I give no name because I am YOU. Today we will take you through a brief implantation. Select a spot in your physical body in which this implant is to be made and place the middle and forefinger of your right hand upon this spot constantly towards that implantation. Allow your intuition to guide that spot. I will not begin to emit my energy. (To a sitter) Begin to take it and cycle it into the room. Stronger give them the full blast of it do not hold back. (To the group) To the count of 31, which we will do, press this spot very, very hard till there is a physical stinging pain and at the count of 32 you will instantly release it, thus enabling the energy to force its way into that area which you have depressed of all energy. Begin pressing 1………2……..3…….harder allow the pain to come up…… 4……….5 ………..6 ……...7………8……..if you do not press it hard enough the old stagnant energy will not be pushed out …9……….10……..11……..12………13………14 ……..15 ……….16……..17…..18…..19……20……21…….22…….23……24…….25….26…….27…..28…. we are coming close to 31 ….phase out all the energy……29 …..30 ...remember at 31 to leave it instantly ……31……..32. Implantation is complete. Gratitude for the aid you have given.

Welcome beloved ones.

Go on, you tell us what we speak on.

What about trust? Trust in self. Why is it so difficult to trust yourself? Why is it that when another tells you it becomes truth? Is it that when you have that knowledge within, it is still something that you say "I am not sure". Where does this lack of trust spring from? Lack of trust leads to dependency on others. Dependency on others leads to living outside yourself. Living outside yourself leads to giving away your power. But then you want to know what is power, because you have only experienced it as dictatorial power and that is not power; that is physical authority that has been exercised from complete lack of inner power. You must understand this. That who bullies, threatens, coerces, is aggressive, dictatorial, is one who has no inner power and has full knowledge of this lack. No, not at a conscious level, but at a level which we would prefer to call not so conscious because it is not subconscious. It will become fully conscious only when that person makes a physical acknowledgement of this fact which very often does not come. So it lies at that not-so-conscious level, but because it is not subconscious its energy is constantly emanating into the conscious awareness of the bully, and this constant prodding of this energy makes the bully lash out at another in order to escape the inner prodding. In times of greatest inadequacies, in times of greatest lack of control over the external situation, the prodding is the strongest. In order to deal with inadequacies, in order to deal with an external situation going rapidly out of your physical control, you need inner power. And these situations bring out to you in no uncertain terms your lack of it, almost threatening to break the boundary from the not-so-conscious to the conscious, and when that boundary is being threatened the bully will lash out very strongly. But you must understand that that bully is in his greatest moment of fear, and were you to have trust in yourself, you would know without doubt that the bully cannot harm you and thus you would be complete in that wisdom and emanate your power in order to help the bully out of his fearful moment. What a service you would do to another.

Let us take this from your Class of today. Were you to do this service would this be a good deed resulting in a good karma? Why do you not think so my beautiful ones?

It is not the ‘intention’. You already do resonate with your own power and when you resonate with your own power there are no limitations that were earlier spoken of; there is no karma, neither good nor bad. Were you to resonate with your power completely, and in that fullest trust of that inner power you were to go and physically insult, abuse and humiliate this beautiful one in public, there would be still no karma because your trust in your inner power leads you moment to moment openness to Divine guidance and prodding which used you and your power to humiliate him for a purpose needed by him for his growth. So do not judge karma or lack of it as good or bad deeds. It is your trust in your inner power.

(To Shernz) What you did yesterday by being fearful because these two marvelous ones were present has created a karma. Why? Because you gave away your power to them. They didn’t ask you, but when power is given, it is never refused. You looked at yourself through external eyes. External eyes are conditioned to judge. Inner vision knows no judgment. Whenever anything or anyone is viewed with the external eye, there is judgment and karma. Do you wish to prolong the process? Question it in every moment. You know this is one empowered cause you have to fight very strongly to disempower. No external sight, inner vision, no external thought, only divine guidance, wisdom. Your senses are the tools that you have opted for in order to hinder your process of karmic resolution. In this race that you run (and some of you seem to be running on the spot but running very fast on the spot) (Laughter) in this race that you run, the hurdles are your senses; sight and smell and taste and touch and hearing. So each one must say the words pleasant to our little friend (ear) that has so many little convolutions within its own structure. Your little friend, your ear, has its own little twists and a very, very narrow canal. (Laughter) It allows only that which it wishes to hear to enter. It is a very selective little friend. In fact your little friend, the eye, also has a very minute opening. Have you ever questioned why they are so small? Were they to be broad, they would allow it ALL in. How then would you have karma? What race would you then run?

