level of angels to the highest levels of angels, the missions of each, the groups of each, how to reach them, when to work with them, how they work with us, has been explained. You’ll find it most interesting.

No. That’s a wonderful point. I wanted to bring that up and it slipped my mind. It’s not always necessary to exit from that portal. You don’t need to exit; you can, in a sense, ‘suffer’ hardships or disaster, but you don’t always need to completely exit through a portal.

I’ll give you a small instance. My husband was stuck in the Mumbai rains for 30 hours in the car, with no food, no way of going to the toilet; for 30 hours, one spot in the car. He had for his reason chosen that portal, so suffered the hardship, but did not choose to exit, as many others did. It’s interesting, but many of those who were going through a personal process of purification at that time, who had already started on their clearing process with the grid restructuring work, used the portal in order to enhance and accelerate their ‘clearance’. They used the energy of the portal. They hadn’t chosen it to exit, but at a higher level of consciousness, all of them were aware that, "I can use this energy for further clearance."

You are new to it only on the conscious level. Your consciousness awareness of Universal truths has no connection with the process of your growth. It may accelerate it, certainly, but growth is not reliant on your conscious awareness of the laws. The man on the street, who doesn’t know a plane from a dimension, was also stuck along with my husband and the others who are conversant with these laws, but his process was exactly the same as theirs. The levels of consciousness where these decisions are made are so way beyond our limited conscious mind that our lower conscious awareness is really irrelevant to the process.

Not yet.

Not yet.

It’s still in the process of formation.

The planet. The planet itself hasn’t formed completely. It’s still in its process of formation. Physically it may look complete, but it isn’t.

No. But they’re not meant for that. The planet has no intention of helping us move. It’s not come for that purpose at all. It’s not going to help us in that, in any way. It’s for a completely different mission that this planet has come. It’s going to do what it’s come for and allow us to suffer for our ‘problems’, without any guilt or shame or burden.

And guilt and shame is something I want to talk to you about. I was discussing this with a few persons over the past few days; I have now been doing crystal readings and energy work for some years now, and I have realized that over 80 % of the world is living under this burden. Why am I bringing up this subject now?

The only way to ascend is to accept yourself. What is ascension? Ascension is the furtherance of wisdom. Don’t put any other ‘holy cow’ definition to it. You know, guys, these terms are what cause rifts between us. She is more evolved. He has ascended. Stop this kind of talk. You are HERE. You are in the NOW. You are learning. You’re assimilating. You are ‘knowing’ yourself. That is what the process is all about. By knowing yourself, you know others, because you and they are one. That is the process.

When you use these terms like ascended and evolved, you ask, "Is S better than D, and is D better than L?" Where is the question of better or worse? If S and D and L are ONE, can ant be better or worse? But we put these ridiculous labels and we cause conflict for ourselves and others, and then we carry this guilt because we feel we are not ‘evolved enough’. If we cut out these labels, there won’t be conflict. There won’t be acute hunger for external validation. There won’t be the games we play to deceive ourselves and others.

Spiritual! It’s the biggest burden we put on ourselves. Let’s just accept that we are here to know us. I am here to know me. That is my mission. I have no other mission. I have no other goal. I have no other task. I have no other purpose. My mission is to know me and the more I know me, the more I know you, and the more I know this ‘I’, the greater I can be of help and service, because that much ignorance has left me for good. That is the reason why we are here, and if you are in the process of knowing you, then the first step has to be accepting you. Accepting everything that is you.

We’ve all taken a human form. Why? Because we all have duality. You want to call it ‘good’ and ‘bad’? You call it ‘good’ and ‘bad’. I don’t call it ‘good’ and ‘bad’. I just call it ‘duality’.

So why are we going to get so upset about it? Why is there so much guilt and shame over what we do or don’t do? Enjoy every moment; whether it is a relationship gone sour, whether it is an extra-marital relationship, whether it is money coming in or going out; don’t judge it. Is this right? Is this wrong? My dear friends, you are doing it the way you know best, in the NOW. You are handling your relationships the best way you know NOW. Tomorrow you may deal with it differently, and that’s OK too. You’ll know something different tomorrow. But, why so much guilt?

