Greetings of Master Yezu. Open your hearts to infusions of energy. Welcome to all. There are so many questions in so many minds. Let us take each one. Will you, my son, coordinate?

And in that you are doing injustice to the powers. My beautiful one, you can never do injustice to us. Noting that you do is judged in such harsh terms as you use for yourself. But in your own doubt, you do injustice to these very powers that have been bestowed upon you. And let us use this question as a catalyst, to tell you a greater truth about self-doubt and how it causes you hindrance. My beautiful ones, no harm, no obstacle, is caused to any in the Hierarchy, the angelic realm, to any guide, master, counselor, friend. The harm is only to yourself. If you will bear with us, we will now take this subject into a realm of science.

We wish you to visualize self-doubt. Understand that this visualization is essential only for your understanding. It does not exist in this form that we ask you to visualize. Visualize a hard seed. You have all experienced the hardness of a seed. Visualize it as the hardest seed that you have ever touched, felt, seen. Know that that seed is you. Ah! You though it was doubt, wasn’t it? No that seed is you. A little infant soul. What is the purpose of any seed?

Yes, my beautiful one, to grow, to blossom, to fruit, to be the most radiant flower. Now we want you to take that seed and put it into a pot of sand…. salty sand. Place it in, deep within. No water, no sunlight. How does my little seed feel? Suffocated, choked. Does it germinate? It dies. Now, my beautiful ones, remove that seed and place it into the most wonderful soil, rich and soft, filled with minerals. Gently water it. Give it sun light. My little seed, how do you feel? Alive. The pot of sand is the doubt.

What does it do in scientific terms? Doubt, like any other characteristic or quality, has an energy all of its own. And you must understand that all these characteristics and qualities that you have termed as negative, are absolutely essential in your 3-D realm. You would not flower without them. The journey of the earth realm is from ignorance to wisdom, from sand to healthy soil. From darkness to sunlight. From arid desert to water. So doubt also releases its own energies. The energies of doubt (we will attempt only to show you marginally) will look like spirals inter-twining into each other, like concentric circles going inwards and yet, not concentric because they overlap each other. We give it a visualization of a ball of wool that you unravel and then turn it round and round and round upon itself in the tightest knot that you can form. That is the energy loop of doubt.

Now what does this energy loop of doubt do? As soon as you feel self-doubt, (the loop of doubt that you feel for another is much similar to this one, but has a slight difference, so we are right now only focusing on self doubt) as soon as you experience this emotion or thought, your consciousness, your energy, is trained upon the energy emanated by that thought or that feeling. Are you all understanding this?

If he (a sitter) were to focus on him (another sitter), instantly his energies would become empowered by the energies of that which he has focused upon. The feeling and emotion of doubt that arises within you, instantly focuses the energy of your mind; and not only the conscious mind my beautiful one, because you have moved beyond conscious mind. You are now accessing realms of the super-conscious as well, but when you access realms of super-consciousness you translate them into consciousness for your awareness. So at every moment you are translating super-conscious into conscious energy, thus expanding the consciousness of the lowest level of your mind. When you expand the lowest level of your mind, you strengthen it. Now this is where the catch lies. A strong mind can be your best friend and your worst enemy. When this lowest level is focusing its energies upon love, gratitude, self-awareness, tolerance, acceptance, brotherhood, servitude, healing, you then take in these energies and empower the lowest level of your mind, with these energies. And you do exactly the same with all focusing, so it is your responsibility to focus your mind on the right energy. And then what is right? Not as in judgment, beautiful ones. Not as in judgment. Right for you. And if self-doubt is right for you, you must focus upon it. But from your very question does it not imply that it is not right for you?

So now you have focused upon the energy of self-doubt, and we have already explained that you may just loosely visualize this as very tight swirls of circles going inwards, one on top of the other, thus causing entanglements. The energy of doubt needs this formation. But your mind does not need this formation, because your mind has other geometries of universal energy. Now you have implanted this energy loop, and it is never only one loop, but millions of loops coming into the lowest conscious mind. Recall, you have already expanded your lowest conscious mind and therefore you have strengthened it. Now the mind, with all this strength, gets strongly empowered by these energy loops. Instantly the energy loops begin to take energies from the outside and making them into tight circular formations and structures like themselves. But the mind’s energy cannot flow with these loops, although the energy of doubt can. The expanded mind thus begins to ‘shrink’ back, and if allowed to continue unchecked will reach its conscious level at the time of your embodiment. So you do injustice to you. All that striving for expansion contracts and the striving starts again, and this cycle does not end. Understand that we have only discussed the energy of doubt.

All qualities, all characteristics, have energies. Let us explain to you how this term negative and positive came into your vocabulary and usage. Those aspects that you have called ‘positive’, through conditioned use of this word, have a free flowing energy structure. They are too numerous to define, but we will only give you one such energy structure. Let us focus upon the energy structure of the aspect that you have called love. Understand that we are focusing on the aspect of love as you understand it in your realm, and not the Force of Universal Love, which is a power unto itself, and not a feeling. Now this ‘love’ has an energy structure which you may visualize as a star which has 28 points, each point now merging with the others, and yet still each separating into a further 7. That is the energy structure of love. See what is happening to that energy structure and you will understand the feeling. A star with 28 points, all of which merge to become one star, and yet each point separates into seven different points again.

