Good evening, my friends. I am a freshly made counselor. I have taken several millions of human births, so I know ‘you’. I know you as well as I know ‘me’. I will take birth again, but in the meantime I have asked if I can help my human friends in some way. I am not very keen to work with ‘souls’ and so I was trained. Do you remember you once entered my classroom? And you were able to view one of the teaching lectures given to us? And now we have completed that and we must now start to actually work, so I requested that I come to your group because we had already met. My Master sits there (pointing to a chair) because he must review and supervise.

While your class was going on, we were here and we were made to listen just as you had once listened to us. And that is when I asked my Master if I could talk on this. In my so many human births, I have also taken so many, what she called, "facades". I call them "appearances", and I realized what she was saying, is something I could help you with because now that I am, you may say on the other side of the fence, I can see my own facades clearer. I understand them better. I didn’t understand them when I was actually living. You may be wondering because you are such a group, if I am very highly spiritually evolved, and I am not. I have a very long way to go, but I have learnt many things and so I was very grateful when the Masters allowed me to work with my human friends, because when I will work with my human friends, I will be falling back on my own experience. And I am hoping that they will help me to overcome many of them, because I still have many memories, not all of them I like.

So today they have given me a short time to speak on facades, and I want to tell you that I will talk about them from my personal experiences. I am not so wise yet, to give you full details of a lot of your spiritual wisdom. In fact some of you have more than I do. Is this ok with all of you?

I will take the first one which was very common for me, and that was the façade which you would call "The angry young man". Many times I experienced this, and now I have realized that I put in this experience to get over the experience, but I couldn’t. I would get caught in it again and again. But I have now understood this façade. And every time I was this angry young man, I died a very early death, many of them quite violent. No, not self inflicted. My anger used to come out of a lot of fear. I used to be very scared. I used to be scared that people would ill-treat me. And what I find quite interesting, now that I look back, is that I chose such external situations, where people could mistreat me. Yes, I suppose it was for me to develop trust also. But I could not trust, so I constantly assumed I would be ill-treated, that people would make fun of me, so in two of my births, I took on very ghastly physical features. I thought they would punish me for being poor, I was poor many times, and what is interesting that, in those lifetimes when I was rich, I thought I would be punished because I was rich. So every time, I thought I would be ill-treated and I would be very scared. Of course I have now understood why I have this fear, but I didn’t know it then. This fear would come out very strongly, and I even remember that sometimes I would wake up and want to scream in fright, because the fear was so strong, that even in my sleep I would feel that someone was ill-treating me. And as soon as I would wake up and face this fear, I would not want anyone to know that I was so scared. In a few lives, I allowed a few people to know, but most of the time, no one knew. So in order to seem not scared, I would become angry and quite violent, and before you could ill-treat me, I would ill-treat you. And I did this again and again. And I have now understood how many of my births I have really wasted. I just could not understand then. I told you I am not very evolved. I am quite simple. So that was that angry young man. Every time it was out of fear.

There was another façade that came, again out of this same fear of being ill- treated. And that was the façade, and now this is going to seem to you completely the opposite. It was the façade of being someone who was very meek and mild. And sometimes, I was in this façade and in the angry young man in the same birth. So you may have known me as angry and she may have known me as very, very meek. I was very timid. But I have now come to realize that with those whom I was timid, the fear was so acute that I could not even play-act anger. It was terrifying, and these people with whom I could not play-act were always these ‘big’ people. They had positions, titles, they were very famous. And they were just too ‘big’, and because I was so small, and yes, I thought I was very small, their big, big façade would be so terrifying, that I would not even be able to play-act anger.

I have noticed and learnt now. I have stayed here for a long time. I have chosen not to take birth very quickly because my Master made me understand, that I need to understand that I am going from birth to birth so quickly, that I am not giving myself the chance to understand. So this time I have listened to them, and I have spent a very long time here, and that is why they have allowed me to do this work of counseling.