When there is guilt, there is a fear of looking within. That fear blocks you from looking within. You stay at the same level of ignorance. Instead, ACCEPT IT ALL! Don’t give yourself labels. Immoral. Dishonest. What will others think? Are you here to live your life for another, with that burden? Live your life for yourself. In that moment you will know who you ARE, and in that moment, you will know who everyone else is, and in that moment, there is that much more wisdom of UNITY.

I detest those terms because I can see how much harm they do between friend and friend, sibling and sibling, parent and child, husband and wife. Instead of ‘ascension’ and ‘evolution’ just ask yourself at the end of every day, "Do I know myself a little more today?" And then experience that joy. And even if you don’t know yourself a little more, don’t go to sleep feeling guilty about it. Just affirm, very matter-of-factly, "Today I don’t know myself more. Tomorrow is an interesting challenge. What a sweet thrill. What a ‘fool’ I am. I was telling someone today: the tarot cards have a ‘fool’ first and the ‘universe’ at the last. Only the fool, only the fool, can move into wisdom and become the universe. And who is the fool? The fool is one who is joyous about his ignorance because he knows that he has every opportunity to become the emperor, the empress, the high priestess, the magician, the devil, the tower, death, transformation, rebirth, universe. And only the fool can do it all.

Thank you, Jim.

Of course it is! But let us be aware that we are caught in the web of that conditioning every time we feel the burden of guilt coming up. Say X slept with Y last night. X wakes up this morning feeling, "Oh Lord! I shouldn’t have done that. I’m a married woman. Married women are not supposed to sleep around. But I did." Now X can get out of her ‘guilt’ by questioning, "But who said married women aren’t supposed to sleep around? Did I make that truth? I don’t remember making that truth, so then how does it become my truth? Maybe it’s become my truth because my parents and my teachers and society and friends have all made it into my truth." So X decides "It’s not my truth. Now here’s a great opportunity for me to re-create my truth.

How does X re-create the truth? By questioning and contemplating long and hard, "what do I really think of marriage? What do I really think of making love to someone? What do I think of ‘binds’? What do I think of ‘relationships’? And what are my beliefs about that? How many of these beliefs are mine? And how many have come down to me as a burden I am carrying on my shoulders?" And when X has seen that, X can proceed, "But how did it happen? What do I truly feel about sleeping with Y? What did I feel at that time? I felt wonderful! What a marvelous experience it was. I really felt joy. It was great. And if I didn’t have this immoral conditioning thrust down, I would have woken up feeling really good." Wow! That’s a huge clue to tell you that conditioning is not working anymore. And then X can ask herself an important question, "Am I giving myself permission to be ‘perverted’ in any form, to sleep around with a different guy every night?" Ask herself honestly, and if the answer is, "No!’ then X can continue to contemplate why is this conditioning not working for me now? What will this relationship do for me? What about my husband? What is that going to do to him? How am I going to deal with that?" What a beautiful opportunity for X to learn about herself. If she never sleeps with Y again, that one night would have been enough to make her write an entire book of self-wisdom. What a joy. What an experience!

If, on the other hand, X experiences that her conditioning and the ‘truth’ is also her ‘truth’, she now has an interesting event from which to study what made her go against her truth. So, either way, X is more self-aware.

Now if X is guilty and ashamed, and still feels the pull for Y, the guilt grows, the shame grows. X tries to hide the situation from her husband; she will be miserable, she will make Y miserable, she will make her husband miserable, she will make her family miserable, and her friends will soon disappear because she will be whining all the time. The ignorance persists and there is no growth in self-awareness, and thus no self-empowerment.

If you can’t do the self-search on your own, look around you. I guarantee you, each one of us has been given that one individual, by the universe, to whom you can say, I need you to help me search within. Be honest with me. Be harsh with me. Be brutal with me, but help me to search within. I can’t do it on my own.

Please understand that no one is going to reject you, unless you reject yourself. The person rejecting you is only a mirror of your own self-rejection. Acknowledge that very vital truth.