What happens when you love someone? Does it not spread? Does it not bring about unity first, and then spreads itself to others? And why does love behave in this manner? Because its energy structure facilitates that.

But what happens when you doubt, my beautiful one? Can you visualize your process? "Am I right, am I wrong, am I right, am I wrong, no, I am right, I am right, but maybe I am wrong." Loop, upon loop, upon loop, upon loop, getting tighter and tighter, till there is so much confusion that you have to ask us to validate, but which you know we will not.

We will not validate when you need it so badly. But if, in spite of not complete clarity, you can still find the strength within yourself to say I believe, the universe will validate. But let us look at this denial of validation from yet another perspective; otherwise you will all go home blaming the masters for denying it (Smiles). When doubt enters, and spirals upon spirals are forced in, the lowest level of the conscious mind has constricted to maybe even its level at the time of your embodiment. My beautiful one, could you, in your constricted state access higher energies? No. So even if we were to try, would it be possible to ‘reach’ you? You have understood! Good.

But let us take this subject even further. So many of you do such wonderful energy work; healing, channeling, accessing master energies, and there are so many who are already on the threshold, and so we address both the groups. The ones who are on the threshold, will, like my beautiful child, keep asking, "am I doing right, am I wrong, am I failing, am I succeeding, am I using it the right way, am I making a mistake?" And those who are already doing work, ask questions like, "Is it the figment of my imagination? Is it real?" (Laughter) And we will ask you, isn’t everything real, but then isn’t everything unreal? How we love to play our games with you. (Laughter) Yes, let us discuss this.

You are seated here…. Reality? Yes or no?

You can feel yourself, your hands , your legs, your hair, your eyes, your face? Reality?

You can feel the chair you are sitting on, you can see it… Reality?

You can hear our words…..Reality? You can see medium through whom we are communicating…. Reality?

And yet, all of you have enough knowledge of universal truths to now that this (pointing to the physical body) is not you. Isn’t that also Reality?

Yes.

The knowledge that this is not you is also Reality, but you just agreed that you were sitting here. You agreed that you were sitting on a chair. Did you not? Ah! Then one of these is a lie!!!…. And that is how personal strife begins. He will stick to his truth and say "I am sitting here" and she will stick to her truth and say "But this is not you, so you are not sitting here." He is, but he is not!!

So, what is reality? Where your mind focuses is Reality. That is it. Your journey, at present, involves the mind, but it involves the Mind as the higher instrument. From the higher instrument, you will evolve into that stage of the journey, where the mind is no instrument. And then once again the mind will be used as the Highest Divine Instrument. That is your journey. But, in this stage of your journey, wherever you focus your mind is Reality. If your mind focuses on "This is I and I am sitting, and I can feel my thumb and now my fingers" then that is Reality. But shut your eyes from the physical, and allow your mind to focus on the Soul Aspect of you, the Spirit within, and instantly your Reality changes to Spirit and that becomes ‘I’. But both are real. If you were to sit here, my beautiful one, with disbelief of this phenomenon, as many do whom you speak to, who do not believe that this phenomenon that you call ‘channeling’ can exist, then it will not exist because their mind focuses on disbelief. And so what would happen if those friends of yours were to come here? They would hear the truths, probably even appreciate them, but turn around and tell you, that this girl Ellaeenah is a very wise soul, yes, but there was no channelling. And that IS the truth. But you have focused your mind on ‘belief’, so that focus becomes your reality, and you can then experience the Master’s energy through your friend Ellaeenah. It is only where your mind focuses. Do you understand better your problem? In this stage of your journey, each individual journey, this is your greatest point of conflict. Where must I focus my mind? (To a sitter) You try it, my little one. As soon as the situation comes up again, and you begin to feel judged, criticized, lonely, consciously and deliberately, as the wise and brave soul that you are, focus your mind upon LOVE, and instantly watch its result.

Now let us take this to yet another stage. Why is Reality so important for you? Ever thought of that? Contemplate. Why is reality so important for you?

That is his ‘need’ for reality. May we have others?

For you, reality is needed for your growth, to tell you that you are on the right path. Any other needs for reality?

To be in control.

Can you see how diverse are the ‘needs’ for Reality? As diverse as each one of you seated here. But, as you are aware, behind all diversity of form and belief is UNITY, and these are only the diverse forms of this urge. There is only one unified urge for reality, and that is to experience what I know I AM. And if ‘I’ did not experience that through what ‘I’ call reality, then how would ‘I’ experience it? But then, who is I AM? Question upon question. See how wonderful is the quest from one question. You are all learning this wonderful wisdom of the Patanjali energy, and this is true meditation….to take your question and answer it, and then question your answer and answer that question, and then question again and so on and on. So who is "I AM?" We have just told you, that the only unified urge for reality is, to experience that which I know I AM.