The inner power resides when the external senses are used for the purpose of external survival alone. Not to make value judgments with, neither good ones nor bad ones. If she were to look at him, and as she so adores him, make a value judgment with her external sight because when she sees our son Sohrab, there is a joy within her. So the external sight makes the judgment of Sohrab that he is wonderful, all knowing, and your friend. And what will that value judgment make you do? It will make you do whatever you need to do to make him aware that you love him so. So you will do things in service to him, but in that you create karma.

Ah! then there is no karma. If you have seen and experienced Sohrab with the inner vision, then you will do and perform the same actions and speak the same words and think the same thoughts, free of karma. So you see we are adding another twist to the karmic angle. It is not the word, not the action and not the thought. It is the power or lack of it behind that which is the cause. The word, the action and the thought are only the effect, but they in turn become causes for other effects. What was your question?

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No. You were not using them as an excuse. You were genuinely looking at yourself through eyes which you thought they were looking at you. This brings us to another perspective of lack of inner power. You anticipate and pre-guess another’s external sight, another’s external word, another’s external hearing, another’s external touch. You do not even wait for the external sight, the word, the touch. You anticipate it and work upon that anticipation, which often takes you away from an experience that would have led you into immense growth.

You need to learn patience. We often wait, do we not? Why? We are waiting for the assimilation, the response, and then that will tell us where else to go. We give you what you need, but we do not anticipate what you need. So we wait, and in those few seconds with your ever running minds you ask questions, and then we know where we need to go with the discourse. So if you had waited for their actual response, you would have realized that even if they had experienced the lack of connection, their response would have been a very gentle guideing, not a judgment. But you anticipated it as a judgment because lack of trust in self always translates to lack of trust in the other. You anticipated that they would judge you because you had already judged yourself. And you, (to Dhiren) my beautiful son, must take the honour that in that instance in the past when she allowed herself to be free, you facilitated that freedom and you facilitated her to trust her own power. In that moment you were completely free of all judgment because you were in complete acknowledgement of your power which gave her the opportunity to mirror it. And so if it happens in your meetings (To Sohrab) that a person is not very free and open, of course a large part has to do with the resistance put up by the opposite, but a small part has to be dealt with by you. What in you, as an energy facilitator, made that person closed? You will find that there was a small part of the energy facilitator that was also closed. An energy facilitator must be completely open and in fullest acknowledgement of its own inner power.

How do I overcome this?

By allowing yourself to be less than perfect. You, my beautiful one, specifically have such a great reverence for the Masters. If you could have that firm belief that the Masters would not give you a task without being completely certain of your readiness for it, it would aid in that process of trust. Secondly, if you would believe that the Masters, not being united with the Ultimate still have imperfections, however minute they may be, you would not judge your own imperfections so harshly. We only give you a perspective to aid you.

Allow yourselves to be wrong. Your greatest enemy is your need to be right. (To a sitter) That is why the phone-call. Was I right? And does it make it right because this wonderful one says it does. What if she had said no? Ah! What power you have given her! What power! And do you know, were she to use that same power that you have given her, you would be instrumental in her fall; not only subtly, but consciously, because you would begin to resent her for using the power you had given her, and you would begin to manipulate her fall.

Of course, you all need validation sometimes; of course. We understand that, truly we understand that. But do not ask am I right. Ask your friend to throw further light on the situation. Place your doubts before her and say dear friend, I would appreciate an evaluation of your view. Then you do not give her power. You, in fact, open up a beautiful channel of an energy exchange where she draws upon you, not your power, but she draws upon the energy of your doubt which is so painful to you, and that drawing allows her to understand the pain because she herself has been in doubt often, and from that understanding will come empathy, and from that empathy will come a correct and appropriate light thrown upon the situation. By asking the question "Am I right" you give your power to her, which she can use from ego to say yes or no.

Be conscious of your words now. Be conscious of these little moments which build up into several ones through the day where you give away your power. And it is easy to give away your power to those like them (referring to Sohrab and Ellaeenah) because you hold them in high esteem and we appreciate that. Of course the high esteem may also come out of your own lack of self-esteem, but we still appreciate that. But when you hold someone in high esteem, you do not need to give them your power. Holding someone in high esteem is rightly acknowledging that energy entity’s, strength and weaknesses combined. We hold these same beautiful children in high esteem too, in fact, far higher esteem than you give them. But we do not give away our power to them, and because we do not give away our power to them, we allow them to fall, to make a mistake, to go back on old habits…all without judgment.