And here I’m going to introduce a subject my husband is very keen I talk about: Mirrors. But not negative mirrors. You often place Sohrab and me, and other ‘mediums’, on pedestals, however much we tell you not to. Now I am going to take that position on the pedestal joyously, very joyously. Put me on as high a pedestal as you want and I’ll occupy it, and I promise not to fall. Do you know why? Because however high you put me up, that’s where You are. So put me up on as high a pedestal as you want but promise me, as I am promising you, not to fall; promise me that every time you look up at me on that high pedestal, you will see YOU. I want to be on the highest pedestal you can think imagine. Glorious. Because every time you look at me, you will see YOU. Then I will accept that pedestal with all joy.

Dear friends, mirrors are not only negative mirrors. Why do we only acknowledge the negative mirrors in our lives, and not the positive ones? Why? Because we harbour guilt. Because we harbour shame. Because we harbour non-acceptance of all that we are. When there is a negative mirror, so quickly we’ll see that and say, "Oh God! She’s a mirror of me; that means I must be really bad. Let me see where it is in me." But when I see a wonderful being it will not even cross my thought, "Wow! What a mirror for me! That means that is what I am."

When the guilt goes, you look at everything so differently, there is just no conflict left. Believe me, I’m talking through experience. I have a history of being the most intolerant, the most judgmental, critical human being that I know. I was all of that and though I have changed considerable, of course I still judge, of course I still criticize, of course I still fall into the trap of being intolerant. But if there is one thing that I can see as the greatest shift within me in all these years, it’s the growth of my level of acceptance. Sometimes I’m even surprised at myself. What difference does it make to you if S is the worst liar in the world? How does it bother you? How does it bother you that someone else is sleeping around? How does it bother you that he’s a murderer? How does it bother you that she’s a criminal? How does it make a difference in your life? How does it make a difference in your mission? The only thing you should be concerned with is does it make a difference in my mission of knowing me? If it doesn’t, why are you wasting, why are you squandering your energies on something that is not important, not vital in your life? Just let it go. Accept it. If you see something really bad in S, immediately question yourself, "What is the worst thing about me? This( whatever it is) is the worst thing about me. Then S and I are in the same place. She has x and I have y." How can you then judge? You can’t. And you know that’s the great thing; however much you ‘ascend’, you will never be perfect. Why? Because were you to be experience ‘perfection’ in your present stage in the journey, your ego would kick in so strongly, that you would go back to the ‘stone’ stage.

Your ego is your greatest friend in this. It will always have a flaw in order to remind you, you’re not perfect. But in that imperfection is the perfection of where we are. How wonderful not to be perfect. It never gives you an opportunity to judge another because instantly you will see your own imperfection. So use people to see your flaws, but use them even more strongly to see your strengths, your beautiful, beautiful attributes.

Guilt is guilt. Guilt comes only out of non-acceptance so the bottom line here is: you have not completely accepted what you have done. You have not completely accepted what you have done. When there is 100% acceptance of what you have done, and you see people reacting in this manner, you will understand and empathize that they are going through this process because they don’t understand your truth, but you will not be upset or disturbed.

If you can work on this one truth right through to its very end, and when in this moment of the NOW it’s 100% accepted, all moments in the NOW follow suit. If this moment in the NOW is 100% complete, there can be no future that is uncertain, scary. That is why it is so essential to live in this moment because when we allow this moment to pass, incomplete, its incompleteness extends, and accelerates, and grows in the future moments of NOW.

Thank you, all.

I’m so glad to meet you. You need a name? I’m Lady Margaret; not known to you but a part of what you know as the hierarchy. There are some of us who do not wish to be experienced in the manner you experience some of the Masters. Our work is done out-of-sight, and I come today to tell you what it is to experience to be a Lady Master and come to a group, as enlightened as yours, and say my name and only receive incomprehension from your eyes. Who is this? Why has she come? Where are our fine masters? It is essential that I speak so that you may understand the strength there is in silent Masterhood. Not everyone can be in, what you call, the limelight, but the others upon whom that ‘light’ does not fall are not non-existent. They are very much there; in fact, it is the strength of those upon whom the ‘light’ doesn’t fall that is used by one who stands there in the ‘light’, in that very small circle of ‘light’ that seems to isolate one from the rest. Does it make the rest of us feel small? Not at all! Why? Because we know our contribution. We acknowledge the importance of the task we do, and we are completely conscious of the fact that were I not to do my task, the one that you love and call Jade Fire, would not do his, and that knowledge of my task, in its significance, gives me an honour and a glory as great as the one experienced by the one you call the Jade Fire. And yet, I’m never seen. I’m never heard. You do not even know that I exist. And were I to depend upon you to BE, I would never BE, because you would not know that I was, that I AM.