I have now understood that I have allowed only one lifetime to influence so many millions. And you know what is interesting is that that one lifetime was my first lifetime as a human being. And in that first lifetime as a human being, I was so badly treated…. And I have also understood why now. I chose that. And that memory has stayed with me. And do you know why I chose to be so badly treated in my first lifetime as a human being? When I was an animal, many, many ill-treated me. No, I don’t have this memory. You see, when you become a human being, the animal and other memories are more often than not ‘deleted’ because their energy is consumed by the human experience. You don’t have those memories, but because those were important for me, my Master has explained this to me. So I was badly treated as an animal. You know you must not treat animals badly. Sometimes they have the experiences then that I have. My Master tells me that I tried very hard to move from the animal stage to the human stage, and in my last birth as an animal, half my life I was again treated badly.

But then I met a very nice man who treated me well, who really loved me, who made me have confidence in human beings. And I was able to move on because of that one man. I have asked my Master and he has said ‘yes’, that at sometime I want to meet that one man. I want to say "thank you" because even though I don’t remember, I know that he was important. So then, because of that confidence that I had in human beings, I took my birth as a human being. You know animals are not allowed to take birth as human beings if they still have great fear of human beings, so you must not let them have fear of you. You must work for them. And if you can have even one animal freed from that fear, so good it would be. So I took my birth as a human being. But you see, because my animal life was so filled with fear of human beings, I had to choose experiences which would make me understand that human beings are not bad. And I had already experienced that as an animal, but I had no memory. Do you understand? So, I had to experience that, and you know something else, your first few incarnations as human beings, you don’t choose the experiences, the Master chooses for you. So my Master chose what he knows was right, because I had no memory. But that first lifetime as a human being, I could not forget. And it affected all my lifetimes; so many, many of them. And of course I took so many other experiences. And that is why I was allowed to take birth again and again and again as a human being, otherwise I would not have been allowed. But that one memory, I just could not let go. And then what did I do? So many times my master would say "Don’t go now, don’t take birth. You need to learn to understand. Wait. Don’t be in so much of a hurry" but I wanted to go because, you see, even though I was so scared when I was a human being, I still enjoyed being a human being, because there were many, many nice people. In fact now when I think of it, there were really more nice people than the not very nice people. So I wanted to come back and I would not wait, and then you see when you take more and more births, then the Master cannot stop you. Then the Masters can give you advice but they cannot act for you as they acted in the first few lifetimes.

So I did not listen and I would not learn and I was in a hurry, because you see what happens… when you don’t have the body, you begin to understand. And I would see how silly my fear was and I would say "Ha, now I know, and now I am ready." But the Masters would tell me "wait" and I would say "Now I know". But this time I knew that I don’t know. But it took me so many lifetimes to know this. So, you see, when you come as my friend, without your body, listen to your Master. They really know what is good for you. So this time because I have waited so long and if I was to talk in earth years, it would be, yes, about 500 years. I have waited and I am going to wait even more. Because now the Masters are telling me, "don’t go now, you have understood but now you can go when the Earth is in another dimension. Don’t go now. Learn even more." They have allowed me to do counseling work, so that when I take birth in that other dimension, which I don’t know what it is, I will be, they are telling me, I will be able to help. I will not have any fear then, at all. It will all have gone. So I am waiting. I don’t know when it will be. But I am so excited now about working as a counselor that I am not in a hurry. But you know I can’t work with many of you here, because you know more than I do. So I can’t work with you. But that doesn’t mean I can’t work. Because there are those who know a little less than I do. And even you sometimes don’t know things that I do. So that I can help you with, but I can’t be your regular counselor. That is sad because I liked you all when you all came. That is why I asked my Master, I want to go to them, and he is a very nice Master.

We are never given names. We have no names; even I don’t have a name. Because if you have a name where we are, then we will become what we were when I was a human and then I will only want him. So I will only recognize my Master by the LIGHT. I never know what energy has that LIGHT. So any energy can take that LIGHT. So you, if you want to be my Master for one day, you would take that LIGHT and I would accept you as Master. But we don’t see LIGHT. Our light is different. It’s not like this light we see when I was a human being. Our light is like….what can I say… I can feel him. I don’t know if you can call that vibration, but I can feel THE LIGHT.

But, you know, when you leave your body, the first time, the first few moments are very terrifying for me, because I was so scared, and when I would die, then I would be even more scared, because then I had nothing to protect me. So I used to be very scared of dying.