High esteem is not the same as an impossibly high pedestal. You can fall from a pedestal; you can never fall from high esteem. So trust yourself. Take a risk. We are asking you all now to do the things which are very divergent from your habit patterns, and that is why you resist them. We are asking you to make a shift, to make some very radical shifts in thinking, in being, in acting, in speaking; all of which you did unconsciously, out of your habits and patterns, and we are now asking you to do everything that you did not do earlier, and not to do anything that you did. An easy task!! (Laughter) But if there is inner power you will know it is an easy task because there is nothing that you cannot accomplish.

Trust; take a risk, you cannot fall lower than you are at present. You can only go higher. Only the rear end will be little bruised. (Laughter) Take a risk; it’s a risk well worth taken for all of you. Take a risk. At least experience for a while what the other side feels like. What does it feel like to be different, to say something which you have never done, and to think a different thought pattern? What does it feel like to be great? What does it feel like to be powerful? And for those who fear that they will misuse their power… Power can never be misused. It is the lack of inner power that causes you to misuse your authority. You can never abuse Power. It is the Divine within you. But when the realization of that is missing, which we have called lack of inner power, then it translates into an external misuse, abuse of authority. So you see, (To G) beautiful one, you need never work on that issue. All you need to focus on is the realization of your power.

It is the greatest strength of power.

Meekness

Meekness is not timidity; it is not accepting another’s aggression. Meekness is not submission. We have been called ‘meek’, and we have Power. So what is meekness? It is being so complete in the awareness that the inner power that resides is the fullest strength of Divinity, that you need never react. Ah! To an outward ego it looks like submission, but if you react to that perspective, you have given away your power. No reaction. But never underestimate the strength of the meek. For when the meek arise, the earth shivers and time stands still and all time from then is influenced by that moment. You have given this experience to yourself on earth. You have called it "A.D. and B.C.". Time stood still. The meek arose in all manifestation of power to erode, destroy, crumble and bring down that which served no purpose.

We love you too.

Blessings, beautiful Ones.

(To Shernz) Trust. At present trust us, if not yourself.

For the next 10 days please send large, large quantities of group healing, light, love and inner power to the entire Earth, specifically areas of the Far East, and that of UK, Australia, New Zealand and Africa.

Beloved Jade Fire friends, it’s a new step for me and there is great thankfulness to every step in the journey, great thankfulness to all the people and events who allowed me to do this. Today’s channeling is not a coincidence about trust in self, because it’s what it is all about. I had told Ellaeenah that I won’t be channeling today, and then I got up this morning and I started my meditation and the Masters took me through this beautiful journey, and while I won’t go through the whole thing because it’s too long, I will share the last part because it helped me and it will help all of you.

We did a very beautiful meditation with Ellaeenah on the Full Moon day and part of that meditation was seeing which quality is holding you back in your larger growth. And we were just supposed to see a paper. I saw that paper thinking it will be something sweet and nice and I saw a very strong word and it was "coward"! And I said "hello, I am not a coward" and you know I tried to make it go away but of course it didn’t go away, and we were given a choice whether we would like to put it in the fire or hold on to it for a little bit longer. Fortunately it jumped into the fire. This morning my meditation ended with that, and by then Jade Fire’s presence was very palpably there and He was asking me to review if my intention was true. Intention is actually inner action. If inner action has taken place, then it must be commensurate with action. So take your break, but go today and take the first step and it was with great, great thankfulness when he had told me this, and he gave me a choice that you don’t have to take it, you could allow it to be for a little longer. You know how we usually do it in meditation, ok my paper is burning somewhere, and I’ll sit back on it, but this is how the Universe gives us opportunities and in today’s meditation, today’s channeling was all about trust in self.