Do you understand how you depend upon another to exist? And when you depend upon another to exist, you then must have your time in the limelight, else how will others see you if the ‘light’ didn’t fall upon you? If you were in the dark wings, in the shadows, the rest would not know that you were even standing there, and because you depend upon them to BE, you would not BE. There would be no I AM; there would be I am only if you think I am. But I know I AM so I do not need my time in the limelight, and, in fact, it is very strange for me to have it upon me like at present.

But what am I ‘feeling’, if you wish to use that word? What am I feeling now? I am as joyous as I am always. The ‘light’ has neither added nor taken away anything from me. I have been assigned the temporary task of a different nature, that’s all. And just as all tasks assigned to me are done in great joy, so is this. And it is this joy that gives me the position in the hierarchy to be Lady Master Margaret. It is the same joy that I feel when you only know the existence of your Jade Fire and not the Lady Master Margaret, because the Lady Master Margaret does not need you to know about her. I AM and I know I AM. I do not need you to confirm my presence. Do you understand why I have come today?

If I did not know that I AM, I’d always be in conflict, in envy, because I would want to be where He is. And I would question, "Why him and not me?" In that conflict would lie my ignorance. Ignorance of what? Ignorance of I AM. And I AM is a joyous state to BE, because every moment of I AM experience is glorious, and there is no moment insignificant or too trivial. There is no task that is important and no assignment too small. In each moment, there is the Infinite Glory of I AM. There is the experience of I AM and when that joyous experience is complete every moment, then I do not desire another experience. I do not desire the experience of the ‘limelight’ because it is not going to be more joyous than my own; so that there is no desire. It is in the knowledge of I AM that all duality vanishes. But that knowledge is essential. And after that knowledge, that acknowledgment is essential. That honour of I AM is essential, and then it is a state of Infinite Joy. The little moments of glory, as you consider them to be, seem so dim in comparison to the joyous state of I AM. When you need an experience outside of You, you have not the wisdom, you have not the acknowledgement, you have not the joy of I AM; in I AM each experience is YOU. There is no need, no desire, no feeling, no thought; just CONSCIOUSNESS. Consciousness of I AM. I AM.

Understand how this is only an extension of your human instinct of survival. Why do you wish to survive? Why? Why do you wish to live? To exist? Because I AM wish to BE, and if that is the experience of I AM, then why is your experience different from mine? Because you rely on others to give you that experience. I know I AM. And consciousness of experience upon experience only expands this wisdom of I AM so that eventually, your experience is also my experience of I AM. And as your I AM expands and consciousness grows, then you enjoy all experiences of all the diverse aspects of you and then this moment of infinity is not separate from other moments and this space (pointing to someone) is not different from this space (pointing to another) and in that knowledge the time-space continuum vanishes. All, all limitations, restrictions vanish. In that state of consciousness I AM.

Whenever you seek the limelight, understand that a small part of you is crying out for recognition, crying out for acknowledgment. But it is not crying out for recognition and acknowledgement from others; it is crying out for recognition and acknowledgement from you. And when it doesn’t get it from you, it needs another’s recognition and acknowledgement.

Do you need a mirror to know you have eyes, little one?

Why not? You can’t see your eyes.

Ah! You know it is there. You don’t need a mirror to tell you that truth. You just know it. Know it. It is when you do not know, do not experience the truth of YOU, that you need mirrors. Do not seek to be anywhere else but where you are. In that ‘search’ lies your ignorance. In that search lies your ‘hunger’. In that search lies your need for recognition. Whenever those feelings of envy and resentment, of anger and judgment, pop up their little heads, like naughty little children, remember the Lady Master Margaret and laugh at these little children and say, "You can’t get the better of me. I know I AM".

