19.02.2006
Ellaeenah:
I am holding within me the energies of the Central Sun. I am holding only those strands that are completely ‘male’ in their energy aspects. Energies of the Central Sun have been distilled and all feminine strains removed and I hold within me only the purest male aspects of the Central Sun. we have spoken in length, often, of feminine energy; its power to create, its manifestation, its birthing, its fertility. It is time now to understand strength of male energy; to understand potency, vitality, force, power, control, authority. Both play a vital role. Let us take each aspect of the male energy, as you have labeled it, and understand these labels now from the perspective of pure male energy. I will invite you to give me one label each and we will speak on that. What label can you give me?
Strength
How amusing that you all must think that strength lies only in male. Let us take that aspect, physical strength. Why has it been conditioned that it is the male physical form that is stronger? If you were to scientifically study the forms, both have equal capacity for physical strength, and in fact even in our world, we have experienced, read of, heard of men and women of equal physical strength, but our physical bodies, as women, due to conditioning of the human race, will still experience a lack of the physical strength as compared to the male body which will not experience this.
Strength is an aspect of the physical which is completely a mirror of that which is non-physical. Strength goes hand in hand with power and control. Unless you are strong you cannot exercise power; unless you are strong you cannot control; unless you are strong you do not have the ability to be potent. And this strength is freely available to all, but the human race in its 3rd dimensional reality very soon conditioned itself to understand ‘strength’ only as displays of physical power. And because the female body was not inclined to, not out of a lack of strength but out of a lack of desire, to display such physical valour, it was therefore labeled as weak. For this we need to understand a little bit of our own human history.
When Earth went into its 3rd dimensional realm it was the female body form that predominated, that in fact had the control, had the power, because it was the female body form that created. And just as in all energy realms it is the female strain that directs the male strain to Be, so also in its physical translation, the female body form directed the male body form to be what it needed it to be, to support the female body form. In the 3rd dimensional stage, in the initial stages, the veils of forgetfulness were extremely strong and dense, and the duality that was experienced of energy thus was carried on the power of Ray 4 on to Earth and thus translated itself from duality to conflict. The male body form, which had so far been directed what to be, retaliated, rebelled. The rebellion was also caused, in part, due the female body form, which used the female energy counterpart in physical dimension and was completely adulterated. So the full creativity of the female body form was now adulterated with non-creative energies, non-generative energies. So in part, due to this, and in part due to their need to then overtake the female body part, the male body form rebelled. Because its desire to overtake the female body form was strong, it drew within its own physical aspect such huge bursts of male and female energies from the Central Sun that the female body form was soon over taken by the male body form due to these large bursts of energy.
These large bursts of energy now enabled the male body form to overtake the female body form, which had first directed it. When it overtook the female body form, it then was satisfied that the translation of ‘strength’ to physical strength was the only thing required to overtake and it conditioned itself to believe that physical strength was in fact its guide, its road, its path to victory over the female body form.
We must constantly remember that when the Central Sun energies poured into the Earth, in the 3rd dimensional realities, they were brought and carried by Ray 4. It is the only ray that can carry dual energies. All other rays must show, manifest, reveal and carry ‘union’. But because the ray has within itself the power to instigate ‘conflict’, duality was soon converted to conflict, which was first revealed in the physical strength conflict.
As soon as the male body form overtook the female body form, the female body form conditioned itself to believe that the male body form was now physically stronger. Due to the veils of conditioning it did not realize that the physical strength manifested in the male body form did not make it stronger, but was only a temporary phase of large bursts of energies that had come in due to great desire to overtake. As soon as conditioning sets into a human body form, the energy structure begins to change. So as soon as the female body form had conditioned itself to believe that the male body form was physically stronger, it was. Simultaneously the male body form conditioned itself to believe that it was stronger than the female body form and it was. And after millions of years of this conditioning, today the female body form, in physical strength, manifests itself as weaker than the male body form.
We will take another label
Power
Power. Once again you will see that power resides in both strains of energy, but its manifested forms are completely different. What we see around us as power is only a very temporal physical translation. In that, too, the male body form seems to have an edge over us as women. But we have to understand what is true power. The male body form, again through conditioning, again through its deep desire to rule the female body form, decided to use its physical strength as a weapon of ruling. If the male body form, to give an example, found it easier to twist another’s arm and thus bring the other down to his knees, then that was considered as Power.
