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2006.02.12

Ellaeenah

Christ Office:

Greetings Beloveds! Greetings from the Christ Office. Today we will speak very briefly to introduce you to what we are just about to do. But first we acknowledge in gratitude the contribution of each of you. As this child has worked on your grids, upon your minds, upon your hearts, her energies have changed; evolved, grown, and today she stands at a threshold of a No-Time/No-Space Dimension. But it is your contribution too. As you have opened yourself, allowed her into your private energy spaces, the infusions that have come through her have worked upon her own energy space. And each session, as she calls it, has been vital for this reason. Today, we wish her to consciously experience her true energy space, that which you (Divyaa), little one, have experienced in meditation but which you have not been able to put in words because there are no words for it. But she must experience this space consciously so that she knows beyond an iota of doubt that which she IS, that which she will be. So today we will allow her to channel her Self. She will consciously experience that energy dimension where she is so that she can experience the difference between this, where her body resides, and that, where Spirit IS. It has been the non-experience of this dimension that has brought about fears in her; fears of being alone. You are right she goes where no living human has gone and she fears alone-ness. But when she experiences that where Spirit resides she will not be alone. And so we will take her through that experience, so she will be both body and Spirit and experience her complete levels of consciousness. And as we depart, we will again ask you to turn this session into a question-answer one, but this time it will be our beloved Ellaeenah who will channel.

(Pause while Ellaeenah reached, consciously, the place of Spirit Being-ness)

 

Q: Can you please explain the Emerald Place of Thoth.

First of all, you must understand that the term has only been given for easy visualization and association. Thoth was not a being, as you understand being-ness. He was manifested energy; Spirit that took vital strands of energy from the Cosmic Core and carried them into his manifested being right into the core of Mother Earth. That which you refer to be Emerald space is all that is in between, that space that is in between the Cosmic Core and the Core of the Earth. It holds secrets untold; it holds wisdom, the likes of which we, as human beings, have not even touched. It holds all the strands of evolution that the Earth has ever gone through and will go through. For any planet to have a physical evolutionary stage, the energy spheres and the energy strands must be already be placed within the actual physical planet. This was only one of the tasks that Thoth did. His other task was to manifest that which Human race did not know because Human race did not exist as the Human race when Thoth did his task. As soon as this task was done, Thoth imbued within the Cosmic Core and within the Earth’s Core, large bursts of his own manifested energy. At both ends lie the manifested energies of Thoth, and in the middle lies that which you have called the Emerald place. Why Emerald? Beyond Platinum ray lies Emerald. Beyond Spirit lies that which is not Spirit, that is Emerald; only a name – you could have called it anything else.

As the strands of the Earth’s evolution that Thoth has imbued begin to get activated, more and more of the secrets untold will become manifest and you will then have greater and greater knowledge. This knowledge can come as intuitive knowledge, but very often it will come as books; books that lie somewhere in the subconscious of the human mind, books that have been written but are ‘lost’ which will then be found, books that haven’t been written but will be written. And the Emerald place becomes more and more expanded. And as the Emerald place expands, the core of the Earth comes closer and closer to the Cosmic Core. When the two energies of Thoth become One, this space of Earth will be the space of Spirit, and not physical.

Q: Could you explain multi-dimensional realities?

That is the easiest to explain. It is only when the lower conscious mind wishes to cross into multi-dimensional realities that it becomes virtually impossible to experience and to explain. The mind has to first allow itself to become as large as its Spirit Self. In fact, mind must become Spirit, because what else is Spirit but Divine Mind? What does expansion of the mind really mean? Expansion of Spirit. Spirit, Mind are one, and as both expand simultaneously, multi – dimensional reality is before you as it IS. I am Completely conscious of who I am, my every movement. I’m completely conscious of talking to you, I know you are Darshana and yet I know you are not. Because I know who I AM, I can experience that, and that multi – dimensional reality becomes a conscious reality. This lower conscious body becomes still. There is a stillness within me which I have never experienced. It’s not as though the body has stopped being, but in fact its being its most perfect. And because it is being its most perfect, there is no sensation of being. The dis-ease, the conflict, the agitation, is the sensation of being. Through that the body tells you – I amare you paying attention? But when you know who you ARE, there is such complete calm. Not only can I experience the dimension where I AM, but I am also at present able to experience all the dimensions I’ve been at. There is no fear of where I am going because I know where I AM. To experience multi – dimensional reality all you need to do is to BE. Don’t wait for an opportunity like this, which needs to be created, to experience that which you truly ARE. When you have experienced that, you will simultaneously experience every dimension that you are on.