BE! Such a small word, and yet an entire universe lies in it. BE! If you were to meditate on nothing else ever for the rest of the time you’re going to spend on this realm, meditate on the word ‘BE’. It is more powerful than your word ‘Om’. ‘Om’ creates physical reality; ‘BE’ transcends it.

Will you chant ‘BE’? Transcend the limited, limiting physical realm of denseness. (To Diana) Will you take them through the chant right now; a short chant so that you experience the power of ‘BE’.

Get rid of this doubt. BE this instrument. BE it, don’t play it.

In just this short period of time some of you felt the ‘fading away’ of your limbs. That is the power of BE. Transcend all that is physical. The continuous chanting of ‘BE’ will take you far beyond your limitations. It has the power to levitate you. It has the power to release you from the human body. But a chanting of ‘BE’ if done for a long time, must always be ended by the chanting of ‘Om’.

Chant this. Feel its love. Know I AM.

Greetings from Germain!

Germain also likes games but he will spare you (Yezad) today. Germain volunteers her (Sherni)

Come! Let us begin the game. Germain has volunteered you. Let us start by setting 4 tasks to you. The first: would you join your hands in gratitude and bow down to this one (Diana)?

Thank you. Task 2: Would you turn around and touch the feet of that one (Leila) in gratitude?

Task 3: Face the room and pick your nose. (Laughter)

Conditioning! What level can you take and break your conditioning at? By the way, level 4 was to remove all your clothes. Do not even ask what level 5 was. (Laughter)

The first task was so easy. She genuinely feels great gratitude for all around her, not just this one, and in your culture it is extremely easy to join your hands in gratitude. The second level, for her culture, was harder. It is not inherent in her culture and yet, she was able to surmount this with joy and gratitude. Level 3 she could not attain.

There has been much talk today of this aspect of life, of conditioning. Understand why because of your conditioning you are unable to, not only comprehend, but manifest, what you term, miracles. Let us touch upon this briefly.

Why do you not see halos around each other? Why do you only accept that angelic beings and higher realm beings have halos? First of all, what is a halo? A halo, beloved one, (Scherry) is a trans-circle of a different level. It is strings and strings of sacred geometry, coupled with extra-terrestrial energy, coupled with inter-dimensional connectivity, coupled with your own energies, not touching your physical body but surrounding the crown chakra. Is this halo a part of you? Yes and no. Yes and no. It must function separately, with actual physical distance from your own personal emanations and yet, it is an inherent part of you; without your halo, you would not be alive today. Each and every one of you has an actual, real halo and you do not see it because you are conditioned to believe it does not exist. If you believed it, instantly you would see it. Instantly! There are now those of you who are raising your vibrations to a certain level where you are able now to tap into a slightly higher frequency. You are now getting glimmerings of the halo. Were you to raise your own vibrations even higher, you would see it as clearly as you see the hair on your head. That is a halo. But you are conditioned to believe it doesn’t exist on mere mortals.

How did Jesus walk on water?

Of course he did! And so can you, if you believe it. He simply re-adjusted his energies and his molecular structure to match that of the water; in fact, he created a slight denseness below him and raised his vibrations one notch above the liquid, which allowed him to walk on water. You cannot, because you do not believe in it; it is not in your conditioning. You are conditioned to believe that this flooring is denser than you are and therefore, you do not fall through it. If you truly were born and brought up to believe that the instant you set your foot upon the floor you would fall through it, you would. You would fall through the floor. Conditioning!

How do saints miraculously manifest ash and other objects from their palms? You can do the same. It is simply the ability to reach into another dimension that exists, simultaneously and concurrently, and draw it from there. Were you to believe this, you could simply place your hand in another dimension, in a bundle of ashes, pick them up and bring them back, showing them to the world. Conditioning! Belief! Acceptance!

We are not pushing you into breaking the conditioning. We are pushing you, as this one (Ell) rightly said, to examine them and find if they are your truths or not. Using the example she sighted, if it is truly your truth to be faithful to your husband, then you must be accepting of that and embrace it joyously. But if it is not your truth, you must not do it. This is not conditioning, one way or the other; this is finding your truth.

(To Leila) We cite you, beloved one, as an example; an example of one who constantly pushes boundaries to find her own truth. Many times your truth is not palatable to others and yet, you know it is your own. Help them understand this.