Due to the Ray 4 conflict that the dual energies were carried on, the true knowledge of power was soon forgotten. The female body form forgot that within her she carried the power to create, to manifest. The male body form forgot that within him, he carried the power to support, to ensure that the manifestation IS, to execute the manifestation. Each considered themselves to be powerful. Out of that forgetfulness of the other’s power, came this false sense of power, which is the control over another. This control over another has continued now for a very long time.
The Central Sun now needs to get back within itself the united force of female and male energies. In the 5th dimensional reality, the Central Sun will not have any manifestation of male or female as separate strands. Thus each one of us has to endeavour that even within us there is no separation. The power struggle is a very big manifestation of the dual aspect of energy, which carried on Ray 4 shows its conflicting nature. The female body form must understand what percent of male energy and female energy resides within her, and the male body form must understand the same. Once you truly understand the percentage of male: female energies that reside within you, you will then begin to work so that the total comes to a hundred percent. At present the sum total of both is either less than 100 or more than 100, if we take 100 to be the point of union. So within him (pointing to Sohrab), for example, it might be that the female is 88% and the male 62% making it to over the point of union, which is again out of balance. Within him (pointing to Parvez) it might be that the male is 48 and the female is 26, which is below the point of union, 100%, which is again out of balance.
In today’s stage of evolution any imbalance that is caused, whether over or under, needs correction. The perfect point of union is a 100%, though it need not necessarily be 50: 50. When the point of 100% union is reached, the female: male percentage within you will constantly shift and vary according to the situation’s need. But the 100% will remain in balance, constant. You will, therefore create, and in that moment of creation or manifestation, the creative female energy may rise up to 98%, with only 2% male energy, and then when you need to execute what you have created, it may be just the reverse. But this shift, smooth shift, can only take place when the 100% union is reached. And this union can only be reached when the male and female body parts understand what is power.
Power is not an energy that can be used to put down, hurt or make another submissive. Power is that energy that is used in order to raise another up; not only to your level, but a level beyond your own. When energy is used, any energy is used, to make another more expanded, and in its best form, more expanded than even the user of that energy, then that is true power. Those who we have called Masters wield that kind of energy. They sometimes use the energy, which we experience as compassion, gentleness or Love. At other times they use energy, which we experience as anger or force. They can use any energy that they need to manifest out of the 100% union that those energies, which we call Masters, have reached. But the only purpose for the use of the energy is to make us, who are in imbalance, either over or under, is to make us more expanded; not only more expanded than our own selves, but even the Masters’ energies. That is why we, who listen to the Masters, feel a sense of reverence. The male – female energies within us, even though they are in imbalance, instantly recognize the natural tendency of energy to empower and not to take away. And when it recognizes the empowerment given by another to itself, it bows in reverence, in acknowledgement that the natural tendency of energy is in force. It is not the words of the masters that we bow to; it is in fact their use of power over us. They do wield power over us, but not in a way to subvert us, to make us passive, to make us submissive, but in fact to make us stronger. And that is Power.
Control is very closely related to this power. None of us would be able to honestly state that we do not perceive the Masters as having no control over us. That is why several times we in fact complain that they seem to force us to do what we do not wish to do, that they push us in directions where we may not be ready to go, that they are in fact taking us faster; very often we even say that they do not understand us at all. All these statements only show that we do genuinely think within that the Masters have a control over us…. and that is the truth. They do. They have full and utter control over us because their 100% male: female point of union has given them the right use of energy which they manipulate in order to control your energy which is in imbalance. So they do have full control over you. The very fact that you are seated here, that you wish the Masters to instruct you, that you, in a sense, look up at them, even when we know that the Masters are higher aspects of our selves, that action on your part, is a complete acknowledgement to the Universe that we surrender to that aspect of our selves that is in greater balance than this current aspect of our selves. And as soon as you surrender to that greater aspect of your self, then that greater aspect of your self will use the energies in the manifested realms in a way that will be called manipulation or control, but for only one reason… to bring you towards 100% union.