Q: What exactly do you mean by Divine intervention and how exactly does it work? What role does it play in view of the blueprint?

Divine intervention is when you, as Higher Self, permit or do not permit something required by you, as lower Self. Nandinie, there is nothing as Divine; it is only you who intervenes, but when you, as the ‘small’ you, take control, very often the ‘higher’ you, the higher and higher versions of you, decide to sit back and allow the ‘small’ you to play out your game. They allow you to fall; they allow you to feel pain. ‘YOU’ allow ‘you’. But when you are in the consciousness of only the smaller you, then the higher selves become ‘they’, and you begin to think of it as external intervention. Nothing is external because when you are the Universe, ALL lies within you.

If there comes a time when the smaller conscious self begins to play a game harmful to its very energy structure, then a higher aspect of ‘you’ will intervene. It always intervenes when the lower conscious self asks it to intervene, but very often it intervenes on its own accord if the energy structure is in jeopardy. Sometimes its intervention is gentle, sometime it is perceived by the lower conscious self as harsh.

What role does it play in the blueprint? In your astro-chart you have one paragraph, which is your Soul Purpose according to your Larger Blueprint. That soul purpose was chosen by YOU, Spirit, in your moment of first separation. As soon as you chose it the veils of forgetfulness came down. That choice does not change. Divine intervention plays its role when the energy structure will be harmed, thus taking you completely away from that purpose that YOU, Divinity, chose to be; who you really ARE already. It’s not something that you will be; you already ARE, and the lower conscious mind is allowed to play its game out of the boundaries of the veils of forgetfulness. But there is that part of YOU that never forgets, and sometimes it pulls you back and says that’s where we are headed, not the opposite direction.

Q: Some say there is God, some say there is no God. What is the truth? And what is soul?

Big, metaphysical question, very large. And you see, Parvez, the truth has been revealed in what seems to be two paradoxical ways because there are different types of people. There are some who need to believe in a power higher than themselves; they need to believe in the security of a God-Being who looks after them; they need the haven of heaven to be present in their belief system, and for them ‘truth’ is presented as THERE IS GOD… and it is the Truth.

Then there are those who don’t need to believe in the external; like Nandinie right now. The truth was presented in the way she would believe. She doesn’t need the external security, the safety. Those that can give themselves their own security nets, who can create their heaven, their haven, within themselves can experience God within, and that is also Truth.

What is soul? Soul is that aspect of THAT WHICH IS COMPLETELY DIVINE, without any veils of forgetfulness, which often people call God, but which is really YOU. As you expand, you don’t expand your vibrations, you don’t expand your Spirit. How can Spirit expand? It IS already its most empowered form. So what is expansion? Expansion is being able to experience higher vibrations of That Which You Are. The lower conscious mind can experience only this (the physical) but that is also the part of the Divine. And just because I experience myself in this particular dimension does not mean that that is where I Am always. As I experience this, I also experience that there are experiences that I don’t yet know. And as I expand I will experience more and more and more of that which is Divinity, which is I. Because the Earth is this unique, will-ful planet, we are also such unique will-ful creatures. We chose to experience at any given moment, one strain of our Divinity and that one strain we call soul. But as you experience more and more, it is not that the soul expands, it’s that you give up the experience of only one strain and allow yourself to open up to the experience of more and more that is YOU.