Who am I? Would you like to answer that, who am I?

(Smiles) He doesn’t want to begin. Would you like to tell me?

For her it is no mind. Anyone else?

It is what I am.

‘Am’ is her answer. See how they are playing their little games. Not wanting to come to the truth. Taking refuge in abstraction. (Smiles)

Ok, we have at least moved closer to Reality. Anyone else wants to answer what is "I AM"?

That is your "I am". Anyone else?

Wonderful. Her "I am’ is the void. Is that Reality? From her (another sitter’s) perspective it isn’t.

From his (another sitter’s) perspective it isn’t, because from his perspective it is ‘God’. Can you see even I AM is diverse? It went from seeking oneness, to the void, to God, to self, to Light. How many more answers? If you all would contemplate, each would give a different answer.

All of this is "I am" It is as you contemplate, that you will reveal unto yourself layer upon layer of "I AM". And then you will not only intellectualize, but you will experience the UNITY of all these diverse answers. And even in that experience, "I AM" is not complete, and urges you to contemplate even more, even more. The more you contemplate, the greater is your illumination of "I AM" So then what is reality?

And contemplate even on that. And just these three words will reveal to you the UNIVERSE. Do not ever be satisfied with an answer. When you get an answer, contemplate on that answer and it will certainly lead you into another question, and therefore another answer, and on and on and on, till there is only experience. After which all experience vanishes, and there is again only WISDOM.

You may wonder do we, as Masters, have all the wisdom. No my beautiful ones, no. Do you remember our telling you that just as food is your nourishment, contemplation is ours? Contemplate. That is the only way to get your own wisdom. All wisdom that is gathered externally, from however high the Energy Being, is still only external. Experience alone gives you the wisdom that IS. And how do you experience unless you contemplate? If you do not contemplate on the experience, then, my dear ones, you have lost a wonderful soul-given opportunity for growth. Let us take an example.

The question that my beautiful one asked. The self-doubt is an experience, and the wisdom you have got today is external. Now you have to contemplate on this, and your own contemplation of this experience will enhance the wisdom, empower it, illuminate it. And then this experience is complete. I AM has experienced self-doubt. And as soon as "I AM" has experienced, fully and completely, perfectly, with contemplation, self- doubt, I AM does not need the experience any more. It is all experience; a journey of experience to know that I AM.

We will pause if there are any queries. Assimilate what has just been spoken. And use every experience for contemplation. We are using the word with care. Contemplation. Not for contempt.

You need an expansion to the ‘word’ for it to be true. Contemplation. When you use an experience for contempt, that ‘contemplation’ only serves to bring in further spirals and geometries, that are not going to be helpful to the expansion of your lower mind energy. Contempt has a very strong energy spiral. It is one strand of energy which spirals around itself. Around itself. Difficult even to visualize. It spirals in on itself, and when that energy is unleashed into the energy of your lower conscious mind, first it contracts its (the mind’s) energy, grabs hold of it, and spirals it onto itself. Eventually, whether contempt is directed outward at someone, or directed inward at self, it makes one knot of all energy. Prana refuses to flow, chakric system completely goes into shock. An extremely strong energy is contempt. Assume, my beautiful ones, that you have done something which you have judged is evil (how you love to use this word, not knowing the energy that you are emanating, and not knowing the energy that you are bringing in, just by the use of that word). But you have judged it so. And you begin to contemplate as you feel the Master has advised. But what is your ‘contemplation’? On how evil you are. How bad you are. What a heinous crime you have committed. How un-evolved you are…. causing a complete close down of the system.

Now let us see what positive contemplation can do. You begin to see what you have done, like a very interesting horror movie. Oh, we use the word ‘horror’ with great care, because everything you do becomes magnified, and every action word and thought must be criticized by you. For self and others. So you are watching this wonderful horror movie, and scene after scene the movie unfolds, and you come to the most terrifying scene and you know that the criminal is lurking behind, and the heroine cannot see and you want to scream, "look back, look back." It’s fun isn’t it? Reality? At that point isn’t it reality because you want to shout? And yet, not reality. That is your experience, and once you have visualized it, in this entertaining manner, then ask Spirit that you are ready to peel off layer upon layer of Wisdom that exists therein, and my beautiful ones, we can assure you that you will need no other meditation other than that one experience. It is enough to tell you ALL. And the universe is so kind. It doesn’t give you only one experience. It gives you experience upon experience upon experience. Every time you ignore one, it gives you another. How patient, how tolerant. But then who is the universe?

Ah! I AM the universe. Contemplate only upon that. You will never need to ask a question again in your life.

Let us explain what we have just done. We have made you experience contemplation. Self-doubt was the small catalyst which expanded into a large body of other truths. But are there other truths? Or only ONE? And if there is only ONE, what are the other truths doing there? Can you see? Everything that you pick and think of, can lead you to a question, and an answer. Do not be satisfied. Experience it now.

Welcome, all beloved ones, and greetings of the Hierarchy.