In the physical realm, when this is translated as our power and control over another, we must remember this. The mother, the father, who look after the children, who control them, in a sense are doing exactly what those beings or those aspects of ourselves we call Masters, are doing to us. We are attempting to control the energies of our children even though it may be called manipulation at times, in order to get them into greater and greater balance. We do this at a subconscious level, but because we ourselves in our physical are either over balanced or under balanced, we have not reached the 100% point of union of those we call the Masters, our manipulation then comes out of that imbalance. And because it comes out of that imbalance then it is used as power that is wielded not to empower, to expand, to take them to a level even greater than our own, but in fact to submit them to our needs and wants.
The whole purpose of my holding the Sun’s male energies today are to make me experience, and thus to tell you that what I am experiencing; that the purest form of male energy is not at all strong, powerful, authoritative or dictatorial, in any of its conventional conditioned sense. The male aspect of this energy that I’m holding is extremely vital, potent and a supportive energy. I can actually feel it supporting me. If I can give you a visual picture, it’s like sitting on a magic carpet. I am just being carried wherever I wish to go. That is why they have asked me to talk as me, to completely experience the fullness of this male energy which, very often, I have misunderstood out of my own conditioning. Like you, I have also understood male energy in the past as being one where power is used to make someone else submit to what you need, that control is when you make someone do what you need them to do for your purpose and not for theirs. As I hold this energy I wonder, as I am speaking, why and how foolish I could have been to think that this is what male energy is. It is certainly not a very soft energy, as I have felt when I have held feminine energy. It is very potent, very vital. And yet I get the feeling of complete and utter support. If we can be completely ‘male’, in that aspect of the male energy, and be fully expansed, and gives its support it to another, we will be like their magic carpets. We need not ever create for another; we must understand that our own creation comes out of our own imbalance. Let us not wish to create for another; let us only create for Self. But whenever you experience that someone else needs support in their creation, then if we can become the expanded male energy in its purest aspect, we will give them the support that they need to manifest that creation themselves. In fact by being that support we will attempt to right the imbalance of male – female energy within them.
Intelligence
Intelligence… I am going to now take that as two different aspects; the one that I’m going to call Active Intelligence and the one that I’m going to call Applied Intelligence. Active intelligence is, in fact, an energy that is primarily female than male. In our 100% union if we were looking at active intelligence it would be a 90:10 ratio, 90 being the female. As soon as the 90:10 ratio is applied and active intelligence has then created, the ratio instantly shifts to 90:10 where 90 becomes male and this intelligence is Applied intelligence. So it depends on which aspect of intelligence you look at, both will have male and female, but in both aspects when 100% union is reached there may be a difference in whether the male or female predominates.
Brotherhood
Brotherhood… This is an aspect of the Central Sun’s energies which is now wishing to be manifest what I said earlier; that in this stage of evolution, the Central Sun now wishes to take back the duality and only manifest the union… you have given it the name brotherhood. It is interesting to note that even in our word ‘brotherhood’ we have given it a ‘masculine’ from that same historical conditioning of the male energy being predominant.
Why are the Masters more predominantly male in their…
They are not; they are in fact 100% union, but they come out of the channel… showing which aspect of the ‘channel’ is predominant.
Can you help us discover our own imbalances and correct them? How do we do that?
That is a simple exercise to do. Just as you have Moon meditations where you take in the aspects of the Moon (you must understand the Moon’s energies are purely feminine; they have no male aspects within… if you are doing an exercise for male – female balancing, you must not take in at that time the energies of the Moon). You then need to meditate with the Sun’s energies. You will draw in the energies of the Sun. In fact in Yoga, the Surya Namaskar is an exercise to get you into the 100% male- female union. You have an actual physical exercise given to you by ancient wisdom for this purpose, but very few of us use such exercises.
Pranayam also helps balance the…
Pranayam, by breath, balances the prana control within your body. The flow of prana within your body also helps to right the male – female imbalance, but it will not help as much as the Surya Namaskar. But for those of us who do not wish to do the Surya Namaskar or do not know how to do the Surya Namaskar, plain exercising in the outdoors with the Sun’s rays upon you is very, very helpful; just exercising, like touching your toes, turning around, exercising all the body parts brings female and male energies into balance. How much easier can this get?