Its like if you were scared you would only experience your bedroom as your world. And then as you would grow, you would be able to walk out confidently of your bedroom into your whole house and then that is your world. And then you leave those doors into your area where your building is and then that is your world. And so on and that is all that is – Experiencing That Which Already IS because you already are Divine. You can’t be anything else because there is nothing else to be.

Q: I want to know what the 5th dimensional grid is. I have been given one but I want to feel it, experience it…

I can’t explain it in words, Kaushal. You will have to experience it yourself. Why has it been called the fifth dimensional grid? Not because it has only fifth dimension energies. In fact, grids like Zaf’s will have energies which have nothing to do with the Earth dimensions at all. The fifth dimension grid has been given its name just as something we can ‘label’, and it’s given its name by the lowest vibratory energy that can exist in that grid. So your grid may not have fifth dimension energies; it may have, in fact, the tenth. But in having the tenth, it has the fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth and ninth as well.

About its experience…. only you can do it. You already did it in your session with me; you already experienced it, you saw it and the reason why I know that you saw it not as a figment of your imagination is because you saw the same visual that I saw. And when I’m working on your grid, you know that I am inside your grid….your grid and mine are in unison. So it wasn’t a figment of your imagination; you experienced it really and tangibly.

So how is it going to help me…?

Everything helps in your spiritual growth, not only your grid. Do you really think you only need that grid for spiritual growth? Not at all. Someone may never opt to have this grid in this human existence and still grow beautifully in Spirit.

It aids you in actually being who you ARE. Your fifth dimensional grid gives you an energy structure that will facilitate your experience as Spirit; that will facilitate experiences as Expanded Eg…., making it easier but certainly does not make it impossible if you don’t have one or you don’t chose to have one. Not at all.

Q: I want an example of Universal Truth…

You are sitting here right now!!! Isn’t that the truth? Are you the Universe? Then, that’s the Universal Truth!

You were expecting what? Some great answer like Law of Attraction and Law of Karma? I am eating is Universal Truth. I am talking is Universal Truth. I am being mean and small is Universal Truth. I am being my most expanded Self as I can experience it NOW is Universal Truth. I am a friend and that is a Universal Truth. That I don’t like being short is Universal Truth. Universal Truth lives, breathes, IS. Don’t look for it in spiritual books, it won’t be there.

 

I love you all.

Thank you, Dhiren. Thank you, Girish. Thank you, Dhiren, for always believing in me, for believing where I will be even when I didn’t want to see it. Thank you for your belief, wherever I go I will need it. Thank you, Divyaa, for the support and strength you always give me.

 

 

 

Divyaa:

After what happened I just want to share what I got in my meditation because it’s exactly what we heard through Ellaeenah; it might just be adding to what we all already know but put in different words.

Lot of us talk in terms of meeting God or becoming one with God, but we all have to become aware that there is no God out there to meet or become one with. We are going to grow into our awareness of being God. In my meditation I’m always given examples because there are no words; it’s as me saying I’m going to meet my adult Self, I’m going to meet my older Self, I’m never going to meet; I’m just going to grow into that. So we have to become aware that we are going to grow more and more into our awareness of our God Self but as long as we desire to meet God or even become one with God then you are going to have a God outside you to do that. So let’s keep the larger truths in mind so that we can start making that our reality.

God is not in everything, God is everything. That’s where sometimes I think we get confused. That’s why there is no Divine intervention, as long as you feel there is a God, there is Diviner intervention otherwise its only aspects of me, as Ellaeenah explained higher aspects.