But you know what they do, as soon as you die and you are very scared? Several LIGHTS come together and they actually hug you. And, you know, in that hug you realize, they won’t ill-treat you. And they just hug you like that for a long time. And when you come out of that hug, then you see people who were nice to you. Who are dead, but were very nice to you earlier. Because you see all of them, and you know, and even though I was so suspicious, I was trusting these people because they had never done anything to harm me. And then it is like a natural process, you don’t know what happens then. After that hug and you see these nice people, then I don’t know what happens. Yes, the Master is reminding me that we sleep. But it is not sleep like we know it "going to sleep" No. Sleep means all memory is erased. All memory of that birth and other births which you have are erased temporarily, taken away completely. So you are a soul but without any memory. Like a new soul. And you stay like that without any memory, for as long as THE LIGHT knows. And then slowly they will bring your memories back. And when your memories come back, then you have to study your life. But you know, I was so scared, I didn’t want to do it. I have not wanted to do this. But every time in all my so many births, I have just asked the Master, "I don’t want to be alone, be with me" and you know every time they have been with me, although for most they are alone. But they are so good, that, you know, they have no fixed rule. They knew that I cannot do this alone. The fear was too much. So LIGHT would hug me again, and then I would see. And then when I didn’t want to see, I would say "Stop" and they would stop. So it took me a long time to finish "seeing" but I did it. And then I started doing other work.

At first I didn’t learn this work of counseling. They would not teach me even if I wanted to, and to be honest I didn’t even know there was something like a ‘counselor’ I could learn to become. I didn’t know. So you choose different, different things to do there which you know. And I was always very interested in science, but on Earth because of my not very happy lives, I never got a chance to study science the way I wanted to .So I studied everything, everything. And it was wonderful. It was so interesting to study. You know the teachers here are much better.

And then, then I learnt that there is a counselor, that there are guides, and I liked this idea, because I understood after studying my life for so long, that there are others who are like me and I can help. And I always remember the words of my Master, that one man helped me when I was an animal and I want to do that for someone else. I also want to help. So I will help animals and I will help human beings. But I don’t want to work with ‘confident’ people like you. I want to work with those who are as scared as I was. Because I remember how horrible it is to be scared. And when you are so scared, you just want one person to make you feel brave. And I know I had them. I told you I had nice people. So I want to be like that. And my Master has told me that if I am good as a counselor, then when I come back, in that other dimension, I can be a counselor still, but as a human being. And that is what I want to do. That is actually what I want to do. As a human being I want to help another human being. But there also I have told my Master, I want to help them, who are scared, but my Master says "there won’t be anyone scared". But I know I will still be able to work. It will be nice to live in a place where no one is scared. I would call that heaven.

So, you see, I also had facades. And it all came from only one thing, fear. So look at yourself. Where do your facades come from? And, you know, if you know it now, because you are all quite high, so you all can know, I couldn’t. If you know it now, then when you come here you won’t have to spend so much time in reviewing.

Now I have to go. I am very happy. I was good?

That I did not understand. My Master is also saying I did well.

I must know whether I have done well. I don’t know it for myself still. You know, if your knowledge and wisdom is so much, compared to your group, I am only this much. But that is where my fun is. That I now want to know everything, so I am patient. That angry, impatient young man is not there. Patient. There is so much to know. So much. And it is so good when there is no day and night and time. Because then you just know and know and know and know and don’t stop.

Thank you for allowing me.

I will come.

Master: Our gratitude.

This morning in my meditation I asked for something that I could share with you all today. I instantly got the impressions on ‘fear’. But much of it was like a review, which I have shared already in my last channeling. So I asked them to give me something new. And the moment I asked for something new, I was filled with a tremendous experience, meditative experience of LOVE. After a while, I said, this is very beautiful and I need something to share, and again they filled me with this tremendous experience of LOVE. I have understood by now that there is a method to their madness. I understood where they were going. I understood they were trying to link fear and love and the moment I accepted it, the words, the images, the impressions just flowed, and I had something to share. But when I came out of my meditation, I usually sit in an Alpha state trying to put it into my own words, and no words were coming at all. It was a very abstract, a very essence. I thought maybe by the time I reach here there will be words, but there are not. So I am going to today again speak in link. I am going to allow them the words, the meditation, myself ,whatever to speak itself out.