Like Kriya yoga…
Yes.
I’d like to ask one more thing. I’m getting the connection between the male – female energies and the nuclear energy….
The nuclear energies that we are now using, which we will use in the future, Sohrab, as a gateway to Quantum Physics, will be through nuclear energy which is that moment of 100% male and female. But when we use nuclear energy for destructive purposes it reaches a 50: 50 ratio when its power is intense. Only one ray of a complete 50:50 balance of male and female can destroy or create whatever it desires.
You spoke about power and control…,but here in the physical world both males and females are using power and control as absolutely contrary to what you said….
Yes, that is exactly what I said. That is because the male –female balances between us are not at the 100% point of union. It is either, like in Sohrab’s case, over balanced or in someone else’s case under balanced. Now when that happens, when the balance of union is not reached, its manifestation will be that of a socially conditioned use of power which is to subvert, which is to control, which is to put down.
Is the Central Sun the same as what we call God?
Parvez, you ask this question to the wrong person because I do not have any knowledge of that which you call ‘God’. For me, I am God because I am everything. The Central Sun is that aspect of me which is there, which has been created in that aspect so that when this aspect of Ellaeenah wishes to experience something, that aspect of Ellaeenah can aid her. I don’t know if you want to call that God or anything else.
You spoke that the male energy was strength and all that but if you see it in every family it is really the female who is the fountainhead of power and control.
As it must be. It is always in any structure, in any unit where diverse energies have to relate to each other, it is the female energy that directs the flow of such multifarious activities or energies that are emitted. Even within your own body, dad, if you can call it a family, it is your female energy that is directing the flow of the several organs, which may be called parts of your family. So the heart and the brain and the lungs and the stomach will all really be directed by your female energy, which is creating health. And the female energy then translates this to the male energy and asks it execute that which it has created. So when you get a fever, which is trying to fight off a virus within you, the female energy has created the energies or whatever else you want to call them in science to fight that virus and then the male energy makes that happen. So even in you, if you consider yourself as one unit or structure which you are with multifarious energies within you like a family, it is the female energy that directs.
The female form can have a major part of the masculine energy….
Yes, completely. As I had experienced for several years of my own life, where I was far more out of balance because my male energy was predominant, even more than 100% ,and my female energy was at about 48.
The most dominant example that comes to mind is of Indira Gandhi. As a female she wielded the power and control, which no other male PM has ever done…
And you will find several such. Just taking the female or male body form is not the only thing essential, but, yes, we have to understand that we chose that male or female body form which will facilitate the growth of the energy we need. So if I have taken a female energy part I must know instantly that I have taken it to facilitate the growth of the female energy within me, else I would have chosen the male body form. So in fact all males like you and Jim and Sohrab and all other males in this room, have taken on these male energy parts because your female energy was greatly in imbalance and you have taken this to facilitate growth of male energy within you; whereas all of us women have taken this female body form to facilitate the growth of female energy within us.
Imbalance gives a male or female form, so balance will give you no form?
Yes, that is why the Masters have no form. And that is why they only come as an aspect of what the channel is predominantly being.
Is that the reason why there are more males sitting on the dais today?
Yes. I must here add something to what Nargis had asked. If in a moment, Nargis, my energies are female dominated then Jade Fire will not show himself as the Master whom we consider male; he will in fact present himself, in fact even giving another name, which will to our minds be associated with female. And that is why they are constantly telling us not to stick to their names and labels because we truly do not have the capacity out of our own imbalance to judge which energy is coming through and therefore to accept that it as union of energy which it is. Let us try not to label that union of energy because then it comes out of our own restrictions.
Isn’t the soul female and the mind male…?
Not at all. They are only different aspects of energy.
Do homosexuals have more balance in their energies….