Till now I have not figured out where the coward was and I have been using the excuse of fear of public speaking for a long time, and I realized when Jade Fire was speaking now that the fear of public speaking is there a bit, but actually what I was doing is that I am fearful to acknowledge and claim that that I am in link or I speak completely as Divyaa, I am completely and wholly emanating the energies of Shiva Shakti, or the Masters or Universal consciousness, call it what you may through my energy fields and my words. And in today’s channeling when he looked me in the eyes I knew what it was about. So I said I had to get up and claim it and I had to speak

And of course I am going to speak on thankfulness because it’s a topic which they gave me in my meditation. Because when he said take the opportunity I said yah I will take it when it comes, yah I said its ok it will come at some point, he said no today we are giving you this beautiful topic of thankfulness it’s an easy topic go speak on it.

Instead of just emanating the vibes of thankfulness as I had planned to do, what I am going to do is I am going to ask you all to close your eyes. We are going to go through a small exercise. You can feel what this thankfulness is all about; what you call gratitude and of course I am going to speak a little.

I would like all of you to conjure somebody or something or place that you really love. Allow that to fill your mind and your energy fields, and even as you have done that you would have felt the expansion of your energies. Now I am going to ask you to conjure someone or something that can be the same or another towards whom there is great thankfulness, great gratitude profuse thankfulness. Fill that up and most of you would have observed a surge in their energies a great powerful potent surge in the energies of love, and this energy signature of thankfulness or gratitude, we can call it an energy signature, we can call it a beautiful tool, we can call it a positive quality is what really helps us manifest the beautiful things in our lives. All of us here, especially Nandinie, is always concerned how to be manifest, what are the tools of manifestation. Gratitude or thankfulness is one of the most beautiful tools to manifest what we like as all of you have already observed the surge in power, the surge in your energy fields, the energy signature and all of you are aware how energy functions. Like Attracts Like or the law of attraction; so whenever you are thankful, really thankful for something when there is this great profuse gratitude, then that’s what’s happening… you are emitting their signature to the Universe or to energy. It’s a great attracting power; it’s a great drawing power for creating more of the same. Obviously if you are thankful it’s something that you like and you enjoy; you will create more and more of it.

What is coming to me is these qualities which we call gratitude or non-judgment or forgiveness, we all call them positive qualities but they are not positive qualities because they are spiritually correct. They are spiritual qualities because they are positive tools to enhance our here and now. They are the best tools to manifest what we want in life. That is why they are spiritual qualities. Spiritual and spirituality or authentic spirituality means improved here and now and what better way to create what you like than through these some of these qualities.

We can see how thankfulness fits in all the laws of energy, all the creative visualization laws that we are told of time and again. We are told that whenever we are creatively visualizing something to manifest, it should be in the NOW. It should have already happened. We are told we should come from abundance consciousness, not from lack consciousness. We should already imagine the full abundance of what we want and that there should be great feeling, because feeling has an energy which can send a man to the moon and back. Now usually when we are doing creative visualization, these are all very difficult to do and we are always struggling. How do I already imagine say my magazine, so I always imagine that some time in the future and are struggling to bring it into the NOW. How do I already imagine the abundance; I imagine an empty wallet getting filled up or the debtor going away, but when you are doing gratitude or when you are in thankfulness both these are automatic. It’s already in the now; you have already created and there are no fine rules to follow, so your focus is completely optimal and at the same time when you are doing creative visualization. Sometimes the feeling is difficult to muster because you don’t truly believe that it has happened; you are faking it that it is already happened, whereas in thankfulness it’s already there.

It’s called an energy structure you just tap into. So guys we can see how all four aspects of energy work so beautifully in tandem with thankfulness, like attracts like, its already in the NOW; it’s already, there’s a great feeling and you are coming from abundance consciousness. Focus is actually how manifestation takes place. I can call focus a spin ball of creating; there are so many fine rules and in these qualities they are all automatic and another way we should think of thankfulness is that we should not only be thankful or grateful for the large things in life, for the Masters, for the Gods. We should make what is called an attitude of gratitude or a feeling of thankfulness from day today, this moment. Sounds very good, but how do we really do this? And one way I discovered was trying to tune in according to the essence of everything around you. So now when I sit in my Puja then I say "Oh; wow the flowers and the agarbattis; thank you for the colours and fragrance that’s gone into my life" If I sit in a car then I say "Oh wow, thank you for the mobility and freedom", if I sit here and hear music on the tape recorder, I say "Oh, wow thank you for the relaxation." The essence is very important otherwise it’s an intellectual exercise and we don’t have to be new aged flunkies and doing a very verbose process; thank you car, thank you flowers, thank you mike. Of course not because the moment you become aware of the essence; it’s an automatic energy signature whether you choose to; it’s a sub-conscious energy signature.