Questions!

This topic was introduced, very briefly today, to whet your appetite. You are now all at an energy level that is conducive to examining magic, as you know it, and finding your own reality through your conditioning or the destruction of it. You are at a collective energy level and the earth around you is at that same collective energy level that will permit you to, not only visit magic, but to manipulate it. Now you must begin to search for that truth and you will search. You will search and you will help others, in this group, understand it through you. You are the official representative of Germain for magic. (Laughter) Work for them but more important, work for yourself.

Beloved ones, it is always a matter of great joy when souls assigned to Masters reach a level where they are ready to begin magic. Great joy! But before you can begin magic, you must understand that you are already creating it. You are master magicians. You are Merlin. Merlin did not live, did not exist. He was not a separate entity. Merlin existed separately through individuals that created magic. He has lived, it has lived, through magicians or simply magicians using sleight of hand. Merlin lives there too.

Merlin lives in all who wish to create. Merlin lives in all who wish to deliberately create illusion; so Merlin lives in each of you. You enjoy creating illusions, each one. And then Merlin lives in those who have become tired of creating illusion and then want to see the truth of the illusions they have created; then Merlin lives there too.

Use energy wisely. Let us discuss how each of you is a magician. Where are your pointed hats, black cloaks? You should be donning them! (Laughter) But you see you are such adept magicians, you do not need the cloak and cap and wand. You have become so good at disguise.

A thought passed your (Sherni) mind right now. Didn’t you create it? How?

Of course! That which you don’t know the root cause of, is termed ‘magic’. When you know the root, the magic disappears, and wisdom enters.

You (Leila) moved your finger. How?

Is it magic?

Why?

Why do you know that that’s not magic? Because you have a scientific reason for knowing why the finger moved. Magic ends where the Science of Spirituality enters. I know I AM.

And you are creating magic every moment. You nod off to sleep. Do you know why? And then you awaken 2 minutes later. Do you know why? You just do. What wonderful magic. You have created the ability to rest for 2 minutes, to rejuvenate your energies, and then to awaken, alert and active. Magic. Why is it magic? Because you do not know how you have done it. The moment you know ‘HOW’ you have done it, you will be able to re-create it at will, as you desire, but without ‘magic’. Then it becomes what you condemn as sleight of hand. "This is no magic; he had it up his sleeve". And you will have that wisdom up your sleeve. And another who has the same wisdom will see it up your sleeve and think, "That’s no magic." But for a second one who does not know that same wisdom, he’ll look in amazement and say, "Ah! She thought! She created a thought. Magic!" And you create this, moment to moment. And yet you wonder, "When will I be able to create?" NOW! You are already creating.

Now you have to move onto the next step: not in magic, in Science. And the next step is creating, but not out of habit. So when you pull the rabbit out of the hat, it is not a ‘habitual’ gesture. It has been considered. It has been experienced. You are conscious of every movement, every action, every thought, every word, every feeling and the result is as you visualize it. Were I to tell you, right now, to visualize an apple, high up in your hand, and then I tell you to release the hold on the apple, and now visualize the movement of the apple. How will you visualize it?

You will see it falling because you aware, you have experienced, you are conscious of the result of Science. Is there magic in it?

Ah! But there was magic for Newton. Why did it fall? Magic. No magic for you anymore because you know there is a Law of Gravity, which is nothing else but the physical translation of the Universal Law of Attraction. The power of LOVE attracts to it all that it needs. ‘Good’ and ‘bad’ are only labels that you give it. The Earth is a physical manifestation of the Universal Energy and therefore, it translates the Law of Attraction to the Law of Gravity pulling everything down to itself. Science! Magic is gone!

My beloved one, do you wish to create magic or do you wish to go beyond?

Ah! Then you must be ready to experience ignorance of all Universal Laws and you must be ready to create all illusion, and enjoy it. And it would be a joyous experience because it will be illusions that you will create, you will learn and formulate your own science laws. But you must be aware; you must be aware of the consequences of every choice and every decision. You must be aware that you may remove the 3 fingers but 2 are still needed and you must be aware that as soon as one is removed, now the apple must go back to the Earth. It is an illusion of falling and yet, a reality in a 3-dimensional world.