Not at all. The sex of the person, as I have explained to you, has nothing to do with it. And whom I wish to have sexual relationships with also has nothing to do with it. In fact you choose to have sex with those individuals at those points of time when your own imbalances need to be righted. So when I have sex with Yezad what I am trying to do is to bring my male into balance and he is trying to bring his female into balance. Now, if Yezad wished to have sex with Parvez then it would be which aspect of Yezad was actually having the sexual intercourse with which aspect of Pervez…. If it was the male aspect of Yezad having sexual intercourse with the female aspect of Pervez or the other way around… you would know here they were trying to right their balance.
Sohrab:
I am going to take a leaf out of Divyaa’s book today and speak from myself, not channel. And for those who were at Nargis’ house this morning, where I was actually provoked to speak about this, you are going to have to hear some of it again. But I’m being asked to speak about this and it does tie together with not only the class, but also what has just happened.
We went to Nargis’ house this morning, a few of us, and I would first like to personally congratulate Shernaz who channeled absolutely beautifully for all of us. She had been given a task to do this by the Masters at a previous session and she channeled fully, with complete faith, in herself, and the energies were absolutely marvelous. After the channeling we were speaking of the various aspects that had happened and we were discussing how we function in life.
Let us take Saroj as an example, if I may Saroj. Just to give a face to this entity we are going to discuss, which has actually nothing to do with you. There is a Saroj as there is every one of us, who’s had many, many past lives, many, many future lives and there are different aspects that belong to Saroj. We, in our limited view, look at Saroj as this one person we know with these likes, these dislikes, these tastes, this community, this background and we know her from this. But of course she is so much more. Now, when we are given an insight in a session about who we’ve been in a past life; Saroj was a Lama in one particular life time for example, and Saroj has to work on that and connects to that aspect of herself; she is not only connecting to the Lama – hood that has been given to her in the session, she is connecting with all aspects of that that has been her in other past lives, aspects that she has no consciousness of. So, Saroj may have been in 20 past lives, for example, been a Lama, a Priestess, a Warrior Monk, an Angel, a healer and all those aspects of Saroj will join together and empower her when she is working on that one aspect that has been shown to her of her Lama – hood.
Similarly, when Saroj is about to contemplate something which we term as negative, she’s really really angry with someone and she’s thinking about murdering the person and she’s really contemplating that, be it fantasy or be it reality in a certain lifetime. She is linking with all other aspects of herself that have been involved with similar activity in her own life stream past, present and future. She is even connecting with aspects of herself in a future life where she will be a murderer, a killer, a person who inflicts pain on another. And all this will come to the fore when she is contemplating in this one instant whether or not she should murder somebody. Now, a question Mum asked, which was very pertinent, was – suppose Saroj is going through the trauma of I want to kill someone and she is linking up with all these other aspects of herself which she is not even aware of, what happens to the Lama part of her? Doesn’t that come into play? And the answer is of course. Just as this part of her comes up, the various aspects of her, let’s say, "goodness" come up also and say – look here is another option. And this is what is the voice of the conscience.
The conscience is not God, the conscience is not a Master, the conscience is other aspects of Self that come to the fore when you are contemplating any act and simply present you with different options, without judgment. The conscience has no judgment, it has no right or wrong, it simply presents you with different options of your own past, present or future and impels you in the direction you need to go in this lifetime. That is why the conscience of a murderer may say, "Go ahead, kill five more people" and you wonder where is the conscience of that person. But the conscience of that person is actually saying – you have experienced Lama hood three times over, you have only experienced this aspect of murdering once, you need another aspect of that to learn from, so go ahead, do it.
Now, now that we’ve understood this you’ll think but how do I grow? Of course you grow. Because every single being’s trajectory, if you call it that or the lifetime, is to raise their vibrations. There can be no desire to make your vibrations denser; that cannot exist. It always is an upward motion. So, as we grow, and let us take this collective here, as this collective has grown, individually and collectively, we have now reached a point in our lives where the conscience is, in all likelihood, going to propel us to only go further toward the Light. Presumably, most of us have gone through experiences the murdering, the prostitution, the other aspects of what we see as negative, which of course are not negative and we’ve been through those, we’ve dealt with those and now we desire to really, really move towards the Light. And hence our consciences will in all probability guide us away from these aspects.
I’d like to open it to questions now, if anyone has any.