Allow whatever essence comes through the day and that is subconsciously what you are emitting therefore creating. Also, if you are doing that then you can know your energies feels at all time high through the day. OK, thankfulness is a great way of keeping your energies high. We do so much of chakra work, cleansing, grid work, even knowledge; all is done to raise our energies. Whereas if you remain in a state of thankfulness for everything around you, it’s an automatic high energy. Again it fits in with the laws of energy what energy works on the principles of resistance that whatever it resist what is not the same. If I am imitating anger, and half the room is in anger and half the room is in joy, anger will only go to the angry people. It will bypass those who are in love. So in the same way if our energies are at an all time high, then all the fears, blocks, low energies cannot come our way. Our energy fields resist them automatically. So then we are not only manifesting or creating what we are grateful for, but we are in a state of creation whatever it is.

It is very easy to be thankful for good things in life, what we call the positive things. But this is a tool which can be used to change the focus, to change lack consciousness into abundant consciousness. If I am paying this heavy salary of my servant, I can say what I like, but the lack consciousness is there when I am paying it. But if I instantly say "Oh wow, its giving me so much of time, comfort, freedom". Immediately I switched it and there is genuine thankfulness to that servant. If I am paying my heavy electricity bill, for a minute, there is lack consciousness, but if I become aware "wow, how much time, extra time, more hours of light, it has given me to do my stuff". Automatically there is thankfulness and there’s a switch in your focus.

The same thing we should extend to what we call problems, issues, challenges, because otherwise it is completely intellectual process of saying I have forgiven everybody. Because if you truly realize what is the gift, what is the learning, what is the lesson in an issue, a problem and a challenge. Actually there is a state of thankfulness and the issue was the problem received. But this must be really done with the awareness, you must know the essence. So, I cannot go and say "Oh, I am so thankful for the man whose energies are so horrible" because I am focusing on horrible energies. Don’t make this an intellectual exercise, guys, because it is defeating the purpose. What is he teaching you, what are you learning, and if nothing if you can’t know this, at least learning that there is vision, there is area for growth. Focus on that and a profuse sense of thankfulness will come and the problem, issues recede. And this is how we change the past.

So many times the Masters tell us we change the past and we wonder how. This is another way of changing the past. If for example, somebody has walked out on me and I am finding it difficult after years to forgive him or forgive her. If I understand "Oh my God thank you, because you walked out I develop inner union, because you walked out, I got this growth that’s why I am here, that’s why I am doing this fantastic purpose. " You have changed the past because there is nothing to forgive. The whole energy structure changes.

The reason I’ve been using the word gratefulness and thankfulness rather than gratitude, and this is because it has come to me 2/3 years ago through Sohrab’s channeling that very often with preconceived notions with words and we tune into the word what the word means for everybody. Usually, gratitude means indebtedness, obligation. You are coming from lower, you are coming from lack and oh thank you Teacher and thank you Masters. They are coming from abundance and again today’s channeling was all about that. Let every quality be self-empowered. So even in thankfulness there must be a thankfulness that I have created. I have created Jade Fire in my life, I have created Ellaeenah in my life, I have created this beautiful group in my life. At the same time the thankfulness you are acknowledging, accepting reveling in the self through whom it has come. So it is the focus on empowerment yet on the beautiful selves. It reminds of one of my favourite quotes of mine I keep coming back to. This is what thankfulness is where one and one come together for the magnified force of eleven. That is what thankfulness should be, it should not be a gratitude where I am indebted to pay, because then I have given my power away completely.

Well, that was what I was going to speak on and you can even call it thankfulness, you can call it gratitude, you can call it recognition of the positive quality. I would like to do a small meditation; you can call it a guided exercise for the meditation about thankfulness. It’s a sure way of raising your energies; you can do it whenever you are feeling low. I am going to use my words, my essences, but at all times you must use your own essences and your own steps.