Also we talk in terms of Higher Selves and Masters. It’s easier to accept this with God, but we cannot do this with our Masters. It’s very important for us to have our Masters out there and guys if there is no God out there, there is no Master out there. As long as you chose to meet your Master and become one with your Master he will be separate. But if you can now think that I’m going to grow in my awareness of my Master then that’s where we are going. Its like saying Divyaa self, teacher Self, student Self, ceramic self – there are no selves, it’s all me. And we have to feel I AM my Master. There are no words to put this and actually if we start thinking along these lines then one realizes that there is no a Jade Fire because if I’m going to grow into Jade Fire, Ellaenaah is Jade Fire and we all of us are going to grow, there is no fixed Jade Fire, there is no fixed Master, there is no fixed identity in Masters, God or you and me. We all think that this is Divyaa, this is my Higher Self, this is my soul Self, but it’s not its just awareness. Its just focus, guys there are no words and I’ve just spoken impromptu so I haven’t even put into words. Its like we are like a strand, identity is like a strand. We usually think that we are the motif in a tapestry but I’m a strand going through all the different Divyaas and as different Divyaas I’ve mixed with Ellaeenah, I’ve mixed with Zaf, I’ve mixed with Mayank, I’ve mixed with all of you, so all your energies are mixed in my identity too. There is no different Divyaa. It’s that strand that goes through so many people, so many experiences and then I’m the cloth, which is of course all that is.

So, we have to now really here start expanding our understanding on identity. I’m going to try and put it into words because I keep telling Ellaeenah these days that there’s so much coming in my meditations there are no words to speak, that I don’t feel like speaking anymore. But I think this was good for me because it was an impromptu talk and at the same time it was coming to me if there’s no God and if there’s no Master and there’s no identity then as long as I’m seeking a lover, someone to love outside me then the veils are on because all of us want this one person whether it is lover, husband, child. But as long as I’m finding love through another then I’m not love within. It does not mean that you cannot have beloveds but when you are the lover and the loved when you are the beloved, and beloved means what, being love. When you are being love, it will reflect in loving relationships, but you’ll never need another, you’ll never want another, it’ll be just a beautiful reflection to enjoy when it comes. So there are no words to take us where our group is ready to go we all have to sit a little bit in contemplation, if we don’t like the word meditation, or when you read the transcripts just try and feel what it means to you without words. Of course we can’t live without words. Every time you read the word God, say I. It’s a simple exercise but every book, every transcript that you do that the separation goes because in words is separation. The minute I’m saying God, however much I say it becomes separate, the minute I’m saying my Higher Self, it’s becoming separate. So in words is separation but let’s use words to take us within and then let’s let go of some words.

Thank you

Q: Why is it that the Masters then come as different distinguishable, different Masters?

Because we need that over here, because we as a group are not letting go of that. When the group is ready, (Ellaeenah is completely ready), the Masters will just come without name, without form as energy, we wont even call it Shiva-Shakti because there is nothing. But as long as we need and all of us are ready to give up God, but we cant give up our Masters including me, when I was going through this meditation I was like ok, but Jade Fire let me hang on to because its your own and you need it. But as long as you need it don’t give it up either, just keep this other picture in your mind, never give it up just because you’re being told to, you must feel because then you’ll be no mans land.

And Masters are speaking to different people, masters are never speaking to, they are speaking to so many people, we are all coming from so many levels and places. So the Master sometime one to one questions are answered to her and we all go back with the answer thinking this was for me. So it’s like she understood the Divine intervention, somebody else may not. But sit with the questions see what it feels like to you without the words, little bit without the words.

Q: Even if I give up my Master, that Creator, somebody…

Who is the Creator? I AM. You know as I individuated as I broke up into trillions I expanded. Just see what I’m trying to say because I can’t put it into words. As I broke up into so many focuses, monads, individuations, I expanded through all those splits…I don’t know how to say it.

When you come here you are in I AM consciousness, see the illusion catches hold of you and then you get into that whole set

Ultimately when you get out of meditation you have to be just Nandinie, I can’t go around my day saying I am God, but if I’m truly imbibing all that in my meditation then the Divyaa will be an expanded changed Divyaa. You know we have turned a full circle. We were into unconscious living, now we are all into conscious living and you’ll go back to not needing now to think what are my issues what do I need to see, what are my mirrors, we are taking a full circle back to what I call volition. We will be just living, doing what we need to automatically and that will be being God here in your day to day life. And you feel it, you feel the change.

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