Do not create out of habit. Create in the Consciousness of I AM. Create, moment to moment, all that you have given labels to. Create it. But every moment of creation must be joyously accompanied by every moment of the acceptance of the responsibility of that creation. That is when you begin to formulate Rule no. 1, followed by Rule no. 2, followed by Rule no. 3 and suddenly, you have a law that generations down the line begin to learn, in books of science but which never existed, not till they were created.

So understand your own process… magic. You eat and you swallow. Magic! But what is even more magical is what happens inside. The body converts food into energy, vitamin, mineral, fat, carbohydrate, protein, adding to muscle and tissue and bone and blood and organ, and then to make it even more magical, that which is not required is converted into a state that can facilitate easy removal. Magic! And yet, open a book of science, read up on the anatomy, read up on biology, read up on chemistry. No Magic. You’ve understood. I know I AM.

So, all of you, enjoy being the magicians that you are but now, my beautiful, beautiful magicians, create in awareness; create that which you desire. Do not let ‘him’ create for you, and then resent what ‘he’ has created, because ‘he’ will only create what ‘he’ knows how to create; ‘he’ will only create what ‘he’ desires to be creative. Only you know what you desire, and only you can create what you desire, and only you can formulate the laws of your own science. Enjoy magic. Yes, my little one?

Yes, but or that answer we will be getting into another area, so we’ll make this very brief. Yes, there is. All energy, my beautiful one, can be manipulated, all energy. The trap lies, not in the expansion of energy, but in the expansion of the ego. If, with the expansion of energy, ego enlarges but does not expand, such a being will use this energy in a manner that is not for the good of all. It’s all manipulation of energy. And if you are more ignorant than the one who is casting the spell, you do not know how to manipulate even your own energy, leave alone the energy of others, then the one who has this knowledge, but no expansion of ego, will easily use this in casting a spell. That is why it is so essential that as energies grow, ego expands; not enlarges because the trap lies, the danger lies, the risk lies, in the fact that even though ego enlarges, energy can continue to enlarge.

Energy will not stop work. Energy does not judge. (To Sohrab) So if her ego is enlarged and you have, as you have the ability to do, taken her to a higher level of energy which she can access, she will access that energy completely, only furthering her enlargement of ego.

Spells. Misuse of energy is spells. That is the danger. Energy does not stop its work. It is not judgmental. It has no mind. It does not discriminate. That responsibility devolves onto the holder of the energy, solely and completely.

(To Scherry) My beautiful one, honour yourself for having seen this responsibility and having gone into, what you have called, a retreat. You have not understood the retreat. Your retreat was taken out of an higher conscious acknowledgement that "I have to be now more responsible for these high energies coming to me, now and in every moment of NOW and therefore I must go within and search where my little danger traps lie so that they are never opened." Honour your responsibility. You have undertaken this even before the highest energies have come to you, which they will, and when they do come to you now, you will be aware of every single booby trap within you. The same energies could come to you now and you would access them as beautifully, but you, you have consciously (and we are not only looking at the higher consciousness of you), you have consciously taken a decision to wait, to delay those energies so that your self-search is more on its way. You have understood the responsibility that comes with energy.

You have called it ‘stagnation’. No stagnation; there was none. The energies were glorious as energy always is. You accessed them just as you always did but, my beautiful one, for a long time you resisted the expansion of ego. That is what you are doing now: expanding your ego to a level of consciousness, which brings with it the honour of true responsibility. You are expanding your ego, not enlarging it. That is your retreat. So when someone asks you why you are quiet, have a little laugh on them and say, "I’m expanding my ego." (Laughter)

We are joyous, truly joyous. We gave you two paths and you chose the high road. May we wish you congratulations today? Public acknowledgement for one who has chosen the high road, when the low road was the one you were being pushed on by some around you. You have, once again, shown your inner strength. Now, for a while, the road is straight, but always remember, two paths always come. Use this experience to choose the high road in every NOW, and when you are confused, talk to those who know what the high road is, who understand the difference between the high road and the low road. Enjoy your retreat. Enjoy the search. Travel on, my beloved explorer. Travel on.