Being positive and being negative just manifests as disease in the body
Absolutely, absolutely, but once again the conscience may be saying – go ahead, get the dis- ease, experience that, experience it fully, as Ellaeenah was saying earlier, embrace it with every pore of your being, be the most horrendous murderer, be riddled with whatever you are going through so that you can move through it and move on.
Is it something to do with the blueprint?
Yes and no. It, of course, is tied up in the blueprint, but we are looking at it from a different aspect. The blueprint, as we know, is planned when we are in Spirit form. So already we are looking at it when we are forming our blueprint we are looking at it from an extremely expanded perspective. And we project what would be the most appropriate for our next lifetime. But once again when we are in that lifetime, we tend to forget, the veils of forgetfulness come down and so we flounder. And when we flounder, the conscience comes in.
Trying to get you back in the blueprint…
Absolutely. And now see how we can so easily accuse another of not having listened to their conscience but may be their conscience has in fact been listened to.
We keep saying I’m growing, I’m growing but what is growth really? And in the example you gave about the Lama and the murderer that she may need to murder to experience more growth, now question is she has spent lifetimes as a Lama but what growth would you get by going for a life as a murderer?
Much more than you do through a Lama. Once gain you are viewing the murderer versus the Lama from our 3rd dimensional point of view – one is good, one is bad. But don’t forget, the murderer has also come with a blueprint; the murderer is also going through an experience that not only he or she needs to go through but the victims also have contracted to go through. Now we know this. The victims have also come to be murdered and to go through that experience for their growth. So in fact the murderer who comes and actually annihilates twenty people may be an extremely advanced soul. So let us not let judgment come into this. This does not mean that in earthly life you condone every murderer, of course not. The murderer has to go through whatever the legal system is of the planetary body he is on. And it is your right to bring the person to justice. But it is not your right to judge. You do not have that and to go back to what was said before, what is my perspective of growth? My perspective of growth is simply awareness, raising your vibrations, moving toward the Light in whatever way it means. If I have chosen in this particular lifetime, a lifetime of strife, where I wield Ray 4, rigorously through a group of people causing disruption everywhere and in doing so I enable each one here to grow then I am a magnificent being of Light who has swerved his purpose and yet everyone in this room will perceive me as this awful, horrendous troublemaker.
So in other words, Sohrab, the entire multi dimensional realities that we have, having no time and space, have each a separate blueprint or is it one magnificent…
As usual, Darshana, you have come up with this wonderful question that I was hoping not to have to address today because it is taking the meeting off in another direction but we will do so briefly. Exactly what you said. We were looking at this just now in a very simplistic form of the murderer and saint and a linear time line. But now we are all at a level of comprehension where we understand that time and space does not exist, therefore everything is happening simultaneously. And we are aware that we exist not only in one linear dimension which is past, present and future but we also exist simultaneously in different dimensions where there are different aspects of ourselves experiencing different things. So right now, right now, in this one particular time line there is only Sohrab sitting here and speaking to a group. But in different dimensions there are Sohrabs sitting in front of the same group doing different things. There is a Sohrab out there with the same group in another dimension possibly starting a war and there is another Sohrab in another dimension possibly talking about blowing up a House of Parliament. And there is still another Sohrab who is out there teaching Mathematics to the same group. And so on.
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Now do you see how comprehension is difficult? Because once again, as Jim said, the blueprint we are viewing in a linear form. Now when we realize each one of us has completely contradictory blueprints in different dimensions how can there be any blueprint that we follow. Because each one is different, each one is contradictory. Then there is no blueprint, and then everything just IS. Let’s listen to what Ellaeenah has to say on this.
Ellaeenah:
This is the Universe; this point in the center is YOU… I AM. This point in the center was just this POINT. There was no label of energy, no energy, source… nothing. We don’t have a name for it so we are going to coin a word and call it POINT… ALL THAT IS. So you were the Point. The Point then contemplated what IS the Point? So the Point ‘big banged’ and went outwards, but still simultaneously remaining the Point, because to be outwardly a million smaller points it had to always be THE POINT. THE POINT first took upon a ‘form’ which we call ‘energy’ and then modified this energy into what we call ‘dimensions’ (represented by the red circles in the diagram above). Besides this, THE POINT wished to experience itself as even smaller parts of dimensions, which we may call ‘our selves’ (represented by the blue lines in the diagram). Thus one small part of the blue line is called Niloufer, and another part is the Lama, the third a Priestess, this Queen, this is King, this is bad, this good, this is ugly, this great, this mean, this nasty, this is Light, this is dark, this science, this Math… any label you wish to give it….each small part of the blue lines being the smaller selves of THE POINT experiencing different parts of different dimensions…. SIMULTANEOUSLY. Would you be able say that the fourth small part of line six came before or after the fifth small part of line three?