Greetings, today we shall speak to you on LOVE. When we first appeared we spoke to you on love. In every now, we speak to you on love. Love is all that we speak, we express, we convey. In your terms, the languages may differ. We may speak it through your words. We may emanate it through our energies. We may hold it for you in but one glance. We may share it through our smiles and tears, yes, beloveds, tears. We may use the many, many languages of silence. We may use music, we may use fragrance, we may have you taste it in the food that you partake with beloved ones. We may have you touch it in the warm embraces shared here. We may have you see it through the gifts that so delight your eyes. You have designed your bodies, your very senses, sight, smell, taste, touch, hearing, so that you may perceive love in all its glory. Every facet, every aspect every nuance. So that love may communicate to you in every form. Even when we use your preferred language. Much, much preferred language of the intellectual spoken word. Our words may sound in direct opposition to what you call love. We may take you round and about but always we speak to you on love. How can we not? There exists "no- thing" nothing but love. Love is not the emotion, not the feeling, not the caring, not the kindness, not even the strength nor any of those beautiful, beautiful words you use in my description. They are only facets of the love that I AM. That you ARE. That is. Love is what I am. Love is all that is. Then where can there be an opposite in love. Love holds no opposites because opposite every facets is another facet of love itself. There can be no negation, absence, lack of love.

And what you call, its negation, absence, lack, opposite, what you call fear. They all contain love indeed. Containing them all is love. Do you not view their loving purpose? Do you not view that there can be no purpose in love other than love. Do you not view loves creative intelligence, towards its own being-ness, expansion, expression, call it what you may. Do you not view loves inherent wisdom? Divine intelligence to enable the paradox? That all that is maybe more, ever more. That is state of perfection can be infinitely more perfect. That a state of completion and fulfillment maybe ever anew. There are no words, there are no words. If you truly understand this and embrace your fears, they will dissolve into the love it is. It will affirm the love that is. It will affirm that only love is. It will affirm a love deeper, vaster, all encompassing, all pervading. Then where my negation, where my absence, where my lack, where the judgment on all these aspects. Why the fear on fear? Embrace all that is. Embrace your fears. In your terms, experience, understand, accept, expand into loves own awareness, what you call pure consciousness. Pure consciousness is love knowing itself. Pure consciousness pervades all that you call matter. All that you call energy, you know that already. It pervades every atom, particle, cell. It pervades every feeling, thought, emotion, quality. It is. It is love. It is. Today we speak to you on love, always we speak to you on love.

I am getting the word ‘pure’ consciousness. That pure is this love. The god-stuff what we call, there is no way to describe it so we call it pure. And consciousness is this awareness of this love. That’s why pure consciousness is love knowing itself. Always I am explained through the rays, so again Ray 2 , is this love pure wisdom. But Ray 2, can only be experiential through Ray 1 and 3. I am going to try and put this into words, but Ray 2 without Ray 1 and Ray 3 is in fact the direct reflection of the void. It is the void seen, experienced, creation de to Ray 1 and Ray 3. and this experience, this being this creation is what we call this force of love. We presume the image is love, the source is love. But its not love. It’s something we have no words for. I am getting a strange analogy, that if an orgasm is love, is creation, then the moment after the orgasm, where the love is inherent, where the orgasm is inherent, but yet its not active, that can closely describe source. What I am also getting more and more in my meditations is this Ray 2 , love, Jadefire, Vishnu, is feminine energy which combines with Shiva, awareness to become. That’s why Shiva awareness is action in physical terms. That is why we become aware of anything. So Vishunu is actually feminine. In the olden day when humanity was prepared not for God to be female, Vishnu has been called male. This has solved a big confusion in my mind. So Vishnu is actually feminine with Shiva and all the aspects of Vishnu, which is love, abundance, Laxmi, infinity, Kali and wisdom , Saraswati, inherent in Vishnu, inherent in Jadefire.

My channeling today will be without words. You will receive the joint energies of the 4 group leaders. All four of us will combine, which will make a perfect combination of all rays and we will emanate these energies to you in complete silence. For those of you who choose to decide to not see, feel or receive these energies , you will not. For those of you who choose to wish these energies in, you will receive them. The choice is completely yours. Our fourth leader is completely with us in energy.

Thank you.