You can close your eyes. Usually when we start exercise of thankfulness, we start with the Gods. Somehow Jade Fire has stalled me or taught me to start from those who are nearest and dearest around you because it is they who take us to our larger Gods. So I am thankful to my husband, (you may replace it with spouse, wife, girlfriend it doesn’t matter, and be aware of the quality, don’t make it an intellectual thankful to your husband.) I am thankful to my husband for the unstinting, unflinching support he has always given me in any area of my life, whether it’s spiritual or completely the opposite. I am thankful to my daughter, (you may place your own children here) for a total acceptance of me not only as a mother, but a woman and an individual. I am thankful to my home, the comforts, sanctuary the space that Jade Fire could come and channel there. For the colour, for the comfort. I am thankful to my domestics, my staff, every helper, porter, peon everywhere for the comfort, ease, they have got in my life. For the amount of time they have speeded up for me, do things that are meaningful to me. I am thankful to my friends for the masti, the fun, the nasha, what I call the fun. I am thankful to my families, both my side and Mayank’s, for the great spiritual soils that they have been in my upbringing years and for the balance that they have provided for me, independent thinking and yet some roots, rings and roots. I am thankful for all the teachers, guides and guys here you must include all the books, all the websites, every transcript and don’t only think of current Masters because every Master, every guide has been a stepping stone for this. So many times people come and tell me oh weren’t your satsang days a waste of time and I say no because that is what got this understanding came to me so fast. So I am completely thankful for every Master, teacher, guide. I am thankful to the beautiful group I reach out to because I have learnt that in every reaching out there is a great learning for me. I am completely thankful to my co-leaders, in which I include Yezad, for the warmth and race in their energy fields, their complete tremendous support, encouragement and their guidance. They have always allowed me to grow, my own space, manner, no pushing, no prodding and I am completely thankful for that guidance. I am completely thankful to Ellaeenah, to be the self through whom I could lien or come across my purpose to be in this life and in all lives and existence itself. For the passion that has got into my life. There used to be a time when I used to wonder "oh! God I don’t want to live till 75 /80, why do I have this long life, what will I do. And now I say "Oh my God there is so much to do, one lifetime is not enough". I thank Ellaeenah to be the self to get me that passion and for the strength knowing your purpose to be gets into your life. Recently I was faced with a choice which would have driven me crazy a few years ago, but because I knew my purpose it was the easiest choice to make. They could fit in or did not fit in. The moment I saw at this point it did not fit in the choice just went away. I am so thankful for all this learning and of course I am thankful to beloved Jade Fire and at the risk of sounding a holy cow, I am completely thankful for him to connect me to my deeper Divinity, to make my life a moment to moment sacred journey whether I am awake, sleeping, laughing, it matters not. He has really connected me to a whole source of my own inner Divinity which pervades my life. I thank all of you in different ways which I cannot enumerate now. I thank you and may we all live and emanate with this beautiful energy of thankfulness through our lives. It is a beautiful meditation to do when you are feeling low. It’s a beautiful way to keep your energies high.

Thank You.

I am not used to talk ……………… I ammm …………this speech. I am from a distant planet and I visit your home planet on a mission of study. I have come to examine your aspects of free will. Where I come from there is no free will, there is only complete and total alignment. You are permitted to ask me 5 questions. But in turn I am permitted to ask you 5.

We have no movements like you do, but our purpose and the purpose of every celestial being is to grow and expand. Our purpose is to discover more and more of what you call the light. By travelling around the Universe we assimilate, nourish from other beings such as yourself and from it we love and grow.

No. To be in complete alignment is all that we know. We have no means of experiencing what you go through which is the life of alignment and the move back to alignment as we study from afar to try and comprehend, but we cannot even in this study allow our alignment to change.

No. Just as you have birth, we have a similar form of coming into vibration of this species. Our energy structure is unlike yours. We have a semi-dense centre what you would term your charkas into one semi-dense form out of which our lighter energy parts shall move in this manner, much like a blade revolving on your aircraft. When we are born as you term it we are created by the joint energy structures of three individuals not two. We must collect and vibrate at a certain rapid rates which would then allow one of us to be formed into this energy path. So, it is when we exit the light as you know it, we simply once again form a pattern of energies and return to the cosmic domain.

What you would consider parents, there are no sexes but three differing forms of our energies are required for the creation of our young ones.

The confusion that you all experience. It is that that I now wish to question. I do not understand.

But you yourself experience the joy of nearness of alignment and yet we instantly experience the nearness of alignment, you push yourself away. Why?

Temptation inaudible

How can you have temptation that makes you feel bad.…………….. human being also have ……… Why do you constantly confuse yourself. Why? It makes no sense……………… Confused patterns of the body I inherit is disturbing. I must retract. …………………………..