So, what is the purpose of it all? The purpose is for POINT to know what it IS, and it can, through each tiny sub-division of its Self. So, though you, at present experience yourself as this tiny sub-division of one of the blue lines which has taken on a label of Parvez for this moment of the NOW, you can see through the joined circles and lines, that you ARE THE POINT.
And how will Parvez grow? When this ‘point’ Parvez becomes and experiences each small sub-division, in each and every dimension, it re-claims of its SELF that which it had put outwards through its big bang. If you wish to call this ‘energy’, then you can say that when ‘point’ has experienced its SELF in all its several sub-divisions, it takes back into its CENTER its aspected, fragmented individuated energy, thus the small parts of the lines get ‘erased’(as represented by the disjointed lines in the above diagram). As more and more experiences are completed fully, more and more lines get erased, till finally there are no lines left….only the POINT again. So growth is nothing but experiencing it ALL. It’s nothing else but an experience. In the 3rd dimension I (POINT) can experience solid, in the 5th dimension I can experience thought, in the 7th dimension I can experience Light, in the 9th dimension I can experience pure energy, in the 12th dimension I can experience soundlessness. So there is a mathematician who is experiencing soundlessness in mathematics in the 12th dimension who is also a point like Parvez.
There is no other except THE POINT. When each of these experiences have been assimilated THE POINT will know WHAT is POINT. When the entire diagram above becomes blank, save the POINT, that is growth. Growth is not being ‘point’. When you be, ARE, what is not THE POINT, experience that completely, thus fully assimilating those energies, then that non-beingness, that attained blankness or erasure of all those lines, is GROWTH.
Now let’s go on to the question of ‘blueprint’. Each sub-division, depending on what it needs to experience, may or may not have a blueprint. This line called Parvez needs a blueprint because he is experiencing a realm that has something called a blueprint. But the Parvez or the point-equivalent experiencing the 12th dimensional Soundlessness, is in a realm that experiences no blueprint. So it will have no blueprint. You experience a blueprint in the dimension that you need to experience the blueprint in. There is no other blueprint.
The whole purpose of our existence is to make this diagram blank, free of all lines and circles. If there is even one line remaining you cannot be POINT again. All of this has to be blank, it has to be erased and it can only be erased when you experience what you ARE NOT. You ARE POINT; you ARE NOT the experience. The purpose of it all is experience, so that the energy is expended so that there is a No – Thing ness. Growth.
So Growth is NO-THING.
Now one of these lines is also that of ‘murderer’, another of ‘abuser’, a third of ‘victim’. But to erase them all, you have to experience it all.
So What’s the point? is a very meaningful question.
So true!! What’s the POINT? You will know that when there is No-Thing else to know.
But I would prefer that you don’t refer to it as THE POINT, because even that term seems to direct your Consciousness away from YOU to something out there that is THE POINT. It is YOU. Don’t call it that point then again it is something external. It is YOU. There is no Source; there is only YOU. When you refer to it as the Source, it means there is something besides YOU, which is the Source. There is no Source; there is no-thing, there is I.
Then, how, my beautiful Vera, can you ever be less than YOU? YOU ARE EVERYTHING. Can you imagine the power? Whenever you think of yourself ‘small’ just say –this is only an experience, this is not I. There will be no need for anyone to tell you how beautiful you are. You will experience that. Where you focus is what you will experience. If Pavez wants to focus on this ‘part’, he will only experience this ‘part’. But as soon as Parvez focuses on the 12th dimension, which is the soundless mathematician part, he will experience that. Your mind can only focus on one point at one time. Why? Because there is only ONE POINT.